Chapter 470: Despite the difficulties
"Hello, I'm Heathcram, and the song I'm going to sing to you today is Against-All-Odds. β
The background of the video is changed again, this time in a household utility room, where Heathram sits in a high chair with his back to the utility rack, holding a black guitar from his first appearance. He nodded to the camera, his smiley mask making him look like he was smiling all the time.
Every audience member saw him playing the guitar and singing this Phil Collins famous song, and his singing voice was very soulful and moving:
"How can I just let you go?
Let you leave without a trace.
As I stand here with you every breath,
You are the only one who truly understands me.
How can you leave me like that?
And all I can do is watch you go.
Because we used to share laughter and pain, even tears.
You're the only one who really understands me.
So look at me again now!
Because there was only an empty space there.
There's nothing I can recall there, only the memory of your face.
Now look at me again!
Because there was only an empty space there.
If you want to come back to me, despite all the difficulties, it is what I have to face. β
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When Ye Wei returned to Los Angeles, it was still in the early morning of June 30, and after leaving the airport in a special car with a lot of luggage, he went back to Brentwood's home. It was just a gift bought in Toronto, and everything I bought in Philadelphia had already been shipped.
Mom and Dad and Duoduo are still traveling in China and have not returned, and Toto is fostered in the kennel, and he is the only one in the family.
Tomorrow and the next two days are weekends, and he will take a break from this weekend to start the post-production of TLB, and he will have a holiday on Independence Day on July 4th.
Before returning to Los Angeles, he asked Ms. Tavorman that Lily had traveled to Europe half a month ago and would be back on Sunday! She had travel plans for the summer, but first she would come back to attend a week-long summer drama school at the school.
He missed her so much that he couldn't think of anything else he could do before he saw her, except to look forward to seeing her again.
On Saturday afternoon, Ye Wei drove a rented pickup truck and brought all the gifts wrapped in colored paper to Lily's home. Ms. Taverman was in New York, and he was received by Madeleine, the nanny who placed boxes of gifts of various sizes in her living room, making sure that Lily would see them as soon as she returned.
Looking at the mountains of gifts around him, Ye Wei couldn't help but smile and smiled at Madeleine: "It seems that I bought too much, haha." β
"A lot indeed. Madeleine laughed, and hundreds of gift boxes almost filled the living room.
Ye Wei asked flatteringly, "Beautiful lady, is there anything you can tell me?"
"Weige. Madeleine smiled wryly, "Lily warned us not to meddle in your affairs; I really can't say anything. β
"I understand. Ye Wei nodded, she didn't embarrass her, a good nanny assistant must know what to say and what not to say. He smiled, "Tomorrow Lily will come back, please say a few more nice words to me, 'He's a good boy' or something." β
Madeleine complied with the request: "Okay. β
After leaving Lily's house, Ye Wei drove home and changed into his beloved Volkswagen POLO, without paparazzi following him. Recently, he has been paying attention to whether there are paparazzi behind him, and things like coming to Lily's house cannot be photographed and exposed, otherwise they may mess up everything.
For the rest of the day, he went to meet with some of his close friends in Los Angeles, Lev, Chen, and others, and Bud went on a trip to Wyoming, and God knows if he would go back to Brokeback Mountain. He's made it clear to everyone that he's going to take care of them, believe it or not.
But it is not revealed that Lily is being pursued, and the less people know about it, the simpler it is, and the simpler it is, the fewer accidents there are.
Lev supported him on the phone, and Bard felt very sorry for him: "What's wrong with the United States? Forcing a teenager to be like this! Brother Wei, don't think about it, you can't punish yourself for a lost accident! Go on, man!"
Ye Wei didn't say anything, because the closest close friends didn't know the whole thing, just like Liz didn't know the whole story of him and Lily, she seemed to be angry for him, as if Lily was hard-hearted, and he was wronged.
What's the matter, whether it's half or a Nelson, in terms of emotional life in the past six months, he is a bad person, a good bad boy.
Only he and Lily knew everything best, and there was no other third person. But Lily didn't know it all, she would.
Ye Wei asked close friends about Lily's current situation, she was very good academically, and she only knew that she had a large group of suitors in terms of feelings, and it was not clear whether she was dating or in love with anyone, and there was no clear relationship in school. She has always been protective of her emotional privacy, especially after a sweet, broken, ambiguous and broken relationship with him was almost known to the whole school, she was even more low-key and secretive.
What good girl doesn't have a bunch of suitors? a dozen spare tires? or Princess Lily?
On the one hand, he didn't care, he had never been scared of anyone when it came to chasing girls, and on the other hand, he couldn't help but feel anxious, feeling that he was losing every moment and every second.
Time is lost, many, many times are lost.
The more I feel this way, the more I love Lily.
He knew that she had been like that before, and that she had spent every day in that mood since the misunderstanding was cleared up last August. He remembered the goodbye at school that night, her face was so tired, the crack in her heart could be seen in her eyes, she choked up and said, "I'm tired, I can't continue like this, I'm really tired......"
