"Both children are mine, and they follow you without a father and without a mother. Phil, let's all face it, you're not a good person to take care of, you never have been. ”

"Matthew is yours, and Nicky is mine. ”

"You don't have to think about it, they all belong to me, they all continue to live in Switzerland, and they don't go anywhere. ”

U.S. Thanksgiving holiday, Switzerland, residential area on the shores of Lake Geneva.

Lily was carrying Matthew into the house to hold another toy, she smiled at the baby, kissed his pink face, and said with a smile: "You are so handsome, you will definitely kill many girls in the future." Suddenly, she heard a quarrel faintly coming from the back garden, and she walked away suspiciously, her heart sinking.

"Nich can continue to live in Switzerland, I just want to have a child in my name and I can arrange his education. ”

"I repeat, both children are mine. I don't want to make a big fuss, it's not good for the kids, it's not good for Lily, it's not good for anyone, we can end it deservedly. ”

"Orion, I've been married three times, and any bastard like me deserves hell. But we've been together for 12 years, you know what I am, and I certainly don't want to fax a divorce again, we're just getting to the end. Give me a son, that's all I can ask for. ”

"What do you think of them? Proof that you have children? What will you do when you get married for the fourth time? It's best if your children follow me! I won't consider remarrying anytime soon. ”

"I didn't think about it either...... I didn't want to get married for the fourth time. Nicky is in my name, and will I continue to live with you?"

Standing at the back door of the house, listening to these words, Lily's face changed from red to pale, and she couldn't help but hug the baby in her arms, she looked down at Matthew's innocent smiling face, and her heart trembled slightly.

She walked out, and her father and Orion, who were on the porch, stopped talking and looked at each other, "Lily......"

"Is this a joke?" Lily looked at the bald old man, trying to suppress her anger, "Phil Collins, is this a joke?"

Phil pinched his forehead silently, "My marriage with Orion is in trouble, and we are trying to save it." ”

Orian walked up to Lily and comforted, "Lily, don't worry, we'll take care of it." ”

Damn it, you damn ...... Lily looked at her father's eyes and her voice trembled, "What's the matter?

"Baby......" Phil sighed a little bit and sighed, "There are always a lot of problems in marriage, and we are all working on it. ”

Orion pressed Lily's trembling shoulders and forced a smile, "It's okay, it's okay......"

"This woman gave birth to your second child this time last year, Matthew, and he's only a year old. Lily's tears fell uncontrollably, and an unbearable pain and turmoil surged from the bottom of her heart, striking her and destroying her, and she couldn't help crying angrily:

"Have you ever thought that he is only one year old! Nicky, only four years old!! What is wrong with you, the child will get divorced when he is four years old? Have you ever thought that they will miss their father in the future, they are bullied at school, they are ridiculed as mongrels, and they are ridiculed for ...... Four moms! just don't have a dad. Where's their daddy!?you bitch!"

Phil was silent, blushing a little from being scolded by his daughter, not daring to look at her.

Orian's eyes were red as well......

"Dad is really sorry, it's just that some things don't go as planned, Dad loves you. Phil muttered for a moment before speaking.

"You're not qualified to say that!" Lily exclaimed, "You don't love anyone, you don't love me, you don't love Nicky and Matthew, you don't love my mother, you don't love Orion, you only love yourself! You bastard, I wish you drowned, and I watched from the sidelines, I would never save you! You bastard!!!!!"

"Babble...... Matthew's eyes became confused and frightened, and when he saw his sister crying, he was about to cry, and suddenly said, "Sunshine." ”

Hearing this sunshine, Lily's tears suddenly welled up even more, and the past of her childhood came to her heart, and she thought that her two younger brothers would also live such a bastard childhood...... Nicky is only 4 years old, what does he know, for him, the divorce of his parents is the end of the world...... Matthew, Matthew......

She clutched the baby in her arms with both hands and closed her tearful eyes in pain, why, why is it always like this...... It's obviously good, but suddenly it changes......

"Woo-woo......" Matthew cried loudly.

"Lily, marriage is always ......," Phil was going to say again.

