She drank cup after glass, her eyes staring at the faint street lights that came through the window, and her eyes narrowed blindly.

A bottle of belly, the brain began to feel a little dizzy, the kite laughed self-deprecatingly, her alcohol consumption is not very good, often at most two bottles can almost get drunk, but today she can't get drunk at all.

Originally, I thought that getting drunk would help me sleep, but after tossing for so long, I saw that it was almost half past eleven, and I still didn't feel sleepy at all.

"Bang", she kicked the coffee table, and after a shrill loud bang, the empty bottle fell and rolled onto the carpet.

The kite frowned, she opened another bottle of wine, then directly picked it up and poured it, and drank the whole half bottle in one go, the scene in front of her kept shaking.

Knowing that it was almost over, she drank the remaining half of the bottle again, wiped the corner of her mouth with her sleeve, and slowly lowered her hand, still holding the empty wine bottle in her hand......

"Sleep! Yun Xiuxian, you sleep! She let out a loud roar, her voice echoing through the hall.

The kite closed her eyes, her expression was very painful, for almost two years, more than 700 days, she was in insomnia, no matter how she treated, there was no way.

Every time she falls asleep after taking sleeping pills, she is tormented by nightmares, and the dream is full of scenes of the tragic death of her parents, like a ghost haunting her, and when she wakes up, her head is muddy, she is like a walking corpse.

She felt that she had no soul, that her life was numb and boring, that she was just a tool for killing.

But it was only when she killed that she felt alive, and the blood splattered on her face, the warm touch, reminded her that she was still conscious!

"Hehe......" Sometimes the kite is thinking, her brother is the living dead, why shouldn't she?

She didn't know how to laugh sincerely, no matter who she was looking at, those laughs were fake, so fake that she felt disgusting!

She clenched her fists, her phoenix eyes narrowed, she had officially become a killer since she was seventeen years old, she couldn't count how many people she had killed, her hands were covered in blood, and she was carrying a body of sins.

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't let go of his brother, sometimes, the kite would have liked to die in the mission......

"Hehe......" chuckled twice, and the kite grabbed the red wine on the coffee table and continued to drink.

One bottle after another, and by the time the fourth bottle was finished, her vision was blurry, her reaction had become sluggish, her heart was burning like fire, and the unhealed wound on her left upper arm had begun to hurt terribly.

The kite sneered, took out her phone from her pants pocket, and dialed a set of numbers—

"Hey......" The microphone was quickly connected, and the kite leaned into the sofa with his mobile phone, his consciousness was not too clear, his red face was blurred, and only the last trace of consciousness remained, "...... It's me, uncle. ”

She paused, heard an answer from the microphone, and continued, "Uncle, I'm tired, I don't want to do it anymore!" Don't want to kill anymore! …… I lose sleep every day and feel like I'm going crazy! If my brother wasn't still alive, I would have killed myself! Uncle, I'm so tired, if I could, I think it would be better to die like this, and I might be able to see it in heaven...... No! Hehe, I killed so many people, how could I go to heaven, I should go to hell...... ...... to hell"

The Stygian's emotions completely exploded, and at the end tears poured out, completely incoherent, and completely collapsed.

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