After that, Ye Wei asked himself, what have you done in the past six months?
One of the high costs you pay for growing up is Lily's complete heartbreak, which is too high.
She can't see through your heart, she doesn't know what you're feeling, she doesn't know if your mind is true or false, she needs to see more, she needs to be sure of more.
As soon as he thought of this, Ye Wei's heart ached.
That night, he did something he didn't usually do, standing on the beach in Santa Monica, looking at the stars in the night sky and the endless sea, and made a sincere wish:
"Tomorrow Lily will come back, and she will be happy ever after!"
......
"These ...... What's going on?"
On the afternoon of Sunday, July 2, Lily returned to Los Angeles after a half-month trip to Europe. A lot has happened in the past six months, and it was an unforgettable journey to visit my two younger brothers and Orion in Switzerland, and to get together with old friends and meet some people in the UK.
When I returned home in the nanny car, I had just entered the house and had not yet entered the living room, and I saw boxes of gifts piled up in the hallway.
She reacted in an instant, her sinking heart churning with an indescribable taste, and her eyebrows raised slightly, as if they were wrinkled but not wrinkled.
"These are all gifts from Ye Wei. "He came over yesterday and put it down with his own hands, and he looked very sincere." β
Lily walked into the living room in silence and looked around the colorful boxes, each of which was exquisitely packaged, and the top row could be seen with "To-Lily" written on the front, and a message of gift. She saw one of them written:
γNothing-in-the-world-is-singleγ All-things-by-a-law-divineγ
In-one-spirit-meet-and-mingleγ Why-not-I-with-thine?γ
Shelley's poem, The Philosophy of Love.
She remembered that he had also translated the Chinese version, picked up the color box and looked at it, and wrote it on the back:
"There is no solitary thing in the world, but there is a holy way in all things.
When yin and yang meet, how can you and I be separated?"
Putting the gift box back, Lily looked at the boxes next to her, each box had a poem, either in English or Chinese, with the original poem written on the front and the translated poem written on the back.
He knows a lot of poetry......
He wants more than anything. Suddenly upset, Lily frowned and said, "Why did he put these things here? Madeleine said helplessly: "If the lady agrees, he will only give gifts." Lily took a deep breath and turned to walk slowly.
"Miss, these gifts?"
"I don't know, I'll put it there first. β
Lily didn't want to think about it, and when she thought about it, it felt like a mess, a complete mess.
She came to her bedroom upstairs, and she didn't know what to do, she sat in front of the dresser in a daze for a long time, walked and turned on the computer on the desk, and then logged on to the Internet, and slowly searched and watched Ye Wei's news, blogs, YouTube......
She saw that "Lovely Bones" was finished, and clicked on its work photos and stills to look at it one by one.
Seeing the kiss drama of Ye Wei and Elizabeth Olsen, he lowered his head to kiss away, Olsen looked infatuated, saw the kiss drama of Ye Wei and Dakota Johnson, Johnson's face was soft, and saw the stills of Margot Robbie, with long blond hair, hot body, and beautiful face.
saw the woods exterior set in the work photos, Ye Wei wore intercom headphones and commanded everyone; on the set of the residential community, Ye Wei and Susan Sarandon played table tennis, and many people watched; on the school set, Ye Wei directed several young actors, talking and laughing.
She saw him on his blog back in Los Angeles. She saw his photo book for Duchen Kolos "Blue Sunshine from the Netherlands" published in "VOGUE", saw his review of "Poseidon" for Amy Rosen, and saw his photo book for Lindsay Ellinson "Slender Beauty" that came out two days ago.
Yes, these women are so beautiful, they are all in good shape, beautiful, and talented, but they are willing to play with him, and his eyes are so good.
She couldn't see the dates clearly, her eyes were a little blurry, before or after, what was the difference? She saw the "Top 10 Girlfriends of VIY", just in the first half of this year, there was another list before, but fortunately, there was no name of her own in it.
With a long breath, he closed all these pages and cleared his browsing history.
I checked the email and saw that the spam bin showed 5 new emails, which were emptied. Turn off the computer, grab the handbag, get up and go.
When she came to the downstairs corridor, Lily said to Madeleine who came over: "I'm going out now, when I'm gone, you call Ye Wei and ask him to take all those gifts away, I don't want it, thank him for his kindness, and ask him not to continue." β
Madeleine suppressed her voice a little: "Ye Wei is here, just outside, I was just about to tell you." β
"How did he know I was back?" Lily was surprised and slightly angry, "I don't want to see him!" Madeleine said, "Nobody told him, he said he had been waiting around since noon, and he saw you return." Lily strode out of the house angrily, "How could he do that!"
She stopped abruptly and called to Madeleine, "You go and call him in, and if you find a paparazzi, let him go immediately." Madeleine answered.
