Chapter 45: How to Let Go
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Monthly Pass Begging Act II:
And the next country to go to is ......
Crowd: Really?
Nalan (smiling): It's not public, bring the monthly pass, and I'll write it on it and return it to you.
(Above Idea: Shade)
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Fu Hanqing used the quilt to protect himself firmly, shrunk in a warm and safe space, and resolutely refused to accept persuasion. I just felt a hand pulling the quilt, and my strength gradually increased.
Fu Hanqing hurriedly clung to the quilt desperately to avoid being invaded into the warm private sleeping space.
Di Yi pulled hard a few times, and suddenly came back to his senses, he was such a character who had been trained hard for twenty years, learned all the murderous tricks, and scheming methods, and actually played a quilt game with a childlike person here.
He stopped and said with a smile: "Okay, okay, don't cover your head, I won't tell you about the king, I have something to ask you for myself." ”
Fu Hanqing hugged the quilt and shrunk even tighter, and he didn't even answer him.
Di Yi was angry: "It's not troublesome at all, it won't affect your laziness in sleep." ”
Fu Hanqing lifted the quilt and said briskly: "If anything, I will definitely help." ”
Di Yi didn't know whether to laugh for a while, and stared at him for a long time before he smiled. Sit sideways beside him. Said lightly: "Give me a name?"
Fu Hanqing looked at him in a daze, his eyes blinking, obviously not understanding what he was talking about?
Di Yi smiled slightly, with a hint of bitterness but more relaxation: "I want a name of my own." ”
"But don't you already have a name?" Fu Hanqing asked confusedly.
"That's just a ranking, a symbol, any shadow guard who meets the requirements can be called Di Yi." Di Yi explained lightly, and in his tone, he couldn't hear the grief, "I think, now I can barely be considered a person, it's a person, there should always be a name?" ”
"Why are you looking for me?" Fu Hanqing is still puzzled, "Shouldn't you find a very knowledgeable person to choose a name, or let your relatives ...... it"
Halfway through the words, he realized that Di Yi had no relatives, and hurriedly shut up.
Di Yi sighed: "I also estimate that looking for you may be a wrong choice, but right now, I really can't find a relative or important person who can name me......" He glanced at Fu Hanqing with a little disdain, "Although you are not qualified, it is better than nothing." ”
Fu Hanqing scratched his head, his sluggish head couldn't move, and he was stunned for a long time before he said: "I think Di Yi is very good, it's convenient to end ......."
Di Yi looked at him with a smile: "It's Di Yihao, isn't it that you're too lazy to think about it?" ”
Fu Hanqing laughed dryly.
Di Yi shook his head, but his eyes were always gentle: "Okay, then I'll be called Di Yi." ”
Fu Hanqing looked at him stunned: "You were originally called Di Yi." ”
Di Yi sneered: "It used to be just a code name for any shadow guard, but now it's ......" He paused for a moment and smiled again. is also laughing, but the smile at the moment makes the eyes have a little warmth.
"It's my name." There is a slight sigh in the words: "This is the only thing that exists for me and belongs to me since I can remember." ”
Looking at Fu Hanqing's still somewhat confused expression, he sighed slightly in his heart, although the only thing that belonged to him was just a hard begging, and the person who gave it to him was still so confused and unintentional.
Even though he knew that the other party might not understand, he still stared at Fu Hanqing and said softly and solemnly: "In the future, I will be called Di Yi, and I will never change this name." “
Fu Hanqing still looked at him sluggishly. He was originally called Di Yi, and he said it so solemnly for a long time, as if nothing had changed. However, why do you feel that Di Yi has indeed changed something?
The relief and ease that he could feel even if he was as sluggish as he was.
He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized: "If Di Jiu can also have a name of his own, will he stop being so unhappy." ”
Di Yi was stunned and looked at Fu Hanqing. I can't see it, you still have a conscience, you can still think of Di Jiu.
