2062 Find Yourself
"Will you?" After not getting an answer for a long time, Su Mohan couldn't help but ask again, with a touch of nervousness in his eyes, as if her words and deeds would tug at his heartstrings.
Concubine Ye shook her head: "No, as far as I am concerned, without him, I will never lose the opportunity to be happy." ”
It's like a stone that has been lifted, and finally slowly falls to the ground.
Su Mohan's tense body eased a little, and Concubine Ye couldn't help but chuckle when she looked at him: "What are you doing so nervous?" ”
"If you don't leave, why don't you go back?" Su Mohan spoke again, only hoping that if Concubine Ye could take the initiative to choose to go back, maybe all this would be the best outcome.
Otherwise, she was afraid that if she found out that Song Yichen was him one day, she was afraid that she would ......
Concubine Ye glanced up at him, looked at the time, and seemed to be a little dissatisfied with her unloading of him.
I was thinking about alienating him, but now I have explained all my family affairs, as if not only did I not distance myself from him, but I got a little closer.
"Why?" Su Mohan insisted.
Concubine Ye glanced at him and said lightly: "It's almost time, it's time to go back." ”
As soon as the words fell, Concubine Ye had already turned around and walked in the direction of the company.
Su Mohan stared at her back and frowned, still unable to guess what this woman was thinking, so he had to catch up and walk to him side by side, and spoke again: "You still don't want to go back to him, right?" ”
"You don't need to know this, you just need to know that it's impossible between us, I won't accept you, and I'm not suitable for you, with your conditions, you can find a woman with better conditions." Concubine Ye's voice faded a little.
"Since you will not leave the person you love, then likewise, I will not either, unless, you return to him, and if you are happy, I will not meddle in the affairs between you again." Su Mohan also spoke.
If it is because of Song Yichen's pursuit, it is a good thing that Concubine Ye can return to him.
Only, will she?
"If you have to insist like this, chances are we won't even be friends." Concubine Ye frowned and refused again.
Su Mohan was silent this time and did not speak, and the two returned to the office silently.
After sitting down, Concubine Ye looked at the roses in front of her and lost her mind.
She just felt that her current self was not good enough, she was still suffering, she was still very vulnerable, and she was not enough to match him again, so she didn't want to go back.
For more than a year, she was sensitive, suspicious, anxious, irritable, and even vitriolic and nervous.
She just didn't want to be like a woman on the verge of a breakdown, or like a madman again, with an empty skin, an empty love for her, that's all.
Otherwise, no matter how deep the love is, who can be sure that it will not dissipate in such repression and silence day after day?
Maybe when she left at the beginning, she was really disheartened, but only after she really left, did she understand that she couldn't do without him.
She'll go back, it's just that she wants to find herself first.
When her heart is strong enough because of love, because of family affection, she will go back, back to him, and then they will go together to find the child.
Early the next morning, because she saw that Song Yichen didn't meet her by chance yesterday, she came out a little late, and she still didn't meet the man.
But as soon as Concubine Ye arrived at the office, Xin'er came up again, with an ambiguous smile on her face.