Lily anxiously took a few steps in the corridor, and saw Madeleine leading Ye Wei into the door, he was wearing a crimson short-sleeved T-shirt printed with a black tree pattern and blue jeans, holding a small colorful gift box in his right hand, smiling, staring at her. Lily was creepy.
"Lily. Ye Wei walked briskly, and Madeleine retreated. In a few seconds, he came up to him and said very excitedly, "You look good, it's amazing to see you! Hey, I hope this gift ......" He raised the gift box in his hand, "This lady Alexander doll can express a little of my heart." β
"I don't want to. Lily didn't want to have a conflict with him, she really didn't want to, but she couldn't help but scold, "What are you playing? Dude, have you had enough?"
Ye Wei hurriedly looked serious: "I didn't play ......"
"That's good! That means you're ......" Lily didn't know what she was going to say, she just didn't want him to speak, and looking at the gift he handed over, she said with a smile, "Don't you think it's funny? Send a bunch of gifts and go back, we're all gone!"
Ye Wei was still trying to explain: "These are all antique dolls that I have carefully collected in Philadelphia and eBay, and I went to the ...... of 'Happy Ever After'"
"I said no!" Lily interrupted, her brows furrowing even higher, "What's the point of collecting antique dolls that are bought in large quantities like this? Even if it's a million copies, it's just meaningless greed, isn't it interesting? Thank you, but I don't want it." β
"I know, I know!" Ye Wei said urgently, "I know that collecting antiques must be accidental to have surprises, meaning, and the most interesting." I just wanted to buy you a gift, and I couldn't help but buy so much. β
"Thank you. Lily suppressed the troubles in her heart and said to him kindly: "But, really don't do this anymore, let everyone live a good life." Maybe you love me, but I don't love you, you can't be like this, don't be like this, it's over, okay?"
Ye Wei seemed to laugh a few times, "I can't control myself." β
"You have to be in control. Lily pursed her lips and smiled slightly, "You want to have a stage of persisting in pursuit, let's see if the result will be different, I really understand your thoughts, this is normal, chasing girls...... But I've already given an answer, no. And I told you that day, I'm not single anymore, I'm dating, serious and stable dating. β
"Listen to me, Lily. Ye Wei seemed very sincere, "I don't care if you're dating or not, there's nothing to stop me from pursuing you." β
Lily shook her head lightly and whispered, "Do you still have to think about whether others are willing or not?" Thank you so much for those gifts, but I can't accept them, I don't want to give you the wrong signal, you can take them all back, sorry. I have an appointment and am going out. Ye Wei, I hope this is the last time to reject you, don't continue!"
"I also hope it will be the last refusal. Ye Wei still wanted to laugh.
"You know what I mean. Without further ado, Lily took her handbag to the garage and drove out.
......
"I don't know how else to talk to him, I don't want to hurt him. β
In the elegant and spacious girl's bedroom, two girls are chatting about the secret words of the boudoir.
Tracer sat cross-legged on the bed, hugging a patterned pillow and listening. Lily sat on the edge of the bed and said distressedly: "If he really has the heart to turn back or something, I don't want him to be sad or even stimulated." I think it's the kind of guy who laughs it off, and he's going to be fine, so I don't want to say something drastic. But time and time again, he continues. β
"Why don't you just give him a chance?" asked Trist.
"Will you?" asked Lily.
"I will. There was a little envy on Trist's face, "You must know how many people are envious of you, singing to you every day, he is too romantic." β
Lily couldn't help but be angry, "I think he's so scary......" The voice paused inexplicably because she said the word Horrible, and then elaborated: "It's like it's not romantic, it's a goal." She paused, "I still know him a little, when this person has a goal in mind, he can do everything he can to do everything to achieve the goal." That's it for now. β
Trist and Lily don't talk much about their feelings and Ye Wei, and Lily never talks about these things. The more she talked now, the more confused she became: "You don't believe him?"
"I ......," Lily said after trying to think quietly, "I don't believe him." β
She looked at Trist and said with a frown: "He and Kristen Stewart were forcibly kissed by her, I can believe it, I don't care if he was playing ambiguously with her to provoke her to kiss him, he is a boy, a genius! I can always accept his occasional tricks, and I will find it funny at that time......"
"I thought at the time. She shook her head slightly, "He's mine." I love him, I adore him, I chase him...... I also know that our relationship also has its own problems, I have immature, undone aspects. I even thought about giving him a few chances to split his legs, but then I found out that no, not half a time. β
"Of course not, splitting legs is unforgivable. Tracey nodded, beginning to understand the old friend, she cared too much, was hurt too deeply.
Lily continued, more open than in the psychiatric clinic: "He and Nina are not split, it's because we have a misunderstanding, I can accept this, I can accept this! Nina is a good girl, I can accept all the ...... he has had with her"
Nina's smiling face flashed in front of her eyes, really, thinking about it, she didn't have any disgust for Nina, Nina was legitimate, and she didn't do anything wrong.
"But...... What about him and Amy Rosen? What about the women? What's that?"
