Chapter 29 Again and Again
In the third life, he knew him in a reckless manner.
The young man is humble and despicable. That person didn't care about others scolding him, but as long as others said that Fang Qingchen was not, he would inevitably rush forward and fight to the death.
In troubled times, the two stood side by side. Self-made, punching and kicking a piece of the country. To create that amazing cause as a civilian, how many hardships and hardships have been experienced, Fang Qingchen is too lazy to recall.
But I can't forget that night in the desert, the sky was full of stars. He and his two inconspicuous pawns in the troubled times, traveled 3,000 miles, fought more than ten battles, and finally trapped in the desert to death, not knowing where to find a water source. In the starlight, they sat together, quietly dividing the last pot of water. The man smiled and said, "Qingchen, whether it is this pot of water or the whole world in the future, you will share half of me, and I will share half of you." β
I can't forget that day, the sun was shining. He broke out of the siege side by side with him, was wounded, and fled all the way. But he still roared and rode, laughing and singing. The horse fell tired and followed. Both of them are seriously injured and difficult to walk, but fortunately, they can support each other. Holding hands and shoulders, while walking, there is generally a dispute over who kills more enemies.
In such a predicament, he also took the only sword as a pawn, just in exchange for three jars of fine wine.
With him, I learned what it means to be young and proud. When the pain is full of laughter and drinking, the wine is poured like a waterfall, forgetting the joys and sorrows that are indispensable in the world.
Isn't it strange? He is such a tired person and a tired heart, but he is also infected with vigor and passion? Since when did you be stupid enough to throw yourself in!
Yan Li......
still remembers the decisive battle on the battlefield that year, in order to save him from being seriously injured and dying, he was in a coma for several days. Struggling. gritted his teeth and refused Xiao Lou's calls again and again, ignoring the professor's warnings.
When I woke up, I heard the hero who was already famous all over the world, crying like a child by his bedside: "Qingchen, if I don't have you, even if I win the world, what good will it do me!" β
He smiled lowly, and his heart was relieved by his words.
The man heard him. Surprised, holding his hand, he shouted: "Light dust!" Don't die! Promise me not to die before me! β
He smiled and answered in a faint voice.
Yan Li, I don't die. Since you need me. I won't die. I won't die if you don't accomplish your great cause. You're alone. How can I die?
Yan Li, as long as ...... As long as you don't change, I won't change, even if you have to fight for your life with the sky. I won't die. There is still a long way to go. I'm going to accompany you to the end.
Yes, I still remember, the day the world was decided. He climbed the mountain with him, looking at the picturesque mountains and rivers for three thousand miles, and he said softly: "Qingchen, such a world, I share it with you!" β
The words are still in the ears, but the heart has turned away.
It's not the first time that two people have had a disagreement. His roots are in another world, and sometimes he can't control it, and he will show a little out of place. That quarrel over the policy of governance was the first time, and the two had a dispute, and he did not discuss, discuss, or give him a chance to explain.
He was naturally ordinary, and used his status as a king to force oppression. They can walk side by side in times of hardship. When the world is in hand, there is no room for anyone to stand side by side and stand on an equal footing.
At that moment, he regressed, but he also realized again. Yan Li, you forgot. Those feelings, you have forgotten.
Forgetting is the preserve of mortals.
It's me who is wrong, I've always been, I remember it all.
is unknown in the world, when you struggle a little bit, no matter how many achievements you make, don't forget to say that it is Qingchen who helps me. If others praise me, you are happier than hearing others say that you are 10,000 words good. Now, however, you see something different. What you see is how dangerous it is to have a person around you who holds a heavy army, is in a high position, is too popular, too respected, and is too praised by the world.
He issued another decree that he would untie his sword and kneel from now on, and that he would recognize the difference between kings and ministers from now on!
At that moment, it was hard to settle!
I was shocked and shocked. Isn't friendship supposed to be selfless? Isn't righteousness supposed to be pure? How could he still be ...... Asking for something?!
