When Lu Jinzhi came back, Tong Yan discussed with him: "Should we go to the thrift market to find some changes, we all live in the dormitory, and we won't stay here for long, and we need tickets to buy furniture." It's better to save a little. Lu Jinzhi looked at her as a good wife and was secretly amused, she entered the role so quickly, and she must take her back this year. Tong Yan looked at Lu Jinzhi like a little mouse that had stolen oil, and asked, "What are you thinking?" Lu Jinzhi came back to his senses and agreed with Tong Yan to find a time to go shopping next week.

Tong Yan pulled Lu Jinzhi into the room, closed the door, and looked at him with a smile, Lu Jinzhi wanted to hug Tong Yan, but she dodged away, and said seriously: "Close your eyes." Lu Jinzhi's intuition is a good thing, and he obediently closes his eyes. I only felt that the little girl was close to him, and something had entered his head. I just wanted to open my eyes. The little girl was anxious: "It's not good yet, wait a while." "The warm body leans against himself, with a fragrant smell wrapped around the tip of his nose, and if he doesn't react at all, he is simply not a man. Before Lu Jinzhi could make a move, Tong Yan escaped, "Okay." ”

Lu Jinzhi opened his eyes and found a jade plaque hanging on his chest, Lu Jinzhi knew a little more than Tong Yan, and he could see that this jade plaque was a rare good thing. But Lu Jin was not happy at all, he knew that the little girl was restless again.

Lu Jinzhi touched the jade plate and asked coldly, "Where did it come from?" Tong Yan looked at Lu Jinzhi's not too happy face, and quickly took his hand and said, "Don't be angry, this time I got it by chance, I didn't go to the black market." ”

Lu Jinzhi looked at the little girl's flattering look, eased her face, and asked, "You say something specific, I'll listen." Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, and said in her heart: It's not easy to fool around! Seeing that Lu Jinzhi's face was about to blacken again, he hurriedly said: "I received it from an acquaintance of mine, and the jade plate he got is now ready to change hands, so I will accept it." The half-truths still fooled Lu Jinzhi, and Lu Jinzhi asked: "It's the person who sent you the book last time." Tong Yan didn't know that Lu Jinzhi knew Uncle Cao, and when he heard this, he understood, and it was estimated that he had seen Uncle Cao last time, so he had to admit it. I said sorry to Uncle Cao in my heart, I let you take the blame. Lu Jinzhi said to Tong Yan in an unusually serious tone: "Don't deal with him anymore, if he tells you, you will be in trouble." Tong Yan nodded hurriedly, and said in a soft voice, "This thing." I like it at first glance, isn't it a good match for you?"

Lu Jinzhi looked at her and said, "You and I are very compatible." Tong Yan didn't expect Lu Jinzhi to say love words, her face was slightly red, and she asked, "Do you like it?" Lu Jinzhi didn't speak, put the jade card into his clothes, and patted it.

Tong Yan was waiting for him to answer, when Lu Jinyi took her into his arms and kissed her on the lips. Tong Yan was stunned for a moment, and then felt that there were countless fireworks exploding in her head, she obediently leaned on Lu Jinzhi's arms, feeling the warm tongue depicting her lips, feeling the elegant breath emanating from Lu Jinzhi's body, feeling his slightly heated body, for a long time, Tong Yan came back to her senses, looked at Lu Jinzhi blankly, didn't speak for a long time, Lu Jinzhi looked at her stunned and a little funny, and asked, "Do you like it?"

Tong Yan still didn't speak, just stared at Lu Jinzhi's face for a long time, and just when Lu Jinzhi thought that Meng Lang's actions had scared her, and wanted to step forward to comfort her, Tong Yan asked Lu Jinzhi very seriously: "Lu Jinzhi, will you always like me?" "Yes!" Lu Jinzhi replied categorically and sincerely. Tong Yan asked again: "Is it the kind that will never change?" "Yes!" Lu Jinzhi's answer was still categorical and sincere. Tong Yan lowered her eyes, walked over, silently hugged Lu Jinzhi's waist, and murmured: "Lu Jinzhi, I like you, and you have to like me too." After speaking, he buried his head in Lu Jinzhi's arms.

Lu Jinzhi didn't expect Tong Yan to react like this, but he still hugged her. Because he felt sadness and desolation in Tong Yan's body. Lu Jinzhi didn't quite understand Tong Yan's feelings, but he knew that he didn't like to see such a little girl, and he wanted to brush away all the unhappiness on the little girl, so that she would always be the girl who lived freely and simply.

Tong Yan was in Lu Jinzhi's warm embrace, and her mood gradually calmed down. When Lu Jinzhi kissed her, she could feel Lu Jinzhi's caution, feel his love and pity, and feel his sincerity.

Tong Yan is very happy, but Tong Yan is also afraid of losing all this. Just like before, she gets the love that her parents give her, and she is happy and happy every day. When the parents divorced, the little family collapsed. Her parents cared less and less about her, and when they started their own families and had children again, it seemed that all love was taken back. Tong Yan wanted to ask them many times, did they really love themselves?