Beautiful faces flashed, but they were like a group of hateful criminals, doing the most shameless deeds.
"But this half year is really too ......much" Tracey thought about it for a while, seeing that Lily's expression became sharp, as a mutual friend of the two, she still wanted to persuade: "Actually, he didn't do anything wrong, when he got along with Amy Rosen, he didn't have a relationship with you, you said." β
"That's the problem!" Lily chuckled, the corners of her mouth curled slightly with disdain: "He didn't do anything wrong, how can you say forgive him or not? It's just that he did what he wanted, and I don't like him to do it, he did it to make me, I don't like this person anymore." β
"Isn't he changing?" Trist said good things for Ye Wei, "He asked me about you, I didn't say how you were, but he sounds very concerned about you." β
"He's asking me around?" Lily was a little upset. Trist thought about it and replied, "No, he still asked in circles." The more Lily thought about it, the more angry she became: "That guy has already dragged too many people in! The funniest thing is that a few days ago, he had an affair with Elizabeth Olsen, and he asked Olsen to call me to explain, which embarrassed us." β
Tracey gossiped uncomfortably: "Is that true or false?"
"Who knows. Lily didn't look interested, "Maybe he's really taken it." But, whatever the reason, whether he was self-defeating, confused, or just wanted to play for a while, it was all of his own volition, and he got tired of playing and suddenly said, 'Lily, I love you so much, let's get back together', him. β
She scolded, "It's not that I don't give him a chance, I'm annoyed when I think of him, I used to be infatuated with him, but now I don't call at all." β
She blinked, and added, "I'm more inclined to him to think of retrieving me as a game, and he can do whatever he wants." After a few days he's had enough, he's going to play something else. Who's playing with him? It's not good to do something else, I'm not going to be with him anyway. β
"If you don't care at all. Tracer patted her friend on the back with a pillow, "Why are you bothered?"
Lily was stunned, and then slowly exhaled after a long breath, and said, "I don't like him, but he is special to me." Her words gradually murmured: "I think there are always some things and some people in life, and in the end they will only become regrets for a lifetime."
He's just that person, it's impossible for me to be with him, it's completely impossible. β
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On Monday, July 3, Ye Wei returned to work to carry out the post-production of "Lovely Bones", and the advantages of digital shooting were shown again.
The special effects shots are not ready so quickly, and while waiting for ILM to be delivered, it is already advisable to edit them first, because the special effects shots are accurately storyboard and numbered.
The editor of this collaboration continues to be Suzanne Hines, who will continue to have absolute control of the editing room, and although the distribution rights go to Paramount, this is an independent film.
From morning to afternoon, Ye Wei spent time in the editing room, quite uncertain, and the girl's face kept flooding his heart, and she occupied all his moods little by little.
All the gifts were taken back, but I wouldn't give it up.
Continue one song a day IA-Song, go on, go on!
Finishing work on time at 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Ye Wei immediately drove the Volkswagen Polo to Harvard-Westlake High School, just to see her. Received news from Lev, he knew that she was at school today to participate in the preparations for the school's Independence Day celebrations.
It was half past five when he came to the school, and he had long since entered the campus without ID, it was Lev who brought him in, and the security guards also recognized him, and let him go after making sure that there was no weapon.
Entering the campus, Ye Wei began to act alone, the summer sun is still very hot, and the wind blowing is full of enthusiasm, although in the summer vacation, the school is still lively, there are many summer activities, courses, training camps, and people preparing for tomorrow's independence day, and the voices of youth are everywhere.
This is the first time he has come back since he was expelled from school, and he can't help but look around a little greedily, looking at the distant sports field, where some boys are playing football on the football field.
It was too far away to see who those figures were, and he seemed to see someone wearing the number 6 jersey, which was his jersey, and it was, maybe it was just a mistake.
Ye Wei retracted his gaze, quickened his pace and walked in the direction of the rugby theater, he had just walked for a while before he arrived, and suddenly saw a group of people in front of him talking and laughing, he should be leaving the school. There were boys and girls, and Lily was too, dressed in a warm summer dress with short sleeves and floral dresses, her light brown hair hanging down, and her face was smiling, talking about something.
He was hesitating whether to walk up and say hello or flash to the side.
At this time, as soon as Lily looked at him, she saw him with sharp eyes, her expression changed in an instant, her face turned a little red, and she seemed to tremble with anger.
Ye Wei turned her head and walked in the other direction, panicking, she was not happy that he appeared, so she hurried away before her friends found him.
"You stop. He heard her screams and the sound of swift footsteps coming from behind him, and after a few seconds of slowing down, Lily walked briskly past and said in a cold voice, "Come with me." He silently followed Lily to the quiet woodland.
"What are you doing here!?" Lily said angrily, turning around, "Let the whole school know you're stalking me?
"I don't think so, I'm just ......" Ye Wei was about to say that I just came to see tomorrow's Independence Day.
