For the first time, Ye Jia felt his heart beat faster.

It was an extremely strange feeling, and it was so strange that he didn't dare to think about it anymore, and even tried to hope that the faint fragrance on the tip of his nose would soon dissipate.

But there was no way, the fragrance became stronger and stronger, just like her soft body, which was getting hotter and hotter in his arms: "Ye Jia...... My head hurts......"

He panicked: "Miaolian...... I'll show you again......"

"It's okay...... It would be fine in a while...... It'll be fine in a while......"

By that time, she was already asleep in his arms.

- I don't know if I'm really asleep or pretending to be asleep.

Ye Jia was at a loss.

The hand was raised and stretched very high, for fear of touching her, and in this way, it was very stiff and very hard.

However, Miao Lian didn't care about his hard work, and when she occasionally opened his eyes quietly and sly, she saw that he was already meditating with his eyes closed, but there was a slight sweat on his forehead - how hard it was.

Her heart is also infinitely sour.

The years of love with Tuoba Hong are gone.

But what about your youth?

What about a woman's best years?

Is it really necessary to live in such a dilapidated family temple, like a nun, a green lantern and an ancient Buddha, for the rest of his life???

A terrible thought suddenly occurred to her: No, no, no, it must not be like this. I must follow Ye Jia - even if I am not a husband and wife, at least, I can at least get along with him day and night.

In this world, apart from this man, who will never give up and do his best when he is down? ?

Even the Feng family, his parents, gave up because of his illness, but he was the only one, not because of stitching, let alone any attempt - just because he wanted himself to be well-

In a lifetime, if you can meet such a man, what more can you ask for? ?

She lay unscrupulously in his arms, while he was still closing his eyes, praying to God and worship Buddha.

It wasn't until dusk that she got up.

At that time, Ye Jia's arm was already sore, and his whole body was almost stiff.

She looked at him with extreme embarrassment and suddenly giggled.

"Ye Jia, it's so fun for you to be like this......"

“！！！”

She jumped up suddenly, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him on the lips before he could react.

Ye Jia shuddered.

I forgot to push her away.

She hugged his neck tightly and pressed it against his chest: "Yejia, thank you." In this world, you treat me best. ”

Before Ye Jia could answer, she had already let go of his neck and trotted away.

Ye Jia stood at the door in a daze.

Her back looked, so light, so slender, with her lilac shirt, dark green embroidered shoes, and her hair that had gradually regained its vitality and became jet-black and shiny—such a strong feminine feminine aura.

When the hand couldn't help but caress her lips—there was almost no trace of the sweetness of her lips, the clean and fragrant scent of flower petals.

His chest was like a stream of blood rubbing against the ground.

This is an extremely strange and extremely dangerous emotion.

It is also something that he can't even think about in his more than 20 years of life.

He restrained this emotion fiercely, and sat on the futon all night, never even opening his eyes. No, absolutely not!! You must not make such a mistake.

The next day, he didn't show up.

On the third day, he didn't show up.

However, every day, the prescription will be written, and the palace maids such as Liu Er will be tortured directly.

Feng Miaolian hadn't seen him for two days, and she couldn't hold back anymore.

At dusk that day, she changed her clothes and went to his retreat again.

The room was closed and there was no one inside.

Where did Yega go?

She looked around, there was no one in sight, and her heart was up and down. Could it be that Ye Jia is gone?

Because of his "lightness" that day. He's gone? Ignore yourself anymore??

She was so flustered that she almost shouted, "Ye Jia...... Ye Jia ......"

In the depths of the bamboo forest, Ye Jia walked over slowly, and his voice was faint: "Miao Lian, it's windy at night, why did you come out?" ”

She held her heart, breathed a sigh of relief, and her face was very pale: "Ye Jia, I thought it was ...... You're gone......"

He said lightly: "Didn't I promise you that I would wait until you are well before leaving?" I have already given Liu'er the medicine in the past few days, as long as I take the medicine according to the prescription, I will get better. Miao Lian, you don't have to come here yourself, lest you get infected with the wind and cold......"

She hung her head, and her pale face showed a crimson color, as if ashamed, as if fear.

"Ye Jia...... Don't you want to see me at all? ”

"Mother, please come back, the sick body is important......"