In her grandmother's house, she lived a life under the fence, and her grandmother complained about Tong Yan's mother's irresponsibility, complained that they threw the child to her to be taken care of by an old woman, and complained about all the things that made her look uncomfortable. Tong Yan was very depressed in her grandmother's house, although she could take care of herself, although she came back every day to do housework, although she learned to look at her grandmother's face and talk, she was still that unlikable child.

Tong Yan remembered her life before she traveled, tears fell drop by drop, she can pretend to be strong, but she will not be strong forever, the hurt she suffered remains in her heart, maybe no one can see it, but the harm exists.

When Lu Jinzhi felt the wetness on his clothes, he was shocked and wanted to pull Tong Yan away to see what was wrong with her.

Tong Yan used all her strength to hug Lu Jinzhi, but she didn't look up. Lu Jinzhi was worried about hurting her, so he had to comfort her softly: "Tong Yan, don't cry, you still have me." Don't cry, you still have me. Lu Jinzhi gently patted her back and comforted her over and over again. It wasn't until Tong Yan felt that her grievances were crying out that she slowly came out of Lu Jinzhi's arms and turned her back to wipe her tears. Lu Jinzhi felt that his heart was soaked in Tong Yan's tears, sour and astringent, which was a taste he had never experienced.

When Tong Yan washed, Lu Jinzhi asked Tong Yan: "Can you tell me, why are you crying?" Tong Yan hung her head, didn't look at him, heard his question, and shook her head gently. At this time, Lu Jinzhi knew that he hadn't really opened Tong Yan's heart, he told himself, don't rush, don't rush, take your time, take your time.

Tong Yan knew in her heart that the grievances she had pressed in her heart had been vented, and she was saying goodbye to the former Tong Yan. She used to live so unhappily, but now she wants to live happily every day, let all the pain dissipate and scatter in the world she once lived in.

The weather is getting colder and colder, Tong Yan and Lu Jinzhi bought some furniture in the thrift market, and the small home began to have a family atmosphere. A wooden bed, a desk, two chairs, that's all the furniture in the bedroom. There was a square table for four people in the other room, and Tong Yan used it as a restaurant. The furniture is simple, but Tong Yan scrubbed it very clean, found a piece of floral cloth from the space, and asked Sister-in-law Tian to help sew the fabric pocket, so that you can put something on the wall and make the room a little warm.

Lu Jinzhi likes it very much, but only two people come here on weekends, and it is convenient to live in the dormitory on weekdays, after all, the units in the dormitory are close.

The small stove that Tong Yan opened for Ji Ning also stopped. Ji Ning said that what she learned was enough to cope with the work in the factory, and the Chinese New Year was approaching, and the family was also busy.

was said by Ji Ning, Tong Yan found that it was indeed about to be the New Year. Tong Yan began to have a headache again, because Lu Jinzhi clearly told Tong Yan that he had to go home with him this year. Faced with such a strong Lu Jinzhi, Tong Yan compromised.

Last year was the first year she wore it, Tong Yan had a lonely New Year, and this year she didn't want to spend the New Year alone, since she wanted to go home with Lu Jinzhi, she definitely wanted to meet Lu Jinzhi's parents! Tong Yan was worried in her heart, and she didn't know what to prepare. Lu Jinzhi told her not to care about anything, just take someone with her. How could that be possible, Tong Yan didn't want to deal with him when she heard him say this.

When Tong Yan was worried, Director Wei came to her, and the matter of opening a new class had been decided. Basically, it is mainly based on brother units, so that Tong Yan can arrange a study plan and start school after the New Year. Tong Yan naturally agreed, and Director Wei took a bunch of things out, including materials, nuts, and some messy bills. Tong Yan was stunned, and Director Wei explained that because Tong Yan was not an employee of the machinery factory, the original subsidy of eight yuan was gone, but Tong Yan could not be allowed to work in vain, so he subsidized Tong Yan in other aspects.

Director Wei pointed to the pile of things and said, "The materials are sent by the textile factory, the nuts and milk powder are sent by the food factory, and the bills are made up by other units." After speaking, he looked at Tong Yan's face and added: "If you have any ideas, just say it, and I'll fight for you again." Tong Yan smiled and comforted Director Wei: "It's okay, it's already good." The smile on Director Wei's face immediately enlarged.

Tong Yan took these bills and thought to herself, the gift came out from here.

When I went to work recently, everyone was a little absent-minded, one by one they were busy purchasing New Year's goods, the supply and marketing cooperatives were lined up, Li Fangfang was so tired that her voice was hoarse, she came to find Tong Yan that day, Tong Yan looked at her and knew that this guy was tired.