"You're really affecting my life like this!" Lily was very angry, taking a deep breath to control her emotions, her eyes still staring at him slightly, "Singing every day? Do you think it's romantic? Or do you want to pull people from all over the world in to watch your show and see how you chase girls!"
Ye Wei looked at her angry face and raised thick eyebrows, and her heart was buzzing, "I just want to ......"
"You think, you think, it's not what you want, others want to do it. Lily's tone became more and more serious, and her eyes reddened, "This is not a movie, this is not a set, not everyone else has to listen to you!
"I'm sorry. Ye Wei felt that his face was hot, and his eyes couldn't help lowering.
"But, I hope you're doing well. Lily didn't know what to say, only that she couldn't say it if she didn't show her attitude: "But please don't act like if I don't agree to date you, you're going to be bad and falling, that's kidnapping me... Please don't kidnap me and blackmail me with persistence and repentance, please. β
Ye Wei said in a deep voice: "I didn't, I just wanted to tell you ......"
"I don't want to hear it!" Lily covered her ears with her hands and said in annoyance, "If it was someone else, Emma Roberts, or who found Duoduo that day? Would you do the same to her? Pull her to play this game? I don't want to play any love game with you, if you don't like it, you don't like it, if you don't feel it, you don't feel it!"
She became more and more excited, and she threw her hands and stomped her feet again: "I don't want to start over with a bastard, or a turning bastard, can you understand me? I have my Prince Charming! But he didn't change from a bastard, he will never be a bastard! He's as good as the people in the movies!"
It's not you! I don't even want to see you, hear you, think of you! No matter how you change, I hate you! Don't you have someone you hate? I hate you!"
Ye Wei's face was flushed, hot and hot, and he had not been rejected and scolded by girls since he was a child, but this time...... He felt ashamed.
The more he blushed, the more excited Lily became: "Would you be moved by a prostitute pestering you and annoying you to pursue you every day?"
Almost after shouting these words, she suddenly fell silent, breathing heavily, her eyes condensing.
"I'm sorry. Ye Wei looked at Lily, her grace made him realize that he had done something wrong again, and sincerely apologized: "I was wrong, I didn't consider your feelings, I only cared about my yearning for beauty." Although this is my heart, my actions are too fanatical, I'm sorry. β
Lily looked at him again, and her voice was unusually calm: "If you want to think about others, then you should respect the wishes of others first. Stop this, all of this, live a good life, and do something. β
"How about being your spare tire?" Ye Wei wanted to laugh, but he was also serious: "I won't bother you, but I'm on call." Take me, won't you?"
"I don't want a spare tire. Lily's eyes were uninterested, "I don't want to have an affair with you, I don't want to have anything with you, we can't do it." β
Ye Wei looked at her and wanted to think about it, but every brain couldn't function, her mind and heart were blank, there was only pain, like the whole person was shattered. He nodded suddenly: "OK, I understand, I'm really sorry lately." Don't worry, I won't go to the fall, I never meant to hurt you, I'm sorry. β
Lily was silent and did not speak, perhaps scolding him again when she spoke.
"Goodbye. Ye Wei smiled at her, turned around and left first, looking up at the clear blue sky, there was only a blank space.
Lily watched him walk away, and slowly left, and suddenly saw him in the distance blocked by several tall boys, she immediately frowned, it was the school basketball team, and a boy was also pursuing her. The gang laughed around him, and the laughter could be heard even here, as if they were mocking him.
Ye Wei ignored them, he didn't touch them, and walked over by the side in a detour.
He's such a proud man......
"Who is this? Who let this guy get in??", "Security!", "Wait, we're just kidding, don't be angry!, welcome back, talk about your latest films?", "Can you win next year's Oscar for Best Director?", "Hahaha!"
......
"I wish I could make you turn around,
Turned around and saw me crying.
There are so many things I have to say to you, too many reasons.
You're the only one who really understands me. β
In the video, the guitar is played faster and heavier, and the crying singing voice is more sincere: "So look at me again now! There's nothing I can recall there, only the memory of your face.
So look at me again now, because there's just an empty space there.
But waiting for you is all I can do, and that's what I have to face.
Take a good look at me again, because I'm going to stay here.
I want you to come back to me, in spite of all the difficulties,
This is an opportunity I must seize.
Look at me again now. β
......
After singing a song, Heathram took off his mask and revealed a face, he was a boy who looked sixteen or seventeen years old, not so tall, not so mature, but full of vitality and very handsome, his eyes were as warm as the sun and as clear as the sea...... It's a bit bad, but not really bad......
"I'm Ye Wei, it's a pleasure to meet you. So what to do now?"
"Our plan is to ......"
Suddenly, the whole world throbbed, the entire middle school campus was turned upside down, everything became blurred, and countless memories poured out from the bottom of my heart.
"Ahh
I looked at the electronic clock at the head of the bed, showing that 2016/7/4, 2:16, it was another year's Independence Day.