"No, this world is not like this, I know it is not!" Lily interrupted with angry eyebrows and shouting: "You bastard, you can't beat me, one day I will get married, I will have a group of children, I will form a happy family! There is a man who loves me, he loves our children, he loves our family...... Me too! I know, there will be ......."

At the end, she couldn't help but whimper, and tried her best to endure it, handed Matthew to Orion, raised her hand to wipe her tears, and walked to the front yard.

"What's wrong?" Seeing her sister crying and coming, Nicky's little face was blank as she was playing in the front yard, "Lily?"

"Nothing, nothing......" Lily smiled at him and choked up, "Remember, Nicky, no matter what, don't lose faith...... Do you remember ......"

The footsteps kept walking outside, she took out her mobile phone and pressed it, but I want to call Wei......

I'm going to sue him for this qiē bastard, that bastard is getting divorced again, and the Phil Collins divorce reality show is about to start again. I'm going to tell him Matthew to learn to say Sunshine, I'm going to hear his voice, I'm going to see him......

Contact: VI

The finger was about to press down, but it stopped.

Don't lie to yourself, good friends, don't talk about it...... He and his girlfriend were on vacation and they must have had a great time......

With her phone back in her coat pocket, Lily continued her walk to the shores of Lake Geneva, her dark eyes looking at the clear blue sky in the distance, not knowing what to think.

※※

Receiving a call from Madeleine, Tavorman immediately rushed home, spending the way anxious, sad, and sorrowful, and what he had been fearing about what had happened still happened.

Since Lily was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of four, she began to take medication and treatment until three years ago, when she tried to stop taking medication and focus on psychotherapy because she was in adolescence and she was doing well. The situation is very good, and the half year that I dated Ye Wei after that was Lily's best period.

There was only one suspected illness, two years ago on Christmas, Jolly said that because she was going to watch "Dance of Angels" at the same time, no one paid attention to her, she lost her temper and plucked one of her eyebrows.

That self-harm was really worrying, but Lily was fine that night, and she and Ye Wei talked on the phone almost all night. After that, she was completely fine, better than ever, and all the treatments were no longer needed.

Tavorman was very happy, but seeing her daughter fall in love more and more, she became more and more worried about a possibility, once Lily and Ye Wei had a change of love, once Lily was injured......

Although ADHD is a common disease, it is not so simple, and many children are now just active and think it is ADHD, but this disease is not the same as hyperactivity.

Taverman can recite a number of symptoms such as distraction, forgetfulness, dazity, confusion, inability to concentrate, and difficulty getting things done, while ADHD-PHI has excessive irritability, anxiety, hyperactivity, difficulty sitting still, immature behavior, and destructive behavior. The hybrid type has both.

This disease is like a source, and it is easy to develop other mental illnesses, depression, anxiety, mania......

Feelings of guilt, hopelessness, low self-esteem, unhappiness, loss of hobbies, fatigue easily, changes in appetite, unexplained distress, insomnia or drowsiness, suicidal thoughts, vigilance, inability to relax, low tolerance, impulsivity, excessive happiness, sudden doing something, magnified imagination, self-talk, aggressive behavior, anti-social behavior......

60% of patients have a learning disability, 60% develop a new mental illness in adulthood, 25% have ADHD into adulthood, and another 75% have fewer or no symptoms at all.

Tavorman can recite this, ADHD is not the most terrible, the diseased mental illness is terrible, and over the years, she has tried to keep Lily from being one of those 60%.

She worked hard to create an environment for Lily to grow up calmly and normally, observing Lily's mental condition every day, and loving her daughter as much as she could.

It is not easy for ADHD patients to fit in, in the UK, Lily has no friends, she can be said to be annoying in kindergarten, in the United States, there is a long time when it is very difficult, she is already difficult, other children laugh at her British accent, and when they grow up, they laugh at her eyebrows.

But as the doctor said, Lily is a smart and strong child, the more she grows up, the more proud she becomes, her personality is fine, her studies are fine, and she doesn't have those messy illnesses.

She could sit there and read a book for the day, she could concentrate on writing articles, from behavioral therapy as a child to now writing a column for fashion magazines.

