Chapter Seventy-One: The Tragic Truth
Fu Hanqing waited patiently for a long time, and couldn't wait for Di Jiu's answer, so he said softly: "It's been seven hundred years, and the Shura Sect has repeatedly achieved glory and been repeatedly suppressed. No matter what great deeds have been had, they will always suffer heavy losses in the end due to encirclement and suppression by all sides. You can say that everyone in the world is a hypocrite, and you can say that all the forces want to get their hands on the legendary treasures of the Shura Sect, but has no one ever thought about it for 700 years, and your own actions are also wrong and inappropriate? Could it be that all the problems are only for others, and the Shura religion itself is not responsible? Seven hundred years later, how many times do you still want to repeat the story of being dug up and suppressed, brilliant and then bleak? β
Di Jiu was moved and speechless, seven hundred years, maybe no one has thought deeply, it's just that it's too long a time, too long a struggle, everything has accumulated too deep and too deep, and no one will have enough courage to change.
Seven hundred years have passed, the Shura sect leader has changed generation after generation, and everyone's records in the history of martial arts are the same, starting with fame and moving the world, coercing all parties, and finally besieging and killing again and again, one brutal battle after another.
Even with Di Jing's terrifying and powerful strength back then, it was inevitable that he would die from the enemy in the end.
What about himself? What if he became the leader of the sect like countless predecessors? How new will there be in other stories.
"Do you think you're doing the right thing?"
"I may not be entirely right, but at least we're trying to change, trying to find a way out. I have exchanged terms with other countries in exchange for official support, precisely in the hope of turning our worst enemy into a friend with a certain compromise. Shura does not have to be the enemy of the whole world, and the martial arts of Shura do not necessarily only kill people in the dark, and we can also walk under the light. You can show your strength without guilt and scruples. When we act, we don't necessarily have to prevent others from knowing about it, and we always think about killing people and killing people, and if we change our course, we may have something to do. Instead, lest the world do not know about it, and do not preach praise. β
Fu Hanqing's tone had never been so earnest, and there had never been so much expectation in his eyes: "Don't wantonly kill, don't violate laws and disciplines, not to flatter the government, but to make our roots deeper, let our forces stand more firmly in various countries, and let our enemies no longer find more reasons to deal with us." Let the courts of all countries truly know that it is far more beneficial for them to be friends with us than to be enemies. At least, please let me give it a try. Let's see if we can slowly change the fate of all the people in the Shura Sect bit by bit. For this reason, I had to use the respect of my disciples for the sect leader to threaten them into obeying my orders. And don't do things that hurt nature. Am I doing this wrong? If I do this, will it really provoke many people to deliberately do evil in order to oppose me? β
Before Di Jiu could speak, Zhuo Yunpeng couldn't hold back the excitement in his heart and shouted: "Sect Master......"
Fu Hanqing looked at him with a smile: "Zhuo Tan Master, if you had a choice, would you be willing to use a unique martial art of the Divine Sect, but you would not dare to perform it in front of outsiders?" Would you be willing to keep others from discovering your secrets, and be busy with the dispatch of troops to kill people? It's obviously a fair and honest thing to defeat robbers and bandits. It can be proclaimed to the world and recited by the people. Why should you be afraid of the past and the future? β
Zhuo Yunpeng looked excited and speechless. As a peripheral disciple of the Divine Sect, he has painstakingly hidden his identity and developed his power for many years, and he has been careful to prevent it from leaking out.
"Isn't it good that if we restrain our behavior a little, we can get another kind of upright life? As for the people in the martial arts seeking revenge, there is no need to worry too much, they come to the door, we can let go and defend ourselves, no one can say that we have anything wrong, and with the open support of the government, the martial arts people can no longer form an alliance against us. And as long as they don't unite, they will be a scattered mess, and I will be able to deal with any provocation from any faction......"