Again and again, life and death, and in the mutual aid of adversity and mutual assistance, it seems that something unexpected has happened.
He's got it! It turns out that as long as he lives, he will never bow his head to that man!
This may not be much, but how can it be obtained.
I can't ask for it.
Yan Li, it would be nice if I could just be your friend. If only I could stand with you purely for the sake of righteousness, and ignore that!
I thought I could. But I can't. Some things, after all, can't be tolerated, can't be calmed, and don't want to do it after all? Whole!
When did friendship, the most selfless of the legends, become geological?
In this life, I still love it. Because of love, I still fall into willfulness, I can't be selfless and resentful, I can't forgive you, and I don't need you to forgive.
Yan Li, I promised you that as long as you need it, I won't die, but now you don't need me anymore.
His classmates said that he deliberately died at the hands of the Assassins just to get revenge. The professor always said that you let the greatest hero of your time kill himself by the most cruel means for you. He never refuted.
He would never explain to anyone that he did that he wanted revenge and preservation.
As long as he lives, there will eventually be more quarrels and disagreements between him and him. One day, all the feelings and righteousness of the earth will be worn out, and the good things in the past will become the most cruel mutual harm in the future. In the history books, there are many examples of acquaintances and old friends, and wealth and enmity, which are shocking.
If you want to preserve this affection and preserve all the good things you once had, you can only die early! Only the dead are the best, only the dead, when others think of it, they will only think of the good, not the grudge, only the dead...... Is...... Invincibility...... will never be forgotten by the living!
He took revenge on him and watched him die to save himself. If he dies in front of his eyes to save him, he will never forget him for the rest of his life! The man was brave and resolute, and the pride of that man would not allow him to be defeated by anything, so. It does not matter. He will still be a generation of Ming Jun. The heirloom of the god of war, but he will never forget him.
He is still the Fang Qingchen who can't stand a little grievance and only thinks about himself in everything. The family, the country, the world, and the people, what does it have to do with him?
He just wants him to be sad, he just wants him to remember him, he just wants him to think back to the past and never forget all the good things that have been. Forever guilty and remorseful for hurting him!
Is this revenge? Yes, definitely!
Is this the one who wants to protect that beauty? Maybe......
He is not a good person, so even if he is guarding, using land is also a devil's means.
He wasn't drunk, just a little shaky as he walked. Walk out of the hall and look at the whole garden. The candles are burning high, and the lanterns are shining. Feast all day. Countless stages.
Recently, "Jade Hairpin" is being performed on the stage. It's a good show, the opening scene is a marriage between the two families, and they are happy. Although there were some twists and turns later, some bad people framed him, and the son misunderstood. The beauty is aggrieved
Affair. However, in the end, it was a happy ending, and the husband and wife were in harmony. Two wishful thinking......
He smiled and drank a full bowl of wine.
After that life, he rested for three hundred years.
In the past three hundred years, I have also learned to sleep with my eyes closed, I have also learned Jinjie, laughing and laughing, and I have worked hard to learn Xiaorong, I don't mind everything, and I only find my own mistakes in everything.
However, even with Xiao Lou's sleep aid, he had never had a peaceful sleep without nightmares. Even if you plunge into the game headlong and use auxiliary equipment to fight sleeplessly for decades, watching your level rise rapidly, you are proud and arrogant, and you are only left with indifference and emptiness. Even if I revisited Xiao Rong's past life again and again, trying to learn, I still came to the conclusion that this person is an idiot saint, and if I learn from him, wouldn't I be more idiot than an idiot.
He meanly refuted everyone's accusations, mocking and ridiculing all the sacrifices of Xiaorong. He was lazy, commenting on the stupidity and ridiculousness of Han's history, and he disapprovingly accused Zhang Minxin of being opportunistic. Only his own simulation records, never looked at them, only his own human stories after his death, and never refused to check them.
He is the worst member of Xiaolou, and he is the most disobedient and disobedient problem student.
