Chapter 392: Say Goodbye to Love

The morning sun shone through the windows into the spacious bedroom, reflecting the clothes on the floor, black men's suits were thrown everywhere, some books were lying all over the place, and the tables were all messy, apparently there had been a violent storm last night.

On the double bed, which is neither big nor small, a teenager covered with a sheet has just woken up.

Short black hair is messy, the bare upper body is remarkably muscular, there is a kiss mark on the left side of the neck, and there are multiple scratched blood marks on both shoulders.

β€œ...... Are you crazy...... Ye Wei, are you crazy, what are you doing......"

Ye Wei muttered and closed his eyes, pulling up the sheet to cover his whole body. After a while, he threw away the sheets and opened his eyes to see that there was no change in the bedroom, one of Amy Rosen's sneakers was still by the bookcase, and the other should be in the garden outside the window.

"Amy Grey, you can't go now. ”

"I didn't say I was leaving...... Oh!!"

Damn it. Ye Wei pinched his forehead, but kept pinching the scenes of last night that flashed in front of him, from the HBO celebration party here, and then ...... In front of me was Amy Rosen's red and weeping face, and her big bright and moving eyes.

He furrowed his eyebrows, this is his horse's, his horse's......

"You her. ”

The more I thought about it, the more accurate it was, the more my heart fluttered, and the more dazed I became.

How could you be like this, how can you be like this, what's going on with you, it's not about getting laid on the first date, it's about ...... Are you single? Are you single!?

Have you figured out the situation!!

Are you embarrassed to say love, dreams, art, love, thank you?

You don't deserve it.

Ye Wei slammed his fist on the edge of the bed, letting out a sleepy beast-like roar, and his face turned red.

Shame, dazed, fearful, uncomfortable, hating yourself, overwhelmed.

Suffering.

After a long time, Ye Wei reached out and opened the upper drawer of the bedside table, took out his mobile phone to check the text message box, many new text messages, no Nina, but how could she not watch the ceremony, how could she not know that he won the award, how could she not be happy for him......

"Yunik!" a bright smile came to mind, "I'm a stupid person, I don't seem to know anything but 'I love you', so I decided not to say it!"

Thinking of something, his eyes heated, and then the hand that clicked the button to flip through the new text message suddenly stopped, Lily's text message.

It was sent at about 6 o'clock in the morning, he took a few deep breaths and opened the text message: "Congratulations! The acceptance speech is wonderful, the female companion is very beautiful, be careful that Nina is jealous, don't reply to me, keep up the good work. ^_^”

Another bright smiling face appeared in his heart, making Ye Wei break out in a cold sweat.

I'm sorry for the people who love me, for not being worthy of Lily, not worthy of Nina, not worthy of any good girl.

I'm an idiot.

Pretentious, but vulgar idiot bastard trash.

What did you swear to Lily?

What did you promise Nina?

What did you promise your mother?

Would you tell Duoduo about this?

Those vines are the most precious things, and those vines are the things that you are worth fighting for and really care about. But all of a sudden, he went crazy and cut off all the goodness. Ye Wei, you are a selfish person, no different from all disgusting bastards, you better die.

With a roar, Ye Wei's eyes turned red, and just as the hot tears almost poured out, he tried his best to retreat.

You did all this and now say you're sorry and sorry, what do you want to do? Make yourself better? There were more than 10,000 chances last night, and every second was an opportunity to stop, you didn't! You "Christina" happily, again and again.

Even if you die, you don't deserve any sympathy at all, because you're a damn brute with a horse.

Ye Wei sat up expressionlessly, and vaguely heard some slight sounds in the room, it should be Amy Rosen.

He took his mobile phone and sent text messages to his parents, Jiya and others, and made a few more calls, explaining that he was going to have a holiday alone today and that his work would continue tomorrow. He doesn't want to do things now, the whole person is empty, like it's not himself, I don't know who it is, a monster.

Ye Wei put on a T-shirt and middle pants, walked out of the bedroom, and smelled the aroma wafting from the kitchen in the air.

All the way to the entrance wall of the open kitchen, I saw Amy Rosen standing by the L-shaped wooden cabinet, making breakfast, she was barefoot, slender calves were slender and snow-white, wearing a white T-shirt and a pair of tethered camouflage beach pants, and a red and black sports jacket, all of which looked loose and loose, and her hands rolled up the sleeves.

