"It's my fault, ...... treasure"

……

"Wife, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have believed Dr. Hu's words and believed that it was you who wanted to take our baby. I thought you were really ruthless to take our children in order to leave me, I was really afraid of losing you, I just didn't want you to leave me...... will easily believe Dr. Hu's words...... I didn't expect it to be our child she ......"

……

"Jin Mobei, don't mention the baby to me, you are not qualified."

Biting his lower lip gently, his eyes were still red when he mentioned the baby, he gently stirred his long eyelashes, and took a deep breath to suppress the tears, but he didn't expect to roll out of his eyes without defense.

Now she looks like she is indestructible, but the word baby is still the biggest pain in her heart.

The wound that did not heal, torn open, still hurts the heart.

……

He is not qualified to mention the baby again, and she is not qualified to mention it again, they are both the culprits who killed the baby, what qualification does he have to mention in front of himself.

She could only suppress the pain in her heart, silently enclosing herself in guilt and pain, as if this was the only way to do something for the baby.

Bai Chuchen turned around slowly, withdrew his hand from Jin Mobei's big hand little by little, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears that slipped from his eyes......

"Jin Mobei, what if you know? The baby is gone, she's gone, I've lost her! ”

"I can't wait for her to be born, I can't hear her call me mom, I can't see her walking around in front of me, babbling, I can't hold her soft little body full of milky scent!! Neither! There's no more of a chance, I don't have a chance! ”

"Who killed her, who deprived her of the right to live, so that she did not have the opportunity to come into this world, and did not have the opportunity to listen to me tell her in person how much I loved her. Jin Mobei, if it weren't for your cheating in marriage......"

……

Bai Chuchen's voice choked, and his voice became smaller and softer......

The self-blame in her heart did not diminish for a day.

Over time, heavier and heavier.

More and more, like a shackle pressed on the heart, unable to break free.

It hurts when you think about it, and it hurts when you touch it.

I enclosed myself in a painful siege, and I didn't want to get out of it, and I didn't have the right to get out.

"If it weren't for the fact that I was useless myself, I didn't die to you earlier...... My baby won't ......."

Tears rolled out uncontrollably again, and Bai Chuchen's body kept trembling.

Biting his lip hard, trying to suppress his emotions.

But sadness still swells up from the deepest part of my heart.

How could he understand the pain that hurt into the bone marrow, and how could he understand the pain of having to give up the child he loved the most......

She had already fallen heavily because she wanted to give him a chance again, and she had lost her most important thing, how could she allow herself to make the same mistake again.

……

"I'm sorry!!"

Jin Mobei's eyes were red, looking at the woman standing in front of him whose body was trembling, he wanted to reach out to hug her, but he didn't dare to reach out.

The two hands clenched and released again, released and clenched again, again and again, but I didn't have the courage to reach out again and take the sad woman in front of me into my arms to comfort her.

"Excuse me? Scold. ”

Bai Chuchen chuckled coldly with red eyes, if sorry was useful, she also wanted to say sorry to her baby. But even if she said it again, her baby would never come back, she was already lost.