"Where are we going? You decide, Jane, anywhere. ”

"Mexico! Now is the time to go to Mexico, where we will have a fresh start and let this country full of thieves and criminals die!"

"But as far as I know, there are more of them in Mexico, and there are a lot of drug dealers ......"

"Go, who's going to be scared? You know no, but I can fight any monster, any villain right now. ”

"You mean you're the Hulk?"

"I'm literally Titanic. ”

The laughter of the two suddenly rang out, hulk ("The Hulk", a big bulky ship) and Titanic ("Titanic", very huge), another!

"You can't. ”

"Why?"

"You're so kind. ”

"I can do it!' they can because they think they can', Mexico!"

"Okay, sit tight, let's go to Mexico!"

“go，go，go！”

"Then we're a road movie now, what should we call it, "Moonlight Handsome"?"

"Not good, without me. ”

"Hmm...... There you have it! "Butch-yes-and-the-moondance-girl!"

"Wait, it's the ...... Oh I see, haha, this is good, so you're in charge of coming up with ideas, and I'm in charge of killing?"

"I also kill. ”

"How about Bonley and Clayway? I feel better about this!"

"No...... Because...... Didn't we go to Mexico, like Butch Cassidy and the Day Dancer to Bolivia. ”

"Yes, but they are tragedies, they are all dead. ”

"Because they also brought a woman, and it would be fine if they didn't bring a woman. ”

"I'm a woman. ”

"You're a girl. ”

"I'm always going to be a woman. ”

"Then we're in trouble. ”

"Haha. It's a smirk. ”

"I heard that. Hey, how do you get to Mexico? ”

"I don't know either, look at the GPS navigation. ”

"Reluctantly, you know it's old, and the gps navigation is like it, you're going to play goth with a guy in his nineties. ”

"We'll see it when Tim Burton is in his nineties, right?"

"That would have had him live to be over 90 years old. ”

"Hahaha, you're so mean, it's really funny. ”

"Not quite, I was at the premiere of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last month, and he said his arm was sore when it rained, and you know what that means?"

"I guess...... Meant he was lucky and would have ...... if he had lived in London instead of Los Angeles"

"It becomes Edward Scissorhands". ”

"Haha, I just said, you're so mean!"

"Of course, I'm the uncrowned king of the best movie jerks. Damn, old man, let's open GPS, open mind. ”

“...... Why don't you get a new car, a luxury sports car?"

"It's like I won't change Toto for a Saint Bernard, I have feelings. Hey, look at this! If you drive east, you'll have to get to San Diego and then to Mexico!"

"That's right, go!! we should be singing now, let's sing. ”

"Which one to sing?"

"Mmmm, let's play Heart-to-Heart Connection, I'll count down to three, and then we'll sing what we think we think at the same time. ”

"Cool!all-in!"

"To give you a hint, I'm singing an old song that we once sang in this car on a big day. Three, two, one, goodbye, Joe gotta go, me-oh-my-oh!"

"Goodbye, Joe gotta go, me-oh-my-oh!"

"Hahaha! We did it!"

"Haha, sing it!"

"He's driving the canoe down the Mississippi River, and his Yvonne is the sweetest girl, me-oh-my-oh, bastard, let's have a good time on the riverbank......"

Under the night sky, the lights flashed, and the Volkswagen drove down the highway to San Diego, bursts of young men and women singing and then drifting away in the night breeze. In that song, there is laughter, indulgence, bitterness, and confusion.

After more than an hour's drive, it gradually moved away from the confines of Los Angeles and into Carlsbad and continued towards San Diego.

The singing had stopped, there was no radio or CD sound, and there was silence in the carriage, but there was no embarrassment or depression. Ye Wei drove the car, looking at the road conditions in front of him, Lily was also watching, the night scene outside the car was regressing, there was a hazy beauty, and the two of them suddenly enjoyed such tranquility.

It's like something is flowing, something is blending, there's something gently and hotly rubbing the heart.