Hearing his footsteps, she turned her head to look, her long curly black and brown hair tied into a ponytail swayed lightly, and her beautiful face was toothy and smiling, as if she was a little embarrassed, a little embarrassed, a little curious.

Ye Weimu was also a little embarrassed, scratching his hair, not knowing what to say, last night's fiery passion seemed to disappear with the passing of the night.

"I see eggs, ham, toast, ham and egg sandwiches in the fridge!" Amy Rosen turned back and continued to look at the pan on the gas stove, flipping the eggs with a spatula in her right hand, "How much do you like to eat over-cooked? ”

"You decide. Ye Wei's voice was a little dull, and he withdrew his gaze from her, not knowing how to face her, what did she think?

Amy's brisk tone was full of joy, "Leave it to me, I studied cooking at Spence, and I went to cooking school, weird, right?" she laughed, "Vegetarian cooking school! ”

"Well, count. Ye Wei responded, with nothing to say in his heart.

"I want to make grilled cheese sandwiches, that's my specialty breakfast, but you don't have cheese and butter here, and you don't have an oven......"

"You do it, I'll go to the bathroom. Ye Wei said, grabbed his head and turned away.

β€œOK。 Amy turned her head to look at him, looked at his back as he walked away, frowned at her slender willow eyebrows, and then went to cook the egg, her movements were a little low. She could naturally see Ye Wei's coldness, and it seemed that she had changed from having nothing to say last night to having nothing to say.

Did he take last night as a one-night stand? Amy's face instantly became ugly, and her heart was clogged, this was not a one-night stand, this was a date.

Having sex on the first date was the first time for her, and she wasn't a traditional conservative person when it came to sex, but she wasn't a casual person either.

It's just that last night everything got out of control, she felt that she had met her own Prince Charming, everything was so right, everything was so good, wasn't this the beginning of a beautiful story?

Thinking about Ye Wei's dating charm and his superb bed skills, the more Amy thought about it, the more bottomless she became, Ye Wei was a veteran, maybe for him, this was just an affair......

A little suddenly, when she came back to her senses, the poached eggs in the pan had already begun to fry, and she quickly shoveled them up and put them on the dinner plate.

After working in a messy mind for a while, when Amy put two plates of ham and egg sandwiches on the dining table, sat down on the chair next to the table, and looked at the direction of the entrance with wide eyes, Ye Wei had not yet returned.

It's too fast, it's too fast.

Amy propped her chin in her right hand, rested her elbow on the table, and sighed softly, Amy Grey, you did something stupid.

......

In the bathroom, Ye Wei was taking a cold shower, and the cold didn't make his mind active, but he already understood what was the difference, no matter whether he was crazy or what, things had happened...... Some of the vines have ...... Stay away from yourself. This is the result of my own creation.

When I saw my face in the bath mirror, I felt more and more hateful, and it was different.

Those black eyes, what they see, what they reveal, are different.

When I changed my clothes and left the bathroom, I came to the kitchen again, only to see the prepared breakfast there, Amy Rosen sitting at the round table, her smile a little far-fetched, "Hey. ”

"Hey. Ye Wei sat down opposite her, looked at the fragrant sandwich on the plate in front of her, and praised: "It looks delicious." He picked up the sandwich with both hands and took a bite, and praised Amy, who seemed to be expectant, "Well, wait, the omelette seems to be a little ......," he rolled his eyes and tasted, "It's overripe." ”

"You're a little scorched. Amy's tone was calm, not as interested as she had just been, she also picked up the sandwich to eat, and suddenly asked, "How do you feel?"

"It was amazing. Ye Wei continued to eat the sandwich and took another bite, "Can you be a spaceman, I don't know, the chef is absolutely good." ”

"I mean, how do you feel about this?" Amy's round eyes didn't blink.

Ye Wei was silent for a few seconds, and then suddenly laughed, "A wonderful night." ”

When Amy heard this, her face changed suddenly, her mouth opened slightly, she wanted to speak but couldn't say anything, and only after a while, she said, "A wonderful night...... I understand. With a complicated and far-fetched smile, she repeated: "A wonderful night, I understand ......"

"Amy......" Ye Wei wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

"I don't feel the same way as you. Amy looked away, tears in her eyes, "I thought you were going to slow me down in this high-speed world...... I think too much......"

Ye Wei laughed a few times, his eyes gradually settled, and said with a smile: "You are too serious." Why are you so serious?"

