Chapter 32: A Magical Inheritance
The white clothes are the same as the old, because the frost and snow stain the sideburns, the white clothes are the same, and the dust is on the eyebrows. Di Fei looked at Bai Jinghong fixedly, for a long, long time, without moving his gaze.
Zhang Chuchen looked at this with a complicated expression, then at that, gritted his teeth, and at the moment when Bai Jinghong slowly walked in, he turned around and retreated. His last glance, his strange gaze, was cut off by the door of his own room with his hands closed.
Bai Jinghong walked to Di Fei's side step by step, knelt down in front of his bed, and said softly, "Let me save you, okay?"
Di Fei looked at him quietly for a long time before he smiled softly: "They actually found you too." ”
Bai Jinghong stared at him: "I came by myself." ”
Di Fei smiled slightly.
Bai Jinghong hesitated slightly, but still gently reached out to shake his hand.
The cold feeling made Di Fei startle slightly, and he almost instinctively shook his hand. In such a cold world, how can weak human beings refuse to draw warmth from each other.
"Over the years, I always wanted to see you, but you never saw me. After so many years, I have thought about a lot of things and seen a lot of things clearly, can we forget all the grievances and let everything start again? Bai Jinghong's voice was full of desolation, "Let me, save you, okay?" ”
Di Fei held his hand quietly, even if he didn't tremble with excitement, he didn't let go. Time, as expected, is the most ruthless thing. After such a long time, those crazy years seem to be in a dream. He had given up everything he wanted to pursue, why, couldn't he be more excited at the moment.
Bai Jinghong slowly lowered his head towards him, and there was a deep sadness in his eyes.
Di Fei watched him approach little by little almost calmly, and then asked calmly, "In the past few years, the development of Qingtianzhuang has not been very good. ”
Bai Jinghong's figure froze suddenly.
Di Fei stared at him unusually calmly: "In the past, the five major gangs were able to occupy a place among the major sects in the rivers and lakes, because you five senior brothers worked together, and now you are the only one left, supporting the entire Qingtianzhuang, although there are many subordinates, but there is no half of the henchmen, you ...... I'm tired. ”
Feeling a huge pressure between his fingers, the man's five fingers were unconsciously clenched, but they also struggled unconsciously.
Di Fei let go of him obediently, still quietly, "Today, the help of the Shura Sect is very important to you, right?" ”
Bai Jinghong looked at him, his eyes slowly cooled: "What do you want to say?" ”
Di Fei was silent for a moment before he said: "Jinghong, I don't hate you, if I can, I don't mind helping you, it's just that I can't sacrifice anyone for you anymore, so ......" He closed his eyes and suddenly felt deeply tired, "You go back." ”
Bai Jinghong stared at him for a long time before laughing miserably: "You are always like this, you have always seen everything clearly, but you have never done anything?" You know that I am plotting against you, but you let everything happen, you know that I will not treat Han well, but you give him to me casually, you know that he is being tortured, but you laugh and talk to me, you know why I came, but you still don't do anything...... You ......"
He slapped his palm on Di Fei's chest, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "Why don't you misunderstand, why don't you be confused, why do you want to see everything clearly, and then give it all up." Why expose the truth completely, so what's the good? Why can't you deceive ourselves, why do you have to let yourself see your cold-bloodedness and ruthlessness, why do you have to force me to see my despicability and shamelessness, why can't you be confused and say that it was just a misunderstanding back then, it was you who unintentionally made a mistake, why, you don't want to be so confused that you at least let us be together, tell each other, we are happy, why ......"
Di Fei didn't dodge, he was provoked by this palm, he snorted lowly, a little bloodshot overflowed on his lips, but his expression did not change much, and he heard one after another asking in his ears, why, he only smiled miserably.
Yes, why do you have to be so sober, back then, he could lie to himself and say that he was deceived and killed Han, but he knew that the whole thing, there was no misunderstanding, no mistake, it was clearly a pure and pure betrayal. Now he can lie to himself, Bai Jinghong really loves him. However, he also knows that like Di Fei back then, and Bai Jinghong now, no matter at any time, he will not put love before everything.
