"Man, you are also so interested in the things of the battlefield?" The Wind Festival was a little surprised.

He originally thought that Lu Dongli was not at home, and Su Wanzhen, as a woman, even if she came forward to receive her, she would only say some faint words, or talk about some old things about past correspondence and gifts, and say a few words of thanks to pass the time.

Unexpectedly, Su Wanzhen only had a brief conversation with him, and then directly asked about the offensive and defensive battles in Dingyuanguan. In this era, a deep boudoir woman, facing a man she has never met, rarely asks such questions.

At this moment, in the face of Feng Jinjie's incomprehension, Su Wanzhen only replied lightly: "When I asked about the affairs of the East Fence, he always replied lightly. Although I am an uninformed woman, I also know that the battle on the battlefield must be extremely dangerous, and I want to know more, and my heart is still more at ease, because I don't know anything, so as soon as I hear that there is a war at the border, I will be terrified and restless. So I had to ask Feng Gongzi for advice. ”

Feng Jinjie smiled faintly: "Sister-in-law is really worried, although the army of Chen Guo is fierce, but we are determined to be far away, and we have a strong city to rely on, as long as we are not greedy for merit, it is not too difficult to repel them." Brother Lu didn't want to say more, but he also felt that there was nothing to say about the thrilling things. ”

Is that really the case?

Su Wanzhen was silent, she hadn't seen her for two years, her husband had lost a lot of weight, and the clothes she had carefully sewn for him had become wide when she was draped over her body. I haven't seen him for two years, and the wind and frost sword have carved many traces on his body. The skin is much darker than back then, between the palms of the fingers, the thick calluses, the hair is much more silver and white than in the old days, and the eyebrows are very light, but the tiredness and exhaustion can not be hidden. and the husband had the intention to hide it, but in the end it was still the scar of the Tao that she saw.

That little bit of shock, that little bit of heartache.

It's just that he didn't say much about the hardships of the past two years, and she couldn't bear to ask more.

He always smiled and said that the border pass was not cold or lonely, the soldiers were lively and happy, and everyone treated each other with all sincerity, even if they were fighting with the enemy, it was only an understatement, as if they only sent their men to fight twice, and the battle and victory were already in the palm of their hands.

He refused to worry her, he did not want to make her sad, so she had to pretend to believe it and not notice it, so that he could rest assured.

It's just that her own heart can't let go, she can't be at ease, her heart turns a thousand times, how many doubts, how much sorrow, she just wants to know how he lived in those days of separation, how much loneliness, how much desolation, how much helplessness, how much pain.

She wanted to know that even if she couldn't help him, even if she couldn't help him, at least, when he was in pain, she was in pain.

Feng Jinjie quietly looked at Su Wanzhen, who was speechless and silent, and suddenly said: "Mrs. Sister-in-law, in the past two years, you have been a woman, alone in Beijing, giving birth to children, and it is quite difficult to think about it. ”

Su Wanzhen was slightly startled, raised her eyes to look at him, the first time they met, it was too unreasonable to ask such a private matter. However, those eyes, looking at them so quietly and clearly, made her heart uncertain, that is, she could not bear to avoid answering them, and she could not cope with them with the simplest official clichés.

She hesitated for a moment before she said softly: "Actually, sometimes, I have also complained and hated ......."

In such a long time, a person struggled to survive the day and night, not without complaining.

Because the child in the womb, dizziness, nausea, vomiting, there is no husband's shoulders to lean on, no husband's hands to support, not to complain.

The day and night when I was struggling with the birth of a child, I fantasized countless times that my husband suddenly appeared by my side, and then I was disappointed countless times, seeing death just ahead, and the pain tearing my body and soul to pieces, it is not uncomplaining......

However......

"Husband and wife are separated, flesh and blood are separated, how can you not complain. It's just that in this world, there are still so many soldiers who are defending the country and defending the land, defending the people, who has no parents, who has no wives and children, and who is not abandoning their parents, leaving their wives and children, on the distant border, one guard is several years. Shall every man's wife weep bitterly and try to stop him, and will every person's relatives be blamed and unwilling to understand? Su Wanzhen smiled faintly.

It's not that I don't want to hug Lu Dongli and cry bitterly, it's not that I don't want to grab my husband's hand and stop him from traveling far. However, what should be done, must be done, the way that should be taken, has been decided, and what is the use of vain weeping and complaining in vain, except for adding more troubles and worries to the husband who has traveled far away?

Give him support, send him on the road with a smile, let him feel at ease, in the letters, there is only concern, not sadness, so that he can face the enemy without worries, so that he can guard the home and land wholeheartedly, this is the only thing she can do as a wife.

"But Dongli actually doesn't have to leave you at all, he could have been an official in the imperial court and rose step by step, but he just begged for his own hardships, left you, and traveled to the border......"

