Chapter 33: Habits
"Remember twenty-three?"
"Of course I remember, he is so smart, he learns martial arts the fastest, but his personality is relatively weak, when he competes in martial arts, he is obviously higher than you, but he is not ruthless enough for you, and in the end he is still ......"
"Weak? He just wouldn't forget who he was. Di San said lightly, "Some of our children who were gathered together were orphans, some were abandoned children, and some were snatched by them. As long as the face looks like the man who has been dead for hundreds of years, as long as the bones are suitable for martial arts, they will definitely do whatever it takes to get us here. Since then, we have no name, no relatives, no past, only one surname, only one number as a name, in order to let our face develop according to that person's appearance, every three months, there will be a group of doctors to check, whose face looks slightly out of shape, someone will carefully move the knife on his face, with magical medical skills to make modifications. You can't have your own face, you can't remember the past, you can't remember your parents, and even someone calls your past name, if you accidentally answer, or just call your father and mother in a dream, it will be doomed. Never-ending training, ever-repeating brainwashing. All of us are obedient, only he, when there is no one, will say to himself over and over again, my name is Wang Yonggui, and my name is Wang Yonggui. ”
Di Yi was slightly stunned: "This is his former name?" "The former name, for them, is not even a matter of the previous life, there is no trace in the memory at all, at this time, he did not even give birth to a trace of amazement. At this moment, his only feeling was just: "I didn't expect that guy who learned martial arts to attack quickly had such a simple and cheesy name." ”
"He is simple and cheesy, but he is the only one among us who has always persevered, no matter how hard, how tired, how terrible everything is, he always does not forget to remind himself who he was and who he was."
"You have sex with him, all this, I can't hide it from you, I can't imagine that you didn't report him back then?"
"You say he's smart, but he's stupid, and he even took me by the hand in the middle of the night and asked me to remember his name, and if one day, he doesn't remember his own, ask me to remind him. He said that he only remembered his father's surname Wang and his mother's surname Ji, but he could no longer remember their names, and he didn't want him to forget his own name in this life. ”
Di San looked up at the sky, the sun shone on his face, and it was cold: "I promised him, but my plan at the time was that anyway, the March competition was about to start, and it was naturally good that I could win him, if I couldn't win him, I would denounce him." In this way, I can live well. Such stupidity and naivety, knowing that all of us are opponents, and in the process of training, there will be many people who will be eliminated and defeated miserably, and those who remain in the end will only have one chance to escape from Ascension. The smarter a person is, the faster he learns martial arts, the more he is a thorn in the side of others, and it is ridiculous that he has not understood it at all. ”
"You killed him?" Fu Hanqing asked softly.
"Yes, I killed him." Di San said lightly, "His martial arts are better than mine, but he is not ruthless enough for me, and he obviously has the opportunity to kill me, but he hesitated, but I did not hesitate and made a heavy hand." He was badly wounded and defeated. At that time, if one of us was seriously injured and could no longer keep up with the training sessions, no one would take the time to treat him. Serious injury, and death, there is no difference. He was taken back and thrown on the bed to die. At night, while vomiting blood, he struggled to my side, as before, shook my hand, looked at me, begged me, begged me to remember his name for him, he hoped that after he died, there would be his name on the tombstone, and he hoped that I could remember for him that there was a child named Wang Yonggui who lived once in the world. And I, yes. ”
Di San's expression and tone were still calm so far: "He and I lived in the same room for two years, three months and seven days, he was killed by me, he didn't hate me before he died, he just begged me to remember his name for him, when he died, blood spit on me, when he died, he naively thought that he would have a small tomb, and even a tombstone engraved with his name." ”
Di Yi smiled sadly, for so many years, all the people who failed have disappeared among them silently, no one is alive, no one is dead, no one knows, whether those people will have the luck of loess burial, and later, no one thinks about it anymore and considers this problem: "You have been remembering him for so many years, so you retain a little more humanity than us." ”
"I remember him because it makes me feel like I'm still alive. For so many years, I have forgotten who I am, but I still remember his name, but I am not the only one among us who has kept my temperament. Di San said softly, "In fact, each of us still has our own temperament, but all along, it has been buried too deeply, so deep that we don't even know it." If it weren't for this accident, we would never have known that Di Er was so fond of beauty and indulgence, Di Ba and Eleven and Thirteen were so eager to have a beloved by their side, Fifteen and Nineteen, they actually had no ambition at all, but only wanted to live a peaceful life. It is because the rope that binds us is loosened that we have the opportunity to see our true nature, and you are the same. ”
Di San stared at Di Yi: "This face is a nightmare and a disaster for us, you ruined him, is it really just for ......" He stretched out his hand and pointed at Fu Hanqing, "For him?" If you just want to change your appearance, why are you so ruthless, is it that when you destroy this face, there is also a feeling of joy in your heart, what you have destroyed is actually the shackles that have been pressed on us for so many years. ”
Di Yi fell silent and didn't say a word.