He is not as good as the lazy Han, who is at least trying to rotate and simulate for a lifetime, and he, who has nothing to do for three hundred years, doesn't even care about his studies. In the end, the professor couldn't bear it anymore and kicked him out.
On the stage, singing high-spiritedly, and under the stage, shouting. Everywhere is festive and lively, the wine is intoxicating, and the laughter is endless.
In this life, it is so lively.
In this life, he met the young man named Chu Ruohong.
The little child who cried helplessly in the depths of the palace forbidden.
At that time, he was lazily and casually a general who did nothing, lazily entered the palace, and just wanted to find a random person who had the opportunity to be the emperor, find a way to get close to him, go through the motions, and finish the simulation of this life.
Cows don't drink water and force their heads? There is no way for him to be forced to simulate, but if he wants to work hard, how can it be so cheap.
However, inadvertently, I met the sad and helpless big boy who silently wiped away tears.
But he relented for a while, and asked casually: "Your Royal Highness, what are you doing?" β
But the big boy raised his face full of tears and looked at the first man in his life who smiled at him and spoke to him in a gentle and concerned tone. Inexplicably sad came from it, and threw himself into his arms, crying bitterly.
On that day, the sun was shining, the water in the pond was clear, and the willow branches were clinging.
The boy wept and wet the placket of his chest, but his heart traveled far away through time and space.
It seemed like just yesterday, as if just now, there was a little girl who was revered as a queen but lost her parents, crying heartily in his arms.
His memory, it's really good.
At that moment, it was inexplicably painful to the heart and lungs, and finally hugged the big boy tightly with the same caring posture as hundreds of years ago.
The past is still there, and the past is not forgotten. It's not that he doesn't know that this outstretched hand, the final outcome may still be as unbearable as in his previous life. However, in the end, he couldn't be ruthless and couldn't push his hands away.
In the distant past, there was a fatherless and motherless girl, who was the king of a country, but apart from him, there was no pair of arms to protect and rely on.
The royal family is ruthless, this time, if he does not stand by himself, who will this child rely on, and where will he turn for help?
I can't, watch him die.
Finally, he stretched out his hand. Even though he knew. This time, the ending may have to be given up again.
Finally, he still wants to open his arms to protect, even though he knows that in this life, he may still have to go alone.
In the end, I still can't let go, and I still work hard to catch something......
When he stretched out his hand, he didn't know that what he wanted to protect was the child in front of him. It's still the dust of the dream. Stretching out his hand, he didn't know if he wanted to grasp the land, whether it was the fate of this life, or the feelings in his previous life that he had resolutely given up, but in fact, he had never forgotten.
Who would believe it? He didn't choose this kid for his thesis. But because of a moment of soft-heartedness, he wanted to protect him.
Professor Zhuang said. He didn't do his best to cultivate that child's independent imperial heart.
However, he would not know that even arrogant and conceited people like him have limits. Fang Qingchen is actually afraid. Previous life. The heroic and decisive Yan Li. In the end, I can't tolerate a bright and dazzling existence next to me. But to protect this young man, he knew that just like in his first life, he would have to show his edge. But after the edge is exhausted. How could a monarch who was too shrewd and capable be expected to tolerate a man like him for so long?
If he can't afford to be around, how can he protect him?
Professor Zhuang said that he did not try his best to find a usable minister for the child, so as soon as he died, there was chaos in the DPRK and China, and the country fell apart. However, who will understand that even if he is cold-hearted and cold-hearted, he is too tired, life after life.
In the first life, there were courtiers who were worried about the country, and they couldn't look at the high power of the king Fang Qingchen and repeatedly made suggestions to the queen.
In the second life, the ministers who were worried about the fortunes of the country used all kinds of righteous names to finally make the empress marry many new favorites.
In the third life, those calm and rational strategists reminded Yan Li that there could be no second person in the army, and the country could not tolerate a single word to be the king.
