Why do you want to leave?

She rarely thinks about the past anymore, and that's the benefit of painting, it allows you to focus on the present and have no time to recall the troubled thoughts of the past.

At the beginning, she started to pick up the brush in order not to be caught in sad memories all the time, but she didn't expect this painting to be eighteen years.

"Is it still important?" she shook her head, it was all in the past, and it was no longer that important.

"It's important to me. But he did not give up.

This question bothered him for eighteen years, and he was so good to her at that time, he couldn't figure out why she left suddenly, and he didn't even say goodbye to himself, how could he be willing if he didn't get this answer.

"Maybe it's because I don't love you enough. She said lightly.

In fact, she was telling the truth, after so many years, she had actually figured it out, she loved him, but not deep enough, so she left gloomily after knowing such a prominent family background as him.

Yes, there was no misunderstanding at all, and there was nothing compelled to do so, but the inferiority complex in her heart made her choose to leave him.

She always knew that he was so good, and his excellence already made ordinary her feel pressured when she was with him.

But I didn't expect his family background to be even better, his grandfather was the founding marshal, his grandmother was the president of the Charity Federation, his father was the Minister of Finance, and his uncle was the mayor of Leidu, and their whole family was shrouded in a huge halo.

With such a family, how can she not retreat.

She was saddened by the gap between her and him, and she forced a smile in front of him, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes at all, and her heart was full of astringency.

She finally decides to leave him, the better he treats himself, the more pressure she puts on, the more perfect he is, and the more inferior she becomes.

She thought that they were not from the same world at all, that she had just strayed into his world, and that she was going to go back to her own world after all.

Instead of letting this perfect world be shattered and then leaving later, it is better for her to disappear now, and in her heart, save the next love between him and her that will always be perfect.

In his heart, there is a beautiful story of Xiaoshu and him.

A marriage with the wrong door is a tragedy, and a marriage with the wrong door will be a tragedy.

Not only are they very different in terms of status, but they are not on the same level in their inner world.

He is confident and flamboyant, and she is inferior in front of him, even with his favor, she always feels inferior to him.

How can they have a future like this?

At first, she left because of low self-esteem, and after experiencing the initial pain, she slowly began to precipitate herself through oil painting, and she began to see clearly the tiny, constricted self inside.

She began to work hard to make herself grow, she didn't know if she could grow to the height of being with him, and if she couldn't, she figured she wouldn't let herself appear in front of him.

In order to be able to stand side by side with him, in the past eighteen years, she has not dared to stop working hard.

He looked at her in confusion, and she said that she didn't love him enough, and that he loved her harder, and that he had to leave him, and that he couldn't understand it, and he couldn't accept it.

"Why? Am I treating you badly......

She shook her head, "No, you're too good to me, so good...... It stresses me out......"

She stared at him deeply, he was more mature, more stable, more attractive, she thought she would at least be able to catch up with him a little, but she found that there was none, and he became more dazzling.

She sighed, "You're so good, and I'm ...... It's too ordinary......"

Yes, this is the only reason for her to leave, she is too cowardly and inferior, but in that state of mind, she really has no way to let herself continue to enjoy his favor in peace.

"That's why you left me?" his eyes filled with disbelief.

For eighteen years, it was for this reason that he never knew that one day the excellence he was so proud of would make her leave him.

"Hehe......" he smiled bitterly, his expression was extremely sad, "have you really loved me?"

It could be for such a reason...... If he is not good enough, he can work hard and change for the better, but she says it's because he's too good, so how can he change?

Is that really not an excuse?

"I'm sorry......" Xiao Shu said bitterly, she knew that she had hurt him, it was all just her own problem, how innocent he was.

"I love you, it's just that my love is not enough to support me out of my inferiority complex in the face of you......"

They are already rational adults, she knows exactly what she really feels in her heart, and she knows clearly what she wants and what she can want.

When encountering a problem, facing it is the real solution.

"Do you have low self-esteem?" Huangfu Yuhua murmured in a low voice.

