"Peng Cheng sent evidence, and I endured it; The King of Xianyang presented evidence, and I endured it, and even your sister Feng Miaozhi, they also gave me evidence...... Queen, don't you defend yourself about these things? ”

She was stunned. , the latest chapter access: .

The man in front of him, is he awake or confused?

Is it a delirium, or is it deliberately pretending to be garlic?

Even the dagger hanging from his 'bed' was the shining weapon that belonged to the Xianbei warriors...... In the past, she thought it was decoration, but at this time, she realized that it was the sword of Damox hanging high above her head, as long as she was not careful, this cold blade would be stabbed in the chest.

She became very, very calm, slowly turned around, opened a 'drawer', took out the three sealed secret letters on it, and her voice and gestures were as calm as ever: "Your Majesty, you know all these things, right?" ”

His gaze fell on the stack of secret letters, his face changed, and he did not make a sound.

She laughed miserably and shook the three secret letters, the sealed fire paint on them had been opened, and the contents of the contents had already been memorized.

"From the beginning of King Xianyang's murder of Ye Jia, you will know the truth of the matter. However, you didn't stop it, you want Yega to die, or, you want me to die too......"

His eyes were blank, and his hand was still pressed on the branch of the bronze vessel that Master Li had brought earlier. Feng Miaolian didn't know when he took it again, as if she was holding a life-saving straw.

"The reason why King Xianyang dared to do this was because of your instructions, and so was Princess Pengcheng, and they were scheming to find evidence of 'adultery' between me and Ye Jiatong, and then pull me off the throne of the queen naturally......"

Many clues were quickly connected, like a clear mirror, reflecting the past clearly.

"On the eve of my difficult birth, I sent someone to find Ye Jia...... However, I couldn't find him by then......"

There was a faint anger in his eyes.

She could see it clearly, and her voice was extremely flat: "But, Your Majesty, do you know why I went to him?" ”

He gasped, and she laughed self-deprecatingly, in a very, very soft voice, almost inaudible: "I'm not what you think, not to care about Ye Jia...... I'm for myself...... Your Majesty, for a while, I was afraid that Ye Jia would implicate me and become a lever for me to be attacked, so I didn't dare to contact him, didn't dare to inquire about his news, and knew that he was in a desperate situation, and I didn't dare to send reinforcements......"

She was miserable, at that time, what did she take to reinforce her?

The relatives of the mother's family are unreliable, and they have not cultivated their own cronies in the court, unlike the former Empress Dowager Feng, who controlled the guards and iron horses like the gray-clothed armor soldiers...... For a lifetime, only by this man's side, with him as heaven and earth, I don't know how to establish my own sworn friends outside of him.

At this point, she is far inferior to Feng Miaozhi, Gao Meiren, etc., at least, they still have big backers like King Xianyang and some Xianbei nobles, and her backer is always only His Majesty.

Once His Majesty doesn't let her rely on it, she has nothing.

Even Ye Jia didn't succeed, and he didn't dare to help if he wanted to.

"I am about to give birth, I have great expectations and enthusiasm for this child, because I know that with a child, I can really turn over, if there is no child, the harem is three thousand miles, I am nothing more than an ordinary 'woman', and I will never have any special status...... For this reason, I prayed countless times in front of the gods, swearing that as long as I have a child, I will be able to pay whatever it takes...... Whether it is Ye Jia, whether it is the love of the past, whether it is my enemy, or whether it is the mustard we once had...... As long as you have this child, all problems can be solved...... As long as I have this child, I would rather sacrifice everything...... But ......"

In life, the most unbearable thing is the word "but", no matter how much affectionate foreshadowing you have done before, but as long as you encounter the word "but", everything will become ethereal ridiculous and hypocritical.

"But, Your Majesty, you have never believed me, you say you don't care on the surface, but you have always been haunted by my past...... Perhaps, at that time, you didn't know the truth, and you had no evidence, so you had to get by, but, Peng Cheng, Miaozhi, and King Xianyang, they scrambled to grab and handed the evidence to you one by one......"

The three of them became tigers, and all of them were golden, no matter how firm he was at the beginning, and how unwilling he was to believe the rumors, he was no match for the slander of countless people.

Jealousy, like a poisonous snake, is dead wrapped around the bottom of the heart.

"You still believe in them after all, you don't believe me."

His lips were very dry, and they had already been cracked so much that they almost oozing blood, and at this time, his lips were 'licking' on them, and they were even more chapped and painful.

"That time, I went to Yega, just hoping that he could help me through it...... I hope that he will be kind, that he will be tolerant and generous, and that my child will be born smoothly...... Let me become the queen and queen mother smoothly for the rest of my life...... I'm for myself, not for him......"

She looked at the fire paint, and couldn't believe that she had been 'selfish' to such a point, for Ye Jia, from the beginning to the end, she was using him: using him when she was lonely, using him when she was prosperous and rich, using him to save her 'life', using him to consolidate the ladder of glory and wealth...... Ye Jia is a bargaining chip, which comes and goes as soon as it is recruited, it is a bloodless and no 'flesh' machine, and it is her Feng Miaolian who steps on the ladder of high position step by step......

She stepped on his shoulders to escape death, and stepped on his shoulders to step on the top of glory and wealth...... But in the end, she abandoned him when he needed him the most......

The king of Xianyang killed him, and she didn't dare to come forward; Peng Cheng killed him, she didn't dare to come forward; Even His Majesty secretly wanted him to die, and she didn't dare to come forward; Even, he was critically ill, dying, and dying...... She still didn't dare to come forward; As soon as she heard that His Majesty had returned from the Imperial Expedition, she was so frightened that she quickly slipped back; Dress up, gentle and lingering, with your night of joy, please and welcome......

As for Ye Jia, who will care if Ye Jia lives or dies!

At this moment, he had already died alone in a lonely cabin, and his head was in a different place, right??

Since, she Feng Miaolian is thinking about herself, not Ye Jia.

Even if she agrees to 'elope' with him, even if she tells him to wait...... It is nothing more than the last retreat she left for herself - if Your Majesty doesn't want me anymore, if my 'private' feelings are 'exposed'...... So, Yega, please wait for me!

When I need you, please always be the first to appear; When I don't need you, please disappear immediately.