Zhuo Yunpeng said excitedly: "Sect Master, rest assured, I am afraid that I will deal with Mingyue Tower because I am afraid that they will spread it and attract the siege of the government and various factions, as long as they can't form an alliance, what are we afraid of, like Mingyue Tower, it can be regarded as one of the few sects in the martial arts of Qi State, and it is not that my subordinates will be wiped out overnight." β
Di Jiu frowned slightly, knowing that Zhuo Yunpeng had been completely moved by Fu Hanqing's words, so he would be so excited, and the worst thing was that even he himself was vaguely moved, and he couldn't help but look forward to the other future that Fu Hanqing said.
At this point, there was no need to deceive himself, he smiled faintly and said, "Okay, I will pass on the sect master's decree to the world, plus the heavenly king's decree to warn anyone who dares to disobey." At the same time, he wrote back to the general altar, urging the kings to issue orders to increase the authority of the sect leader. I believe that in this way, no one will dare to disobey for the time being. β
Fu Hanqing was relieved and said happily: "Thank you." β
When he thanked him, because of his extraordinary sincerity, even his eyes seemed to light up in an instant.
Di Jiu instinctively tilted his head slightly, refusing to look directly into his overly sincere eyes, and waved his hand gently: "I still have something to say to the sect leader, Zhuo Tan Master, you can go." β
Zhuo Yunpeng didn't say a word, gave a salute and retreated.
Di Jiu said lightly: "Say, how did you convince Zuo Mingyuedi." β
It was a secret conversation, and I didn't want outsiders to know, so I gave him some face, and sent Zhuo Yunpeng away before asking. As for being an outsider, Di Jiu never thought about it.
Fu Hanqing's joy just now was gone, and he said softly: "I gave him a set of sword books." β
"Sword spectrum?" Di Jiuyi was stunned.
Fu Hanqing whispered a name.
Di Jiu was immediately moved, it was a set of legendary magical swordsmanship. In the past hundred years, there have been at least seven large-scale bloody battles of the Jianghu sect around this set of swordsmanship, and those sporadic battles are countless. In order to compete for this set of swordsmanship, how many sects have been destroyed, how many gangs have collapsed, and how many
Wives turned against each other, masters and apprentices killed each other, and they couldn't be counted for a while.
If you can really get this sword spectrum, Mingyue Tower's status in the martial arts will definitely soar, just relying on this set of swordsmanship, Zuo Mingyue will go from a famous master in Qi to a world-famous top master, and the status of the entire Mingyue Lou sect will also be greatly improved.
If there is really such a big benefit, it is no wonder that Zuo Mingyue forgot all about the humiliation suffered by his family as soon as he turned his face.
"Zuo Mingyue, they have taken too much advantage, for the sake of that sword spectrum, how many sects that are far stronger than Mingyue Lou have been destroyed, how many people have died without a place to be buried, they are only about twenty people, and if they suffer such an idea, they can obtain this peerless miracle. In case he becomes a cultivator in the future, he will come to me for trouble with my disciples......"
