Chapter 401 You understand
The shortbread was broken, but it still carried the warmth of Rong Qian's chest.
Yan Rin took it with a smile like a fool, ate all the broken cakes, and then looked up at Rong Qian, and continued to laugh like a fool.
That night, neither of them slept, and together they talked many, many things.
"Appearance, it's me who is not good, I ...... I was at a loss for a few days, and I knew that no matter who you were, you were the same, but at the time, it was really a bit silly. I said to myself, nothing will change, everything can be the same as before, but when I look at you, I just think about it, and I forget what it was before, I ......"
Such a long period of time was enough for Yan Rin to sort out his mind, adjust his mentality, and be able to face Rong Qian to explain his state of mind at that time, but he was annoyed while talking, and he didn't understand why he was so clumsy.
"Rongxiang, you always treat me too tolerant, always think too much for me, as soon as I find that I still have some burden in my heart, you go so fast, you are afraid that you are by my side, but it forces me to be more and more anxious and flustered, but why do you have those concerns, when I am stupid, I would rather you punch me a few times, yell at me a few times, and scold me for being cranky. Anyway, you're you, and maybe I'll know right away how stupid I am. ”
Rong Qian just laughed, beating education is not his style. That time was also after the onset of the injury, the whole body was weak, and it was not painful or itchy to fight, so I was willing to fight. ==
"Actually, looks, I ...... I figured it out right then, but it took me a few days to get used to it, so that I didn't feel awkward and uncomfortable, I ......" Yan Rin frowned. Try to explain your state of mind in words that suddenly become poor.
Rong Qian smiled: "I understand." "There are many things, it's one thing to want to understand, all kinds of details and little things in life are the same thing, all of this is not simple, a word, a thought. You can change it immediately or not.
"If that's the case, when I'm leaving, you should be okay with the same as before, why did you let me go again?"
"Rongxiang, I am very happy that you have cured your injury, and the young girl will definitely be very happy, I am so happy to see you, she naturally wants to see you, she is your sister. It's your relative, and for such a big event, she should be able to see you as soon as possible, and, but, Rongxiang, I want you to get together with the young girl for a few days, but you're too long for a few days......"
Yan Rin was very depressed and charged: "It's almost two months!" If I don't write to you, won't you come back? You'll think, I've figured it out. Will it take two months to try to face such things with a normal heart? ”
Ah, discovering my identity, is it just a little bit of a thing?
Rong Qian tried to hold back a smile, and said, "I also wonder, why is it almost two months." == You don't look for me either. If I don't write to you, won't you take the initiative to write to me first? When you're angry and anxious, don't you know that I'm also angry and anxious? It was rare for Rong Qian to laugh like this, Yan Rin was very helpless, but no matter what, thinking that he could also make Rong Xiang angry and anxious, he felt a little happy in his heart. For a while, I didn't know whether to be angry or laugh, so I had to be a little annoyed. but they glared at him with some joy; "Compatible ......"
That day. The emperor has been waiting outside the palace gate since he left the court. Wait, wait until the dead of night.
That night, the emperor stayed in Qinghua Palace again, and did not go anywhere in the harem, but he was no longer alone.
That night, the eunuchs and palace maids on duty in Qinghua Palace listened to the laughter outside the dormitory all night, low at first, and gradually raised, as if they didn't mind the joy that the whole world heard. Sometimes warm, sometimes flying, sometimes staggered, difficult to distinguish from each other.
So, everything went back to the beginning, before Rong Qian returned to Xiaolou, but now that Rong Qian has gotten rid of his injured and weak body, he doesn't need Yan Rin to take care of the materials so carefully.
They are often together, although they don't spend much time together. Yan Rin is always very busy, the country, government affairs, officials, clans, wives and concubines, and beloved children, he tries to minimize unnecessary activities, but the things that really need to be done, the people who need to be taken care of, have never been left behind.
When Yan Rin was on the ground, Rong Qian was very happy, and when Yan Rin was away, Rong Qian could also live a very comfortable life.