Fu Hanqing was a little cold by him, and shrank back into the quilt.
Di Yi sighed and shook his head, took out his mask, put it on his face, opened the car door, and went out.
Except for when Di Yi stayed alone with Fu Hanqing, he usually wore a mask on his face, and he was always indifferent and solemn in front of people. Unfathomable. These disciples were a little respectful of Di Yi. This time, when I saw Di Yi get out of the car, he unconsciously controlled the horse and gave way to both sides.
Di Yi patted Ling Xiao, who was driving on the wheel, and made a hand gesture.
Ling Xiao handed him the reins and jumped onto a horse next to him.
Di Yi personally drove the horse himself, and then shouted lightly: "Heavenly King." ”
Although Di Jiu has been like a walking piece of 10,000-year-old ice recently, he doesn't bother to answer anyone, but Di Yi's identity is relatively different, Di Jiu can't help but give face, he only raised his eyebrows slightly when he heard the words, and swept directly to the car on the horse: "What's the matter?" ”
Di Yi smiled and patted the wheel.
Di Jiu didn't sit down for a word.
Di Yi said softly while driving the car: "I have a name today." ”
Di Jiu was stunned and looked at him sideways.
Di Yi didn't squint and looked ahead: "It's called Di Yi." ”
Di Jiu frowned slightly: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Di Yi smiled and said: "The name he chose for me, you know how lazy he is, where he is willing to think more, so he gave me a ready-made name." ”
Di Jiu's tone was cold: "I've been with idiots for too long, and you've become a bit of an idiot." ”
Di Yi was not annoyed
He said lightly: "I have a name, when will you let yourself have a name of your own?" ”
Di Jiu didn't even bother to look at him anymore: "I'm not interested in self-deception. ”
"Do you deceive yourself, or do you let yourself go?" Di Yi asked softly, "I've put it down, what about you?" When will it take to break free from the cage? ”
Di Jiu sneered: "Do you really think that you are no longer in the cage?" ”
"The cage may always be there, but if we feel that we can't break free, don't want to break free, and don't dare to break free, then even if it's a cage made of paper, we can't break it." Di Yi said lightly, "Just like us, we are not afraid of death, but we are afraid of being banned, we are not afraid of torture, but we dare not betray the Divine Religion." Not afraid of all dangers, but not having the courage to fight against fate? Was the first generation of Ming Wang, who established the shadow guard system, too smart, or were we too stupid and too timid? ”
Di Jiu looked at Di Yi with some puzzlement, and his eyes were even slightly mocking. Sure enough, I figured it out, and I really put it down. Although I don't understand, why this guy has changed so much. It's just that a killer suddenly became a saint and enlightened people everywhere, isn't this change a bit too much? Is there such a great friendship between you and me? Do I need your attention in my state of mind?
Di Yi understood the meaning in his eyes, sighed lightly, and then said, "I have never forgotten how forty-two died?" ”
Di Jiu's eyes were slightly glazed: "What do you want to say?" ”
Di Yi was silent, only sighing.
Forty-two was seriously injured and fainted in the wilderness when he passed the test mission, and was rescued by a beautiful woman. The woman took care of it day and night, and did not leave for a moment before snatching Forty-two back from the ghost gate. Di Yi and Di Jiu were ordered to find him and kill anyone who knew about it. When they found Forty-Two and revealed the mission of killing people, Forty-two stood up and stopped in front of the woman, however, Di Yi and Di Jiu watched like this, the ruthless sword blade struck from behind Forty-two, straight through the chest, and saw Forty-two's face of despair, pain and hatred after being suddenly shocked.
The whole thing is a test. Forty-two thought that escaping from serious injuries had completed the task, but they didn't know that the final rescue and mutual understanding was the content of this test.
Among the shadow guards, Forty-Two is not the first to die due to greed for warmth, nor is it the last.
There are countless ways to wear out all the good emotions in human nature in the training of the shadow guard.