"yes. Amy pursed her lips and smiled, looking back at him, "A wonderful night, only you and I know. VIY, YOU'RE REALLY AMAZING. Her smile was distinctly self-deprecating, "The best sex of my life, thank you." ”

The-Best-Fuck-of-My-Life。

"With that said, I got another prize. Ye Wei smiled and nodded, "Emmy Award - Best Fucker (Best-Fucker), Best Bastard." ”

Amy's laugh was clearly a sneer, and she ate the sandwich in her hand.

Ye Wei had already finished eating, and said with a smile: "The Oscars and Emmys had a wonderful night, and the Golden Globes were unwilling to hear about it, and said, 'What about me?' The Saturn Award said, 'Hey, you have me, let's do it.'" But the Golden Globes weren't happy and said, '- go yourself, I don't want to do it with you.'" ’”

"What do you want to say?" Amy finally couldn't suppress the feelings in her heart, and her face turned cold.

"The Saturn Award doesn't understand either, and asks 'Why?'" Ye Wei shrugged, "because it has a ring (Saturn's-ring) on its own." ”

It's funny, if it had been last night, Amy would have laughed so hard that she was even colder, "You're sarcastic about me? ”

"No, Amy Grey, I'm trying to make it clear. Ye Wei seemed serious, and seemed to be dissolute, "I was an Oscar last night, I thought you were an Emmy, I didn't think about the Saturn Awards." I had just broken up with my ex-girlfriend and was not at all ready to start a serious relationship again. ”

"Just tell me. Amy looked straight at him, "Is this a one-night stand or a date for you?"

Ye Wei fell silent again, and after more than ten seconds, he said, "Between the two." ”

"That's fine. Amy nodded, "After breakfast, I'll go." But I'll tell you. She suddenly choked up a little, and her voice was even higher: "I'm not a Saturn Award, but I'm not a Satellite Award! I won't just go to bed with a bastard, maybe you will, I won't! I thought you were the right person...... Sorry, I thought too much. ”

In the silence, she hurriedly finished her sandwich and got up to clean up her plate.

Ye Wei, who hadn't spoken for a long time, suddenly poofed, raised his head and laughed: "This is really a classic! I mean our award joke, hahaha!"

"Hehehe. Amy smirked, ignored him, hurriedly rinsed the plate, put away the other utensils, went to his bedroom to get his clothes, went to the bathroom to change back, put on some makeup in front of the bath mirror, and left with his handbag.

She pressed her phone and texted for her assistant to drive to Santa Monica to pick her up as she walked outside the house.

saw that Ye Wei was also dressed neatly and went out with him.

"I don't need you to send it. "It's not far from the beach, so I'll just walk by myself." ”

"Don't go to the beach today, go to Disneyland today!" Ye Wei said with a smile, turning the car key in his hand.

Amy looked at him in amazement, and her footsteps didn't stop, "What are you talking about?"

"We weren't having a one-night stand. Ye Wei followed her to the porch, "We are dating." Amy Grey, I like you and enjoy our date, but I don't want to love you for a while, don't be that serious, okay? ”

"You little bastard......" Amy couldn't help but stare at me, like me, but don't want to love me, it's a bastard to say that!

"I want you to be like that, like me, but don't love me. Ye Wei smiled and said, "We can have a relaxed and happy relationship first, and then see how it goes." What do you think?"

On the one hand, Amy almost blurted out this, on the other hand, she was very struggling, she felt flustered and a little angry when he looked at her so calmly and calmly......

I'm 17 months older than this asshole! And she said, "What if I'm already in love with you?"

"No, you don't. Ye Wei smiled, "We all know that there is no yet." ”

"Love is not controllable. Amy added, "What if we fall in love with each other on a date?"

"If there's a sign of that, tell me and I'll tell you. Ye Wei made a knightly salute, "We'll talk about what to do then." He reached out and put his arm around her shoulder, as if to convince her, as if to convince himself, "Why are you so serious? Amy Grey, we're all so young, just enjoy our youth." ”

Amy struggled twice, and then silently let him hug him, and his thoughts were full of thoughts.

"What do you say?" Ye Wei looked at her, "It's all your decision."

"Would you date other girls?" Amy asked.

"Maybe. Ye Wei said.

"Will you any other girl?" Amy asked again.

"Maybe. Ye Wei said again, "I just want to say, don't take it too seriously, okay?"