After driving for more than half an hour, it was almost three o'clock in the morning, and the Volkswagen entered the confines of the city of San Diego, and the night sky was still dark and starry, stubbornly blooming.

At this time, I got off the highway and drove to a roadside gas station.

Ye Wei got out of the car, asked the staff on duty at the gas station to fill up the gas, and walked to the convenience store in the gas station to buy some drinks and snacks. In the brightly lit store, where only a few customers were shopping, he walked around, grabbed some chocolates, biscuits, chewing gum and mineral water, etc., during which he sent a few text messages, "It's okay, but I'm not going back tonight, I'll explain to you tomorrow", and "I'm with Lily, I'm in San Diego now, it's going to be fine, don't worry." ”......

After settling the bill at the counter, Ye Wei walked out of the convenience store with a big bag of things, the night breeze hit, he exhaled, how is it okay, how can it be good, seriously, I don't know at all.

Walking back to the car, she saw that there was no one in the passenger seat, and Lily didn't know where to go, her phone was still in the seat.

Ye Wei frowned and looked around, but didn't find a figure in a white dress, and his melancholy heart suddenly panicked and anxious, and hurriedly threw the bag into the car and ran towards the gas station employee, "Hey, sir, did you see where the girl with me went?" The fat employee looked confused, "I didn't pay attention." ”

"Oh. Ye Wei looked around the gas station while looking, "Lily?

Where did she go? Don't walk around by yourself, don't, please, please!

"Lily!?" his shout made the scattered staff and customers around him, but he couldn't care anymore, and he was anxious, "Lily!!"

"But here I am. Suddenly, a soft voice came from behind him.

Ye Weihuo turned around and saw Lily standing there, smiling, with her back to the door of the convenience store, the light stretched her shadow. He couldn't help but rush forward in a few steps, hugged her with both hands, hugged her tightly in his arms, and pressed his face against her hair, "Where did you go?"

"I went to the bathroom, and my makeup was all on......" Lily also hugged him with both hands, clinging to his arms, and choked up as soon as the words came out: "You didn't sue me, you should sue me, you can tell me anything...... I just ...... like a female ghost."

How long has it been? How long has it been since I had a hug like this? It's like hugging the whole world, no, nothing else matters, nothing compares to his hug.

"It's just a little gothic, it's still beautiful, you'll always be that pretty. Ye Wei said that he was about to kiss her, but suddenly he was like being electrocuted, no! He let go of her, took a few steps back, forcibly suppressed the wrong emotion of kissing her, and grabbed his shaking head: "We shouldn't be like this, it's me bastard......"

Lily's face was full of distraction, she forced a smile, tilted her head, and wagged her right index finger playfully, "Don't say anything that should or shouldn't be, who are we?

"Maybe. Ye Wei laughed, Lily said so, but there was no act of hugging or kissing, she was not that kind of person.

"Let's go, we'll be in Mexico soon, I just asked, it's not an hour from here to Tijuana. Lily said excitedly, dragging his hand, "In Mexico, we can drink to our heart's content and do a lot of crazy things!"

"As long as you're crazy enough!" Ye Wei raised his fist, "Mexico!"

"Mexico!"

Soon, the Volkswagen was up and running again, leaving the gas station and heading south for Tijuana, a border city between the United States and Mexico.

For a while, the car was silent, Lily leaned on the back of the passenger seat, looked at Ye Wei who was driving from time to time, wanted to say something but didn't say, after a while, she looked at him again, and stopped talking again, she casually stroked the dashboard, "our car", she opened the small glove box on one side, saw something, and the two eyebrows immediately tightened......

There is a picture frame inside that contains an intimate photo of him and a young girl, Nina.

She was kissing him on the cheek, and he frowned in a funny way.

They were happy.

"But ...... What are we going to do?" Lily leaned back in her chair feebly, tears welling up without warning, and her heart was bursting with pain, "What are we going to do?"

"Look ahead. Ye Wei's voice was deep, and his hands holding the steering wheel were clenched, "Lily, you know I love you, and you know I will always love you." But things are different anymore, no matter how it was caused, it's already the way it is, and I can't change it...... I can't ......."

