Text Text_Chapter 782 Heartache under Heartbreak
Just now, Jian Mo, who thought she was an illusion, gradually felt it when her body was pulled into Gu Beichen's chest.
Tears wet Gu Beichen's shoulders like this, and he couldn't say a word of comfort at this time.
Because I understand her, she is sad, sad, and sad...... He understands.
Because I understand...... He could only hold her quietly.
She blames herself for losing Xiaoyan, and he ...... Isn't it guilt?
Even if there are thousands of reasons, they are not enough to make up for the pain of losing Xiaoyan.
"Woo ......"
Jian Mo went from crying silently to gradually choking out...... Until, howling and crying.
Under the familiar atmosphere, she vented her emotions to the fullest.
"Mo'er ......" Gu Beichen's heart was broken into pieces at this moment, and it was glued together with Jian Mo's tears.
Even if the saltiness of the tears stung all his nerves.
"Ah......" Jian Mo's hand clenched into a fist, and kept banging on Gu Beichen's back.
She cried loudly, venting all the accumulated emotions at this moment, "Ah Chen...... What to do...... What to do...... I lost Xiao Yan...... Ah......h
Gu Beichen slowly opened his eyes, and the arms that held Jian Mo's body gradually tightened......
But even so, he subconsciously avoided the wound in her abdomen.
It's just, with such power, tell her ...... He was there for her.
"I'm sorry......" Gu Beichen's voice revealed solemn sadness, "I shouldn't have put you by his side...... It's all me, if it weren't for me, Xiaoyan wouldn't have left us! ”
"Ah......" Jian Mo hoarsely cried loudly, Gu Beichen's words, she didn't listen to a word.
"It's all me...... It's all my own power, it's all me...... If it's not me...... Xiao Yan won't leave me...... Woohoo......"
Gu Beichen gently rubbed Jian Mo's neck with the tip of his nose, "No...... Mo'er, it's not like this......"
"Woo ......"
"It's not your fault, you've always protected him well...... Gu Beichen's voice also began to choke, "If you want to blame, you can only blame me for not being strong enough...... Not enough to protect you and Xiaoyan. ”
Gu Beichen, who has always been turbulent, felt that he was incompetent like he had never felt at this moment......
Different from the darkness in the ink palace at the beginning, this is the heaviest sadness that falls on the heart.
"Woo woo......" The tears in Jian Mo's eyes kept pouring out, and the whole world blurred her uncontrollable sorrow.
"It's all my fault, it's my fault...... Xiaoyan is punishing me...... It's all my fault......"
If it weren't for her, Xiao Yan wouldn't have left...... No!
Listening to Jian Mo's self-blame, Gu Beichen's heart was completely scared......
It was a kind of despair that there was no love, and his Mo'er had always been strong.
"It's all me...... Hmmm......"
Gu Beichen held Jian Mo's cheek with one hand, his thin lips kissed her tears, and pasted them on her lips......
He didn't want her to blame herself like this, and he didn't want her to punish herself in despair.
Tears stained her thick eyelashes, Gu Beichen closed her eyes, but she didn't know if it was her tears or his!
The cry of "woo" is sadness or despair...... Or the heartache under the heartbreak, at this moment, her pain, he empathizes.
Shi Shaoqin stood at the door, and he was the only one in the empty corridor.
The bedroom door was not closed, and he clearly looked at the two people inside, and his vision was deep and bottomless......
A touch of self-deprecation crossed his eyes, and Shi Shaoqin indifferently retracted his eyes and turned around.
At the end of the corridor, Shi Juexi was sitting in a wheelchair, and the light reflected his already pale face more and more bloodless.
Shi Shaoqin frowned slightly, and walked forward calmly in an instant......
"If Gu Beichen wants to take her away, will you let it go?" Shi Juexi asked weakly when Shi Shaoqin passed by him.
"There's one more thing he didn't do." Shi Shaoqin's voice was indifferent.
Shi Juexi turned his head to look at him, "Do you have to force Momo to death...... Then, let Gu Beichen sink with you, are you happy? ”
"Or else?" Shi Shaoqin lowered his eyes and chuckled, "From the beginning, that was my purpose, wasn't it?" ”
"Shaoqin!" Shi Juexi gritted his teeth.
Shi Shaoqin's eyes fell slightly in front of him, "This world ...... Someone has to fall to reflect the good, doesn't it? ”
The quiet words reveal a deep meaning that people can't hear.
Shi Shaoqin didn't pay any attention to Shi Juexi, raised his steps, and walked forward indifferently......
It seems that the world, in his eyes, has never changed.
Shi Juexi controlled the wheelchair and chased after him, "Shaoqin, is it that if I die, this will be over?" He gritted his teeth, "Originally, all of this was caused by me!" ”
Shi Shaoqin stopped, and the corners of his good-looking mouth hooked slightly, "This world is used to subvert...... Jue Xi, don't threaten me with your death again. ”
Cold words, revealing ruthlessness.
"If you die...... Shi Shaoqin sneered, his cold voice slowly overflowed with good-looking lips, "I will only let more people bury you!" ”
In the empty corridor, there were still echoes of Shi Shaoqin's words......
Shi Juexi looked at his back until he disappeared into his eyes, and he didn't come back to his senses.
It's not his coldness, it's not his bloodthirstiness...... Instead, Shi Juexi felt that he had changed.
This kind of change was obviously even colder, but it made him smell a breath of self-destruction......
Shi Juexi was frightened by his own thoughts, and stayed in place for a long time, unable to return to his senses.
In the air, there was still the sound of Jian Mo's choked cry......
She was already lying on the bed by Gu Beichen, with a pair of red and swollen eyes, looking at Gu Beichen who was close at hand vaguely.
"Ah Chen, I want to see Xiao Yan......" Jian Mo's mood seemed to calm down a little, but her voice was very aggrieved, "However, Shi Shaoqin won't let me see it." ”
Gu Beichen kissed the tears on Jian Mo's cheeks, "Mo'er...... Don't torture yourself anymore, okay? ”
Jian Mo's eyelashes trembled again, and her voice was dyed with deep sadness again, "I'm sorry......" she sniffed, "I don't want you to be sad, I just ......"
"You don't need to say anything," Gu Beichen's eyes were scarlet, and the bottom of his eyes was moist, "Mo'er, how big is your heart?" How can you worry so much?! ”
Jian Mo kept sniffling, as if this was the only way to restrain her sadness......
"I'll take you away, okay?" Looking at Jian Mo's forbearance, Gu Beichen felt that his heart was numb.
"Huh?" Jian Mo looked at him a little blankly.
"I'll take you away, take you out of here......" Gu Beichen kissed Jian Mo's cheek carefully, almost worshipping, "When your wound heals, I'll take you out of here, okay?" ”