Chapter 190: The Meaning of Living
"I think it's good here," Lan Ying said, "I'm a person, I've been in a mess for the first half of my life, I can't help but live, and I live so much that I look down on myself." In the second half of my life, I want to do something meaningful, and I think what you are doing now is very meaningful. ”
Her eyes were filled with a special look, and she said to Zhong Yuan very sincerely: "I feel that I have found the meaning of life here, and I really want to join here." ”
Zhong Yuan felt her sincerity, but he was still very hesitant, scratched his head, and said, "Isn't this okay? You are a member of the Qing Yingzi line, if you stay here for a long time, what will they think of me?"
This is also a polite refusal.
Lan Ying was a little disappointed, sneered, and said, "It's that I'm thinking too much, I thought I could choose to live the life I wanted, it seems that it's still a luxury." ”
She really wanted to be a part of the Galaxy Tech City operation, and after staying here for so long and learning a little more, she thought it was a very remarkable thing.
A long, long time ago, after she was forced to serve the bad old man Qing Yingzi, she began to have some disgust with Xiuzhen.
I often wonder if I would have lived a happier life if I hadn't been born in that Xiuzhen family and was just an ordinary person.
Even if life is short, at least you can pursue your own happiness.
Of course, when I got older and experienced more things, I realized that the mortal world also has a lot of unsatisfactory things, and a lot of people can't help themselves.
Even, in the mortal world, there are more unsatisfactory and involuntary than in the cultivation world, and there is no way to change them.
However, she has had many dreams because of mortal life, even if those dreams were shattered later, but she still has such a complex in the mortal world.
The things that Galaxy Technopolis produces are for the benefit of mortals.
So she was very interested when she saw it.
However, what Zhong Yuan said also makes sense, her current identity is not suitable for appearing in Galaxy Science and Technology City, and it is not suitable for Zhong Yuan to get too close, otherwise she will be regarded as a traitor by Qing Yingzi's faction and will cause big trouble.
Don't look at Qing Mingzi and Zhong Yuan seem to have a good relationship now, that's because Zhong Yuan's proposal just tickled Qing Mingzi's itch.
If there is really any conflict of interest, Qing Yingzi will not have any mercy for Zhong Yuan.
Seeing her so lost, Zhong Yuan felt a little reluctant, and said: "If you are really interested, Galaxy Science and Technology City will definitely expand outward in the future, and there will be many opportunities for cooperation at that time." ”
Lan Ying's eyes lit up and said, "That's okay!"
In life, there must be a goal to strive for, otherwise it is not a happy thing to live too long.
She has very good cultivation qualifications, and she has been vigorously cultivated by Qing Yingzi, and she has become a Yuanying monk early, and she still has a lot of longevity to squander, but she doesn't know how to live her life in the future.
At present, of course, what she hopes most is that Qing Yingzi can die as soon as possible, so that she can be free, without saying things against her will and doing things against her will.
But she didn't know how to live after she was free.
It seems that after being freed, he still lives like that.
Aside from cultivating, she didn't know what else she could do.
Fall in love and to hell with it.
After serving Qing Mingzi for so many years, she already has an instinctive dislike for those men and women.
There are no excellent cultural activities in this world as square dancing for her to pass the time, and when she thinks about her future life, she feels very bored.
And after Qing Yingzi's death, she must also leave the Divine Sword Sect, otherwise she will be at the mercy of the people of Qing Yingzi's family as a puppet and become their spokesperson for their interests.
She didn't want to live like that even more.
Helping Galaxy Science and Technology City, making life better for the people of this world, and contributing some strength will make her feel the meaning of life.
Now she is not suitable to appear in Galaxy Science and Technology City, but in the future, Galaxy Science and Technology City will become bigger, and the production and research and development departments will definitely be expanded to far away, so she can participate.
This gave her a hope.
Since it was not suitable to continue to stay in Galaxy Science and Technology City, she didn't care about how her villa was built, and the storage ring was filled with some industrial products produced by Galaxy Science and Technology City, including the big truck, and then returned to the Divine Sword Sect.
Now her biggest task is to serve Qing Mingzi, although Qing Yingzi's body has decayed and can't really do anything to her, but she still feels a little disgusting.
If she had a choice, she really didn't want to come back here and continue to face Qing Yingzi.
However, after she came back, she rarely had the opportunity to be alone with Qing Yingzi - most of the time, Qing Yingzi was presiding over the revision of the basic exercises of the Divine Sword Sect.
All the Yuanying monks will participate, and she is also a Yuanying monk, of course, too.
Including her, it really doesn't play a role in it - other monks attach great importance to this matter, hoping that the revised exercises will be more in line with their own cultivation, so they are very attentive.
However, she didn't have this interest, she didn't care at all about who the two major factions won and who lost, let alone her intentions, so the revision of this basic exercise did not play a role.
Her appearance here was just to show that she, the head disciple of the Divine Sword Sect, attached great importance to the revision of the basic exercises.
The matter of revising the basic exercises is not mandatory for every Yuanying Cultivator to be present, and it is also possible to cultivate, after all, there are dozens of Yuanying Cultivators in the Divine Sword Sect now, and there is no shortage of people.
It's just that many monks are afraid that the exercises they major in will suffer in this revision, so basically they will come if they can, and this is the most important thing for the Divine Sword Sect at the moment.
Yuanying Monk is very energetic, and when he participates in a revision of the exercises, he can often persist for dozens of days, and only after feeling unwell will he stop to rest, or if he has any understanding, he will go to retreat and practice.
In the meeting of the revision of the basic exercises, some people come and some go, and the meeting is always open, but the people in the meeting are often different.
Qing Mingzi used to often have to rest, and he couldn't be in the meeting all the time.
Although he is in the middle stage of the transformation of the gods, his physical body has begun to decay, although his mana is strong, his physical body is not as good as that of ordinary Yuanying monks, and he also needs to rest.
But this time he had very little time to rest, and even many times, he felt that his body could not bear it, so he did not return to his residence to rest, but slept in the conference room for a while, and then continued.
Others didn't know why he was fighting so hard, but Lan Ying knew that it was because he was in a hurry.
He only had ten years left, and he wanted to revise it a little bit as much as he could.