Empress!

She was shocked.

It's been a long time since I've been called for two or three years.

Even he forgot about himself - he remembered.

It's a reminder and a warning.

It was a warning from Yega.

Her head hung lower, and she remembered her frivolous demeanor to the extreme, and suddenly she couldn't face it.

"Ye Jia...... I...... Let's go...... Let's go......"

Ye Jia saw that her eyes were red and she burst into tears, and she was anxious: "Miaolian, what's wrong?" ”

She gritted her teeth slightly: "I know...... You treat me like a frivolous and lowly woman in your heart, and you don't care about me at all......"

"Wonderful ......"

"Let's go. I want you to stay with me for three months, and you are not happy...... I don't need you to be with me anymore......"

She turned and walked away.

Because I was walking too fast, my steps were a little staggering.

Ye Jia ran forward and took a few steps in front of her, but she didn't know what to say, and she was even more at a loss.

"Miao Lian...... Don't do this...... You know, I'm always with you......"

She continued on her way.

He couldn't help but stop her: "Miao Lian...... I always hope you get better...... Your illness will only get better quickly if you are in a good mood, you don't want to be ...... like this"

At that time, she almost walked to his side, but he stopped her, she couldn't walk at all, and when she heard him say this, she suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed him: "Get out of the way...... I don't want you to be pretended...... What does it matter if my illness is cured or not? What hope do I have in this life?? The emperor has already had a new love, and he won't want me...... Even you see me as a lowly woman......"

"Wonderful ......"

At that time, the wall of his heart suddenly collapsed.

The big hand reached out and couldn't help but hug her.

She threw herself into his arms, wailing.

So long grievances, so long pain, so long unknown despair - everyone says it is glory and wealth, but who knows that this temple is actually a tomb of the living dead??

If even Ye Jia looks down on himself and gives up on himself, what hope do he have?

"Miao Lian...... It's me who is bad...... It's all my fault...... Miao Lian ...... Shall I play chess with you? When I was a child, I taught you to play chess, and every time you lost, you would be reckless...... I'll teach you, okay?? ”

He was in a hurry and tried to make her happy.

At that time, she suddenly felt vulnerable.

Not because of the fragility of the sick body, but because of the fragility of one's own soul.

As long as he says a word, one moment can be in hell, and another moment can be in heaven.

This night, Ye Jia was amusing her.

Playing chess, playing with bows and arrows, some of the little tricks that Northern Wudang once played.

He wasn't a man who could do anything, but he had done everything he could to comfort her.

If Feng Miaolian was still eighteen years old, she would definitely be indifferent to all this. However, at this time, she has already experienced the sinking of the highest glory to the lowest point in her life, and she has tasted the warmth and coldness of the world.

However, whether it is playing chess or slingshot, she is lazy.

Until the first watch, Ye Jia was already tired and sweating.

Feng Miaolian saw him in a hurry, couldn't help it, and laughed.

Ye Jia looked up and saw her smiling, and was even more surprised.

She didn't laugh until he was in despair?

"Miao Lian?"

She was happy. Very, very happy.

Slowly stood up, but while he was not paying attention, he put his arms around his waist, pressed against his heart, and felt his strong, full of fierce heartbeat.

"Wonderful ......"

"Ye Jia, when I'm ready, I'll go to Beiwudang with you...... From then on, far away from everyone ......"

He didn't say yes because he didn't know how to say yes.

A national teacher dares to take the emperor's abandoned concubine and fly away???

He never dreamed of it.

Breathing so fast.

After a long time, she slowly let go of her hand and turned to leave.

For the whole night, Ye Jia was sleepless.

For the first time, he was surrounded by such pain—sweetness, fear, restlessness, despair...... He didn't even know what it was.

Even Miao Lian's shadow when she was a child became so clear, that beautiful, lively little girl, every time she saw herself, she would run behind her and shout vigorously: "Brother Ye Jia...... Brother Yejia ......"

What does it feel like?

He didn't dare to ask, and he didn't think about it.

Feng Miaolian didn't think about it.

When did the heartbeat start?

She didn't mind.

Until the palace maid Lanxiang brought back the news, Feng Miaozhi became the queen.