There is no one or nothing in this world that is more important than the commands of God. You can't be weak, you can't waver, you can't covet family, friendship and love. You can't trust others, you can't covet warmth. They are shadow guards who do not see the light of day, they have nothing but the Cult of God, they have nothing to look forward to except orders.
The shadow guard who can live to the end can no longer be moved by any true feelings, even if he is touched, he does not dare to accept it, dare not face it, and dare not approach it, because no one knows whether those beautiful things are true or false, lucky, or trapped. Because, no one is willing to repeat the mistakes of countless old people.
Light and darkness are never compatible. Even if one day, the most beautiful flower grows in the mud, the toad is still a toad, and will not become more beautiful or nobler because of the flowers, if the toad in the mud is greedy for the beauty of flowers and the brightness of the sun, then the endless hell will be displayed in front of you.
"What do you want to say? Say I'm timid, say I'm suspicious, say I'm scared by old things I've seen? Di Jiu sneered, "You are not me, don't use your compassionate and disgusting tone to talk to me about the truth." We are ruthless, unscrupulous in order to achieve the goal, we are heartless and ruthless, in order to survive, how many partners have we killed who grew up together, and now you have to tell me, you have become a saint, and hope that I will be a saint like you? ”
He looked sideways and looked at Di Yi coldly, there was ice and snow in his eyes that had not melted for thousands of years, but there was also the flames that burned people's hearts in hell: "I am not you, I want a name, but it is not begging, and I don't need others to give gifts." My name should be my own choice for myself, and my destiny should be in my own hands. You're not me, and you'll never understand my feelings. ”
"To prove yourself, you don't necessarily have to be the leader of the sect. In fact, so far, the power in your hands is not less than that of the sect leader, and besides, everything is on his head, and you don't need to be like the sect masters of the past, always calculating with the kings, and every move is a struggle for power. Along the way, you have done all the things that the sect leader should do, you have won the hearts of many people up and down, you have solved countless problems for various sub-altars, and all these achievements are not enough to make you recognize your own efforts and your own strength? ”
Di Jiu sneered: "Although my current power is equal to that of the sect leader, I am not the sect leader after all, this is all given by the sect master, and he can also take it back at any time, why should I entrust everything I have to others." I have done a lot of things, but it is not to contribute to him and the Divine Sect, nor is it to help our disciples in the altar, I try my best to do things, in order to show my ability, I am close to my subordinates, in order to win people's hearts, I go all out to promote the martial arts meeting, because I know that if this thing is done, as the initiator, I will have a reputation that will forever be immortalized in the history of martial arts, and an absolute reputation and status, and everything I do is for ......"
"It's not very important what you are for, the important thing is that what you do really helps a lot of people." It was not Di Yi who spoke, but Fu Hanqing, who no one expected.
Originally, Di Yi and Di Jiu sat together and talked, and their expressions were so solemn, the others had already known the opportunity, and rode their horses far away to ensure that their lives would not be heard because of it
A word and a half, inexplicably disappeared.
Only Fu Hanqing was closest in the carriage. Although he was drowsy, he had been asleep since early yesterday morning until he woke up just now, and it was impossible for him to fall asleep again immediately. So a man was lying in the carriage with his eyes open.
His internal strength is so high, of course his ear power is not bad, and he can actually hear what is said outside the carriage clearly.
It's just that his brain has been in a sluggish state for a long time, and no matter what people outside say, he doesn't listen to it and doesn't think at all.
It was because when Di Jiu said the last paragraph, his tone gradually became angry and murderous, which slightly alarmed him, so he settled down, barely understood the meaning, and blurted out such a sentence.
Di Yi and Di Jiu outside the carriage were shocked, and there was a lot of surprise in their eyes, and they turned back together.
They don't know when they got used to being unguarded against Fu Hanqing, and at such a close distance, talking about such things that should not be heard by outsiders, none of them actually thought much about avoiding Fu Hanqing.