Tavorman once thought that it was okay, but after experiencing things such as breaking up with Ye Wei, Ye Wei's new girlfriend, and the box incident in the previous summer, Lily remained normal and only received a few psychological counseling. She believes that when Lily's brain development keeps up with puberty, as some patients do, ADHD will be cured, and she no longer needs to worry about it every day.

But...... Lily's cause is not a problem with brain development, but psychological trauma.

It's still happening now, Lily has relapsed, because the old bastard who doesn't stop is going to divorce again, because Ye Wei, the little bastard......

"Honey?"

In the hallway, Tawoman knocked on the hidden door, pushed the door and walked in, only to see Lily sitting on the edge of the bed, as if in a daze, her fingers moving constantly.

"Lily, I heard Madeleine. She felt a great pain in her heart and walked away with a smile.

"Oh, what?" Lily came back to her senses and looked at her mother with a wink, "I'm fine, what? You think I'm crazy? Oh my God, Mom! I'm fine! I'm just a little anxious...... I'm fine, maybe not that good, but okay. I know what you're thinking, no, I don't need to see a doctor. ”

Tavorman felt his heart break as he watched Lily's hands move unnoticed, "I heard that Weige was here just now. ”

"It's all about that!" Lily suddenly became very anxious, explaining, "I'm just, annoyed that the bastard is going to divorce again......"

She sighed, was hugged by her shoulder, who was sitting next to her, and said with a frown: "How can he be like this, he betrayed you, our family, because of another woman, and now he is doing it again...... I'm worried about Nicky and Matthew, and I don't want them to be like me...... They're all good boys, they didn't do anything wrong......"

"Sometimes I feel. She paused, her eyes were a little tearful, and she laughed self-deprecatingly: "I feel that you have worked a lot, you live with good expectations, you desperately maintain your precious things, but you are just a fool." At the end of the day, a qiē will make a mistake and laugh at you......"

Taverman hugged his daughter tightly, afraid that she would not be able to think about it and go down the wrong path, and comforted: "My dear, your father is not a noble person, but he is not much bad, he is just an ordinary person, an ordinary person who can empathize with each other, divorce and remarry. I was really in love with him, but he wasn't that person anymore many years ago. But he always loves you, and you have to believe that. None of these things are your responsibility, I have never told you, it is someone else's choice, but you can choose your own. You're a good girl, we know. ”

Lily didn't say anything, her head bowed slightly.

"How about I invite Wei over for dinner?" asked Tawoman gently.

"Are you crazy!?" Lily stood up in shock, "You can't, Mom, you can't do that!"

Watching his daughter walk around frantically, Tawoman was very powerless, and at this moment, he really wanted to ask Ye Wei for help......

"I warn you, don't let Yui know!" Lily paused, staring at her mother with wide eyes, "You're suing him!?, so he said I was Eugene Levy, and he said I was on drugs...... How can you !! when did he know and what you were doing......" She blushed and felt very, very embarrassed, what the hell did he think of me......

"I swear to you, no one has ever sued him. Tavorman hurriedly clarified seriously, "Don't get excited! ”

"Oh......" Lily let out a long breath, her heart relieved, "don't let him know, okay, if I want him to know, I'll sue him myself." ”

"ADHD is not something to be ashamed of. "It's not your fault, it's common, and you're not the only one at Harvard-Westlake." ”

"Mom!" Lily was anxious and walked back and forth, "You don't understand!!"

She has always disliked to say that she has ADHD, because she doesn't want others to think that she is abnormal, and treats her with a strange gaze and attitude, as if she is sick, as if when she has affection, everything is because of illness, as if she is not a normal person!

If she had lost her temper, would she have said "hey, ADHD", she would have some negative feelings, he would say "ADHD", she would have laughed exaggeratedly, he would have said "ADHD", she didn't want to talk, or she would have said "ADHD", she had a good score in the test, she had a column, he would say "Ritalin"......

It seems that the reason why she has achieved success is all because of taking medicine...... It's as if Lily Collins is a madman......

No, no...... Lily's heart sounded with an excited and happy praise "Talented girl, genius, fairy, goddess", the more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, "Don't tell him, definitely don't tell him, promise me, Mom, don't tell him!"