He can lazily doze off and read a book among the flowers in the sun, and he will also go to Ganquan Palace generously, and tease the little prince in Lechang's smile. 5eT is no longer burdened by injuries, he is at ease and much more relaxed. is not confined to the palace, when there is nothing to do, go out for a walk alone, and see any interesting and interesting things in the market, so I buy a few pieces for the little prince, and choose one for Yan Rin with my hand.
will naturally go to visit old friends and subordinates, and talk about past friendships, but after finding that most people are a little awkward and uncomfortable in the face of him, he no longer makes such attempts.
After all, it is impossible for everyone to be like Yan Rin, and say lightly, "So much!" ”
Sometimes, Yan Rin finally finished her business and went back to take a look, but Rong Qian didn't know where to go to wander around. He smiled and waited.
Sometimes, Rong Qian took a book, sat among the flowers, looked at it absentmindedly, only read a few pages in half a day, and Yan Rin came from afar, but he didn't alarm him, he just sat behind with a smile, looking at him like this, he only felt satisfied.
For many years, Rong Xiang has borne so much for him and for Yan Guo, after all, there are days, and now let go of everything and enjoy it leisurely.
Rong Qian knew that he was coming, but with such a warm sunshine and such a comfortable scenery, he couldn't even lift the spirit of greeting him lazily.
Yan Rin also knew that he knew that he was next to him, but he didn't want to make a sound either, just smiled slightly, and sat in the same sun, feeling the wind blowing on his body, all carrying his body temperature.
When they get along, they no longer need to be deliberately intimate, nor do they have to be deliberately careful, and they are doubly cared for. Sometimes I can talk all night. Sometimes, sitting together, doing things from all over the world, and not saying a word for a long time, but no matter what, as long as you see him with him, even if you are a bystander, you can feel the warmth and tacit understanding of being self-contained and sharing a small world.
Albeit. In fact, he is a different person from him.
Although Yan Rin was taught by Rong Qian, their temperament, personality, and ideals can be said to be completely different. Although Rong Qian has been busy with government affairs and training the monarch for several generations, he has no interest in the great cause related to the country. It's just a necessary means to take care of the little emperor, as long as this goal is achieved, it doesn't matter if the other places are achieved. Yan Rin is a person with absolute ambition and a desire for power. He was able to govern the country wisely, making the country stronger and stronger, and the people's lives better and better, and he was able to get a great sense of satisfaction from it.
Yan Rin's life is full of killing decisions and power changes, but Rong Qian tries his best to make his life more leisurely and comfortable.
Rong Qian would not interfere too much with Yan Rin, who was the lord of a strong country. In his commanding career, just like Yan Rin will not accompany him, he completely enjoys the leisurely and peaceful days.
They can fully understand each other's thoughts, and they can also accept each other's insistence, and try to tolerate some things that are completely different from their own ideas. But he will never be too accommodating to completely integrate into another life.
Love him like that. So it is acceptable for him to act freely and according to his own heart.
cares about him so much, so he considers his ideas and practices in everything, but he will never give up his own ideas and practices.
Therefore, even if Rong Qian is in the palace and should be busy, Yan Rin is also busy, and Rong Qian never feels that there is any problem.
Therefore, Rong Qian will always leave. Yan Rin sent each other with a smile. Because he knows, no matter the ends of the earth. That person will always come back, too.
He and he both regard each other as extremely important people, but he and his life cannot be the only one with each other.
Yan Rin has his country, his home, and his career, and Rong Qian will never let himself be reduced to it, he can only stay somewhere with nothing to do, waiting for someone to find him, even if that person is Yan Rin.
The greatest care, trust and respect they can give each other is to be themselves very comfortably in front of each other.
After Rong Qian left Yan Rin, he would sometimes go to get together with Qinggu An Wuji and them for a few days, but most of the time, Rong Qian was alone, carrying the wind and the moon, and traveling all over the north and south.
He entered the bustling capital, but also through remote villages, he and ordinary people like the green and lake, climbing mountains and rocks, but also to show peerless skills, the top of the mountain, into the desert, climbing the snow mountain, walking the cliff. He also put aside vulgar thoughts, only drunk between mountains and rivers, he also made friends and shared joy.
