494: Why Live? (9)

At first, she just quietly closed her eyes and leaned back in the back seat, and then suddenly burst into tears. (Baidu search gives the fastest and most stable update to the literature network)

Through the light outside the window, Shi He could see clearly in the rearview mirror, but he didn't turn around, deliberately pretending not to know, for fear that he would disturb her if he spoke.

It's just that he didn't expect that Xia Tong's tears became more and more fierce after that, and in the end, he actually cried out.

She bit her lip and leaned back on her back seat, motionless, a small whimper coming out of her mouth.

She didn't want to cry, Xia Tong really didn't want to cry, but it was like a dagger had been inserted in her heart, and the flesh and blood in it were already blurred.

When she saw the bright yellow leaves of those ginkgo trees, she couldn't help but think of Central Park in Manhattan, New York.

The leaves of the ginkgo trees there were also bright yellow, beautiful and dazzling in the sun, and the man beside her at that time, he carried her on his back and promised to carry her for the rest of his life......

But what about the facts? Within a few months, their relationship broke down!

At this moment, Xia Tong couldn't wait for herself to die like this, when love came, she didn't care, and when she died, she realized how painful and heart-wrenching it was.

She thought that she would gradually forget, but the more time passed, the more unforgettable it became, and the man's figure, face, and words, like a soldering iron, were deeply engraved in her heart.

Xia Tong slowly sat up straight, and the moment she opened her eyes, her gaze fell on the rearview mirror in the front seat, and it happened to collide with Shi He's gaze.

It's just that in the eyes of the man, she saw it, and it seemed that she was not exposed to him, which made her panic and confusion.

She lowered her head, avoiding his gaze, and Shi He obviously didn't want to miss this opportunity, and since it was his part, he didn't plan to remain silent.

"Xia Tong ......" In the past two months, her name has been shouted much more smoothly, not as stiff as at the beginning, "You still can't let him go, right?" Even if he betrays first!? ”

Xia Tong's body stiffened, she slowly raised her head and met the man's turned face.

Her face was dark, and this time her eyes did not evade, and she stared at him closely.

"I'll forget his ......," she finally spoke, her tone and smile bitter.

The original crystal eyes were also dim at this moment, and when the words fell, she had already turned her head to look out the window.

Shi He also turned around and continued to drive, his eyes always staring at the woman's pale and bloodless face in the rearview mirror.

Under the light, she was like a floating bubble, petite and weak.

Shi He retracted his gaze, he couldn't bear to look at it again, his eyes were faintly bloodshot.

She said she would forget, could she really forget?

Not only Shi He thought so, but even Xia Tong herself was skeptical, as she said, she really wanted to forget, because as long as she remembered, it would be painful.

That heart-rending taste, she doesn't want to experience it again and again, and she can't stand it!

But how easy is it to forget and start all over again?

Can a man who has completely penetrated her heart really be so easily removed from her heart? Can it really be?

And can time really make people forget everything and heal the pain?

Xia Tong didn't know if he was hungry, and he didn't want to delve into it anymore, because when he thought about it, his body and mind hurt and it hurt to his bone marrow......

She'll forget, she'll forget! …… Xia Tong leaned her head against the car window, her eyes were unfocused, like a ceramic doll that had taken away her soul, beautiful but fragile.

It's like her heart, which has long been torn apart. It's cold and it's in the middle

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