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Luo Ye's voice fell, and Zhan Hao was silent for a long time before he sighed: "Yes, I was too careless, why didn't I find out that something was wrong with her?"

Now that you say that, I think about it carefully, and I realize that since three years ago, she has often sat alone in a daze, and every time I ask her, she says that she is tired and wants to take a break.

I didn't think much about it because I was busy with work, and the two children were really noisy enough, so I deliberately hired an extra nanny to help, and later, seeing that she really had less time in a daze, I didn't go to my heart anymore.

Now that I think about it, she should be afraid that I will be too careful, and she will control her emotions more deliberately, which will make the psychological pressure heavier, alas, this guy, after being married for so many years, why can't he still believe me like this? ”

Speaking voice, Zhan Hao squatted in front of Yaoguang and looked at her carefully, "Demon demon, marry me, do you regret it?" ”

After crying for so long, most of the alcohol disappeared, Yaoguang regretted that there was less door on her mouth just now, but the words had already been said, it was useless to regret it, after hesitating, she looked at Zhan Hao fixedly: "I don't regret marrying you, I just put too much pressure on myself, I'm sorry, if you don't like me like this, no matter what decision you make, I won't blame you." ”

"You're starting to think nonsense again, aren't you?" Zhan Hao pampered her hair, "You are the mother of my two children, you are stressed, that is my responsibility, what right do I have to dislike you?"

Demon, from today onwards, in front of everyone, let's talk about it, in the future, you can't be like this again, otherwise, I will take you and the children and leave the war family. ”

As the eldest grandson of the Zhan family, leaving the Zhan family is a great blow to the old man Zhan and the elders. Of course, it will also be a great joy for some people, as a woman who loves him, of course he will not be allowed to do this.

Yao Guang grabbed him anxiously: "No, you can't leave the Zhan family, grandpa won't be able to stand this blow, then I will really become a sinner of the Zhan family, I promise you, I will tell you everything in the future, don't hold back."

But. I really feel like I'm dragging you down. What I said before was not entirely false. I really want a warm home, guarding my husband and children, and living with my elders, which is what I have always longed for.

But the premise is that I won't let others feel it. I'm a bloodsucker, and I'm always sucking your blood, so I'm always suffering from gains and losses, and as a result, I'm getting more and more unhappy.

When you're not at home, I often stay alone in the house in a daze, living by memories, and I especially envy Qiu'er. She can say no to Lu Lu with confidence, she can stay by Luo Luo's side if she wants to, she can have a baby when she wants, she can have a baby when she wants, before. I think she is the same as me, both are loveless children, but after getting married, I found that we are fundamentally different, her parents are busy with work and can't take care of her, so they let her follow her grandparents.

But I, but because I am a girl, a shame for my parents, and ridiculed by everyone, I was raised as a boy by self-deception.

Moreover, the difference in our family backgrounds made me understand more that I was too far away from her, I could no longer live the life I wanted as I wanted, and for the sake of my family, I had to make myself sensible and like a woman.

So, I'm deliberately changing myself, that process, it's very hard, sometimes, I especially want to tell you, I still want to be that happy Yaoguang, but every time the words come to my mouth, I swallow again, because I have always been happy in front of you.

Zhan Hao, it's not that you didn't do well, it's my own problem, so don't blame yourself, you just need to comfort me a few words and give me confidence, it's enough.

"Demon, I tell you now, marrying you, you are the person I love the most in this life, and it is my responsibility to make you happy.

In marriage, you do need things, whether it is filial piety to your parents or raising children, but love has nothing to do with material, I love you, you love me, so we are together, you don't have anything that is not worthy of me.

And I have the ability to support my family, and I also have the ability to make you a full-time housewife, as long as you are willing to be with your family and willing to live this life, that is my greatest achievement.

If outsiders say anything gossip, it is that they are envious that we have such a stable relationship, you should also know that after marrying into the Zhan family for so many years, in the Zhan family, grandpa is the same, he and grandma have accepted you, what qualifications do others have to say half a word?

At the beginning, my parents liked you, but they were not good at expressing their feelings, but if you think about it, every time our family moved out of the Zhan family, did they hold the baby and Beibei reluctantly, but they would never say anything about letting the baby Beibei stay at home?