He has traveled so many mountains and rivers, so he painted the beautiful mountains and rivers in his pen. And he wrote down the prosperity of the world, and the happy life of the people. What he has seen, all kinds of interesting things, all kinds of wonderful news, the world, thousands of red dust, he will always refine it at the end of the pen and send it to Yan Rin from afar.
He is not traveling by himself, but also on behalf of Yan Rin, who is trapped in the deep palace, seeing all this piece of mountains and rivers, every time he thinks about this, even if he occasionally has some loneliness, he also faintly disperses.
Sometimes, when he saw where the city was not properly defended, where the fortress was lost, where there was still poverty, where the officials were so cruel that the people were miserable, he would also write these letters.
Although he traveled with a new identity, he had always hidden the official document of the highest order given by Yan Rin, and he could directly take over the government affairs of various places, and he also had the right to deal with officials on the spot.
However, generally speaking, even if he sees a corrupt official and finds that an inappropriate government decree is made, he will not directly intervene in it himself, but will tell Yan Rin and let Yan Rin investigate or correct it through normal state procedures.
In contrast, Yan Rin's reply was written less. Life in the palace is dull, and there are few special things to share with Rong Qian, so there are many thoughts in his heart, but Yan Rin will not be too entangled in letters.
Rong Qian always left for a while, and then returned to the capital to live for a few days, coming calmly, going freely, and never dragging mud and water. Yan Rin always greeted him happily and sent him off with a smile, but it was rare to see reluctance to mourn.
When Rong Qian came back, he would always bring something to Yan Rin, sometimes it was a specialty of various places, sometimes it was a leisure and elegant play that he found very interesting, and sometimes. It's just a certain wine, a certain snack, sometimes, it will be the rice ears picked by farmers during the harvest in the field, and it will be the willow branches that the people pick and play with in their hands when they go green in the spring.
The prosperity and comfort of the whole country, and the happiness and prosperity of the people, are also included in these little things.
these years. When Rong Qian came back, he got along with Yan Rin generously and never avoided suspicion. But his own merits to the country, and his transcendent status, are destined to everyone can only look up to him, whether it is in the court or in the palace, and he can only accept such a close relationship with Yan Rin with a complicated mentality, malice, and slander. Jealousy, and so on, maybe not nothing, but no one dared to reveal it at all.
He treats the women in the harem gently and frankly, because he cherishes Yan Rin, so he is willing to give the greatest kindness, because he respects himself, so he is not too close to show goodwill. Or deliberately alienated and cold.
Such a life is extremely free, except for some troubles that occasionally arise. And the source of this trouble was naturally the last rule they discussed before leaving Xiaolou.
If there was no discussion, Rong Qian would not have those inexplicable distractions at all.
The present life is not unhappy. But. Occasionally, when a person stands on the top of the highest mountain, or is alone in the most lively bazaar, or even in the palace, he will inadvertently look at Yan Rin intently and concentrate on criticizing the twists and turns, and he will be inexplicably a little stunned.
There may still be many imperfections in this kind of life, but it is actually in his countless lives. Undesirable. But. This kind of happiness is only ten years. After that, there are still 5,000 years to live.
Although Zhao Chen once laughed and talked about the idea of falling asleep in freezing and sleeping for five thousand years, Rong Qian knew that he was afraid that only a few of them would not do this. Rong Qian himself doesn't like to take tricks, Fang Qingchen is proud to disdain to escape, and Feng Jinjie has enough courage to face his choice.
Since you have chosen, you should bear it. There is no need to complain, no need to read it.
If it's just his own troubles, his own sorrow is fine, but every time he sees Yan Rin's smile, Yan Rin's eyebrows, and Yan Rin's happiness, he has some concern in his heart.
loves him like this, after all, he still has to watch him pass away, and such a fresh life will have the day when it will be completely destroyed and disappear.
