Chapter 389 If there is an afterlife
Before they left Xiaolou, Su Qingyao had said a lot.
About the sociality of people, about the need for partners, about the reasons for the class size setting, about loneliness, about loneliness, about companionship, about uniqueness, about peers......
Perhaps, he was dizzy and wrote such a book specially created for people like Qin Xufei in the mortal world, because he was a little afraid of loneliness in the long years. However, when he threw the book over, he really just wanted him to have a happy and free life.
In this life, neither he nor Qin Xufei can let go. Because of the Qin State and the Chu State, the lives and destruction of countless nameless people have long become the shackles and responsibilities of Fang Qingchen and Qin Xufei.
They can't let go of it, they can't forget it, so they can't be liberated after all.
But...... Everything should be fair. Could it really be that I can only let such a fiery upright and free soul slowly suffer until I am old, haggard, and dying, I still smile gently at him, and still say softly, Qingchen, I'm fine, you don't have to worry......
If there is an afterlife...... If there is an afterlife...... Can that person really be free and happy? Perhaps, it is still just an unrealistic dream, but what if...... He's got him to help......
For generations, he has always guarded some people. Although, in the end, there will always be disappointment, however, if there is an afterlife, he will still want to try again, try to protect it. This time. When he was really free from the shackles of papers, he no longer wanted anything and wanted nothing. It's just that...... Just want that person. Happy and free.
Fang Qingchen closed his eyes slightly, and suddenly felt a peace in his heart, no more distracting thoughts, those sharp stabs that always stood around his body, so indifferent, extreme, awkward, and willful. It's all coming to peace.
The slight sound of the pages turning next to his ears made him think, Qin Xufei should have been able to read this book for a long, long time.
After all, this is so important, so magical, and if you say it, it is enough to make the whole world shake, after all...... After all...... Phoenix...... This is what humanity has been pursuing since its existence......
Fang Qingchen didn't want to disturb Qin Xufei.
This will be his mind.
Such warm sunshine. Such a bright world, the mountain wind blowing on his body, is light and comfortable, he smiled softly, let the laziness brought by the faint drunkenness, take him, and sleep leisurely.
Qin Xufei didn't look at it for too long.
The initial shock. It has gradually passed, and his state of mind has gradually regained its calm.
In my memory, how many Ming Monarchs and Holy Lords, heroes of the first generation, at the end of their lives, did not hesitate to do many stupid and ridiculous things. Just to pursue this faint hope. However, he doesn't seem to have done anything. Throughout the ages, how many people's pursuits and how many people's desires seem to have come to his palms.
Fang Qingchen is not human.
Is he a god, a demon, an immortal, or a demon? Qin Xufei never cared.
He has countless magical powers, he can be reincarnated for seven hundred years, and he can be reborn by dissecting his heart in front of the palace. However, Qin Xufei can always remember that person will also bleed, be sad, be poisoned, and be injured, when sadly, he will also drink until he is drunk, and when he is sad, he will be fragile and awkward like a child......
From hating him and jealousy of him, he slowly became respectful of him, valued him, cared about him, cared about him, kept every bit of him in mind, and always couldn't rest assured of him, when I thought of him, I would feel a little sad, but also feel a little happy, and when I saw him, I would always feel that all the troubles no longer existed. can do things for him, always think about what to do, can plan for him, and think carefully early......
So long, so long...... Although he knew that Fang Qingchen was not human, he always forgot that he had great magical powers. He met him from time to time, but he never thought that he would get such a great benefit from him......
What's good......
Qin Xufei looked at the book and was stunned.
He is a man who never thinks about the afterlife. This life is what you hold in your hands, and this life is what you need to work hard, struggle for, and cherish. Whether it is adversity or prosperity, frustration or joy, it is all in the palm of his hand, and it is the fresh life and happiness in front of him.
If there is an afterlife......
What year, month, and world is his next life?
Qin Xufei was not naïve, or greedy enough to think that Fang Qingchen passed on such a magical technique to him, and he could also pass it on to others.
He is Qin Xufei, he is the former third prince of Qin and the current emperor. He has his responsibilities, his losses, and his burdens, but he also has friends like Liu Heng, and many, many more, the best robes in the world, he has ...... He knew a cunning and willful fox named Fang Qingchen, he had a lot of troubles and a lot of pain, but he also used to laugh, he used to be happy, and he also had a lot of hope and happiness.
If there is an afterlife......
If there is an afterlife, who will he be?
He slowly looked up, looking ahead, the sky was silent, the sky was secluded, the dark and long road was endless, he stretched out his hand forward, but there, there was nothing.
Career, ideals, family, friends, whatever, nothing.
So distant, dark, and cold world......
