Chapter 640: The Rebellious Son (6)
"I've never brought you here, and now that you're older, I should let you know where your birth father is buried!" Kou Xi stood straight, looking at the sunset in the distance.
The voice was soft but the tone was heavy: "Let me ask you, do you think that you were not born by me, so my attitude towards you is not as good as Mi Le?"
Niu Niu's body shook, and he raised his head to look at Kou Xi with a frightened face.
"Today in front of your father, you tell me, do you regard me as your mother, do you regard this family as your home?" Kou Xi suddenly shouted, and Niu Niu cried out in fright.
"Are you blaming me for marrying someone else?" Kou Xi couldn't say the real reason at all, but she couldn't accept that Niu Niu had become 'degenerate' because of this.
"I don't know what you're messing about? I can't understand what you're messing about? Coach Sun told me not to be selfish and always think about my own affairs, since I adopted you, I have to be responsible for you. ”
"Niu Niu!" Kou Xi lowered his head and looked at him: "Let me ask you, what point did I not do well enough, where did I treat you and Mi Le differently? ”
"I know!" she paused, holding back her tears and taking a deep breath: "I know, you think that accepting Gu Shen is a betrayal of Huo An." You think I betrayed Huo An first, and you think I didn't have the slightest affection for this husband from beginning to end. If I don't have feelings for him, why should I put up with his family again and again. Isn't Huo An wrong? Husband and wife are one, I have been wronged Huo An has helped me a few times? All he can give is peace mud, he can only give me all his salary, and then scold his family a few words. Even if they knew that Huo An was protecting me, what could they do? It didn't hurt or itch, anyway, the emperor was far away! But even so, after his death, did I completely cut off contact with the Huo family? No! I accepted the occasional visit of Grandpa Miller, I accepted that I was still Huo An's wife, and I even pulled his sister when she was in a desperate situation. But don't you know that I have a life of my own? I need a partner, Miller wants a father, and I even think you need a mature man to guide you. ”
"I, no!" Niu Niu knelt in front of the tombstone of the senior deputy battalion commander, covered his face and cried: "I have accepted it, I have accepted it." ”
"I don't know, I don't know why you're like this. Isn't Gu Shen good? He's very good, he even knows how to be a father better than Huo An. He is well aware of how important you are to me, so he worked hard to pull you into your relationship before getting married. After two years of marriage, we dared to have a child, and it was when Miller tried to persuade us. We all care about your emotions, for fear that there will be something that will make you unhappy in the slightest. But you...... You pushed us out of the way, out of your heart. ”
When Kou Xi said this, she was so angry that she reached out and grabbed Niu Niu's collar: "I don't understand, we attach so much importance to you, why can't we exchange your attention for your understanding?"
Speaking of this, Kou Xi burst into tears and took a deep breath: "Perhaps, it's because we respect you too much? I shouldn't give you the most important seat in the family, I should treat you like an aunt to Doudou, treat you as a child, and never listen to your heart? I should beat you up and scold you when you make a mistake, so that it is like a family, right?"
Niu Niu knelt on the ground and looked at Kou Xi aggrievedly: "Why didn't you beat me?
"You are an injured child, I have agreed with Huo An that no matter what you do in your life, we can't beat you. You've been through too much in your life, you've suffered too many grievances, and you've been beaten too much by your own mother. We don't want to give you a hurt memory, and even if you do something wrong, I think you'll understand if I'm reasonable. Kou Xi shook his head, smiled bitterly, tears falling from his face: "I didn't know, it turns out that in your heart, beating is love." ”
Kou Xi wiped a handful of tears: "Everyone says that boys are particularly rebellious when they reach puberty. Some people also told me that Niu Niu is too sensible and can never rebel. I have also been told that it is especially terrible for children who have been injured at an early age to rebel. ”
She choked up: "Something happened, don't you dare to tell me, you go and tell Gu Shen? You found Gu Shen the first time, I don't ask you, think about it yourself?"
"When this happened, Grandpa's first reaction was that you were influenced by a bad boy here. He is very persistent and must take you home so that you can go to a normal secondary school. ”
"It.....'s just me," Kou Xi patted his chest, "It's just me, I know there must be something special." There must be something buried in your heart for a long time, you don't say, I don't ask. ”
Kou Xi waved his hand: "I don't ask, I don't ask." ”
She turned around and staggered two steps. Turning his back to Niu Niu, he said, "If you have anything to say, say it to your father." I'll give you two options......."
Niu Niu's whole person instantly became cold, and his mind kept running at high speed. He closed his eyes, and a voice flashed through his head: "She finally, finally doesn't want me." Leave me to whom, leave me in the team and leave me to fend for myself. I can now afford to make money, and I have enough money and allowances to live on my own. ”
In addition, there is a voice that unswervingly denies: "Impossible, at least at the age of eighteen, she will definitely accompany you to the age of eighteen." It's still a few years, a few more years!"
Kou Xi's fluttering voice sounded in his ears: "Do you go home with me to study, or stay in the team and work hard to enter the national team." I don't have to tell me the reason, I just want the result!"
Niu Niu opened his eyes suddenly, looking at Kou Xi's distant back. In the orange-red sunset, she wears a long trench coat. The wind blew through the scarf and lifted it, and there seemed to be a faint light on her gentle side face.
"Huh......" Niu Niu breathed a sigh of relief, and only then did he realize that he had forgotten to breathe nervously just now. My chest hurts, but my heart seems to have a small flower.
"It's me who is careful!" Niu Niu said to his father with guilt, "I'm afraid, I'm really scared." I am afraid that one day, she will have a son of her own. No, I know, he will definitely take my place in her heart. ”
"Dad!" Niu Niu burst into tears when he said this. He folded his hands and said to the tombstone: "Please bless her, bless her with peace and joy for a lifetime, bless her with a long life, and bless Uncle Gu to love and spoil her well." I will definitely honor her well and never make her angry again. Dad, I promise!"