He was exhausted, and he didn't have the strength to fight against those who worried about the country and the people again and again. He was tired. He just wanted this time, to be simpler, calmer. So, that's it, Ruohong, I will be by your side, I will defend your country, I will protect you. It doesn't matter if you don't have to worry too much, it doesn't matter if there are not a bunch of old men in the court who have worries about the world, I will always be there. When the sky falls, I'll just carry it for you.
However, it turns out that the sky has never fallen, the earth has not fallen, only people's hearts will still change.
In the first life, he asked for many things. In the second life, he only needs one and only. In the third life, he didn't even dare to ask for the only one, as long as the two confidants and fellowship equally.
Fourth ...... In the fourth, he knelt before him, as long as he could believe in him, if only he could allow him to protect him.
Hehe, pathetic, ridiculous! The conceited and arrogant Fang Qingchen, his wishes in this life are already so meager, but in the end, he is still unable to do it!
The final climax has been sung on the stage, the man's husband bows down to his wife's knees to make amends, and in the next scene, it should be the lady who finally discourages her anger and reaches out to help her!
Fang Qingchen smiled softly. In life, there will always be a lot of friction, too much consideration, how to live. Xiao Xiaoyue understands, Zhuo Ziyun understands, Ah Hu understands, Zhao Wangchen understands, only him, Fang Qingchen, has always refused to understand.
If you don't have any intentions, I will leave, and when he returns to Beijing, he will indeed have a resolute heart.
However, in this life, he was tired. Too tired to arrange a heroic death. At first, all he wanted was to drift away and never let anyone find him. Zhao Yonglie scolded Chu Ruohong, let this kid regret it for the rest of his life
Everyone knows that the king of Chu forced away Zhongliang, so that the history books will always remember this.
Thesis? He didn't plan to do it well, he just didn't do it in this life, and what could the professor do to him.
Anyway, he has long been the worst student in Xiaolou, and no matter how bad it is, it is still the worst.
However, it turned out that he taught to protect the child who grew up, not just to recruit him back to the capital.
The young man sat high on the golden palace, looked down and watched him being accused of rebellion by all his courtiers, knowing that he was wronged, but he did not defend him at all, and asking for land was just an excuse to relieve him of his authority.
The young man had arranged for the Praetorian guards he had personally trained to protect him to be ambushed in the palace, just to guard against his attacks.
Ruohong! You think I'm going to hurt you! You can prevent me from doing this, and wronging me so far?!
Fang Qingchen raised his head to drink, and drank it all in one gulp, his teeth couldn't help but exert himself, and he bit off the edge of a bowl alive. Spit it out casually. In the night. In the noise, no one saw whether there would be blood on the small piece of broken porcelain.
The applause in the ears was loud, and the applause was loud, so lively.
Fang Qingchen looked at the stage from afar, ah, this lively drama is over.
In the end, the previous suspicions were released, and the husband and wife were harmonious. The family business is prosperous, and it is really the most suitable for a good drama to be staged on a festive day.
I remember this reunion scene, which was originally called "Three Families", it turned out that the wife died unjustly, the husband died in shame, and the villain who was framed was also sent to the official to be killed. The three families are all in a great tragedy.
A scattered and sad drama has been changed by a wonderful pen. It's a lively and good article.
All misunderstandings can be resolved as long as they are resolved, and all suspicions can be forgiven. What must be taken care of, and what hatred must not be forgotten? Man has to live. Life has to go on. A reunion is always the best.
In this way, what's so bad?
Fang Qingchen laughed loudly, clapped his hands and applauded with everyone.
In the past, the mind was smart. With his keen ears and eyes, at this moment, he didn't even notice Hu Yanfeng walking briskly towards them from outside the garden.
It wasn't until Hu Yanfeng came close that Fang Qingchen found that his face was very solemn.
"Fang Hou!"
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The origin of Fang Qingchen's past catastrophes, I wrote for two days, writing and stopping, writing and writing, and my mind was uncertain. Writing and writing, emotions also unconsciously entered it, and I was inexplicably sad and sad.
Maybe he really loves his character too much, so his emotions can enter but can't get out, maybe it's completely his partiality Fang Qingchen, so he can't help but grieve for him.