Everyone in the world wants to live forever, but they can't ask for it, and they are all suffering. However, if you can really live forever, it really ...... Will you be happy?
The whole world is an ordinary man, I am alone for thousands of years, immortal and immortal, from now on superior to others, forever above mortals, can it really make people excited and happy?
It was dark there. That road has no end, all the good places in this world. He cares. Those who have been in love will leave in an instant.
Who is Qin Xufei and where is Qin Guo? Who does King Qin belong to, Liu Heng, Shijie, so many sincere people who have sacrificed their hearts for him, so many blood that have been shed for him......
If there is an afterlife......
The fingertips stretched forward suddenly touched something, and Qin Xufei was startled. He woke up from his meditation and watched a leaf slip from his fingers. It turned out that a gust of wind came from nowhere, and finally touched the leaves that Fang Qingchen lazily covered his face.
The branches in front of him swayed gently, and Fang Qingchen, who was sleeping lazily in front of him, moved with the branches, and fell together for a while, passing in front of his eyes again.
He was actually sleeping.
When Fang Qingchen fell asleep, his eyebrows and eyes were calm, but he no longer had such a sharp edge that could easily hurt others and himself.
Qin Xufei looked at it in a daze, the branches moved slightly, and they fell together again. The wind came and went, a little yellow, drifting pine and cypress powder, occasionally gently falling on Fang Qingchen's face, and then gently falling with the wind again.
Again and again, they sat and slept on the branches, up and down. Again and again, he looked at Fang Qingchen's sleeping eyebrows, and when he passed in front of him, he seemed to be lonely.
Year after year, life after life.
What he could find, what he already knew, was seven hundred years old.
How many years have there been before. Later. How many years will there be?
If the whole world is an ordinary man, he will be alone for thousands of years. Immortality and immortality, is this happiness, is this pride?
All the beautiful things in the world, those who care about it in my heart, and those who have been in love with it, have all left in an instant, and Fang Qingchen ...... Will he be lonely again, will he be sad?
Life after life, I want to love someone so hard, I want to give so hard, isn't it, in fact, it's just because he is so irrepressibly want to get a partner to spend this thousand years and lonely time with him.
Life after life, always missed, always sad, always destroyed.
How many years ago, who was the king of Qingguo who died of a little emaciation, and how many years ago, how heroic and desolate the flames that burned in the palace of Qingguo.
Many years ago, when the sword cut into the chest that stopped in front of King Yan, the blood splashed out was shockingly red
How many years ago, when that person reached out and pulled out his heart, did he also silently cry and plead, please don't throw it into dust and trample it into ashes?
Qin Xufei looked at Fang Qingchen steadily, motionless, and he didn't know how long it had been.
The next moment, the branches shook and the leaves moved, and the two of them were once again swaying, staggering up and down, and at that moment, he saw the smile on Fang Qingchen's lips.
He was laughing. His smile in his sleep was surprisingly soft, surprisingly beautiful, and surprisingly bright.
Qin Xufei was shocked, and then, everything changed.
That dark world, that never-ending road, everything has changed.
He was laughing, and there, there, there was light.
He fell asleep, but he still smiled, and there was color.
His smile was quiet and peaceful, yet it made people feel so reassured and happy. So, in that quiet place, there was a voice.
The world is brightened, the whole world is full of sound and color, and there is interest, the dark world is still ahead, and the road is still endless.
It's just that Qin Xufei suddenly knew that even if it was a long road in the dark world, if he walked up, there would always be light, because the heart was the torch and the light.
If you go up, you don't have to worry about the end, because he won't be lonely, and at the same time, he won't let that person be lonely anymore.
If someone is with you, for thousands of years, perhaps, it can be just like a moment.
Qin Xufei let out a long breath, his heart was completely confused, he looked down at the book again, raised his eyes, looked at Fang Qingchen again, and finally smiled.
Qingchen, if you're a demon, this book isn't important to me, but my soul has already been handed over.
Qingchen, if you are a demon, if there is an afterlife, I will accompany you to hell, but it will not harm me.
In fact, this was what he thought in his heart, but when he looked at him, he said it unconsciously, softly, and with a smile.
It's just that Fang Qingchen didn't know whether he was asleep or drunk, and finally he didn't hear such a faint joke from him.
However, Fang Qingchen was smiling. He smiled in his sleep, for seven hundred years, four generations have been reincarnated, and such an unconscious but peaceful and gentle smile has always been very rare, very rare for him.
Nonsense divider-
Secretary Brown: There's still a little tail with love left, and then it's gone. The small tail is not enough for 2000 words, so it may be broken tomorrow, and it should be able to be updated the day after tomorrow.