Lin Nan talked with Professor Zhou for a while, but he couldn't help but be anxious, and couldn't stop looking inside.

Professor Zhou is old, of course, he also knows it.

He touched his chin, which was still a little gray, and smiled a little ambiguously.

"I heard that you are divorced, why did you remarry again?"

"Teacher" Rao is Lin Nan always looks confident outside, and when facing Professor Zhou, he seems to be that young boy.

"Aren't I pursuing it again?"

"Oh~ You young people's world, I don't understand" Professor Zhou sorted out the folder in his hand, "Okay, Lin Nan, it's okay to come to the teacher's house to sit, my sister and I are weird at home."

Lin Nan hurriedly agreed.

"The teacher is really happy to see you come out," Professor Zhou said and sighed, "Okay, the teacher is busy, you should go and see your daughter-in-law."

Professor Zhou is gone, his back is still very tall, but it is also a little rickety.

Teacher, you're getting old......

Lin Nan cleaned up his inexplicable melancholy emotions, and finally mustered up the courage to push open the door of the ward.

There are four beds in the ward, and some doctors and nurses are busy in the innermost bed.

It was a boy who had been in a car accident, and he looked to be in his twenties, but he was covered in blood and looked dangerous.

His parents were alarmed together, and the woman's eyes were swollen from crying, and she kept begging the doctors and nurses to save their children.

The medical staff glanced at each other, their faces were embarrassed, Lin Nan was also a person who had lived in the hospital for a long time, and that expression could be seen at a glance, basically helpless.

Millet was lying on the bed, with a hanging needle in his left hand, and water droplets flowed into Millet's body drop by drop, a little fast.

Lin Nan stepped forward and helped her slow down. Mi was startled and withdrew her eyes from staring at the innermost bed.

As soon as he raised his head, he bumped into Lin Nan's unwavering eyes. But Xiaomi's eyes were red, and she was obviously sad.

"You say, is that child still saved?"

Xiaomi's voice was buzzing, with a heavy nasal tone, and when she said this, tears flowed down her cheeks.

Lin Nan's eyes looked away, avoiding Xiaomi's pursuing eyes.

"Probably, it's hopeless, unless a miracle happens......"

"I'm sorry, we've tried our best......"

A group of medical staff bent over the grieving middle-aged couple.

There was a very young story with red eyes, and Lin Nan recognized that it was the little girl who had just chased Xiaole and shouted and killed.

"Please, try again, maybe, maybe, maybe."

The man's eyes were wide open, and the wrinkled forehead added another Sichuan character, and the corners of his mouth kept twitching.

Lin Nan looked at the electrocardiogram at the little boy's bedside, and it was already a straight line at the moment. The boy's chest was slightly sunken because of the constant CPR......

"Sorry......"

"He ......"

The doctor couldn't bear to say any more, although he was used to this kind of picture, but how could he be indifferent.

All doctors, Lin Nan is the same. They all thought they could save lives. However, life is so fragile that one carelessness can come to an abrupt end.

"Child," the woman wept as she received the heartbreaking news before her husband.

"My child, why are you so stupid......"

Perhaps due to Lin Ying's existence, Xiaomi is now completely incompetent to accept this situation. Her tears were pouring down her eyes, like beads with broken threads.

Lin Nan sighed, took out a tissue and gently wiped the tears on her face.

Maybe it was this sad environment that made Xiaomi completely soft, and she didn't refuse Lin Nan's actions, as if she had forgotten.

"Don't cry, people, there will be death in the end, you and I are the same"

"But he's still so young"

"That's also his own choice, for a trumped-up relationship, he gave his life, he has to pay for his mistakes"

"What about his parents? Is this the end of raising him to such a big age......"

When Xiaomi said this, tears had already come down.

She has always been a soft-hearted person, and she usually can't see anyone hurt, let alone the current situation.

Lin Nan stepped forward and blocked the sight of Xiaomi who had been looking over there.

Xiaomi was suddenly blocked from sight, and looked at Lin Nan who was slightly bent down stupidly. Lin Nan was already tall, and bending over at this time also brought a lot of oppression to Xiaomi, who was lying on the bed. Xiaomi frowned uncomfortably.

Lin Nan noticed her movements and immediately squatted down, keeping her eyes level with Xiaomi.

"Don't cry...... I also sympathize with them, people have their own choices, we have our lives. We also need to live our lives well. You see that they are sad for white-haired people to send black-haired people, right? ”

Lin Nan's eyes were blazing, and Xiaomi nodded involuntarily.

"So, life is too short, can you give me another chance......

Xiaomi was stunned, she didn't expect Lin Nan to say this again. At first, she only thought Lin Nan was joking, but she didn't expect it......