Su Wanzhen shook her head with a smile, and said with a straight face: "Dongli didn't abandon me, but wanted to protect me." First there is a country, then there is a home. If the country does not exist, how can it be a family? Everyone in the world knows that the rise and fall of the country is the responsibility of the husband, but the word "husband" is too big and too far, and if everyone is included, it will be far away from himself. However, it is the kind of person who can stand up at any time and say frankly that it is my responsibility to rise and fall of the country ...... "husband."

The eyes were full of brilliant light, so beautiful, so bright, that it was even a feeling that I couldn't face it for a moment.

"In this world, there are always some things that need someone to do, if you don't do it, I don't do it, what will become of this world, what will become of Zhao Guoguo. There must always be someone who has to endure the suffering of the separation of relatives, so that more people do not have to be separated. Su Wanzhen's face, which was not beautiful, gradually developed a dazzling look. Since entering Lumen, she has been in various places with her husband, and she knows better than anyone what kind of person her husband is. For this reason, she has endured suffering, poverty, loneliness, and loneliness, however, she has never thought of changing her husband, she has always been proud of her husband, because there is such a husband, so no matter what happens, in the face of anyone, she can also be strong enough, straighten her waist, hold her head high, refuse to give in, unwilling to bend her waist.

There were many words that she didn't say, but that dazzling brow in an instant had said it all.

Feng Jinjie sighed lightly in his heart, suddenly got up, and gave Su Wanzhen a deep salute. For a moment, even he didn't know how to express the respect in his heart to this woman.

Su Wanzhen was so shocked that she hurriedly got up and flashed: "Feng Gongzi......"

Feng Jinjie smiled and said: "Mrs. Sister-in-law is so heart-to-heart, how dare Jinjie dare to hide it anymore, the things in the border city, I know everything, and I have endless words, but Jinjie also asked Mrs. Sister-in-law to answer me a few more questions to solve the doubts in my heart." ”

Su Wanzhen hurriedly smiled: "Even if the son asks, I will not lie accordingly." ”

Feng Jinjie smiled and sat back: "I want to ask Mrs. Sister-in-law, where did the root of your illness come from, how long has it been now, and what happened when the illness occurred?" How many doctors have you asked to see it, what medicines have you taken, and what prescriptions the doctors have prescribed in the past......"

Su Wanzhen was shocked by his question, and said in amazement: "Feng Gongzi, you ......"

Feng Jinjie smiled faintly: "Mrs. Sister-in-law may not know that I am not only a shrewd businessman, a capable general, but also a very good doctor......

Lu Dongli ran seven or eight places in a row this day. Making great contributions and being a celebrity is sometimes a great pain. Even if you want to live a pure life, there are countless people who have to squeeze into your world.

Obviously, the time to get together is fleeting, but there are all kinds of rules in the officialdom that must not be regretted, when people come to see you, you must bow back, people give you face, you can't let people lose face.

One by one, one by one, saying some polite words that are completely meaningless, and talking about a few boring words about today's weather is really good, so that the precious time will gradually fade away, and when he returns home, it is already twilight.

The sunset that will not set, to the whole courtyard, have been plated with a layer of warm warmth, in the front hall, the people sitting and talking to each other are his life, close to his wife and friends.

He greeted them with a smile, shaking off the dust and dissipating the tiredness of his heart, and at this moment, his steps flew briskly, and a faint joy gradually overflowed his eyebrows.

It's still a gentle smile, it's still a soft word.

"I'm back, are you hungry, it just so happens that Feng Gongzi is also here, I'll go cook a few small dishes for you myself, and ask Feng Gongzi to taste my craftsmanship too."

Su Wanzhen greeted her husband with a smile, gave up her seat with a smile, greeted Shen'er's helper with a smile, and went to the kitchen together.

The night had come, and this night was the last time she had spent with her husband, and by tomorrow she would have to send her long-lost husband on a long journey, and then continue to wait endlessly.

However, she gave up her alone time to her husband and his friends without complaint.

They have been life and death confidants for many years, and they are comrades-in-arms who have fought side by side countless times. The night before they went to Dingyuan Pass again, they should have a lot of things to say, and a lot of things to tell.

And she just wants to cook delicious dishes for them with her own hands, prepare mellow wine for them, give them a quiet world, give them indulgent time, and see them happy and happy.

Lu Dongli quietly watched Su Wanzhen's figure disappear around the corner of the kitchen, and heard Feng Jinjie sigh softly: "If you have a wife like this, what more can a husband ask for." ”

Yes, how fortunate Lu Dongli is in this life, he can get his wife Su Wanzhen.

He turned his head, stared at Feng Jinjie, and asked in a deep voice, "Can you check her illness?" ”