"Mom promises you. Tavorman nodded earnestly.

"No, you're going to sue him, you're going to ......," Lily covered her face in confusion, "you will." ”

"Mom knows this kind of boy, humorous, funny, personality, talented, it will make you laugh, and in the blink of an eye, you will be moved to tears. You never know what he's going to do next, sometimes crazy, sometimes funny, sometimes you're bored, but he's having fun. With him is always full of surprises, excitement and sweetness.

He can be very tough, others call him a badass, and he can cry because of a song, a painting, a story. He dares to challenge anyone, and he always wins. Everything he said was so funny, sometimes romantic, sometimes philosophical, sometimes cynical...... All of this qiē is cool, and even cooler when he kisses you tenderly. ”

Looking at Lily who had calmed down, Tavorman smiled, "Who do you think I'm talking about? Your father, he was such a person back then, everyone hated him, but I loved him." ”

"Don't put Yui and that guy together!" Lily muttered, "They don't look like anything else, that guy...... It's rotten. ”

"Yes, he was terrible later, but he was much taller and more handsome than him, so he couldn't sing as well. Taverman wanted to tease her daughter, but Lily was still strained, and Taverman continued: "Mommy is trying to say, I know what it means to love someone, and I know how you feel. It's good, but if he can't accept that you have ADHD, then he's not that good. ”

"What are you talking about...... Lily frowned, "why do you have to get VIY involved in everything, what's the matter with him? I'm not anxious because of him!, but I won't forgive you if you sue him without permission, I'll be honest, it's my business, don't mess around." ”

"I promise you. Tavorman nodded, stood up, and said softly, "Honey, you need to go and talk to Maggie, just tomorrow, Mom will take you." I'll confiscate your car keys first. Also, we're going to restart behavioral therapy, and we're going to have to design some new games. ”

"Pull it down, Mom. Lily rolled her eyes, and finally smiled angrily, "I just need some Ritalin, some behavioral therapy, I'm not a kid anymore." ”

"You can't tell. Taverman put his arm around his daughter's shoulders and walked out of the bedroom, "Let's go have dinner." ”

......

The next morning, Lily took time off work and drove with her mother to a psychiatrist's private practice in Beverly Hills.

Beverly Hills has a myriad of psychiatrists, some appointments months in advance, and clients are almost all celebrities with their own agendas, but anxiety and depression grapple over Hollywood. Lily didn't want to come here, stepping into a clinic that she hadn't set foot in for a long time, and her feelings were even lower, it was terrible!

It's ridiculous to worry about his invitation to direct a $100 million budget project, and she's worried about all this. Hahaha...... Amusing.

"Hey, Lily!" Maggie is a kind middle-aged Caucasian woman with long brown hair, a small person, and always with a peaceful smile on her face, and the customer is half relaxed at the sight of it.

Lily was absent-minded, "Hi, Maggie......"

"Then you talk slowly. Tawoman left the study-like examination room and waited in the reception room outside. Maggie Elder has been Lily's psychiatrist for many years, and she has already told Maggie about the new situation, and Maggie said that "Ye Wei is obviously the biggest sticking point", and she sat down on the sofa and prayed for a good luck.

In the elegantly lit examination room, Lily lay down in a plush couch in the middle, her hands on her abdomen, her fingers constantly stirring, and her eyes staring at the row of bookcases over there.

"Maggie, just prescribe me some Ritalin, or Dixi rolls, whatever you want, just prescribe some for me. She said.

Maggie sat on the leather chair not far from the right hand, looked at her with a smile, and said in a flat voice: "Lily, three years ago, we stopped taking medicine, and your cousin has been very good!

"You prescribe medicine...... Actually, I can buy it too, and it's not hard to buy. ”

"I don't think your relapse is due to a physical problem, maybe it's a psychological problem. Three years ago, what did we say at that time? ”

Lily was silent and didn't speak, turned around, turned her back to Maggie, and said softly for a while, "Yiqiē didn't get better, it was better for a while, and then it was a mess." ”

"What's wrong?" said Maggie's warm voice, "what's going on? you can tell me, I'm more than happy to hear it, whatever I can say." ”

"My dad...... That bastard, he's getting divorced again, and I'm worried about my two younger brothers......"