Fu Hanqing obviously didn't agree with Di Jiu's way of saying the injuries suffered by others in such a light and downplaying way, shook his head and said: "I am familiar with the world's martial arts, so I know very well, in fact, sometimes, the so-called divine skills are not as powerful as people imagine, there is no kind of martial arts that can really fight all over the world, just because the world attaches too much importance to this, they will always do whatever it takes for some so-called legendary martial arts, which makes these legends more miraculous, and makes people think that those martial arts are omnipotent." The swordsmanship I gave him was wonderful, but it was also flawed, flawed, and deficient. I told him that as long as he restrained his subordinates, he would not mention this matter within this month, and as long as he did not become an enemy of my sect in the future, he would not rely on swordsmanship to do anything wrong. I don't care how he makes a name for himself. Otherwise, I will publish all the flaws of this set of swordsmanship and distribute it to the world, so that everyone in the world can break it. At that time, he was also a little unconvinced, until I pointed out the flaws in their Mingyue Lou martial arts, he was frightened by me, and swore again and again that he would never spread it. Although it is not easy for a group of dozens of them to keep it secret forever. But as long as you keep this month, things don't leak. After the official government of Qi announced that it would support our sect, I was not afraid of how they would spread the news. It is impossible for the martial arts people to form an alliance against the Shura Sect in defiance of the imperial court, and Zuo Mingyue knows that I understand the shortcomings of that set of swordsmanship, and he definitely does not dare to offend me, even if it is a matter of me kowtowing. Only Zhuo Yunpeng and the others were seen, as well as Zuo Mingyue and a few family members. Zhuo Yunpeng They will definitely not say it, and Zuo Mingyue and the others, firstly, dare not say it, and secondly, when our sect is supported by various powerful countries at the same time, and the momentum is like the sky, no one will believe it. What's more, if I really said it, the origin of his swordsmanship will also be chased out by me, and everyone knows that he Zuo Mingyue studied under the Demon Sect Master. He doesn't want to be based on the rivers and lakes anymore, so there is no trouble in this matter. β
Such a long thing to say. It was rare for Fu Hanqing to take the trouble to explain again and again, just to dispel the last doubt in Di Jiu's heart. Give Zuo Mingyue a full door and lift the last point of crisis.
Di Jiu listened to it with awe, obviously he should have smiled and praised Fu Hanqing for being thoughtful, obviously he should be indifferent, and he replied that you were really thoughtful, however, he felt cold in his heart, and he couldn't say anything for a while.
He only stared deeply at Fu Hanqing. Look at the face that is still calm as if there is no trace of scheming, and the eyes are still clear as if there is no distraction.
Such people. No matter how many doubts, no matter how much anxiety I have, after spending a long time with him, I will always involuntarily believe him, and I will always feel that he is the simplest and most idiotic guy in the world.
Therefore, I have been angry with him, annoyed with him, and hated him, but it is always difficult to prevent him.
However, when you think he is the most open-minded, the shrewdness he shows always shocks.
Zhao Guo's official incident, Dai Guo's martial arts will be a pioneer. It's not as powerful as tonight's shock.
I thought that he was a good person without a head or a brain, but he didn't expect that he even knelt down, and he had considered all the issues of all parties, first, to express his humility and take on his so-called leader responsibility, and second, to give Zhuo Yunpeng the greatest stimulation, and when they thought of such humiliation in the future, they would never dare to do anything wrong. Thirdly, I expected that it was impossible for the matter to leak out, so it would not affect the prestige of the Shura Sect.
His attempt to change the course of the Shura Sect, which has not been subject to the moral law for hundreds of years, seems to be wishful thinking and whimsy, but he always persuades him with moral persuasion and always says things that are right and wrong. The second is to threaten each other with interests, and with the benefits brought by the support of the major powers, anyone who has the brains to calculate the gains and losses has to give in, and the third is to force him to give in with the honor of his identity as the sect leader, as long as he is a disciple of the Divine Sect, even if he hates the sect leader to the bone, it is absolutely impossible for the head of the sect to be humiliated in public, and everyone is disgraced.
Even persuaded Zuo Mingyue to let them escape with all their lives, and the most appropriate arrangements had been made, on the one hand, with the help of the major events that the Qi State was about to announce, let Zhuo Yunpeng give up the pursuit and killing, and let himself give up the aftermath, on the other hand, he also borrowed a set of so-called magic skills to completely subdue Zuo Mingyue to ensure that there would be no future trouble.
Acting in this way is not done by the most clever, and not by the most shrewd.
It's just that he was so stupid that he always thought he was an idiot for a long time, even in Zhao Guo Daiguo, he occasionally felt vigilant, and after a few days, he was always so angry by his stupid behavior that he forgot these warning signs.
For a long, long time, he always felt that he had no scheming, and he had never been able to take the slightest precaution against him. He even ......
I once seriously thought about whether I wanted to be his lover......