Why do we have to wear the last fig leaf of human nature, because this is the truth. Therefore, Di Fei gave up the people who had saved him many times in order to smile at his sweetheart, so Bai Jinghong rescued and protected each other after many years, and it was far better than true love for utilitarianism.
Does Bai Jinghong love him? Perhaps, so when the five gangs besieged and killed, he would show mercy, so when he left back then, he would be panicked, so over the years, he has indeed looked for him many times. Does Bai Jinghong love him the most? Of course not. Therefore, even though he couldn't help showing mercy for a while and allowing him to break out of the encirclement, he did not hesitate to torture Ah Han to extract a confession and track down his whereabouts. So when he left, although he was panicked, he was able to quickly calm down and take control of Qingtianzhuang in the chaos. So over the years, although I have sent people many times, and even visited him in person, none of them have really done my best. Di Fei has never hidden his whereabouts, for more than ten years, if Bai Jinghong really has to see him, can't he see him? It's just, what if you see it, let him go back? With the identity of the old owner of Di Feiqing Tianzhuang, whether it is intentional or not, it will make Bai Jinghong's current status seem embarrassing, and it is better to see each other than not to see each other. It's just that maybe even Bai Jinghong doesn't know that he is actually afraid of goodbye in his heart, he can lie to himself, he still has warmth, he still misses, he still looks forward to meeting, and he is still working hard, however, all this veil of warmth was torn apart at this moment.
Di Fei sighed, it was his fault, such a deep love, to this day, to this last moment, still hurt the person he wanted to love. A person who is too sober and too smart will inevitably suffer, even if he does not want to face his heart clearly, why force him to see clearly.
Bai Jinghong raised his hand to hit the second palm, but he stopped when he saw the blood on his lips, the sadness on his face was so thick that he couldn't dissolve, and finally fell on him, shouting in pain: "You have always hated me, have you never been able to forgive me?" ”
Di Fei hesitated for a moment, slowly stretched out his hand, and hugged him gently: "Don't mind, I see everything too clearly, and life will be less enjoyable, it's my stupidity, and it has nothing to do with you." I've never hated you, I'm just ......"
He didn't say any more.
I just, can't forgive myself at all.
Bai Jinghong trembled slightly, slowly raised his eyes, his eyes were full of despair: "Actually, the person you really love is him, right?" ”
Di Fei was stunned for a moment, and he couldn't speak for a while. Love him? Who to love? Who is he?
He stayed for a while before he came back to his senses.
Han!
The person he really loves is Han?
Is he silent, love him?
I don't know, he just can't forget that there is a teenager, there is a little idiot, there is a lazy guy called Han.
Love him?
Of course not, he just thought, even if that person is alive, he always breaks his promises, so after that person dies, let him keep every promise he made to that person.
Love him?
How can it be? He just, after so many years, he can't forget the clear eyes that once stared at him.
Shocking, shocking, why did you misunderstand this.
I love, of course, you.
I will never forget, on the long river, you are a light boat, a white dress, riding the wind, water and clouds, I will never forget, those blood and tears entangled, life and death are difficult to give up, that time the pain of tearing the soul apart. I'm just, I'm just, I can't forget him. I just want to live for him. I just wanted to try to remember every word he had ever said, to try to live the way he had said it, I just ......
He was silent, so long, so silent.
Bai Jinghong waited, for a long, long time, and the world was still lonely. He lay on top of the man, and the man hugged him very cooperatively, but, why, people didn't feel a trace of warmth.
And so, he laughed, laughed miserably. Gradually, the voice was high, poignant and miserable.
Di Fei's unbearable color swept by, he sighed lightly, and then said: "Over the years, they have honored me with a lot of good things, I don't need them, I threw them all into the cave in the back mountain, it is also a lot of wealth, if you are interested, you can go and see it." In the past few years, my martial arts have made a lot of progress, and if I have any experience, I will write it down and throw it there, when you have time, you can use it to practice, and there is only so much left for me to help you. However, I still want to advise you to withdraw when you have to withdraw, even if you have the wealth of the enemy country and the invincible art, in the end, what can you do......"