"You can't stop this, but you're a big girl, and with you, Nick and Matthew will have one more person to protect them, right?"

"I don't know, I'm a mess myself, how can I protect them......" Lily lay back on her back, looking at the ceiling with a blank look in her eyes.

Maggie asked with concern, "Which boy are you worried about?"

"If you want to say it, you can say it. Lily laughed, looked at her, and stopped, "He's annoying me a little...... But ......"

Maggie waited patiently for her to say, and when she saw her becoming more and more hesitant, she said, "I know your story, it's a pity, but isn't that in the past, you are friends." Seeing that she was still hesitant, Maggie laughed: "Lily, I'm Maggie, you know, every word here is only heard by us, and I won't sue your mother or anyone else." ”

"In the beginning...... I thought he and I could be good friends. Lily sat up, pulling her hair, "Best friend, a special kind of friendship, maybe, maybe when we have another chance, we still have feelings, then we'll be together again." Now I understand that it is simply impossible, and when I see him, I know it is impossible. ”

She stepped off the chair and walked around, gasping and sighing, "Maggie, I feel like I'm stealing him, he was mine, but I'm stealing him now......" Her eyes flashed with pain, "I don't want to do this, it's despicable, I hate myself for doing this in disguise......"

"Nope. Maggie looked slightly surprised, "You're not stealing him, you're just friends." ”

"I have! Every time we meet, I have ...... And last month's Thanksgiving ......" Lily shook her fist guiltily, her face full of self-reproach: "I want to give him a set of Cook shots, it is very memorable for us, I gave him this gift on our first Thanksgiving, last year too, I want to continue to do this this year, but this is too ambiguous! But, but I did it in the end, I can't control myself......"

She leaned against the bookcase and banged her head against a row of books inside, "I feel like I've done something really bad, I'm a bad girl, I'm very bad...... I stole him behind Nina's back...... Christmas is approaching again and I don't know what to give him, as if nothing is suitable!

Every time he chats with me, there are things I want to say but I can't, I can't say this, I can't say that, but he likes to talk to me, and yesterday, I scolded him...... Because I can't stand it anymore, that's not right, but I love him, I really love him...... I tried, I tried, I tried, but I loved him......"

"You've worked so hard, how's your new date?" asked Maggie, leading the way.

Lily turned and walked to the other side of the room, her voice slow and soft, "New date, just, let me, know...... How much I love him, how much I miss him. It's not that I don't want to start a new romance, what can you say, feel, the first date was good, the second, the third, the movie, dinner, and then slowly, no more feeling.

I'm just, it's hard to love someone. Strangely, the new date didn't work, and I wasn't sorry at all, I felt relaxed instead. ”

"Maybe I'm not ready. She let out a long breath, walked back to the couch and sat down, hanging her head, "The more time passes, the lighter it gets, and then put it down." It's just that the more you feel different, the more clearly you feel, that you're really lost, maybe forever. It's just, I'm very anxious, the more I think about it, the more anxious I become, what are you doing?

At first I thought it would pass soon, but now that it's been more than a year, I still just want to be with him......"

Listening to this, Maggie was fascinated, the crux of the problem was here, simply break up neatly, Lily can bear it, because no matter how sad and painful she is, she has a direction, and now she has no direction. Ye Wei constantly disturbed her quiet again and again, causing her emotions to rise and fall again and again, and also made her fall into guilt, which was the direct factor that caused Lily to relapse.

Looking at Lily with tears in her eyes, Maggie said, "But he is an excellent boy, and he is also a good match for you, but you should let him go." ”

Lily was startled when she heard this, looked at her vigilantly, and said coldly, "Don't touch him! Don't try to brainwash me, prescribe me some medicine, and I'll leave." ”

"If I don't make sense, what are you afraid of?" Maggie smiled at her and said earnestly, "Lily, only a new beginning, a long time ago, he fell in love with another girl, Nina. He doesn't care so much about your ......"