"Is this an open relationship?" Amy asked with a frown.

"Maybe. Ye Wei seemed to think of something funny, "Maybe." ”

Amy's eyes twitched, and her heart was surging with emotions that she didn't understand, a challenge?unconvinced?interest in him?the joy of dating him?boredom?don't be serious?all thoughts suddenly converged into one sentence: "Okay, I'm single anyway, you little bastard is quite interesting." ”

Ye Wei said: "And he is also the best operator." Amy rolled her eyes and laughed, "Yes, best fool." ”

"Oh ho!" he hugged her as he walked to the black Audi parked in the parking lane in the front yard, "Disneyland, we're here!"

"Really?" Amy asked, surprised, thinking he was joking.

"Of course, don't be busy with anything you want to do today! Mysterious disappearance, do a good job of hiding and play for a day!"

......

Not long after, the Audi car was driving on the highway to Disneyland, Ye Wei was driving, and Amy, who was in the passenger seat, looked at the scenery outside the car window and did not speak.

The atmosphere of last night did not return, and a new atmosphere did not appear, there was only silence.

Lifeless silence.

Amy looked at the scenery, and then looked at Ye Wei's side, she looked at it, thinking, I don't know how long it took, suddenly a thunderous memory flashed, which surprised her, and made her smile gradually, the smile became more and more joyful, and the big eyes were a little softer.

After thinking for a while, she opened her voice and said, "Fool, I figured it out, I found out a secret from you. ”

"What?" Ye Wei glanced at her.

"I was thinking, someone who likes to listen to carpenter, who likes to listen to old songs, who makes those good movies, can't be that kind of asshole. Amy said with great confidence, "And I thought, what the hell are you thinking?"

"Excuse me and I want to know too. Ye Wei said with a smile.

Amy gave a helpless expression, "You don't want to love me because you love Lily Collins." ”

β€œ...... Excuse me?" Ye Wei looked at her as if he was dumbfounded, "Are you crazy?"

"Your face is a little red. Amy snickered, finally taking some initiative back, "Are you sure? You love Lily Collins, but you're going on a date with me?" she watched his face sink and her voice turned cold: "You're crazy? ”

"Little Weige, your reaction gave me the answer, when a bastard doesn't asshole when he hears someone's name, then he loves her. ”

"Oh, what kind of scientific theory is this?" Ye Wei sneered.

Amy looked at him with her eyes open, not wanting to miss his reaction, and said, "You are a big fan of mine, and you have seen all my movies, right, then you should have watched "The Only Love". Ye Wei's face continued to sink, and Amy said again: "My character is called Lily." ”

For a moment, his face seemed like a hollow, nothing.

"Genius. Amy reached out and patted him on the shoulder, once, twice, "I don't care what you think, you want to play, I'll play with you." But remember, I'm not Lily Collins, I'm Amy Rosen!" three times, four times, "and you're going to fall in love with me, and I'll dump you when the time comes." "Five, six," little bastard, my sister taught you the truth of being a human being. ”

"Hahahaha!" Ye Wei laughed and stepped on the accelerator to speed up, "Amy Grey, funny joke! You are really narcissistic, tell me about your plan?"

"Men only need two things. Amy raised her hands, raised her two index fingers, and smiled sweetly, "Grilled cheese sandwiches, and, sex." ”

She chuckled a few times, "I can give it to you, I can do a great job, I occupy you every day, how can you not love me?"

"Because I don't like cheese?" Ye Wei said with a disapproving smile.

"You'll see how I cook. Amy didn't share his knowledge, "Put on some music." ”

"It's better for you to put on any music. ”

"Carpenter?"

"Carpenter, sing. ”

Amy smiled again, adjusted her mood and breath, and plunged into the world of music, singing softly, Carpenter's "Goodbye-to-Love".

Her soft singing voice lingered in the car, caressing Ye Wei's calm face, and drifting away with the wind:

"I will say goodbye to love

No one cares if I live or die

Again and again the opportunity to love has been missed

All I know about love is how to live without it

I just can't seem to find it

So I made up my mind that I had to live alone

Although it is not an easy path

I guess I always knew

I will say goodbye to love

There is no tomorrow in my heart

Time will surely forget these bitter memories

And I will find it, or someone believes

Live for what I can live for

All these years of useless searching

Finally, we have reached an end

Lonely and empty days will be my only friends

From this day on, love is forgotten

I will do my best

What lies lie in the future is a mystery to all of us

No one can predict how the wheels will turn in the future

Maybe at some point in the future, I'll find out that I'm wrong

But now, that's my song

It's saying goodbye to love

I will say goodbye to love."