Di Jiu gritted his teeth secretly, his eyes fixed on Fu Hanqing, and he couldn't move anymore.
Fu Hanqing, Fu Hanqing, who are you?
Are you the smartest person in the world, the stupidest person in the world, or the best pretending person in the world?
Fu Hanqing was uncomfortable with him, took two or three steps back, and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" β
Di Jiu settled down, looked at him indifferently, and then said: "Okay, after a night's trouble, I'm tired, I'm going back to the room, you go to sleep." β
He usually wants to leave, and he never confesses, but now saying goodbye so politely makes Fu Hanqing feel even more weird, and a strange sense of crisis makes him stand on end.
Di Jiu didn't speak again, turned around and left.
Fu Hanqing watched his back in a daze and walked away step by step, until
The corner door of the garden could no longer be seen, so he lowered his head, and his expression was a little gloomy.
After Di Yi went to Ling Xiao and the others to pass on the words that the order was canceled, he went back again, and halfway through, he met Di Jiu who was coming all the way, and immediately greeted him and asked, "How are you over there?" β
Di Jiu sneered: "He won, he won completely, I have nothing to say." β
Di Yi was slightly stunned: "How ......"
"Do you still think that he needs a guard, and is always worried that he will suffer, I think, there are few people in this world who are more shrewd than him." Di Jiu indifferently told everything after Di Yi left.
Di's eyes vibrated and he was speechless for a long time.
Di Jiu raised his head and looked at the cold solitary moon in the distance: "Those guys in the main altar really miscalculated this time." They asked me to deliberately arrange for the sect leader to go to a place where there are many disputes, in order to let the sect leader who is a good person and refuses to kill and hurt people fall into the middle of wrong, understanding that nothing can be done without strong power with good intentions alone, even if you want your subordinates to be obedient and not to kill people, you must have enough authority and means of punishment. However, that guy was able to deal with problems in ways we couldn't think of every time, and never changed the principles he always adhered to. He still hasn't learned to exercise the power of the sect leader in a strong manner, and control his subordinates in a way that those who obey me prosper and those who disobey me die, but he still has a way, and he is forced to obey him by simply using a few benefits. It seems that the gang of people in the general altar want this new leader to stand up and lead the whole church. It is absolutely impossible to go against the so-called righteous martial arts, fight to the death......"
"Not necessarily!" The two words that suddenly came behind him were colder, colder, and sharper than this cold night, like ice and cones, piercing people's hearts.
Di Yi and Di Jiu are both micro-shocks. The two of them collapsed at this moment, ready to fight at any time, but they didn't look back.
The dark world behind him seemed to have been filled with endless killing intent and crisis in an instant.
Any movement of the two of them turning back or turning around will be given to someone in the darkness who doesn't know where they are. Chance to attack the ground.
There was silence in the dark, no one spoke again, and after a long, long time, Di Jiu slowly raised his eyebrows, still maintaining his posture and not moving, still raising his eyebrows to see the moonlight on the horizon, and only said calmly: "Long time no see, Yaksha King." β
After Di Jiu left. Fu Hanqing went back to the room alone; Fall headlong and fall asleep. Just sit down on the bed. Then he began to be stunned
He was in a daze for a long time. He didn't know it himself, only that it seemed like a long, long time had passed, only that when Di Yi pushed the door in. He still sat still.