The air in the ward was very hot, and the air conditioner was blazing, as if Xiaomi's heart was in a commotion at the moment, disturbing her upset.

"Lin Nan ......"

Xiaomi opened her mouth, not knowing how to speak. It seemed like it was yesterday, and he couldn't forget what happened at that time. Therefore, she couldn't accept Lin Nan.

It's just her, she doesn't know Lin Nan's thoughts, whether she is lonely, or if she proposed remarriage to him for Lin Ying's sake.

Or rather, love her? Love her millet?

It's impossible, Xiaomi waved away this very tangible idea, it's impossible anyway.

As long as Su Wanqiu exists for a day, Lin Nan will not forget her. Oh, no, if Su Wanqiu disappears, Lin Nan is afraid that he will have a deep memory.

Xiaomi knows this too well. So, what did she take to believe Lin Nan again?

"Why do you say this all of a sudden? It's not good that we're like this now," Xiaomi's voice was hoarse, and she couldn't say anything she refused after all. Still looking forward to it, she thought that she could gradually forget about Lin Nan, but how could this be?

Every time, every time, as long as this man waved his hand slightly, she was like a moth to a fire, without hesitation, although she would not regret death.

Lin Nan looked directly into Xiaomi's eyes, and his voice was gentle and firm, "I think I'm in love with you...... I know, I'm saying this now, and the credibility is so low."

Lin Nan looked at Xiaomi's suspicious expression, and his heart tingled slightly.

However, he had to bear it, and he was to blame for it.

"What do you love or not, haven't you always liked Su Wanqiu?"

Xiaomi swallowed the bitterness that filled her heart, "From the beginning, you liked her, and your eyes have always been on her." I know all of this. But, so what, at that time, I still liked you stupidly......"

"Xiaomi, don't talk about it......"

These words reminded Lin Nan of those bits and pieces of the past. That was his unrequited love, and it was also Xiaomi's request.

The past cannot be looked back......

"Lin Nan, but I want to say it now" Xiaomi lay on the bed, her face was full of gentle smiles, it was a scenery that Lin Nan had not seen for a long time.

"I used a youth, the first half of a woman's life, to love someone, and I have never regretted it. Even if you never loved me. However, since you can't forget her, you shouldn't choose to marry me...... I can accept that I have not been able to get it, but you can't give me hope and push me into the precipice with your own hands......"

When Xiaomi said this, she couldn't cry anymore. Lin Nan's eyes were also slightly red, he approached Xiaomi, and wanted to kiss away the tears on Xiaomi's face, but after all, he still didn't kiss it.

"I'm good to be alone now, I have Xiaoying, she is my angel, I have to thank you for this"

Xiaomi pulled her face with great effort and grinned, "So, please don't bother us, okay?" ”

"No"

Lin Nan's voice was very small, almost drowned out by the breathing of the air conditioner.

But Xiaomi still heard it.

She couldn't tell what it felt, she was afraid that Lin Nan would say yes, and she would resist Lin Nan saying no.

She was afraid that Lin Nan would withdraw from her world, and she was afraid that Lin Nan's gentleness would make her fall again. And there is no way back......

"No, I don't want to be like this, I love you Xiaomi" Lin Nan's tears flowed out, sliding down her cheeks and at the corners of her pale lips.

During this time, Lin Nan lost a lot of weight and was also emaciated. As soon as Xiaomi saw him, she almost convulsed in distress, what happened to the man she had liked in her heart for so many years, in such a short period of time, she had become like this.

But what about being distressed? They don't have any relationship anymore, and even, she can't care about him as a friend, how sad.

"Xiaomi, I know you may not believe what I say, but, please listen to me"

"Perhaps, people will only know to cherish after they have lost it, unfortunately, I, Lin Nan, am such a person. After not you, my life has become a mess, I think about you every day, when I am awake, when I am drunk, and even when I dream......"

"Really?" Xiaomi was cold, and there seemed to be a bit of sarcasm in her eyes, "Don't you love Su Wanqiu deeply, when did you have a place for me in your heart?" ”

Lin Nan was silent, he didn't even have anything to say. He is not a good husband, he is usually busy with work, always in the hospital, and finally has time to accompany his wife and children, and a message from Su Wanqiu is always easy for him to run to her......

"I'm sorry, that's my fault" Lin Nan lowered his head, his fingers moved slowly, wanting to shake Xiaomi's cold little hand.

Xiaomi's eyes were fixed on the ceiling, but her hand was quietly removed.

"Pursue your happiness, it's better to be nostalgic than to be with someone you don't love......"

Xiaomi's heart was cold, and she could even hear its frozen creaking sound clearly.