If there is no hope for one thing, it cannot be changed at all, but it is just enough. But suddenly I was awakened and knew that I could change, but the hope was small and extremely complicated, which caused people to add a lot of trouble. ==
Rong Qian often communicated with a few classmates, knowing that Feng Jinjie had taught Lu Dongli the exercises, but it had nothing to do with immortality at all. knew that Fang Qingchen had written a book from heaven, but he never gave it to Qin Xufei, and he was half drunk two days ago, and he gave it out in a daze. Rong Qian understood that they were also hesitating and struggling secretly.
The so-called mortals who are loved by immortals, so they tell mortals the method of cultivation and turn mortals into immortals, this kind of story sounds complete, but in fact, there are a lot of problems.
Not to mention the problem of the exercise itself, Rong Qian couldn't even be sure whether it would be good or bad for him to let Yan Rin embark on this path.
Is immortality truly happiness?
With a long life, in fact, you have to bear endless loneliness and loneliness, as well as the loss of not being able to find a belonging.
The whole world has no contact with you, and there is no one who can always be connected to you. What is it like to have all the things that have been loved, hated, and worked hard to dissipate one by one.
Man is a social animal, a lonely immortal, a person who can't find his own group of immortals, will be driven crazy by his long life.
Even if he has himself as his companion in the years to come, what about it? He and Yan Rin are not the kind of people who will tie all their lives and all their happiness to one person.
What's more, Yan Rin is the emperor, an emperor who is absolutely ambitious and power-hungry. He is not a saint, and all the efforts he has made are not simply for the country and the people, but also to consolidate his rule and control his power by serving the country and the people, Yan Rin likes this kind of life, despite all the constraints and flaws of this life. But Yan Rin, who is so busy, struggling, and working hard, is indeed blooming with his brilliance.
And Yan Rin, who has nothing to do, who is far from the supreme power, and who must face an endless life, is it fortunate or unfortunate......
Rong Qian was rarely dazed and confused. He was indecisive and indecisive. He didn't know whether his vague thoughts were unbearable to let Yan Rin pass away, or purely to keep himself from being lonely in the future.
He couldn't make up his mind to let Yan Rin practice that exercise, but he couldn't forget it. It wasn't until the last time he returned to Beijing that he encountered Yan Rin's insomnia, and Rong Qianchun passed on the exercises to help Yan Rin enhance his mental strength and treat insomnia, and he did not reveal the mysteries other than curing the disease. Who would have thought, but Yan Rin saw through the truth by himself and made a decision directly.
He said, I don't practice.
So, Rong Qian nodded calmly and accepted it calmly, at this time, he was relieved and no longer contradictory. At the moment when Yan Rin expressed his attitude, Rong Qian had already decided to forget about the five thousand years in the future for the time being, he only needed to cherish the present, and only needed to care about the present.
He was even seriously considering whether to stay in the capital for a long time and minimize the number of times he left, whether to really be a master again, and then a teacher for a few princes, even if he was caught in the power struggle that he avoided and could not reach, even if he was included in the so-called palace fighting scheme in the harem, but if this could make Yan Rin happier, it seemed that it was not impossible.
The years he could be with Yan Rin were so short, why, he was still stingy and refused to pay more.
However, in the next moment, Yan Rin still looked at him so steadily, and the brilliance in his eyes only felt endless in the deepening night: "I decided that I won't practice until you tell me whether these exercises will affect you." ”
Rong Qian was stunned and asked, "What?" ”
"I mean, the rules of heaven, the law, the punishment, the disposal, the consequences ......" Yan Rin stared at Rong Qian with her eyes dead, lest she be deceived by Rong Qian's words at this moment, "What I said, Rong Xiang, do you understand?" ”
Nonsense divider-
Secretary Brown: A big chapter is released happily. Then Nalan was very depressed, and went out of the publishing house of the first part of the small building, and after delaying her for a year, finally Kenming said that they would no longer go out of the part below the small building. But I think it's okay like this.,It's too empty to get out.,Let's continue to do our own with the same people out of the small building.。 The reason for the long delay is that Nalan's revision has not been completed. Xiao Lou's Jinjie chapter, but she finished revising it early, and the revision task behind it is not an ordinary heavy sweat, so unlike Taixu, Xiaolou should be the first to make Jinjie. It's faster this way. It will probably take at least a few months for the subsequent revisions to be completed.