1892: Men Are Bastards! (17)

And his resolute action broke her heartbreak, "I'm not a police-detective, not a police-detective!" ……”

She cried so loudly that the disguise of three years instantly collapsed," ...... It's been three years, I'm miserable, not a single day is happy, the death of the kite repeats itself in my head over and over again, and every night I have nightmares...... Yes, she is a thief, I am a policeman, I am incompatible, I am not wrong to arrest her and use her, but before she sees through my identity, she believes in me and teaches me what she will without reservation, you don't understand the kite, although she is arrogant and lonely, but she is very special to me, she regards me as a friend, a real confidant...... And I, taking advantage of her trust, personally sent her to prison, and later fell into a lake in a car accident and died, I am the culprit, the one who indirectly killed her! …… So from that moment on, I had a shadow in my heart......"

Tang Mei cried, she squatted down, stretched out her hand and trembled violently, "I know, when undercover should not have this kind of emotion, but I can't do it, after recovering my identity, there is not a day when I don't think about the kite, and there is not a day when I don't dream!" She's pregnant, one corpse and two lives, even if I die a thousand times or ten thousand times, I can't atone for my sins......"

She choked up, and at last she couldn't stop crying, and she bit her lip, and she didn't let go until her mouth was full of blood, as if only in this way would she feel better.

"Tang Mei......" Bai Anxun looked at it in shock, his tall body was tense and stiff, and the bloodshot at the bottom of his eyes was heavier, he wanted to go over to comfort her, but his feet seemed to be rooted and he couldn't move half a step.

"Later, I saw a psychiatrist...... Tang Mei slowed her breathing, her body was still shaking, like a flower in winter, shivering, "I saw a lot of psychiatrists, they thought I was emotionally unstable, suffered from severe anxiety, said that I was not suitable for work anymore, let me take a temporary leave to rest, I did not ...... No rest...... Instead, he resigned directly......"

Speaking of this, she slowly raised her head, her tears almost dry, "I was in pain and restless during that time, I was expecting you to appear, I wanted to see you, but no, you never showed up again...... I don't know what I've done wrong to make you so disgusted with me...... Hehe, maybe my refusal hurt you, so, you gave up! I comfort myself so much, I can only comfort myself like this! ……”

Tang Mei...... Bai Anxun stared at the desperate expression on the woman's face, his heart ached, how he wanted to step forward and hug her, tell her that he had not forgotten her and still had feelings for her.

But no, once he goes up, it will eventually be involved.

Her fate with him has ended......

"Tang Mei, go home, let the past pass, don't think about it, you will find a better man in the future!" He sighed and opened the door to get into the car.

However, before his feet could step in, the woman rushed up to hug him again, she hugged her waist and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Bai Anxun, what did I do wrong?" What exactly is being done wrong? I've never liked anyone, and if you're going to give up, why did you provoke me in the first place!? Why!? ”

She shouted so loudly that she couldn't make a sound anymore.

Bai Anxun's body was so tense that it was about to break, he slowly turned around and looked down at the pale little face of the woman in his arms.

"Bai Anxun......" Tang Mei raised her hazy eyes and stared at the man's handsome facial features.