This chapter was actually written a long time ago. With the help of Xiao Xiaoyue's marriage, Fang Qingchen's old wounds were touched, and he turned to recall his previous life, and explained in more detail the ins and outs of the past life (Khan, all along, some people have said that I am too biased, and the joke light dust chapter gives Fang Qingchen too few scenes, and all the things in the previous life are also brushed aside, so I can only guess. οΌ
Therefore, before the Fengyun chapter was written, it was already discussed with readers in the group, from the marriage contract between a woman and her fiancΓ©, the repeated twists and turns during it, forgiveness and tolerance, and then to the impact and impact that Fang Qingchen might be affected, and then decided to write like this.
Coincidentally, in recent days, there have been some comments against the accuser Fang Qingchen, and this chapter of mine seems to be explaining these accusations. Sweat.
The most coincidental thing is that I cut off the Internet and worked hard to write, and after writing most of the initial plot of this chapter, I looked on the Internet, and I saw Brown's long comment on light dust, and I fainted, and many of the views were almost the same as what I expressed in the article, and I was really dumbfounded.
Turning my head and thinking about it, starting from the male pet chapter of the brown man, the number of times I collided with her in the plot is really countless, and now in retrospect, there are at least seven or eight times.
In short, for the first time, the plot of this article is purely fictional, and if there is a crash, it is a coincidence.
In the end, maybe I'm biased, maybe I'm unfair, maybe I'm just looking at things from the perspective of Fang Qingchen in this chapter, so many of the ideas and ideas in this period may not necessarily be fair and right.
This chapter is based on Fang Qingchen's heart, looking at the past tribulations, his suffering, and his dedication is the most obvious.
However, if you come from the perspective of Queen Qingguo, Yan Li, and Chu Ruohong, maybe many situations are another matter.
However, Khan, because the first three people are dead, so, if you don't look at the problem from their point of view, you can't blame me for not being objective. As for Chu Ruohong, Khan, let's talk about it when he is sober. Ha.
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Zongzi: I'm desperate, I'm completely desperate about the crash between me and Nalan...... Hahahaha. This section is relatively heavy, have you looked very depressed and wiped your sweat...... Chapter 3...... Did you have to wait for that...... Impatient? Now welcome our funny masters in Xiaolou, Ding Kouyi, give us a paragraph!
The perfect love of the emperor
The young man sat on the golden dragon chair and received the worship of the ministers in the hall. A majestic smile hung on his face, and his eyes shone with the luster of a heroic god who was similar to all emperors in the world.
"Long live my emperor!"
The Manchu civil and military generals who knelt down under the imperial steps performed the three buckles and nine bows in a proper manner, and looked up at the emperor they had just ascended the throne with full sincerity, the famous general who had once shocked the world, the divine son who created the miracle of resurrection from the dead, and the hero of the chaos of the five continents and the four seas - Fang Qingchen.
It is much easier to be a perfect emperor than to have a perfect love.
Fang Qingchen looked at the passionate faces of the group of people under him, and his smile became more and more calm.
After retreating, the young emperor rushed to the harem dormitory with impatient steps, where his lover was hidden, and his sweet, harmonious and perfect love.
He finally found such a person, such a feeling, who would not be despised and humiliated because of unequal status, would not be resentful because of disagreement, and would not betray the other party because of various seemingly unavoidable circumstances. His lover is not only brilliant in intelligence, extraordinary in appearance, but also rare in the world in temperament, and completely understands himself, cherishes himself, considerates himself, wholeheartedly for himself, never thinks about himself, and all means are for himself......
When Fang Qingchen thought of this, his heart almost rippled out of his chest, and he was surrounded by a feeling of happiness and warmth. He pushed open the door of the dormitory, opened the curtains, and smiled softly:
"I'm back."
The curtain stepped back, revealing a large, luminous mirror. Above the mirror, there is a line of words written by dragons and phoenixes-
The perfect love of an emperor comes from narcissism.