Chapter 328: Knowing and loving him when he loses it
Long Xin nodded: "This is my father's family business, and I will inherit it after he dies." ”
"Oh."
The atmosphere fell silent again, Feng Wei's teacup was empty, she didn't refill the tea, but put the empty teacup on the table, and played with it with both hands.
She didn't know where her thoughts flew, she just looked at the teacup. Feng Wei has been like this for the past two days, as long as she has time, she will be in a daze or watch something, she doesn't have to guess to know what she thinks in her heart, it is nothing more than missing Qinghe, who has died, every time she appears in this state, Long Xin can feel that there are acid bubbles all over her body.
"Miss......"
In the past, he was used to calling His Majesty, but now this identity is no longer there, without her permission, he didn't call him by his name, for fear that she would be angry with him, he bowed his head a little lonely, when was he so timid that he was so careful to even call a name?
Feng Wei came back to his senses, met his worried gaze, and reluctantly showed a smile: "Long Xin, you can just call me by my name, don't be so polite." ”
Long Xin was overjoyed in his heart, and then asked worriedly, "Then can I call you Ah Wei?" ”
"Whatever you want." Feng Wei replied indispensably, "What did you just call me for?" ”
"You...... Tempted by him? Long Xin asked this sentence with great difficulty, Feng Wei was good to Qinghe at the beginning, and he also thought that Feng Wei wanted to be responsible for Qinghe, but now looking at her state, it doesn't look like it at all.
Feng Wei was stunned for a moment, then silently bowed her head, silent for a while, she reached out and took the teapot in Long Xin's hand and poured herself a full cup, and said faintly after drinking it: "Originally, my heart was like being covered by a mist, I couldn't see it really, it was looming, and I would have a very vague and vague feeling with anyone, including Qinghe, but after he died, the mist in my heart seemed to be split by a bloody light, a bloody piece, very painful, and later, I seemed to see the person at the bottom of my heart, I wanted to touch it, but he just smiled at me, getting farther and farther away from me, but it was so close that it seemed to be within reach, and when I reached out to touch it, it became boundless, and I couldn't hold on to it......"
Feng Wei whispered, she didn't notice her voice, and in the end it had become choked, Long Xin grabbed her hand, wanted to comfort but couldn't think of the right words, he rarely spoke, let alone comforted, so he could only silently hold her hand and pass on positive energy to her.
Feng Wei seemed to have received his encouragement, she raised her head and blinked her eyes: "I'm really sorry to make you laugh." She withdrew her hand slightly, "I love Qinghe, I know it's too late to figure it all out now, but I promised him that I will definitely find him soon in the next life, maybe he is still waiting for me on Huangquan Road...... I won't keep her waiting too long, but I'll have to avenge him first! ”
Feng Wei's eyes burst with a strong hatred, Feng Yu! She was originally playing a game of cat and mouse with her in front of the host, and she didn't mind how she sent troops to kill her or what conspiracy came to kill her, but she touched her scales and killed the people closest to her, she absolutely couldn't tolerate it.
"Ah Wei......" Long Xin eagerly grabbed her hand, "You, what are you going to do?" You must not do anything stupid, you still have me, you ......"
"Long Xin, I've always treated you as a friend, I don't think anything wrong about you, I'm sorry."
She withdrew her hand, stood up, and turned around to leave, when Long Xin hugged her behind her, and the elegant scent of grass suddenly filled the tip of Feng Wei's nose, making her lose her mind for a moment.
Even if Long Xin didn't speak, she could still feel the sad atmosphere lingering around Long Xin, she gently patted the hand on her waist, and said helplessly: "Long Xin, I don't want to hurt you, I'm not in the mood to deal with every relationship, I don't want to have feelings, the feeling of loss is too painful, you know?" I don't want to hurt you. ”
"You've hurt me by rejecting me for a thousand miles, I want to accompany you, don't you even give me such a small chance?"
"You're my friend."
"I don't want to be your friend, just let me be by your side, even if I don't do anything, as long as I can see you every day, I'm already satisfied."
"As a friend, you can also stay with me often."
"But that's not the same ......"
"It's the same thing to stay with me, what's the difference? I know I'm being selfish to do this, but I won't force you to stay with me, you can come and see me whenever you need me, and if you're bored, you can persuade you to visit the Netherworld. ”
"It's different...... That's different...... It's not the same ......" Long Xin kept repeating this sentence.
Feng Wei felt a faint pain in her heart, Qinghe used to often mumble to her, Qinghe's stuffy gourd can't express, he will only use actual actions to show his attitude, only when he is anxious will he hug her and repeat a sentence, now hearing Long Xin's familiar tone, she feels that Qinghe is beside her, hugging her, she gently called out: "Qinghe ......"
Long Xin's body stiffened, and he slowly let go of his arm. After Feng Wei came back to his senses, he ran away without much explanation. This kind of untidy and chaotic feelings, maybe time is the best medicine.
A figure turned out of the rockery, Long Xin didn't turn his head to look at him, but said to him: "Enough of the play?" ”
Murong Che looked at him steadily: "Since you have claimed to be sick and dead before, why are you resurrected to bother her now?" ”
"Calling death is an agreement between me and her, and since I promised that I will not break my promise, now I am pursuing her in another capacity."
"She's already rejected you......"
"But she won't accept you, did you hear that? She said that she loves Qinghe, hehe, if my news is not wrong, Qinghe is still arranged by your side. Long Xin slowly turned around and met Murong Che's eyes that seemed to be eating people, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a sarcastic arc, "Maybe you didn't expect things to develop like this at that time, sending someone to protect her, or to spy on her, but it was self-defeating and let him enter her heart......"
"That's enough." Murong Che took a deep breath and said coldly: "Although the medicinal materials seem to be quite large, but the number of people is also large, the medicinal materials brought back by your people are not enough at all, you let them go out again." He turned around and left.
"Who do you think we are from Netherworld? Just one word from you, I will die for you? ”
"Heh, do you like to go or not, and besides, it's not for me, I'm also sorry for those people, just to pass on a word for them, otherwise, with their previous bad behavior of slandering Feng Wei, I wouldn't have opened this mouth at all."