Li Fangfang came to tell Tong Yan that the supply and marketing cooperatives have a lot of things recently, so let Tong Yan take a look, and she was optimistic that she would leave a little for Tong Yan. Tong Yan followed Li Fangfang to the supply and marketing cooperative, the crowd crowded the supply and marketing cooperative, Tong Yan spent a long time and finally squeezed in. There were people in front of every counter, one by one, and some of them pointed to the goods and said, "Comrade, show me this." The one said, "Comrade, the money and tickets are here, you hurry up and count them." "Tong Yan bought some candy and malt cream, and she happened to have a ticket, and it expired if she didn't use it. I withdrew after buying it, there were many people inside, the sound was noisy, and the air smelled bad, so I couldn't stand it. Tong Yan felt Li Fangfang's pain, after all, she had to stay in such an environment for a day.

Tong Yan bought these things for Sister-in-law Tian, and recently arranged the move, Tong Yan asked Sister-in-law Tian to do this and that. Sister-in-law Tian has been very busy recently, and she has brought some work to the house to do. When Tong Yan entered, she saw a pile of materials and half-finished clothes.

Sister-in-law Tian saw Tong Yan, and quickly asked her to sit down, asking if the situation was good recently, the most important thing is, have you found a partner? Tong Yan snorted and coped with it, leaving the candy, malt milk essence and some meat, and regarded it as a New Year's greeting in advance. Meat, of course, is a product of space.

I went to Uncle Cao again, Uncle Cao helped Tong Yan a lot this year, and Tong Yan left Uncle Cao an industrial coupon and two bottles of good wine. Uncle Cao returned the industrial voucher to Tong Yan and told her that there would be two more bottles of such wine in the next year. Tong Yan couldn't cry or laugh, so she had to respond.

Finally, when it was time for the holiday, everyone packed up their one-third of an acre of land and went home. On the second day, Tong Yan was left alone in the dormitory building where Tong Yan lived. Tong Yan didn't want to stay here, and the longer she spent with Lu Jinzhi, the less Tong Yan liked the feeling of being alone. Tong Yan packed up all the things in the dormitory, what should be locked in the cabinet and what should be put in the space, all arranged, and went to Lu Jinzhi's house with her bag. Lu Jinzhi hasn't come back yet, Tong Yan is busy cooking and cleaning up the house, and when Lu Jinzhi comes back, what he sees is a busy little woman, and he feels the warmth of home.

Tong Yan smiled when she saw Lu Jinzhi, took his bag, and said, "There is hot water on the stove, you can start the meal after washing your hands." Lu Jinzhi did as he said, the two sat down at the dinner table, looking at the fish and meat on the table, Lu Jinzhi asked: "Today is so rich, is there something wrong?" Tong Yan glanced at him: "Thank you, everyone is on holiday, when will you have a holiday?" Lu Jinzhi was also very helpless: "There is still something in the factory, I can't help it, I should be able to finish it tomorrow, I will come back tomorrow afternoon to accompany you, and I will go home the day after tomorrow." Hearing that she was going home, Tong Yan's chopsticks were going to catch the fish, but they stopped in mid-air. Lu Jinzhi knew what she was worried about, but it was useless to say more.

Lu Jinzhi sandwiched the meat on the fish's belly in Tong Yan's bowl, and watched her start to eat before saying, "Everything for the house is almost ready, you don't have to worry, but you may not be able to live at home, I will arrange a good place for you, don't worry." ”

"Why?" Tong Yan actually knew that she couldn't live in the man's house if she wasn't married, and now everyone is very particular about this.

"We have a lot of neighbors there, and everyone is watching, and the impact is not good! Don't worry, I will definitely be with you during the day, and you will just go back and sleep at night. That place is safe. Lu Jinzhi told her all his arrangements.

Then, after eating, taking the table, Lu Jinzhi washed the dishes, entered the house, and asked Tong Yan: "Will you go back today?"

Tong Yan shook her head: "It's too cold, I'll live here today, you go back to the dormitory." Lu Jinzhi teased her: "I'm also afraid of the cold, or I'll stay too!"

Tong Yan stood up from the bed all of a sudden, and pointed at Lu Jinzhi with a flushed face: "You, you, obscene." ”

Lu Jinzhi was amused, "It's really stupid, teasing you." I'm not married, how could I do that. ”

Tong Yan refused to discuss such a boring issue with him, Lu Jinzhi hesitated, but still said to Tong Yan: "Tong Yan, there is something to tell you, you can listen to me before you speak, okay?" Tong Yan was a little uneasy by his appearance, and nodded hesitantly. Lu Jinzhi took her hand and told Tong Yan the truth about what he and Miao Miao had said about their relationship.

Tong Yan's face changed when she heard this, she lowered her head and didn't speak for a long time. Lu Jinzhi was anxious: "Tong Yan, everything I said is true, I didn't deceive you, before I got along with you, I dealt with her affairs." We will not be in touch again. It won't matter. ”

Tong Yan waited for a long time before asking: "Lu Jinzhi, you didn't lie to me, you don't like her a little bit in your heart." ”

"No, the marriage is not set by me, my grandfather's generation said it in private, and it was like this, I didn't think that marriage needed love, that kind of feeling was too ethereal. But then I learned that a marriage without feelings can't last. Only those who have tasted the taste of love have the courage to enter into marriage. Tong Yan, I just want to walk into marriage with you. Lu Jinzhi said sincerely. Tong Yan's face softened slightly.