2016?Lily was surprised, she hurriedly got up and turned on the room light, rushed to the computer and looked at the date, it was 2016, she searched the Internet to check Ye Wei, only to see him......
Suddenly, I felt awake again, and this was really waking up. Lily exhaled and opened her eyes to look at the electronic clock at the bedside, 7/4/2006, 1:28 a.m., what a nightmare. She closed her eyes and continued to sleep, but she couldn't sleep, and she couldn't remember the dream just now, what would everyone be like in ten years?
Can you become a show host? Or do you become an actor?
Where's that guy? I'm sure he's still making movies......
Is she and him like that yesterday? the summer when I was 17 and 18 years old?
Stop thinking nonsense, go to sleep.
Lily tossed and turned for a while, she couldn't sleep, the scenes of the past two days were surging in her heart, the ...... of the past two or three years Why is this happening?
I don't know how long she thought about it, but it was like a fishbone stuck in her heart, and she knew what it was, what Hiscram was. She went up a few times to see if he had done anything unacceptable...... It was okay before, it didn't make too much trouble.
She hadn't been there for two nights after coming back to Los Angeles, and the last thing she saw was that he sang Again st-All-Odds by Jerk Phil, and he sang on Sunday, the man he sang.
What about yesterday? July 3rd?
Lily got up, turned on the room light, went to her desk to turn on the computer, and then boarded the web to open YouTube, just to make sure.
She was about to open the IA-Songs channel, only to see a blank screen, refresh the web page, and her vast eyes were still blank.
Ye Wei deleted all the videos, there was no longer this channel, and after 19 days, he finally stopped, gave up, and ended.
"Fool...... Big fool ......"
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Search for "how to write a website", search for "HTML language tutorial", open "one hour to understand HTML", an hour for you to understand what HTML is, and have a preliminary understanding of it...... Horror ......" voice paused inexplicably as he said the word Horrible, and then elaborated: "It's like it's not romantic, it's a goal." She paused, "I still know him a little, when this person has a goal in mind, he can do everything he can to do everything to achieve the goal." That's it for now. β
Trist and Lily don't talk much about their feelings and Ye Wei, and Lily never talks about these things. The more she talked now, the more confused she became: "You don't believe him?"
"I ......," Lily said after trying to think quietly, "I don't believe him." β
She looked at Trist and said with a frown: "He and Kristen Stewart were forcibly kissed by her, I can believe it, I don't care if he was playing ambiguously with her to provoke her to kiss him, he is a boy, a genius! I can always accept his occasional tricks, and I will find it funny at that time......"
"I thought at the time. She shook her head slightly, "He's mine." I love him, I adore him, I chase him...... I also know that our relationship also has its own problems, I have immature, undone aspects. I even thought about giving him a few chances to split his legs, but then I found out that no, not half a time. β
"Of course not, splitting legs is unforgivable. Tracey nodded, beginning to understand the old friend, she cared too much, was hurt too deeply.
Lily continued, more open than in the psychiatric clinic: "He and Nina are not split, it's because we have a misunderstanding, I can accept this, I can accept this! Nina is a good girl, I can accept all the ...... he has had with her"
Nina's smiling face flashed in front of her eyes, really, thinking about it, she didn't have any disgust for Nina, Nina was legitimate, and she didn't do anything wrong.
"But...... What about him and Amy Rosen? What about the women? What's that?"
Beautiful faces flashed, but they were like a group of hateful criminals, doing the most shameless deeds.
"But this half year is really too ......much" Tracey thought about it for a while, seeing that Lily's expression became sharp, as a mutual friend of the two, she still wanted to persuade: "Actually, he didn't do anything wrong, when he got along with Amy Rosen, he didn't have a relationship with you, you said." β
"That's the problem!" Lily chuckled, the corners of her mouth curled slightly with disdain: "He didn't do anything wrong, how can you say forgive him or not? It's just that he did what he wanted, and I don't like him to do it, he did it to make me, I don't like this person anymore." β
"Isn't he changing?" Trist said good things for Ye Wei, "He asked me about you, I didn't say how you were, but he sounds very concerned about you." β
"He's asking me around?" Lily was a little upset. Trist thought about it and replied, "No, he still asked in circles." The more Lily thought about it, the more angry she became: "That guy has already dragged too many people in! The funniest thing is that a few days ago, he had an affair with Elizabeth Olsen, and he asked Olsen to call me to explain, which embarrassed us." β
Tracey gossiped uncomfortably: "Is that true or false?"
"Who knows. Lily didn't look interested, "Maybe he's really taken it." But, whatever the reason, whether he was self-defeating, confused, or just wanted to play for a while, it was all of his own volition, and he got tired of playing and suddenly said, 'Lily, I love you so much, let's get back together', him. β
She scolded, "It's not that I don't give him a chance, I'm annoyed when I think of him, I used to be infatuated with him, but now I don't call at all." β
She blinked, and added, "I'm more inclined to him to think of retrieving me as a game, and he can do whatever he wants." After a few days he's had enough, he's going to play something else. Who's playing with him? It's not good to do something else, I'm not going to be with him anyway. β
"If you don't care at all. Tracer patted her friend on the back with a pillow, "Why are you bothered?"
