Chapter 224: Throwing Yourself into the Net2
This is the thought that kept swirling in Zhang Mengmeng's heart in the next three days. With the silver dust, she followed the special markers left by the disciples of the Demon Pavilion, and slowly approached the camp of the Demon Pavilion.
She hesitated, hesitated, and deliberately took a long detour. While she deceived Yinchen, saying that the Demon Mighty Pavilion had definitely not been mastered by Feng Lieshan, she weighed it left and right in her heart. Several times, she wanted to have a showdown with Yinchen and tell him that there was no life or death here, so it was better to stay away from the Demon Pavilion, and wait until there was a chance in the future to directly kill Feng Lieshan and then talk about everything, but every time she thought of Elder Yun's tragic death, as soon as she saw Yinchen's warm smile, Zhang Mengmeng suddenly made up her mind, feeling that she could give everything for the Demon Pavilion and block everything for Yinchen.
She never considered simply betraying the Demon Pavilion and returning to the mountains and forests to live her own life. She had never thought of betraying the Demon Pavilion, and if she couldn't be moved, there would no longer be a second person in this world who could do such a thing.
She silently endured the torment in her heart, and after three days, she finally reached her limit, and she could no longer endure this pain with nowhere to tell. She collapsed, she surrendered, she surrendered to fate.
On the third day, she finally made up her mind, for the sake of Silver Dust, for the sake of Elder Yun like her mother, she decided to take the risk alone and go to the Demon Pavilion. On this day, she and Silver Dust spent a day hurrying, quickly approaching the camp of the Demon Pavilion. On this day, she spent a day with Silver Dust, giving Silver Dust all the tenderness that an older sister can give her younger brother, without reservation.
She told Yinchen a story, although her story was not exciting, but her behavior moved Yinchen, and even made Yinchen cry, she made Yinchen feel the warmth that can only be felt by her mother.
She roasted the silver dust, boiled the tea leaves, boiled the water, and made a fire to cook. She takes care of all the chores by herself, and she must not let the silver dust stain a trace. She takes care of Yinchen as if she is taking care of a newborn, and she spoils Yinchen, and does everything that an older sister can do for her younger brother in daily life.
During the day, she hugged Yinchen from time to time, coaxed him like a child, told him jokes, made him happy, and even made him forget that he still had the mission given by Yun Wuyue on his shoulders. In one day, her gentleness and thoughtfulness did not move Yinchen, but let Yinchen completely sink and fall into her arms.
On this day, there has been some invisible light on her body, which makes her whole person extremely beautiful, even a little sacred.
Until, nightfall.
Zhang Mengmeng worked hard, and finally put Yinchen to sleep, looking at Yinchen's little face with a smile when he was asleep, Zhang Mengmeng's eyes were moist.
"I was afraid of death, but I had to [die]. Zhang Mengmeng turned her head, looked at the black and blue night sky through the exit of the cave through the light blessing laid by Yinchen before going to bed, and muttered to herself:
"As soon as Elder Yun dies, I will no longer have anything to rely on...... In the Mowei Pavilion, the contradiction between the head and the worship is not visible to others, but it is difficult to hide it from me Zhang Mengmeng...... Originally, there were twists and turns between these high-level leaders, and I was a formal disciple, where could I get involved? But the world is impermanent, and I will eventually get involved in this dispute, even if I don't want to, I can't help but face it......"
"I don't know how my sister is doing, the Divine Sword Gate, I'm afraid it's even more dangerous and dark than the Demon Pavilion. ”
"That's it, God let me Zhang Mengmeng find that secret realm, and get that kind of self-deprecating kung fu, probably because I hate me and envy me......"
Zhang Mengmeng said, took out a small statue from the placket, looked down and looked at it in a daze, the statue was not gold or wood, I didn't know what material it was made of, and it felt hard and soft to the touch. The body of the statue is the image of a woman, slim and ******** , A pair of jade rabbits are even more exaggerated, and the neon dress covered by the body is even more delicate, even every fold can be seen clearly, what is even more surprising is that the two arms of the statue, neck, shoulders, waist, and even the place where it should be the knees are equipped with joints, in addition to the feet can not be separated, the sleeves can not be folded, it is actually the same as a small child often play with the activity doll, you can change the posture at will, it is not like a sculpture, but a toy, the hair of this statue is clearly visible one by one, and even the patterns on the headdress are lifelike, but the face is a flat sphere, no eyes, no ears, no mouth and no nose, which looks quite like an unfinished work. It is a rare thing that the figurines reflect a gold-like glow in the light of the fire, but they can emit a faint pale green fluorescence on their own in the absence of light. Zhang Mengmeng looked at the small statue, turned her head to look at the sleeping silver dust, hesitated again and again, and finally gritted her teeth fiercely.
"Silver Dust, my sister will never leave you again. ”
"Yinchen, you have to live well, my sister's soul, with you, I'm afraid that I won't return to the underworld in the future, and I can only be the lonely ghost that no one wants......"
"Farewell, this world, farewell, my sister who is far away in the Divine Sword Gate! The fate of this life and this life is over!
Three "ended" in a row, but it is difficult to express Zhang Mengmeng's complex and intense feelings at this time. She didn't want to die, but she had to.
She knew that even if she rushed to the Demon Wei Pavilion at this time and told Wei Wuliang about Du Chuanchang's conspiracy, she was afraid that it would be too late. Zhang Mengmeng didn't know Wei Wuliang, except for the person who probably knew that he was Mr. Demon Heart's faction, she didn't have any deeper understanding, she didn't dare to bet her life and Yinchen's life on the unclear attitude of a person who didn't understand, a master of the Tao, as long as her mind moved slightly, she could instantly crush herself and Yinchen to death.
Zhang Mengmeng didn't want to die, but she couldn't watch Yinchen die. In her life, she has killed people without calculation, is ruthless and treacherous, and has a far-reaching reputation for murder, but she has never succeeded in protecting anything. When she was still a toddler, her father went out hunting and died in the tiger's mouth, and her mother died of grief and illness. When she was still serving as a temporary disciple in the Demon Pavilion, she and her sister made a grand wish together, and the sisters were united and struggled to survive in this dark sect together, but overnight, she and her sister were separated from good and evil because of the tricks of thousands of people, and they would never see each other. When she became an official disciple and began to reluctantly feel the privileges of the Demon Pavilion, she had sworn to defend the sect and defend the concept of the Demon Pavilion, but on another night, she and Jia Yuanyuan met unexpectedly, and in a desperate struggle, she inadvertently learned about the cruelty and shamelessness of the Demon Pavilion's exercises. Later, she met Liang Yunguang, Wei Zhongxian, she had secretly sworn to use her slightly superior wisdom to guard this small three-person group, but the appearance of Yinchen and Liang Yunguang's suspicion made all this disappear, and now, she has lost Yun Wuyue, the teacher who has been torturing her but is also guarding her, in addition to Yinchen, in addition to this cheap brother, what is left in her Zhang Mengmeng's life? She didn't know, she didn't dare to think, she only understood one thing, it didn't seem so terrible to lose her life compared to losing silver dust.
When a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death loses everything she is attached to, when a person who cherishes her life truly realizes that she has nothing and has nothing to love, she will also discard the fear of death, and she will dare to end her life in the most heroic and fearless way.
Therefore, Zhang Mengmeng was not afraid of death for the first and last time in his life on this dark blue night, under the protection of the light and divine blessing. (To be continued.) )