Chapter 1908: The World Is Impermanent
Su Mohan's body was a little stiff, and he looked up at Concubine Ye, his eyes were a little red: "Impossible." ”
Concubine Ye smiled palely: "Su Mohan, in the past six months, I have understood a truth, not everything in this world can be right or wrong, just like I know very well that everything you do is not for yourself, and I also understand that everything you do may not be involuntarily." ”
Su Mohan looked at her silently, and Concubine Ye continued: "But do you know? In the past six months, again and again, every time I need you, you have brought me nothing but disappointment. So, I'm dead set on you, and I'm used to not having you. ”
Su Mohan's thin lips trembled slightly, and he stared at Concubine Ye for a long time and couldn't spit out a word.
Does she love him anymore?
But he didn't dare ask.
Whether he loves it or not, he won't let her go, this has been doomed since a few years ago, and it will never change!
"In the past, when something happened, the first person I thought of would always be you, even if I was caught on the island by Tang Jinlong, I always believed that you would come to save me, and I never doubted it. But now, when something happens, the person I don't want to find the last thing I want is you, because I have been disappointed by you, and I have become numb to the disappointment. ”
Su Mohan's eyes were sour, but apart from being silent, he didn't know how to defend himself at all.
"That's why I said, things in this world may not always be right and wrong, just like I know you didn't do anything wrong, but we can't go back, I don't have any expectations for you here." Concubine Ye gently grabbed his hand and put it on her heart.
Love?
Of course love......
But no matter how strong the love is, it will be consumed in the disappointment day after day, and the disappointment is never caused by a day, but accumulated in bits and pieces, so the heart is cold, it doesn't matter.
Su Mohan's big hand felt her heartbeat, but every time he hit it, it made him feel so painful, because that heart didn't seem to beat because of himself anymore.
Concubine Ye gently took his hand away and squeezed out a somewhat ugly smile: "Let's calm down for a while." ”
After the words fell, Concubine Ye turned around and pulled away from him, turned around and walked back to Xia Guoqing's villa.
Zhang Shufen and Xia Ru on the side looked at her, and then at Su Mohan, but they never dared to speak.
Concubine Ye walked up the stairs step by step, and the tears in her eyes fell one after another.
Doesn't that mean numbness?
But why did she still cry when she really said these words, she couldn't help crying, she couldn't help crying, didn't she say she was disappointed? Didn't you mean you didn't care......
Concubine Ye held on to the handrail of the stairs and lowered her eyes, and the scenes of the past kept coming to mind.
He once stood up when she was humiliated by Ye Ya and Jiang Huiru, and he also came in a hurry when she was kidnapped by Shi Xiangwan, he also protected her behind her on the speedboat, and he also took her to escape from the island without fear of life and death......
They have experienced so much together, experienced distance, experienced time, experienced life and death, but in the end they lost to impermanence, and the world is impermanent.
It's like she never thought that Su Mohan would forget her completely after coming back from a trip, nor did she think that Alai would die in front of her in just half a year, just like she never thought that she would want to take the initiative to leave her one day. I never thought that Xiaotian and Hanwen would be thrown from the plane like cargo......