Chapter 1940: Not How It Felt Before

In an instant, Concubine Ye was left alone in the room, and Concubine Ye lowered her eyes and leaned on the sofa.

It has been almost a year since Su Mohan left for the first time to round up Jin Yuwei, and this year, too much has really happened, and too much has been experienced.

She couldn't tell why, she would refuse him to touch her, and she didn't want to take the initiative to talk to him, and when she faced him, it was like facing a statue, as if suddenly she didn't feel like before.

She thinks that maybe it is because things and people have been wrong in the past six months, so that everything cannot go back to the past, maybe the damage is too serious and can no longer be cured, maybe it is because the disappearance of the two children has become an insurmountable gap between them.

Or maybe she's just used to not being there.

She just felt that according to their current state, it seemed that it was really not suitable for them to be together again, and she just wanted to be able to calm down for a while.

At night, Concubine Ye saw Su Mohan again.

He came late and seemed to think that as long as she slept, he would not continue the daytime conversation.

But when he pushed the door and entered, Concubine Ye raised her hand and turned on the lamp on the bedside.

Looking up, he was a little embarrassed, as if life had not only smoothed her edges and corners, but also smoothed his.

Concubine Ye stared at him for a while, and said softly, "Let's take a bath first." ”

Su Mohan was silent, took his clothes and turned around and went to the bathroom.

Let's take a shower first......

And then what?

Su Mohan stood under the shower and couldn't help but smile bitterly, although he didn't like to get angry before, but his temper was not good, he never thought that he would be worn out by a woman now, and he didn't dare to go home until late at night because he was afraid that she would want to leave.

When Su Mohan came out of the bath, Concubine Ye had already fallen asleep on her side.

He stared at her back for a moment, then wiped his hair and went to bed, half-propped up, his other hand uncontrollably falling lightly on her shoulder.

Concubine Ye's eyelashes blinked but didn't open them, and Su Mohan gently dropped a kiss on her shoulder, without any other movements.

The next day, Concubine Ye sat at the dining table, and Su Mohan served the prepared breakfast one by one.

Until he sat down, the two of them moved their chopsticks.

The food was almost finished, and Concubine Ye said softly: "I... What did you think about what you said yesterday? ”

Su Mohan's throat tightened, and the movements of chewing food slowly stopped, and he stared at the plate in front of him without saying a word.

"I still hope that you can seriously think about it, I won't not see you after the divorce, and you can come to see the children at any time." Concubine Ye put down her chopsticks.

"Why?" After being silent for a long time, Su Mohan finally spoke.

"If I say... I don't know the reason for not knowing how I felt about you anymore ......"

Before Concubine Ye's words were finished, Su Mohan raised her head, her dark eyes were a little red, and she stared at her as if she was holding back something.

Concubine Ye avoided his gaze and was a little distressed.

But she was telling the truth, she couldn't tell why, she just felt that she was no longer the way she felt for him, and this change was difficult for her to describe, but she always felt that she should not continue.

"So, you're trying to say that you don't love Ben less?" Su Mohan spoke in a deep voice, but his voice trembled a little.

Hearing his rhetorical question, Concubine Ye was stunned for a moment.

Don't you love it?

She really didn't think about it, because she always felt that she loved him so much, how could she say that if she didn't love him, she wouldn't love it......