He didn't dare to look at Lily's face, for fear that he would lose his will when he saw it, so he only looked straight ahead in the night, "Because I love her, and she loves me, and I have a good relationship with her...... If I do something jerk, it's just hurting her, and it's hurting you, and none of you deserve to be in that situation, not to be treated like that...... I'm sorry, it's all my fault......"

"Why me...... It's not what it is...... Why can't we change ......?"

"It's already like that. ”

Lily's tears were falling in strings, "What about our relationship? I know I haven't told you before, because I think it's heavy, I can say it to my family, I can say it to Trist, I can say it to Levbard, I just can't say it to you...... But I love you, I love you so much. ”

"It's my problem. Ye Wei was silent for a while, and said ruthlessly: "I think there is a sentence that is true, all couples who can be separated because of misunderstandings are because they don't love enough." It's not a question of who stole and threw the box, it's me who didn't stand the test. Why do I think you threw the box? Could it be you? And I didn't even find out for a year that you didn't do it...... Lily, our problem is, I don't love you enough...... Maybe you're ...... too."

"Ye Wei, you stupid donkey!" Lily suddenly scolded, and her trembling voice became firm again, "Look into my eyes, and tell me again, we don't love enough?"

"Driving, can't look. ”

"Then listen attentively, are we at fault in this matter? Who are we? saints or prophets? We are just fools of youth! But not the common ones. I've always thought that it's normal for other teenagers to fall in love and get along, so why is it that we have a quarrel and it's over? You say, why are we different? I can do that to others, but not to you, why?"

"I don't know ......"

"I know!" the bright eyes blinked, glistening with sincere tears, "I've thought about it almost every day for the past year, but I didn't have an answer before today, and now I have it."

Because we love too much, more than we can handle feelings at our age, more than too much. And we still have damn perfectionism, the pursuit of art, the pursuit of spiritual connection, the pursuit of destiny, the pursuit of poetry and dramatic romance......

We love too much, we can't tolerate the slightest bit of bad things in our love, and once we have it, we feel all over, like an art painting with a little dirt, and we can't stand it. Shakespeare was right, 'there is no such thing as smooth sailing' and we are wrong, love is not perfect, love is full of bad things, jealousy, suspicion, possessiveness, tantrums......

We used to ignore them, but they are real...... We love so much that we don't see the full ...... of love"

"......" Ye Wei listened silently, turned the steering wheel, turned off the engine, and parked the car on the wilderness grass on the side of the road, unable to drive calmly anymore.

Lily's eyes glared at him angrily, but they were full of love, full of determination, "And then you sue me, we don't love enough, sue sù because of a stupid woman's stupid stealing, and everything will be ruined?

"Lily. Ye Wei finally turned his head to look at her, in fact, I had already figured it out, but this matter took a wrong step, hurt too much, made a mistake once, and couldn't make a mistake again.

He said in a deep voice: "It's not that we suddenly say a few words I love you, it can be solved in one qiē, this is not "When Harry Met Sally", no...... It's going to be tough at first, but ......" he looked at her gently, "Lily, you're a strong girl, and it's just a piece of cake for you, I know." ”

"Why do you think that? I have thicker eyebrows, so I'm stronger?" Lily blinked, lowered her eyes, and looked at him again, smiling forcibly.

"Look ahead, girl. Ye Wei said categorically, firm in this choice, "It's now now." ”

"I knew! I knew you would. Lily burst out laughing, unnaturally and brightly, and she reached for his slightly stunned face, "That's why I love you." Actually, you can be a little more jerk, like coaxing me and then stepping on two boats, you don't, this is the only thing I love!"

Ye Wei smiled, and joked with all the tastes of his horse in his heart: "I have thought about it, but you are so smart, I can't coax it." ”

"I'm actually stupid. Look ahead, look ahead, of course!" Lily raised her hand, then unbuckled her seatbelt and opened the door, the night breeze howling into the car, very cold.