Lily was stunned, and then slowly exhaled after a long breath, and said, "I don't like him, but he is special to me." Her words gradually murmured: "I think there are always some things and some people in life, and in the end they will only become regrets for a lifetime."
He's just that person, it's impossible for me to be with him, it's completely impossible. β
......
On Monday, July 3, Ye Wei returned to work to carry out the post-production of "Lovely Bones", and the advantages of digital shooting were shown again.
The special effects shots are not ready so quickly, and while waiting for ILM to be delivered, it is already advisable to edit them first, because the special effects shots are accurately storyboard and numbered.
The editor of this collaboration continues to be Suzanne Hines, who will continue to have absolute control of the editing room, and although the distribution rights go to Paramount, this is an independent film.
From morning to afternoon, Ye Wei spent time in the editing room, quite uncertain, and the girl's face kept flooding his heart, and she occupied all his moods little by little.
All the gifts were taken back, but I wouldn't give it up.
Continue one song a day IA-Song, go on, go on!
Finishing work on time at 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Ye Wei immediately drove the Volkswagen Polo to Harvard-Westlake High School, just to see her. Received news from Lev, he knew that she was at school today to participate in the preparations for the school's Independence Day celebrations.
It was half past five when he came to the school, and he had long since entered the campus without ID, it was Lev who brought him in, and the security guards also recognized him, and let him go after making sure that there was no weapon.
Entering the campus, Ye Wei began to act alone, the summer sun is still very hot, and the wind blowing is full of enthusiasm, although in the summer vacation, the school is still lively, there are many summer activities, courses, training camps, and people preparing for tomorrow's independence day, and the voices of youth are everywhere.
This is the first time he has come back since he was expelled from school, and he can't help but look around a little greedily, looking at the distant sports field, where some boys are playing football on the football field.
It was too far away to see who those figures were, and he seemed to see someone wearing the number 6 jersey, which was his jersey, and it was, maybe it was just a mistake.
Ye Wei retracted his gaze, quickened his pace and walked in the direction of the rugby theater, he had just walked for a while before he arrived, and suddenly saw a group of people in front of him talking and laughing, he should be leaving the school. There were boys and girls, and Lily was too, dressed in a warm summer dress with short sleeves and floral dresses, her light brown hair hanging down, and her face was smiling, talking about something.
He was hesitating whether to walk up and say hello or flash to the side.
At this time, as soon as Lily looked at him, she saw him with sharp eyes, her expression changed in an instant, her face turned a little red, and she seemed to tremble with anger.
Ye Wei turned her head and walked in the other direction, panicking, she was not happy that he appeared, so she hurried away before her friends found him.
"You stop. He heard her screams and the sound of swift footsteps coming from behind him, and after a few seconds of slowing down, Lily walked briskly past and said in a cold voice, "Come with me." He silently followed Lily to the quiet woodland.
"What are you doing here!?" Lily said angrily, turning around, "Let the whole school know you're stalking me?
"I don't think so, I'm just ......" Ye Wei was about to say that I just came to see tomorrow's Independence Day.
"You're really affecting my life like this!" Lily was very angry, taking a deep breath to control her emotions, her eyes still staring at him slightly, "Singing every day? Do you think it's romantic? Or do you want to pull people from all over the world in to watch your show and see how you chase girls!"
Ye Wei looked at her angry face and raised thick eyebrows, and her heart was buzzing, "I just want to ......"
"You think, you think, it's not what you want, others want to do it. Lily's tone became more and more serious, and her eyes reddened, "This is not a movie, this is not a set, not everyone else has to listen to you!
"I'm sorry. Ye Wei felt that his face was hot, and his eyes couldn't help lowering.
"But, I hope you're doing well. Lily didn't know what to say, only that she couldn't say it if she didn't show her attitude: "But please don't act like if I don't agree to date you, you're going to be bad and falling, that's kidnapping me... Please don't kidnap me and blackmail me with persistence and repentance, please. β
Ye Wei said in a deep voice: "I didn't, I just wanted to tell you ......"
"I don't want to hear it!" Lily covered her ears with her hands and said in annoyance, "If it was someone else, Emma Roberts, or who found Duoduo that day? Would you do the same to her? Pull her to play this game? I don't want to play any love game with you, if you don't like it, you don't like it, if you don't feel it, you don't feel it!"
She became more and more excited, and she threw her hands and stomped her feet again: "I don't want to start over with a bastard, or a turning bastard, can you understand me? I have my Prince Charming! But he didn't change from a bastard, he will never be a bastard! He's as good as the people in the movies!"
It's not you! I don't even want to see you, hear you, think of you! No matter how you change, I hate you! Don't you have someone you hate? I hate you!"