When this sentence came into their ears, the two suddenly realized that they were both shocked by their strange mentality.
Di Jiu glared at Di Yi: "Why isn't he sleeping?" ”
Di Yi was silent.
Di Jiu snorted, leaned into the carriage, and looked at Fu Hanqing coldly: "How much have you heard?" ”
"What I listened carefully to was your last paragraph, and the rest, I knew you were saying, but I didn't listen to what you were saying." Fu Hanqing didn't notice that after he said this, Di Jiu's expression relaxed slightly, and he just said: "Actually, I don't think the motivation for doing things is the most important, what matters is what you did?" Your explanation and arrangement in Zhao Guo will make it so that the disciples of Zhao Guo's branch altar will not have to fight with others in the future. What you did in Dai Guo made the disciples of the major branches of Dai Guo not have to worry about fighting and fighting. You've saved many, many lives, and that's a very important thing, so you don't have to think badly of yourself. ”
Di Jiu said coldly: "You know what is good and what is bad, do you think that if you kill a few fewer people, you will be too peaceful, and if you fight a few fewer fights, the world will be happy?" Do you really think that your inexplicable ideas can save many people? In the state of Zhao, I listened to your advice and let them directly turn to the government for help if they have disputes in the future, because the branch altar there is working as a merchant. In Dai Guo, I will help you promote the martial arts meeting, so that there will be a lot less killing in the future, that is because Dai Guowu's status is extremely high and he has a close relationship with the imperial court, so no one dares to act too recklessly. Do you think it's like this everywhere else? Do you know how many altars and halls we have, and in the martial arts disputes we intervene in, we fight to the death with other sects and gangs? Do you know, how many of our disciples have killed people and bloodshed in order to promote the power of the Divine Cult? Do you know, how many of our disciples have been killed and exterminated by others because they are members of the Divine Sect, and they have suffered heavy casualties? Do you know how much blood our disciples shed and how many people died in order for the Divine Cult to survive? ”
He looked at Fu Hanqing, who gradually frowned with his words, and gradually showed a look of annoyance, and his tone became colder: "You don't know how cruel this world is, you don't understand at all, how difficult it is to survive in this world, do you really think that just by being a bad person everywhere and being a bad person, and occasionally having some weird ideas that are not boundary, you can save all the disciples, even if you have fulfilled the duty of the so-called sect leader?" ”
Fu Hanqing was so trained by him that he even lowered his head, and only asked in a half-loud voice: "Where are we going to the next country?" ”
Di Jiu was scolding him with such an imposing momentum, and he couldn't help but be stunned when he interrupted him, so dignified, why did this person suddenly ask something that had nothing to do with the topic.
"Go to Qi Kingdom?" Although Di Jiu didn't understand, he still gave him the answer casually: "It just so happens that the Yaksha King is also there, you should also meet him." ”
"Didn't Dai Guo rely on Yan Guo? Why don't we go to Yan Country? ”
Fu Hanqing almost never gave any opinions on the itinerary before, everything was Di Jiu's finger where to go, and what to do, this time it was unusual, which made Di Jiuyue surprised: "What are you going to do in Yan Kingdom?" Back then, the sect leader Di Jing had stolen many heavy treasures from the Yan Kingdom Palace, and injured countless masters in the Yan Kingdom, including a prince. Yan has always been the country with the most intention to exterminate our sect, and this generation of Yan country's regents advocate the control of civil force, and the control of martial arts people is quite strict, our disciples in Yan country have suffered countless casualties over the years, and we have not officially established a decent altar, and it is a waste of time for us to go there to inspect. ”
Fu Hanqing was silent for a moment, and then said, "Can you go to Yan Kingdom first?" ”
"Why?" Di Jiu frowned and asked.
Fu Hanqing looked up at him, his gaze was clear: "Because I know that what you said is very right, there are still many problems in the Shura Sect, and I should indeed fulfill my responsibility as the sect leader and find a way to solve them." ”
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