It turned out that she had always felt like this in front of her, and she didn't even notice it at all, was she hiding it too well, or was she too confident to put herself in her shoes at all?

He remembered the time they had accidentally bumped into his family when they were together, and how nervous she had been after seeing his family.

He thought she was just nervous because she saw her elders, but now that he thinks about it, I'm afraid his family has shocked her.

It turned out that he thought he loved her, but he never considered her from her standpoint, he thought that love was just a simple giving.

Oh, how childish love was when I was young.

"I'm sorry......" this time he said, "I didn't think much about it from your point ......of view," he said sincerely.

Eighteen years of mistakes are a pity, if eighteen years can make him understand, then he is willing to use his future life to make up for it.

He should be glad that at least there was no one else among them, and he could slow down and let her have faith in him.

"It's my love that isn't enough to put you at ease. "Yes, that's the crux of the matter, and his super kernel with an IQ of 222 has already sorted out the core of the problem.

He stepped forward, only a corner of the coffee table between them, "Will you give me another chance? ”

He asked directly, and his eyes were hot.

Yao Shu hesitated, she didn't expect him to appear suddenly, she didn't expect him to be so calm and let her give him another chance to chase her, her heart was already excited, but reason asked her to restrain desperately.

It's not time, it's not time, and now she's not enough to stand side by side with him.

He is the brightest rising star of the country, the mayor of the magic capital, and the future presidential candidate.

And she, her career has just started, she is just emerging, she has not yet reached the height she wants, the height that can stand side by side with him.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the untimely death," she ignored his question, "you can recognize her, but regarding her relationship with you, I hope you can wait until after her eighteenth birthday and let her make her own decisions." ”

She has always taken a democratic and open approach to education at an early age, and she decided to tell her the whole truth when she was eighteen years old, but now it just came early.

But whether to have the surname Huangfu or not, or whether to disclose her identity, she hopes that it is up to her to decide.

The brilliance in Huangfu Yuhua's eyes gradually dimmed, she was avoiding his question, how could he not see it.

He knew that he couldn't force her, since she was inferiority complex eighteen years ago, then eighteen years later, the only reason why she didn't give herself a chance could only be that she hadn't gotten out of the cage she had drawn.

He was willing to wait for her to come out slowly, but in the process, he would always be by her side to make her feel at ease.

He believed that she would come out on her own one day, she gave birth to a daughter for him, she waited for him for eighteen years, what else did he have to worry about?

At the first glance when he saw her again, he knew that she was still his Xiaoshu, and it was no longer important for her to answer that she didn't answer.

Thinking like this, the sparkle in his eyes gathered again.

"Xiao Shu, I want you to understand that I love you, I love you eighteen years ago, and I love you even more after eighteen years, I don't want to force you, but I implore you to give me a chance, so that I can love you and don't run away again. ”

Huangfu Yuhua said firmly, and he came to eliminate her uneasiness for her.

Yao Shu stared at him deeply, and eighteen years later, this man became even better.

Eighteen years ago, she chose to run away in the face of boundless unease, and eighteen years later, she has matured and will never choose such a cowardly way to face her feelings.

"Give me two years to match you. She talked.

Now she's confident enough that she can take her to a whole new level of art with just one or two more influential international awards, and now she's knocking on that door.

Eighteen years of dormancy is for the sake of soaring into the sky in the past two or three years.

Then, she would go to him, and if he was still single, and still miss her as much as she did, that's what she had planned.

"Okay, I promise you. He reached out and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

After eighteen years of hugging, they are so attached to each other, two people who love each other, two hearts that love each other, and finally stick together again.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, looking at the two people hugging each other tightly in the courtyard, a warm smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, are they together again?

No matter what happened to them, at this moment, she was genuinely happy for them.

The picture of the two embracing each other inexplicably moved her deeply, and a hot current surged up in her heart.

She thought that she was happy for her parents, but she inadvertently realized that two lines of warm tears had already flowed from her face.