Ye Wei's face was flushed, hot and hot, and he had not been rejected and scolded by girls since he was a child, but this time...... He felt ashamed.
The more he blushed, the more excited Lily became: "Would you be moved by a prostitute pestering you and annoying you to pursue you every day?"
Almost after shouting these words, she suddenly fell silent, breathing heavily, her eyes condensing.
"I'm sorry. Ye Wei looked at Lily, her grace made him realize that he had done something wrong again, and sincerely apologized: "I was wrong, I didn't consider your feelings, I only cared about my yearning for beauty." Although this is my heart, my actions are too fanatical, I'm sorry. β
Lily looked at him again, and her voice was unusually calm: "If you want to think about others, then you should respect the wishes of others first. Stop this, all of this, live a good life, and do something. β
"How about being your spare tire?" Ye Wei wanted to laugh, but he was also serious: "I won't bother you, but I'm on call." Take me, won't you?"
"I don't want a spare tire. Lily's eyes were uninterested, "I don't want to have an affair with you, I don't want to have anything with you, we can't do it." β
Ye Wei looked at her and wanted to think about it, but every brain couldn't function, her mind and heart were blank, there was only pain, like the whole person was shattered. He nodded suddenly: "OK, I understand, I'm really sorry lately." Don't worry, I won't go to the fall, I never meant to hurt you, I'm sorry. β
Lily was silent and did not speak, perhaps scolding him again when she spoke.
"Goodbye. Ye Wei smiled at her, turned around and left first, looking up at the clear blue sky, there was only a blank space.
Lily watched him walk away, and slowly left, and suddenly saw him in the distance blocked by several tall boys, she immediately frowned, it was the school basketball team, and a boy was also pursuing her. The gang laughed around him, and the laughter could be heard even here, as if they were mocking him.
Ye Wei ignored them, he didn't touch them, and walked over by the side in a detour.
He's such a proud man......
"Who is this? Who let this guy get in??", "Security!", "Wait, we're just kidding, don't be angry!, welcome back, talk about your latest films?", "Can you win next year's Oscar for Best Director?", "Hahaha!"
......
"I wish I could make you turn around,
Turned around and saw me crying.
There are so many things I have to say to you, too many reasons.
You're the only one who really understands me. β
In the video, the guitar is played faster and heavier, and the crying singing voice is more sincere: "So look at me again now! There's nothing I can recall there, only the memory of your face.
So look at me again now, because there's just an empty space there.
But waiting for you is all I can do, and that's what I have to face.
Take a good look at me again, because I'm going to stay here.
I want you to come back to me, in spite of all the difficulties,
This is an opportunity I must seize.
Look at me again now. β
......
After singing a song, Heathram took off his mask and revealed a face, he was a boy who looked sixteen or seventeen years old, not so tall, not so mature, but full of vitality and very handsome, his eyes were as warm as the sun and as clear as the sea...... It's a bit bad, but not really bad......
"I'm Ye Wei, it's a pleasure to meet you. So what to do now?"
"Our plan is to ......"
Suddenly, the whole world throbbed, the entire middle school campus was turned upside down, everything became blurred, and countless memories poured out from the bottom of my heart.
"Ahh
I looked at the electronic clock at the head of the bed, showing that 2016/7/4, 2:16, it was another year's Independence Day.
2016?Lily was surprised, she hurriedly got up and turned on the room light, rushed to the computer and looked at the date, it was 2016, she searched the Internet to check Ye Wei, only to see him......
Suddenly, I felt awake again, and this was really waking up. Lily exhaled and opened her eyes to look at the electronic clock at the bedside, 7/4/2006, 1:28 a.m., what a nightmare. She closed her eyes and continued to sleep, but she couldn't sleep, and she couldn't remember the dream just now, what would everyone be like in ten years?
Can you become a show host? Or do you become an actor?
Where's that guy? I'm sure he's still making movies......
Is she and him like that yesterday? the summer when I was 17 and 18 years old?
Stop thinking nonsense, go to sleep.
Lily tossed and turned for a while, she couldn't sleep, the scenes of the past two days were surging in her heart, the ...... of the past two or three years Why is this happening?
I don't know how long she thought about it, but it was like a fishbone stuck in her heart, and she knew what it was, what Hiscram was. She went up a few times to see if he had done anything unacceptable...... It was okay before, it didn't make too much trouble.
She hadn't been there for two nights after coming back to Los Angeles, and the last thing she saw was that he sang Again st-All-Odds by Jerk Phil, and he sang on Sunday, the man he sang.
What about yesterday? July 3rd?
Lily got up, turned on the room light, went to her desk to turn on the computer, and then boarded the web to open YouTube, just to make sure.
She was about to open the IA-Songs channel, only to see a blank screen, refresh the web page, and her vast eyes were still blank.
Ye Wei deleted all the videos, there was no longer this channel, and after 19 days, he finally stopped, gave up, and ended.
"Fool...... Big fool ......"
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