Di Yi was so abnormal that he didn't sneak in quietly like the usual hidden guards. Instead, he pushed the door in generously, and his expression was surprisingly gloomy at first sight. Fu Hanqing, who was sitting in a daze, frowned. took off the mask with one hand and said, "What's the matter, you won this battle so beautifully, why are you still so unhappy?" β
Fu Hanqing looked up at him, but his eyes seemed to be empty and he didn't see anyone: "I won?" β
"Of course you won, you successfully saved everyone in Mingyue Tower, you made Zhuo Yunpeng and the others dare not have any objections. You can't let the king of heaven go behind your back to kill people and kill people, and you make Mingyuelou not turn back and take revenge because of grudges. You even let the entire Shura sect start to change, so that it doesn't count as a win? β
Fu Hanqing sat motionless, and after a long time, he slowly shook his head, and said in a very low voice: "I know that it is wrong to kill people, and I know that it is wrong to wantonly hurt others for the sake of selfishness. I keep saying that, but no matter how much I talk about it, it's like I'm listening to a joke. I can make the Shura Sect start to change, I can make Di Jiu promise not to kill people behind my back, and I can make Zhuo Yunpeng not object to my approach, because I let them know that the benefits of not killing people are greater than killing people, and killing people will bring very serious consequences and losses, so as a result, am I winning? β
He looked at Di Yi and said softly: "I'm really sorry for the injury suffered by Mingyuelou, I'm sad that I'm the leader of the sect, but I can't make my subordinates no longer hurt the heavens and reason, I really want to apologize to him, I really want to make amends, but no matter what I say, no matter what I do, they are just angry, they just don't believe it, they just feel that this is another game of the strong bullying the weak, and finally, I taught Zuo Mingyue a set of extremely clever swordsmanship, I told him, listen to what kind of benefits I can get, And what blow he would receive if he sinned against me in the future, he was at once as tame as a cotton sheep, and thanked me again and again, and assured me again and again, as if they had never been hurt or humiliated. Obviously, I want land for this result, but I'm not happy. I couldn't help but ask him again that for the sake of this swordsmanship, he could really forget the humiliation of his children. He replied to me so confidently, this set of peerless swordsmanship can make Mingyuelou powerful martial arts, can magnify the entire sect, for the rise and fall of the portal, the little price paid by the children does not have to be considered, if the children still want to make trouble, but they are ignorant and do not care for the sect. I achieved my goal, but I wasn't happy at all. I have seen too many such things, for more or less interests, people always give up the people around them again and again, and people always give up the people close to them again and again as a matter of course. But until now, I haven't gotten used to it......"
He looked at Di Yi, his eyes were full of sadness: "In this way, am I winning?" β
Did he win? He achieved all his goals. Did he win? Whether he ended up deviating from his insistence and using what he considered wrong, whether he had to abandon his principles and accept the rules of this world.
Did he win?
He didn't know, and Di Yi didn't want to answer him.
Di Yi looked at him with understanding, and said softly for a long time: "No wonder you are sometimes smart, sometimes confused, sometimes shocking, sometimes stupid to be unbelievable, it turns out that this is the truth." β
"What truth?" Fu Hanqing asked almost a little blankly.
"You are intelligent enough, and you know more about the world than anyone else, but you yourself feel that the world is too out of step with your own ideals
Sticking to your ideals and refusing to let go, the ridiculous behavior is not because you are confused, but because you pretend to be confused......"
"I don't have ......"
"You have, unlike others, you are so deep in the play that you don't even know that you are pretending to be confused, you tell yourself that you don't understand, so even if you understand something, you don't let yourself understand, you can not only deceive others, you can deceive yourself. You're not too lazy to face the world, you're not too lazy to face the world, you don't dare to face the world at all, you know the world is cruel, you're afraid of such cruelty, so you make a shell, hide yourself in your naΓ―ve and ignorant shell, you lied to everyone, including yourself. If you are not forced, you will never allow yourself to face the truth, and you will never pull yourself together and use normal means to deal with all difficulties. The life and death of Mingyue Building is an opportunity. With your character, it is impossible to see death without saving, and it is impossible to see your subordinates doing such cruel things, but you know very well that simply being a good person and a saint will not be saved by anyone, and no one can be saved, and no murder can be resolved. You feel that you have lost because you can no longer continue to deceive yourself and the world like this. β
Di said one sentence at a time, very slowly.
Fu Hanqing slowly lowered his head and looked at his toes.
Is that the case?
