Over the years, how many times have I missed and recalled, how many times I have hoped that everything is a dream in pain, and I hope that the child's father is still there and help her support the family.

Later, he gritted his teeth and blocked his breath angrily, and even hated him for leaving early......

Without the slightest sense of responsibility, he left me and my children and left like that, but he suffered our orphans and widows for so many years.

Now, it's finally out!

It's boiled out!

Wen Shuo could understand his mother's uncontrollable state after such a suppressed emotion suddenly erupted, but he naturally wondered, why did it explode now? Why wasn't it when he was just admitted to college, when his sophomore conditions were better, the year before last, and last year......

It's all right.

It seems that my mother has been enduring it all along, and she is used to patience, right?

Wen Shuo sighed softly, moved back, and gently picked up the fire with a wooden stick, so that the fire burned more slowly, so that his mother could cry and vent for a while here.

If you have suppressed your emotions for too long, it is good to vent them.

He noticed that his mother's mood swings were getting bigger and bigger, and the suppressed crying before did not make her emotions cathartic, but accumulated more and was about to explode.

Wen Shuo put down the wooden stick and raised his hand to hold his mother's hand, or to touch her shoulder again, or simply use the qi machine to influence her, so that her emotions would be eased a little bit, so as not to suddenly explode and cause emotional trauma.

But as soon as Wen Shuo's hand was raised, he took it back again.

His consciousness is closely connected with the surrounding world, and he is ready to protect his mother's mind from injury with occult methods once his mother's emotions are out of control and may hurt his body.

Stop, there's no need.

She has been backlogged for more than ten years of bitterness and needs to vent it.

As Wen Shuo expected, the mother, who was suppressing her emotions, suddenly cried out, crying loudly and loudly, almost the kind of cry that came out of the roar, mixed with the bitterness, bitterness, and grievances that had accumulated for more than ten years......

Wen Shuo was extremely nervous to guard his mother with his qi, paying attention to his mother's violent mood swings, but he still did not stop her.

Nor did he open his mouth to persuade him.

Li Qin wailed and sat on the ground, like those sprinkling mothers-in-law, slapping her knees, calves, and even slapping and crying on the ground.

But she didn't howl a word of complaint!

She just cried dryly, tear-jerking, heart-rending.

Long.

She was so tired from crying that her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't make much noise, and then she sobbed, leaned weakly against the squatting beside her, and hugged her son's arms.

The son grew up.

It's out!

My son's chest is so wide and so safe.

In the past, she was the willow tree that seemed to be weak but extremely resilient, bent but not broken, for her son to shelter from the wind and rain. Now, her son is a building that can shelter her from the wind and rain.

The wind blew, the flames were extinguished, the ashes were blown away, and paper ashes were scraped everywhere.

Wen Shuo hugged his mother, who had almost no strength, and comforted him softly: "Mom, it's okay to cry, just don't be too sad, cry and cry, we've come over for so many years, and it's fine now...... Go, go home, and come back next year. ”

As he spoke, he lifted his mother up, turned and walked slowly down the hill.

Li Qin didn't say a word, she was supported by her son, and went down the hills with an extremely depressed expression, and was helped by her son to the co-pilot's position, and carefully helped her fasten her seat belt.

Wen Shuo drove the car, slowing down as much as possible.

The roads in the countryside are potholed and bumpy, and my mother has just experienced a sad cry that is not sad, but it is a cathartic cry that has been depressed for more than ten years, and it is inevitable that the brain will lack oxygen, the body and mind are tired, and it is easy to get motion sickness, which will be more uncomfortable.

When he finally drove to the relatively gentle cement road, Wen Shuo accelerated slightly, and out of the corner of his eye, he found that his mother had opened her eyes, and her spirit and mood were much better.

He took out the chewing gum from the storage box, tore open a piece with one hand and handed it to his mother: "Mom, chew a piece of chewing gum to relieve the symptoms of mood and motion sickness." ”

"I didn't get motion sickness, I just got tired. Li Qin said softly.

"Let's have a piece of it and add some sugar. Wen Shuo smiled: "It can also refresh yourself." ”

Li Qin showed a hint of a smile, took the gum and put it in her mouth and chewed it slowly, her expression suddenly became low and serious again, as if she had thought of something important.

Wen Shuo could sense that his mother's mood fluctuated strangely.

Moreover, it is the kind of sudden elevation.

Then it quickly fell back and became depressed.

Rise again......

Fall!

"Mom, what are you thinking?" Wen Shuo asked worriedly—he judged that this kind of high-frequency emotional ups and downs should be due to his mother's hesitation to make some decisions.

It was a difficult decision.

That's why I suddenly made up my mind and had to give up.