Di San smiled and turned his eyes to look at Fu Hanqing: "So, you don't have to be moved by his sacrifice." ”
"I'm not moved, it's his own business, his own choice, what he ruined his face for, it's none of my business." Fu Hanqing replied very honestly, although such an answer sounded ruthless.
Di San looked at him deeply: "It's hard to believe that you are the one who is so ruthless and ruthless." ”
"Great benevolence and righteousness?" Fu Hanqing was stunned and stretched out his finger to his nose, this, a person of great benevolence and righteousness, should be the kind of guy who eats his own coarse tea and light rice all day long, manages the injustices in the world, and dies of exhaustion and hard work.
Di San shook his head and smiled: "It doesn't matter who you are, in this world, true and false, who can tell clearly, those of us who have been taught by the dark since childhood, only know the benefits and disadvantages, and don't understand loyalty, righteousness and kindness are not credible." Is Di Er's indulgence sincere or an illusion, is Di Ba and Eleven Thirteen's affection and affection true in the end, or is it just acting with each other's subordinates, deceiving each other, fifteen and nineteen's self-willedness and indifference, is it true that they are all hiding their edges, so that others can relax their guards, and after gaining the trust of the kings, they can achieve their own ambitions? What about even Di Yi? He has always been the most stable and concerned of all of us, so he is the leader, but because of this, his patience, his hidden pain, his depression, is also better than others, and it is because of this that he is surprisingly ruthless when he disfigures himself. ”
When Di San said this in front of Di Yi, he really didn't have any scruples, he reached out to touch the scars on his face, and smiled: "Look, I also have to change my face, I can be much more careful, I don't want my future life to be too affected because of my terrible appearance." Normal people should think like me, like him, he can ruin his face like this, so what reason does he have to be cruel to others. So, if you stay with him, it's better to be careful, he can be loyal to you, that's really your luck, but if one day he betrays you, don't be too disappointed, too sad. ”
After saying this endlessly, Di Yi may be calm, maybe because he is disfigured, he can't see the expression on his face, in short, there is no change in expression, if it is anger, it is better to say that he is surprised that Di San said such a lot of words.
Shadow Guard has always been a man of few words. Although Di San was the most talkative among them before, he would never stop talking like this, it turned out that after people got rid of the shackles, they could really change so obviously and so much.
And Fu Hanqing listened to Di San's words, but he still just said flatly: "Don't worry, I won't be disappointed or sad." ”
Di San smiled: "Why, like other people in the God Sect, you feel that betrayal and betrayal are the right thing to do. ”
"I don't think that's supposed to be, but I'm used to it."
Di Yi and Di San quickly exchanged glances, habit? What kind of past and experience does this represent, even they will still be a little curious about this mysterious sect master.
Di Yi hesitated for a moment before asking, "Sect Master, I have been betrayed before......"
"yes, it's normal, I'm used to it." Fu Hanqing simply explained in a light tone, "It's like I know that if I pick up the money bag, I should give it to the owner, but ten times in a row, I have seen others pick up the money bag and put it in my pocket, so when the eleventh person does the same, I won't feel any surprise or disappointment." Fu Hanqing explained simply.
Di San looked at him deeply, and then asked: "Then, when you saw eleven people putting money bags in their pockets, do you still think that after picking up the money bags, they should be handed over to the owner?" ”
"Of course, why not think so?" Fu Hanqing was stunned and asked: "What others want to do, that's someone else's business, my own judgment of right and wrong, my own life, my own opinion, why should I change because of others." ”
He asked in such a puzzled way, his eyes as clear as a baby, as if all these questions were really as simple as whether to return the money bag to the owner.
Di Yi suddenly said in a deep voice: "I will not betray you. ”
Fu Hanqing responded lightly, still not moved, but he didn't doubt it, he thought casually, many, many people have said that they will not betray him, they have said that they will treat him well, and then ......
However, even such thinking is casual and fleeting.
Author's nonsense dividing line************* The weather has been very hot recently, a few days ago on my side, the power was cut off for most of the day every day, and there was no electricity at night, so I went out to settle down elsewhere for a few days in order to escape the heat, and I couldn't write an article.
I'm going to write as much as I can in the near future.,I hope there's more.,About what happened to Ah Han in the Demon Sect.,I'll try my best to try to finish it in a few chapters.,