"Oh ho!" he hugged her as he walked to the black Audi parked in the parking lane in the front yard, "Disneyland, we're here!"

"Really?" Amy asked, surprised, thinking he was joking.

"Of course, don't be busy with anything you want to do today! Mysterious disappearance, do a good job of hiding and play for a day!"

......

Not long after, the Audi car was driving on the highway to Disneyland, Ye Wei was driving, and Amy, who was in the passenger seat, looked at the scenery outside the car window and did not speak.

The atmosphere of last night did not return, and a new atmosphere did not appear, there was only silence.

Lifeless silence.

Amy looked at the scenery, and then looked at Ye Wei's side, she looked at it, thinking, I don't know how long it took, suddenly a thunderous memory flashed, which surprised her, and made her smile gradually, the smile became more and more joyful, and the big eyes were a little softer.

After thinking for a while, she opened her voice and said, "Fool, I figured it out, I found out a secret from you. ”

"What?" Ye Wei glanced at her.

"I was thinking, someone who likes to listen to carpenter, who likes to listen to old songs, who makes those good movies, can't be that kind of asshole. Amy said with great confidence, "And I thought, what the hell are you thinking?"

"Excuse me and I want to know too. Ye Wei said with a smile.

Amy gave a helpless expression, "You don't want to love me because you love Lily Collins." ”

β€œ...... Excuse me?" Ye Wei looked at her as if he was dumbfounded, "Are you crazy?"

"Your face is a little red. Amy snickered, finally taking some initiative back, "Are you sure? You love Lily Collins, but you're going on a date with me?" she watched his face sink and her voice turned cold: "You're crazy? ”

"Little Weige, your reaction gave me the answer, when a bastard doesn't asshole when he hears someone's name, then he loves her. ”

"Oh, what kind of scientific theory is this?" Ye Wei sneered.

Amy looked at him with her eyes open, not wanting to miss his reaction, and said, "You are a big fan of mine, and you have seen all my movies, right, then you should have watched "The Only Love". Ye Wei's face continued to sink, and Amy said again: "My character is called Lily." ”

For a moment, his face seemed like a hollow, nothing.

"Genius. Amy reached out and patted him on the shoulder, once, twice, "I don't care what you think, you want to play, I'll play with you." But remember, I'm not Lily Collins, I'm Amy Rosen!" three times, four times, "and you're going to fall in love with me, and I'll dump you when the time comes." "Five, six," little bastard, my sister taught you the truth of being a human being. ”

"Hahahaha!" Ye Wei laughed and stepped on the accelerator to speed up, "Amy Grey, funny joke! You are really narcissistic, tell me about your plan?"

"Men only need two things. Amy raised her hands, raised her two index fingers, and smiled sweetly, "Grilled cheese sandwiches, and, sex." ”

She chuckled a few times, "I can give it to you, I can do a great job, I occupy you every day, how can you not love me?"

"Because I don't like cheese?" Ye Wei said with a disapproving smile.

"You'll see how I cook. Amy didn't share his knowledge, "Put on some music." ”

"It's better for you to put on any music. ”

"Carpenter?"

"Carpenter, sing. ”

Amy smiled again, adjusted her mood and breath, and plunged into the world of music, singing softly, Carpenter's "Goodbye-to-Love".

Her soft singing voice lingered in the car, caressing Ye Wei's calm face, and drifting away with the wind:

"I will say goodbye to love

No one cares if I live or die

Again and again the opportunity to love has been missed

All I know about love is how to live without it

I just can't seem to find it

So I made up my mind that I had to live alone

Although it is not an easy path

I guess I always knew

I will say goodbye to love

There is no tomorrow in my heart

Time will surely forget these bitter memories

And I will find it, or someone believes

Live for what I can live for

All these years of useless searching

Finally, we have reached an end

Lonely and empty days will be my only friends

From this day on, love is forgotten

I will do my best

What lies lie in the future is a mystery to all of us

No one can predict how the wheels will turn in the future

Maybe at some point in the future, I'll find out that I'm wrong

But now, that's my song

It's saying goodbye to love

I will say goodbye to love."