She got out of the car and said with a smile: "Luck in misfortune, I didn't love you wrong, and you didn't love me wrong." Like what...... No, it's not, it's all the things that we've been through, the current situation, which is just a part of our love. I'm really happy. ”

"Hey!" Ye Wei also unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car. I saw Lily walk to the front of the car and sit down, the right headlight was mostly obscured by her hanging legs, and the light shining in front of her could not shine on her, and she seemed to be drowned in darkness. He walked over and sat down next to her, and looked with her at the wasteland, at the road, at the few cars coming and going, at the stars, at the night sky.

"But I won't be a third person, never. Lily looked at him and smiled, "But I believe that in the end we will be together, I don't know when, one day it will be." ”

"Oh?" Ye Wei looked at her and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, "You're really full of firepower." Why this conclusion?"

"This is not a game of chance, I am 16 years old, you are 17 years old, who can tell the world clearly? Lily leaned her head over his shoulder and chuckled, "It's not like we don't know some friends, they can date ten different people a month. Their youth is wonderful, or is it ours?"

"I think it's theirs. Ye Wei felt very funny, should he laugh at himself or be proud, "That was the youth I wanted! I'm still saved, and I still have time, I have at least 10 beautiful models on my phone who want to date me. ”

"Don't do that!" Lily sat up straight, her eyebrows straightened, her face full of seriousness, "Delete those indiscreet women for me." If I have a chance to win you back, I won't let it go, and if she cares about you, don't give me a chance. ”

"I'm not going to sue her. Ye Wei smiled and shook her head, "She didn't know that there were as many as 10, she thought there were only one or two." ”

"But, don't talk about her. Lily interrupted him, leaning over his shoulders again, her eyes looking into the distance, "Tonight, tonight, we're talking about it." ”

“ok。 So...... Are we friends now?" Ye Wei's hand moved, but he still fell, and he didn't hug her.

"Best friend. Lily whispered.

"When "Little Sunshine Beauty" is released, will you also watch it?"

"You seem to have forgotten that I am the majority shareholder of the Dream Chaser Alliance, and that is also my movie. ”

"I haven't forgotten jì...... What should we talk about?"

"What's wrong with it? Toto! We've snubbed it a little bit tonight, and it must be very sad. ”

"It's going to be good, it's also a strong girl. By the way, I heard that you have a journalism society and an annual magazine?"

"Well, it was quite successful, we sold 500 copies in the inaugural issue, and all of them were sold out. ”

"There are only about 700 people in junior high school, right? ”

"Didn't I mean, it's all sold out. ”

"Please, I mean, I'm going to buy a special collector's edition signed by the president and editor-in-chief. ”

"Maybe there's a copy in the warehouse! How is "Little Sunshine Beauty" filmed? There are a lot of rumors, and many people in the school talk about it, and I want to hear you tell the truth. ”

"Okay, where to start? On the first day of the start-up, I messed up almost at the beginning, I made a low-level mistake and crossed the axis ......."

The two chatted ramblingly, one moment talking about making movies, one moment talking about writing, one moment laughing, one moment quiet, one moment talking about the past, one moment talking about the future...... It's just that now, it's rarely talked about.

Gradually, I don't know when, the night sky became brighter and brighter, and it seemed that morning was coming.

"We can't go to Mexico...... Right?" her voice trembled.

"I can't go. His voice was hoarse.

......

I don't want to say goodbye

Let the stars shine in the night sky

I don't want to say goodbye

All my heart's desire is to fall in love with you

It's like a morning twilight

Drive away a qiē darkness

My love falls in a hidden haze

Fall in a place where the sun shines forever

Don't you know that that's where we belong to each other's hearts?

Because I don't want to say goodbye

Let the stars shine in the night sky

Because no, I don't want to say goodbye

All my heart's desire is to spend my life with you

When we are together, our two hearts are incredibly strong

Don't you know that it belongs to each other's hearts?

Because I don't want to say goodbye

Let the stars shine in the night sky

I don't want to say goodbye

All I want to do is be with you

All I want is to be with you

――《i-don‘t-want-to-say-goodbye》