That Happy New Year (4)
Li Wange also smiled, but her smile was different from Li Xuan's, Li Wange's smile looked like the kind of person who had gone through all the vicissitudes of life and was calm about the world, pushing open the door, Li Wange walked in.
In the position next to Li Xuan, he pulled out a chair and sat down, not immediately saying that he was from, but staring at the fluttering snow outside the window, his eyes drifting away a little, Li Xuan also stared out the window, and no one broke such a silence.
It's really rare, how long has it been, they haven't sat together like this, outside the window, is the back garden of the Li family, Old Man Li and Father Li are tossing in the garden, I don't know what to say, but Old Man Li is blowing his beard and glaring, making Father Li look reluctant.
Li Xuan looked out the window, and then said with a little melancholy: "Still can't you forgive them?" Evening songs, you know, they just want you to be good. ”
Looking at the scene outside the window, his eyes flickered a little, and after a long silence, Li Wange said slowly: "It has been snowing in Washington for a long time, and many times, it makes it difficult for me to move an inch. ”
A passage seemed to be the answer to the question, but it made Li Xuan's heart twitch fiercely, the evening song didn't like snow days, and it could even be said that she hated it, when she was young, she got sick when it snowed, and over time, she didn't like snow days.
Now, however, she was in Washington, a place called the Snow Capital, and he knew she was blaming them.
After a long while, Li Wange continued: "Brother, in fact, I live quite well in Washington, I have been abandoned for too long, and it should not be too late to work hard now." ”
Li Wange suddenly thought that when she was at Washington School, an overseas Chinese boy said to her: "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen." ”
At that time, she just smiled slightly, and then left, the boy thought she was acquiescing, but it was actually a disdainful smile, if he knew what he used to be, maybe he wouldn't say that.
Once, she was also crawling in the dark hell, but fortunately she survived in the end, but fortunately she let go.
"Brother, I want to start a new life, isn't that what you've always wanted?" Now, she has really let go, and the reason why she chose Washington is not completely nonsensical.
She didn't like snow, so she went to Washington, D.C., and told herself all the time that she was going to be a new version of herself, that she was so reborn.
"Wange, in fact, they are not as strong as you think, once grandpa also got up in the middle of the night, sat downstairs in the living room, looked at the family photo, he said he missed you.
Father, a person secretly weeps, but after wiping away his tears, he has to pretend that nothing happened.
One day I woke up suddenly, and my mother asked me in a dream why I didn't greet our little princess.
I was speechless and powerless to refute, in fact, it was because we didn't take good care of you, if it weren't for us, you would still be that little princess. ”
Speaking of it now, it seems a little powerless, many times, they have too much helplessness, and it seems that it is not what they want to be.
"Alas!" sighed, and in the end, Li Xuan just said: "It's okay, the world is impermanent, when you can be together, cherish it." ”