It turned out that he was not stupid, he was just deliberately pretending to be stupid. It turns out that he doesn't understand, he just doesn't dare to understand, it turns out that he doesn't understand, he just doesn't want to understand.
In the past, he was in the world, but his heart was always outside the world, so he was always wrong and stupid. I haven't been able to pass the test, one life after another, and I have missed my own life.
However, understand, understand, understand. I opened my eyes and saw the world clearly, gritted my teeth and let my heart and body walk in together, and I was ruthless to agree with all the rules of this reckless era, why is it so tired, so painful, so hard, so difficult.
Fu Hanqing never answered Di Yi, and Di Yi didn't actually need his answer.
Di Yi just looked at him fixedly, and said word for word: "You are more in the affairs of children than you in all other personnel dealings." Even more stupid to the extreme, before. I just think you're on something else. Maybe there was an occasional flash of inspiration and the opportunity to do something amazing, and in the word love, from beginning to end, it was hopelessly stupid, but now I have to wonder if it is even such stupidity. Such an idiot is actually a drama that even you don't even notice about? β
Fu Hanqing felt that his body was inexplicably twitching. What Di Yi was talking about, why did he hear it, his fists unconsciously clenched quietly.
"Actually, I should have guessed that in terms of affairs, you are stupid, you are extremely dull, you can make the simplest things the most complicated, the easiest things, you can make a mess, you have always been abnormal, you are too stupid, too unusual. You are afraid, you are afraid of love, you are afraid of temptation, you keep saying that you want a lover, but you are more afraid of this lover than anyone else, you keep saying that as long as someone loves you, you will love him seriously, but what you are most afraid of in your heart is actually love. You are afraid of love far more than you are afraid of other cold rules of this world, so you deceive yourself even more, you tell yourself that you don't understand love at all, you can be naΓ―ve to cold, pure to cruel, you can confess love like a joke and insult, you can show the best scene in the world in the most ruthless way in front of others. You can trample others into mud on the soles of your feet, and you are still innocent. Because you don't know anything, because you don't understand anything, because you keep telling yourself, don't understand, don't understand, you're a fool who doesn't know what it is. β
Di said sentence by sentence, and Fu Hanqing listened in confusion.
I can hear every sentence clearly, but my brain can't accept it and I don't know how to think.
He slowly curled up all over.
"You're afraid, you're scared, you're scared."
In the first life, Di Fei smiled at him in front of the peach blossoms in the spring water, promised him that he would treat him well, and then turned his head to Bai Jinghong and made his flesh and blood mud.
"You keep saying you want a lover, but you are more afraid of this lover than anyone else."
In the second life, his master, his senior brother, his fellow disciples, everyone said that they loved him, everyone said that they wanted to be his lover for the rest of his life, and then, in the name of this, the killing was displayed in front of his eyes.
"You always say that as long as someone loves you, you will love him seriously, but what you are most afraid of in your heart is actually love."
In the third life, the palace, the father, the brother, the chaotic killing, the chaotic land, everything, in the name of love. Kings of foreign lands, calamities of destruction of lands, merciless slaughter, everything, in the name of love.
"You are afraid of love far more than you are afraid of other cold rules of the world,"
In the fourth life, Di Jing took revenge on him, took away his internal strength with his sympathy, abolished him and imprisoned him, and then, for his perverse actions, plundered the countries, piled countless blood-stained treasures in front of him, and asked him one after another, I love you, why, you don't love me?
"You tell yourself that you don't understand love at all."
In the first life, he really didn't understand love, but he wanted to protect the people who protected him, he wanted to make Di Fei happy, he used the methods he knew at the time, so he did his duty for the earth, and then, he innocently asked his land master to always pamper him under the spring water, next to the peach blossoms. He naively thought that he would not die when his flesh and blood were clumped, and promised again and again that he would continue to love, but hoped that his master would not be in pain, and would not end up suffering retribution like the protagonists in those stories.
"You can be naΓ―ve to cold, pure to cruel, and say that confessions of love are like jokes and insults."