He didn't look at Bai Jinghong's expression again, didn't listen to Bai Jinghong's words again, and when he finished the last sentence, he had already pointed out before Bai Jinghong could react. Then he got up and helped the unconscious Bai Jinghong to slowly sit in front of the bed, and then raised his voice and said, "You guys come in?" ”
When the door opened, Zhang Chuchen and more than ten other people walked in with solemn expressions, although they did not deliberately eavesdrop, but Bai Jinghong's poignant laughter just now had made them clearly know what the ending would be.
"I'm tired, send him back for me, don't let people bother me anymore."
Everyone looked at each other silently, knowing that his mind was irretrievable, and everyone's expressions were sad, except for Zhang Chuchen, everyone suddenly knelt down together.
Di Fei's eldest disciple had tears in his eyes: "Master, there is nothing to do, do you want to explain to us?" ”
Di Fei smiled: "I'm sorry, I really can't think of anything to explain." ”
Zhang Chuchen blushed and looked at Bai Jinghong: "What about him?" ”
Di Fei's eyes froze slightly on Bai Jinghong, thought about it, shook his head, he has never been a blessing or a curse, he has done everything he can, he gave Bai Jinghong what he had at the end, this is enough. He didn't have to let anyone else take any responsibility for it.
The disciples still knelt still, and after a while, the eldest disciple said, "Master, after you go, who should this Shura Sect be passed on?" ”
Di Fei smiled: "People don't know, don't you know, this Shura Sect was not mine, this next sect leader, since you elected it yourself, where am I qualified to designate." ”
All the disciples were silent. Zhang Chuchen said slowly: "Even if you don't recognize it, you are also the master of Shura. Even if you don't care about anything, we people get together only because of you, you don't designate, anyone is the leader, I am the first to quit the sect, and no one else will obey. Even if you don't have the heart, we only think that this inheritance belongs to you. ”
Di Fei sank his face: "Why? I was never a good leader. No matter how hard I tried before, I couldn't really get people to serve me wholeheartedly, so why did you ......?"
"Because you used to only regard your subordinates as lackeys, how much sincerity can your subordinates repay you. Now you have treated us like flesh and bones, and we ought to repay us with flesh and bones. Zhang Chuchen sighed and looked up to the sky and said: "If the monarch treats him as a countryman, how dare the courtiers not repay him with a countryman." ”
Di Fei smiled bitterly, how the Shura Sect was formed and how it operated, he didn't know which of these disciples played the biggest role in the sect, and he didn't inquire at all, but asked him how to designate the next sect leader. Just when he was in a dilemma, a very ridiculous idea suddenly came to his mind, for some reason, there was some joy of stealing, like a child wanting to play a prank, he suddenly asked Zhang Chuchen: "You are well-read, do you believe in the cause and effect of three lives." ”
Zhang Chuchen looked at him with some surprise, and then said: "I didn't believe it before, but now, I am willing to believe it." If there is a cause and effect of three lives, people who are destined in this life can still meet in the next life, if there is no reincarnation in three lives, and there is no ignorance after death, and the people who are concerned in this life, where to find. ”
"Really?" Di Fei smiled, then looked at the crowd, "No matter who I choose to be the sect leader, you have no objections?" ”
Everyone bowed their heads to the ground: "But according to the master's orders." ”
Di Fei smiled faintly, his eyes gradually distant: "The king of Shura I designated, the master of the Demon Sect, has a Chinese character in his name, he has an extremely lazy personality, and he doesn't want to make progress at all, but what he promised, he will definitely do it." Most importantly, he has a pair of eyes that no one can imitate, the clearest and clearest eyes in the world, unstained with dust. ”
Everyone waited quietly, however, no more words were heard.
In the end, Zhang Chuchen couldn't hold back: "That's it." ”
Di Fei said very calmly; "yes?"
Zhang Chuchen gritted his teeth: "Who is this person and where does he live?" ”
Di Fei smiled: "I don't know. ”
Zhang Chuchen grinded his teeth: "Where are we going to find him?" ”
"I don't know." Di Fei still smiled, "Maybe the end of the sky, maybe the corner of the sea." ”
Zhang Chuchen gritted his teeth: "When will he appear." ”
"I don't know." Di Fei continued to smile, "Maybe tomorrow, next year, maybe ten years later, decades later, hundreds of years later, anyway, one day, there will always be a place where there will be such a person." ”