That's because they know that you can't do without Baby Beibei, and they don't want to be separated from me, so they chose to be perfect, and now I am transferred back to my hometown, and we can live in the old house, but think about it, did they occupy Baby Beibei in front of them all day long?

You should know how much they love children, and they pay so much attention because they don't want you to be overtracted, and they don't want your parents to think that they don't value your family.

If you don't believe what I said, you can ask my eldest cousin, my mother is his aunt, you can ask him, did my mother go back to her parents' house and say yours is not? ”

"I testify that every time my second aunt goes home, she is praising Yaoguang and baby Beibei, but she said that when she married Yaoguang and entered the door, she thought Yaoguang was a fun-loving child, but she didn't expect that after giving birth to a child, she would become so sensible, but she kept saying that Zhan Hao had earned it."

"yes, you heard what your eldest cousin said, right?" Zhan Hao looked at Yaoguang again, "You should know that the eldest cousin never coaxes people, do you believe his words?" ”

After hesitating, Yaoguang lowered his head: "At the beginning, I knew that my mother-in-law liked me, but later I found out that she once wanted her friend's daughter to be her daughter-in-law. ”

"Why do you think of people like this?" Zhan Hao's face was helpless, "If you let your mother hear this, you will die of sadness, she is just not good at saying good things, how could she have thought that she would be so completely misunderstood by you?" Zhan Hao shook his head, "You, why didn't I find out that you were so sensitive before?" ”

Yaoguang lowered his head embarrassedly: "Actually, I've always been very sensitive, so, until the first year of high school, I had no friends, if it wasn't for Xing Lane and Luo Luo taking the initiative to show favor to me, probably, I would really be alone." ”

"I can testify to this, demons are indeed very sensitive, I remember when I first met her, I was very strange, how can there be such a strange girl in this world, obviously longing for friendship, but refusing friendship all the time, if it weren't for my thick skin, she would have really lost our friends."

"That's right, then my life won't be like this, so God is really good to me, and he turned my fate around."

"Are you embarrassed to say that?" Xing glanced at her, "God is not thin on you and gives you such a good opportunity, but how do you do it?" Cherished? ”

Yaoguang's face was depressed: "It's because I cherish it too much that I messed up." ”

"But seriously, only tonight, I really found out that you are still the Yaoguang I know, this is the real you, I said that I always thought you were weird, it turned out to be pretend, hey, please, let's restore your true appearance, don't be a double-faced beauty anymore."

"I can't go back, I really ......" Yaoguang stared at a certain ball with a serious face, "I'm used to being a lady now, I can't change it, and besides, my son and daughter also like the way I look now, if I suddenly change back to what I used to be, they will definitely not be able to adapt to it." ”

"Look at this person, talking and talking, it's all turned to the children again, and when you get married, it's not that your life is all about the children, if it's like this, what will you do when they grow up?

People live, always need a spiritual support, children are on the one hand, but the embodiment of their own value is also on the other hand, not that you have to work, I mean, at the very least, you have to let yourself have a little interest in addition to children, can be singing, can be dancing, can be painting, can be collecting, anyway, as long as it is a little hobby. ”

"Nope." Yaoguang shook his head without thinking, "My hobby is to make delicious food for my family, as long as I see everyone eating happily, I am very happy." ”

Xing Rong: "......" Okay, she really doesn't know what to say, she has found out, even if Yaoguang is not as ladylike as she pretends to be, but she has changed a lot in her bones, and it is impossible to return to the way she was before, but if she is really her current self, it is also good.

Thinking so, Xing Lang sighed: "Okay, then don't be so sensitive, anyway, when the children get married, Zhan Hao is almost about to retire, when the time comes, you can play with your two in-laws, or you can not let you become lonely because you have nothing to do, no matter how bad it is, you can play with us, anyway, when we reach that age, it is impossible for us to run around like now." ”

"Are you still running?" Looking at Xinglong, who was seven months pregnant, Yaoguang pursed his lips, "I don't believe it, even if you want to, Lu Lu won't agree." ”