"Haha!" Lily interrupted laughing, "yes, he loves Nina from a wrong start!"

"There is nothing wrong with it, the thing is: Ye Wei loves others, not you. Maggie's smile remained unchanged, "He talks to you all day long, isn't it because he thinks it's okay, he doesn't think as much, which also shows that he can really see you as a friend." ”

"Don't touch him!!" Lily glared, stepping out of the chair and heading outside, not wanting to stay here any longer, she would talk nonsense!

Maggie then shouted a little louder: "Then let's do a small test, after you walk out of this clinic, you look for Ye Wei, face to face, you sue him, you love him, you want to be with him, let him either break up with his girlfriend, be with you, or disappear in front of you forever!"

"What are you talking about!?" Lily's stalk intensified, and she almost hit her, "I won't do that, I never will!"

"Lily, believe me, if Ye Wei really loves you, he will choose to be with you. Maggie smiled and said, "If he says no, then he doesn't love you." ”

Lily snorted disdainfully, "You know what, but a very responsible person." ”

"This has nothing to do with responsibility, love is selfish, and there is always someone in your relationship who will be hurt. Ye Wei is so smart, of course he understands this. But he chose to protect Nina over you, and he would rather be the one who was sad and painful, and if he loved you, would he be like that? ”

"You don't know...... Lily's voice sank, "he thinks I'm stronger, and that's how things go, we just have to move on, you know?"

"It's that you don't understand. Maggie said seriously, "Emotion and reason have always been opposites, love is not about right or wrong, it's all about whether you want to be with someone." Does Ye Wei know that you have a new date? Any guy who loves a girl will not want to sit back and watch her date someone else. ”

"You don't understand, you're talking nonsense......" Lily suddenly exclaimed uncontrollably, "I love his sense of responsibility! ”

Maggie was still very calm: "Lily, if you ask him like that, whether he hesitates, refuses, or agrees, you will have an answer, and your life will be fine." ”

"Have you ever wondered what would happen if he said yes?" Lily couldn't hold back the anger in her heart, "I'm going to be somewhere! But a bastard!! do you think I'd do that kind of thing? I'm not a noble person, and I'm not so mean. ”

"If he'll say yes, but you don't ask, that's a good thing for Nina?" Maggie asked, "If he actually loves you, not Nina?" Lily, there's a mistake here, whoever the fault is, there's a mistake in it. This little test is not despicable at all, it just finds the mistakes and corrects them.

It can make you both understand your heart, to you, to Ye Wei, to Nina, all right. ”

"I don't want to hear your nonsense anymore. Lily frowned and strode outside. "Together!" Lily muttered, "they don't look like each other at all, that fellow...... It's rotten. ”

"Yes, he was terrible later, but he was much taller and more handsome than him, so he couldn't sing as well. Taverman wanted to tease her daughter, but Lily was still strained, and Taverman continued: "Mommy is trying to say, I know what it means to love someone, and I know how you feel. It's good, but if he can't accept that you have ADHD, then he's not that good. ”

"What are you talking about...... Lily frowned, "why do you have to get VIY involved in everything, what's the matter with him? I'm not anxious because of him!, but I won't forgive you if you sue him without permission, I'll be honest, it's my business, don't mess around." ”

"I promise you. Tavorman nodded, stood up, and said softly, "Honey, you need to go and talk to Maggie, just tomorrow, Mom will take you." I'll confiscate your car keys first. Also, we're going to restart behavioral therapy, and we're going to have to design some new games. ”

"Pull it down, Mom. Lily rolled her eyes, and finally smiled angrily, "I just need some Ritalin, some behavioral therapy, I'm not a kid anymore." ”

"You can't tell. Taverman put his arm around his daughter's shoulders and walked out of the bedroom, "Let's go have dinner." ”

......

The next morning, Lily took time off work and drove with her mother to a psychiatrist's private practice in Beverly Hills.

Beverly Hills has a myriad of psychiatrists, some appointments months in advance, and clients are almost all celebrities with their own agendas, but anxiety and depression grapple over Hollywood. Lily didn't want to come here, stepping into a clinic that she hadn't set foot in for a long time, and her feelings were even lower, it was terrible!

