"I thought at the time, how could I think about a woman who is so stupid to even sleep for four years, how can I not let go of my hands, after many years, how can I still be jealous of her until I lose my mind." Kwon said as he looked at the carpet.

“……”

An Xia bit her lip, a little embarrassed, how could she be stupid, and sleeping is not a matter of self-control.

"I haven't figured this out for four years."

Kwon said, his gaze falling on the carpet, the light in his eyes inscrutable.

Anxia crouched on the ground and looked at him quietly, this was the first time he had told her about the past four years.

"During my first year in England, I hated you, and every night I could think of those words from your diary." Quan An said, "Although my parents let me go, they didn't feel at ease, and they always sent people to keep an eye on me, so I always secretly ran out at night and went to the bar to wait for drinks." ”

“……”

"Every time I drink too much, I think, what did I do wrong to make you hate me so much, if I drink it and waste it, if I drink and die in England, will you feel guilty, will you regret it......" Quan Jian himself laughed, "It's a naïve idea, isn't it?" ”

His voice was calm, a very calm sentence, as if he was just recounting an ordinary thing, mocking himself in passing.

Anxia was not as calm as him, and his every word was like a slap in the face.

No need to drink waste, no need to drink to death, she is already guilty and regretful...... If that happens, she probably won't be able to live anymore.

"Then it happened to Lilian, she was a person who lived one day at a time, and she owed a lot of debts, so I went to help her pay it off, and through this incident, I didn't have to touch the scalpel again. Because when I touch a scalpel, I think of you. Quan An said lightly, his arms resting on his knees, his fingers intertwined, and he looked down at her, "Have I ever told you why I am a doctor?" ”

"Because you like disembowelment."

Anxia said that she had misunderstood him as a pervert since she was a child.

"That's just the reason to choose to be a surgeon." Quan An said, "I remember when I was a child, you told Quan Yisheng that you wanted him to be a doctor in the future, I thought you liked this profession." ”

“……”

Anxia looked at him in amazement, shocked, "What? ”

Is he going to be a doctor because of her?

How could it be...... How can it be......

"I'm very jealous, and I've wanted to be your number one since I was a kid, so I'm ......" Gonan couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly as he said this.

I didn't think it was buried in my heart before, but now that I say it, his behavior is really naïve to the extreme, and he doesn't even bother to say it.

“……”

Anxia listened dumbfounded, he said that he wanted to be her number one since he was a child, and he said that he was a doctor for her.

She stood up, her legs were numb, and Anxia sat down beside Kwon An, her face still sluggish.

Quan Kian continued to say his, "For the next two years, I have been forcing myself to forget about you, I don't want to be obsessed with you anymore, I don't want to be you every night when I close my eyes...... Lilian told me that we should start a new relationship. ”

Hearing this, An Xia was stunned, and her fingers unconsciously clenched her sleeves, "So, are you in love in the UK?" ”

She asked a tough question, but her voice was controlled by her.

Because she knew that even if he was in love, she had no position to accuse anything.