Chapter 1001: 1001 Gu Qingwan's Death (6)
So far, the Queen Mother can't understand why Jing Ye doesn't like her, she was also a famous beauty and talented woman in the capital that day, and the man who likes her lined up from the west gate of the capital to the east gate.
To this day, she still feels that if Jing Ye has a reason not to like her, it is because the first emperor liked her at the beginning, so that Jing Ye can only watch, according to Jing Ye's respect for the first emperor, this possibility is the greatest.
Now, she can only bury her youth in this deep palace, and she still remembers the tears in the corners of her eyes when she married the first emperor that day, when the first emperor unveiled her hijab, he saw the tears in her eyes, and the angry face at that time.
She still remembered that the first emperor said to her: "I know that you have always liked him in your heart, but he has never liked you, you and him are the same, there will never be a possibility in this life." ”
At that time, the first emperor was so ruthless when he said that, and he was ruthless and no longer saw the gentleness of the past, and his face was obviously extremely angry.
And after the two got married, the queen mother felt that her heart was going to die, and she once felt that she was not interesting to live, and at that time in her heart, she also had a very strong hatred for the first emperor.
The Queen Mother remembered that at that time, she had felt that if there was no first emperor, there would be a different situation between her and Jing Ye, so she secretly added something to the tea cup that the first emperor often drank.
The first emperor's body was originally weak, those things were extremely special, but they only aggravated the first emperor's condition, and any imperial doctor who came to check the pulse of the first emperor felt that he was just an aggravation of the old disease, and no one would have thought that it was her poisoning.
Now thinking about her previous thoughts, she felt that she was so stupid, she used her youth to confirm her stupidity back then, after the first emperor left, although Jing Ye had more opportunities to enter and leave the palace, but he was even more unfamiliar with her.
One day, she set up a small banquet to invite Jing Ye, and then retreated and told Jing Ye her thoughts, and told him that she was willing to be a woman in her shadows, and she could beg her father to take care of the country for Jing Ye.
At that time, she was exchanged for Jing Ye's stern refusal, she still remembered Jing Ye's angry appearance at that time, such a cold cold air entangled her heart, and also chilled her heart, but her temperament has always been so strong, how could she stand his angry tone at that time.
Now that she thinks about it, she regrets it a little, if she begged him softly at that time, what would have been the result?
The Queen Mother thought about it carefully, but felt that no matter whether she begged softly at that time, he would not be as gentle and considerate to her as he was to Lan Tiantian.
When she thought of this, she felt cold all over.
Mingshu took the quilt and gathered it for her and said, "Niangniang, how are you?" ”
The Queen Mother heard Ming Shu's words draw out of her own memories again, and she asked softly, "How many days are left for the Chinese New Year's Eve?" ”
"Today is already twenty-nine, and tomorrow is the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve." Mingshu replied softly.
The Queen Mother nodded slightly, but said: "The house is too dull, and there is a bit of musty smell, I really want a plum blossom to be inserted in the house to remove the turbidity in the house." ”
"There are no plum blossoms in the garden." Mingshu said with some embarrassment: "We can't get out now, I'm afraid we can't fold the plum blossoms." ”
As soon as the Queen Mother talked about plum blossoms, she remembered the previous thing she had set up a trap in the plum forest to harm Jing Ye, and she was in a little trance again, and she only felt that how did they come to this point.
Only then did she remember in a daze that Gu Mansion had been raided by Jing Ye before, and she was already considered a ruined family.
She was very sick at this time, and the things she thought of were either great sorrow or great joy, but she was a little helpless, and she even felt in her heart that by this time, she was about to die.