It's ridiculous to worry about his invitation to direct a $100 million budget project, and she's worried about all this. Hahaha...... Amusing.

"Hey, Lily!" Maggie is a kind middle-aged Caucasian woman with long brown hair, a small person, and always with a peaceful smile on her face, and the customer is half relaxed at the sight of it.

Lily was absent-minded, "Hi, Maggie......"

"Then you talk slowly. Tawoman left the study-like examination room and waited in the reception room outside. Maggie Elder has been Lily's psychiatrist for many years, and she has already told Maggie about the new situation, and Maggie said that "Ye Wei is obviously the biggest sticking point", and she sat down on the sofa and prayed for a good luck.

In the elegantly lit examination room, Lily lay down in a plush couch in the middle, her hands on her abdomen, her fingers constantly stirring, and her eyes staring at the row of bookcases over there.

"Maggie, just prescribe me some Ritalin, or Dixi rolls, whatever you want, just prescribe some for me. She said.

Maggie sat on the leather chair not far from the right hand, looked at her with a smile, and said in a flat voice: "Lily, three years ago, we stopped taking medicine, and your cousin has been very good!

"You prescribe medicine...... Actually, I can buy it too, and it's not hard to buy. ”

"I don't think your relapse is due to a physical problem, maybe it's a psychological problem. Three years ago, what did we say at that time? ”

Lily was silent and didn't speak, turned around, turned her back to Maggie, and said softly for a while, "Yiqiē didn't get better, it was better for a while, and then it was a mess." ”

"What's wrong?" said Maggie's warm voice, "what's going on? you can tell me, I'm more than happy to hear it, whatever I can say." ”

"My dad...... That bastard, he's getting divorced again, and I'm worried about my two younger brothers......"

"You can't stop this, but you're a big girl, and with you, Nick and Matthew will have one more person to protect them, right?"

"I don't know, I'm a mess myself, how can I protect them......" Lily lay back on her back, looking at the ceiling with a blank look in her eyes.

Maggie asked with concern, "Which boy are you worried about?"

"If you want to say it, you can say it. Lily laughed, looked at her, and stopped, "He's annoying me a little...... But ......"

Maggie waited patiently for her to say, and when she saw her becoming more and more hesitant, she said, "I know your story, it's a pity, but isn't that in the past, you are friends." Seeing that she was still hesitant, Maggie laughed: "Lily, I'm Maggie, you know, every word here is only heard by us, and I won't sue your mother or anyone else." ”

"In the beginning...... I thought he and I could be good friends. Lily sat up, pulling her hair, "Best friend, a special kind of friendship, maybe, maybe when we have another chance, we still have feelings, then we'll be together again." Now I understand that it is simply impossible, and when I see him, I know it is impossible. ”

She stepped off the chair and walked around, gasping and sighing, "Maggie, I feel like I'm stealing him, he was mine, but I'm stealing him now......" Her eyes flashed with pain, "I don't want to do this, it's despicable, I hate myself for doing this in disguise......"

"Nope. Maggie looked slightly surprised, "You're not stealing him, you're just friends." ”

"I have! Every time we meet, I have ...... And last month's Thanksgiving ......" Lily shook her fist guiltily, her face full of self-reproach: "I want to give him a set of Cook shots, it is very memorable for us, I gave him this gift on our first Thanksgiving, last year too, I want to continue to do this this year, but this is too ambiguous! But, but I did it in the end, I can't control myself......"

She leaned against the bookcase and banged her head against a row of books inside, "I feel like I've done something really bad, I'm a bad girl, I'm very bad...... I stole him behind Nina's back...... Christmas is approaching again and I don't know what to give him, as if nothing is suitable!

Every time he chats with me, there are things I want to say but I can't, I can't say this, I can't say that, but he likes to talk to me, and yesterday, I scolded him...... Because I can't stand it anymore, that's not right, but I love him, I really love him...... I tried, I tried, I tried, but I loved him......"

"You've worked so hard, how's your new date?" asked Maggie, leading the way.