In the second life, he also thought about being the master's innocent apprentice, the pure apprentice of the senior brother, happily together, and lazy life, but he was forced to listen to the confession of love again and again, and watched the cannibalism of those fellow disciples after this.
"You can show the best scenes in the world in the most ruthless way to others."
In the third life, he was born
The most yearning in the center of his eyes, thinking that in the most beautiful and luxurious court in heaven and earth, he saw everything that was the most ruthless and cruel under the most beautiful things.
"You can trample others into mud on the soles of your feet, and you're still innocent."
In the fourth life, Di Jing can do everything that hurts and humiliates people, tramples him as mud on the soles of his feet, and then looks at him with still innocent eyes, and shouts with a still innocent voice, why don't you love me, I love you like this, why do you torture me, I have done so much for you, why don't you have a heart, you can look at me so cruelly and sad.
Fu Hanqing slowly trembled, feeling his teeth rattling.
Several lifetimes, thousands of catastrophes, endless suffering, at this moment, it seems to be pressing together in front of us.
What's wrong, what's wrong. He has always been dull and ignorant of suffering. He has always been confused and ignorant of the world, he has always been chaotic and incomprehensible, he is not afraid of pain, injury, betrayal and disappointment, so why is he trembling like a leaf in the wind at this moment.
What happened. In the first life, the flesh and blood turned into mud, he only slept for sixty years, and then faintly into the red dust, and then experienced no matter how miserable each life was, he had less and less time to rest, and the speed of entering the world was getting faster and faster.
Why, all the pain, all the suffering, all the suffering, all gathered together, and then multiplied countless times to the heart.
What happened in the end, even in the previous life, at the time of suffering, Shang Ke was safe, why do you just think about it now. I feel that the pain is unbearable, and the fear is irrepressible.
He said in a trembling voice, "I ...... I don't want to...... Understand...... Got it...... Would be sad ......"
It will be sad to understand, how many nights Di Fei has been grief-stricken.
It will be sad to understand, when Bai Jinghong held him in the palm of his hand, the last few words in his ear were not too proud, but it was difficult to hide the deep gloom.
It will be sad to understand. Di Jing's madness, Di Jing's crazy death.
It will be sad to understand, Qingchen always responds to everyone's disapproving doubts with proud eyes, but he never sees in person, all the results of his revenge.
It will be sad to understand, Xiaorong always said. It's my fault, it's me who is not good, it's me who didn't take good care of that child, it's me who didn't teach the emperor well. However, he sat in front of the monitor, watching the screen repeat over and over again the bleak years of the failed lives of the emperors, his eyes gloomy and painful.
It would be sad to understand, so he didn't understand, so he kept being confused, so it hurt deeply. No matter how big the injury was, he slept for a while. You can re-enter the world like nothing else, and then forget the past.
Got it. It will be sad!
So, I don't understand, so, I tell myself, I don't understand, so I tell myself, don't understand, so. I am the stupidest and stupidest Xiaolou. Students who never know how to be flexible and can never pass.
I just don't want to be sad, so I've always refused to understand.
When Di saw Fu Hanqing like this, he also felt a little unbearable, but after hesitating for a moment, he still asked: "In order not to make yourself sad, do you want to break other people's hearts?" β
Fu Hanqing's trembling body stiffened, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Di Yi in shock.
Di Yi didn't look at him again, but turned around and went out, and closed the door with his hand.
Fu Hanqing still maintained this posture, his eyes widened in horror, with a shocked face, and he sat there for a long, long time, without moving the slightest.
There was a bang in my ears, over and over again, and it was the same sentence that slashed into my mind like a shock.
"Do you want to break someone's heart so that you don't want to break your own heart?"
This night, Di Yi stayed outside Fu Hanqing's room and did not leave even a single step.
This night, he has been asking himself if it is too much to expose Fu Hanqing's biggest disguise and kill his shell to protect himself for the sake of momentary righteous indignation.