Li Qin glanced at his son, his eyelids drooped slightly, and then he raised his head to look directly at his son's side face, as if he had finally made up his mind, and said, "Shuo, I won't come to your father's grave in the future...... You've grown up, and in the future, come on your own. ”

"Oh, okay. Wen Shuo nodded, didn't care and said as a matter of course: "Actually, I have long wanted to tell you, you don't have to go to my father's grave, you look at the countryside village here in our hometown, don't men go to the grave, women almost don't go to the grave." ”

"......" Li Qin opened her mouth, but didn't say anything, her eyelids drooped.

Wen Shuo turned his head to look at his mother, and said with a smile: "Mom, say something that shouldn't be said to me, in fact, you have been to my grave for so many years, and you are worthy of him, and since he died, it is really not easy for you to pull me up alone, I think if my father really knows under Jiuquan, he can only thank you, and he has to feel guilty that he owes you too much, and he can't have the slightest complaint about you." ”

Li Qinchang sighed, turned his head and looked at his son with a wry smile, and said, "Why don't you ask me, why did you suddenly decide not to come to your father's grave?"

"Huh?" Wen Shuo looked surprised, turned his head to look at his mother, continued to look ahead, and smiled, "Why?"

Li Qin twisted her body and tried to sit up straighter, but she was pulled by the seat belt, she seemed to be a little uncomfortable, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, and she immediately sat back, turned her face and closed her eyes and whispered: "Mom wants to get married......"

"Huh?" Wen Shuo stepped on the brakes, turned his head to look at his mother, and hurriedly looked ahead, pulled over a little and met with a farm tricycle, looked at his mother again, and said, "Mom, what did you just say? The noise of those three jumpers is so loud, I didn't hear it clearly." ”

It's not that he didn't hear clearly, he just thought he might have heard it wrong!

Li Qin turned her head, and it seemed that after the words came out, she strengthened her determination, her voice became louder, and she said word by word: "Your mother and I want to get married!"

"Marry?!"

Wen Shuo braked sharply and pulled over.

He looked at his mother with a stunned expression, and for a moment his extremely intelligent head actually stopped functioning, and it was blank.

Mother wants to get married?!

Even though Wen Shuo has now cultivated to the point where he doesn't know what kind of realm he himself has, it must be very high, and his state of mind is even stronger in the experience of cultivation and society, which can be called the eight winds and is as stable as Mount Tai, but this news still shocked him to the point of confusion.

Because he hadn't thought about this kind of problem at all.

Not to be irresponsible for the mother's life, but to ......

Habit becomes nature!

After being shocked for a long time, Wen Shuo slowly came back to his senses, but he didn't rush to ask his mother what the situation was.

Li Qin sat quietly leaning sideways against the window, her elbows propped up on the window, and her forehead was on her hands.

The expression was very calm and indifferent.

It seems that after the cry in front of the grave before, all the bitterness, tiredness, and pain of the past ten years have been vented, and all the tension, fear, and anxiety that have been in place for a long time have been vented recently, so that there is peace at this moment.

"I got out of the car and smoked a cigarette. ”

Wen Shuo whispered, then pushed the car door and got out of the car, lit a cigarette and walked to the side of the road and stood quietly.

is as smart as him, and after calming down, he almost immediately thought of it, and who is the mother to marry.

Chinese New Year's Eve yesterday, his mother invited Xu Congjun's family of three to the house, which is understandable, but Xu Congjun, his mother, and Xu Fang's abnormal expression, plus there was one time last year, Xu Fang wanted to say something to him, but in the end he didn't say it...... Gathered in general, the answer is about to come out.

Yes.

Xu Fang must have noticed something abnormal, she was worried, she subconsciously thought that this was inappropriate, and she subconsciously didn't want this to happen.

So she wanted to talk to Wen Shuo at that time and stop it in time.

Presumably, at that time, things were just showing a little hint.

Xu Fang's mood is understandable, after all, she and her mother suffered a tragic disaster, her mother has only been dead for more than two years, and it has not been three years yet.

But Xu Fang didn't say it in the end, probably because she just found some signs and couldn't be sure, so this kind of thing was inconvenient to mention with Wen Shuo no matter what.

Moreover, Li Qin was too good to her.

Between her and Li Qin, she has already cultivated an emotion that is not a mother and daughter, but also like a mother and daughter.

And now?

Presumably Xu Fang already knows, right?

This kind of thing, in fact, if you look at it, two or three years is short, it is indeed very short, and it can be said that the bones of deceased relatives are not cold.

But if you want to say a long time, it's not a short time.

The people are gone, and the living are like this.

Moreover, Xu Fang and Li Qin know each other and have a deep emotional foundation, Xu Fang should and must accept the emotional problems between Li Qin and his father - it's just that Xu Fang will inevitably have some emotional discomfort in a short period of time.

And what about Wen Shuo?

Nor could he easily accept his mother's remarriage.

It's a very strange psychological, emotional problem.

Before he finished smoking a cigarette, Wen Shuo threw the long cigarette butt to the ground, stepped on it and twisted it a few times, then took a few deep breaths of cold air, turned around and got into the car, started the car with a smile on his face, put it in gear, drove forward, and said with a smile: "It's good, you just want to." ”

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