Lily turned and walked to the other side of the room, her voice slow and soft, "New date, just, let me, know...... How much I love him, how much I miss him. It's not that I don't want to start a new romance, what can you say, feel, the first date was good, the second, the third, the movie, dinner, and then slowly, no more feeling.

I'm just, it's hard to love someone. Strangely, the new date didn't work, and I wasn't sorry at all, I felt relaxed instead. ”

"Maybe I'm not ready. She let out a long breath, walked back to the couch and sat down, hanging her head, "The more time passes, the lighter it gets, and then put it down." It's just that the more you feel different, the more clearly you feel, that you're really lost, maybe forever. It's just, I'm very anxious, the more I think about it, the more anxious I become, what are you doing?

At first I thought it would pass soon, but now that it's been more than a year, I still just want to be with him......"

Listening to this, Maggie was fascinated, the crux of the problem was here, simply break up neatly, Lily can bear it, because no matter how sad and painful she is, she has a direction, and now she has no direction. Ye Wei constantly disturbed her quiet again and again, causing her emotions to rise and fall again and again, and also made her fall into guilt, which was the direct factor that caused Lily to relapse.

Looking at Lily with tears in her eyes, Maggie said, "But he is an excellent boy, and he is also a good match for you, but you should let him go." ”

Lily was startled when she heard this, looked at her vigilantly, and said coldly, "Don't touch him! Don't try to brainwash me, prescribe me some medicine, and I'll leave." ”

"If I don't make sense, what are you afraid of?" Maggie smiled at her and said earnestly, "Lily, only a new beginning, a long time ago, he fell in love with another girl, Nina. He doesn't care so much about your ......"

"Haha!" Lily interrupted laughing, "yes, he loves Nina from a wrong start!"

"There is nothing wrong with it, the thing is: Ye Wei loves others, not you. Maggie's smile remained unchanged, "He talks to you all day long, isn't it because he thinks it's okay, he doesn't think as much, which also shows that he can really see you as a friend." ”

"Don't touch him!!" Lily glared, stepping out of the chair and heading outside, not wanting to stay here any longer, she would talk nonsense!

Maggie then shouted a little louder: "Then let's do a small test, after you walk out of this clinic, you look for Ye Wei, face to face, you sue him, you love him, you want to be with him, let him either break up with his girlfriend, be with you, or disappear in front of you forever!"

"What are you talking about!?" Lily's stalk intensified, and she almost hit her, "I won't do that, I never will!"

"Lily, believe me, if Ye Wei really loves you, he will choose to be with you. Maggie smiled and said, "If he says no, then he doesn't love you." ”

Lily snorted disdainfully, "You know what, but a very responsible person." ”

"This has nothing to do with responsibility, love is selfish, and there is always someone in your relationship who will be hurt. Ye Wei is so smart, of course he understands this. But he chose to protect Nina over you, and he would rather be the one who was sad and painful, and if he loved you, would he be like that? ”

"You don't know...... Lily's voice sank, "he thinks I'm stronger, and that's how things go, we just have to move on, you know?"

"It's that you don't understand. Maggie said seriously, "Emotion and reason have always been opposites, love is not about right or wrong, it's all about whether you want to be with someone." Does Ye Wei know that you have a new date? Any guy who loves a girl will not want to sit back and watch her date someone else. ”

"You don't understand, you're talking nonsense......" Lily suddenly exclaimed uncontrollably, "I love his sense of responsibility! ”

Maggie was still very calm: "Lily, if you ask him like that, whether he hesitates, refuses, or agrees, you will have an answer, and your life will be fine." ”

"Have you ever wondered what would happen if he said yes?" Lily couldn't hold back the anger in her heart, "I'm going to be somewhere! But a bastard!! do you think I'd do that kind of thing? I'm not a noble person, and I'm not so mean. ”

"If he'll say yes, but you don't ask, that's a good thing for Nina?" Maggie asked, "If he actually loves you, not Nina?" Lily, there's a mistake here, whoever the fault is, there's a mistake in it. This little test is not despicable at all, it just finds the mistakes and corrects them.

It can make you both understand your heart, to you, to Ye Wei, to Nina, all right. ”

"I don't want to hear your nonsense anymore. Lily frowned and strode outside.