Chapter 2: Self-Redemption
The crows were silent, the deathly silence, everyone looked sideways, the light in everyone's eyes was colder than the cold knife, I knew that I deserved it, I would not intercede, nor would I justify anything, all the reasons were from me, but I never wanted to involve my fathers in it, I could feel the pain in my father's heart, how could I not feel the pain, if there is an afterlife, I must be an obedient good child, at least I will not let my father worry about me anymore.
Today's catastrophe is indeed caused by me, compared with the cold knife in front of Xiang, the cold of my father's generation is something I have never seen, I am relieved, I understand that this is karma, there is no need to bury the entire clan because of my fault.
I am ready, if my death can be exchanged for the peace of the whole clan, to solve the immediate disaster, how I hope that my father will go down as soon as possible, my heart will also be liberated, this is also the only thing I can do for the clan, looking at the scene in front of me, my heart is not tormented, painful.
"Don't kill him ... Don't kill him ... ”
In the face of this catastrophe, as a sinner and an initiator, there will be someone to intercede for me at this time, what a pitiful thing.
I could hear it being Wei Fei's voice, Wei Fei, my childhood friend, he interceded for me out of friendship, I was not moved, I knew that it would be useless for him to do this, and this was the only thing I could do.
Wei Fei squeezed through the crowd and blocked in front of me.
I didn't expect Wei Fei to do this, it was obviously against his clansmen.
Not only Wei Fei, but Wushi also followed, seeing the two of them, I felt a sour feeling in my heart, if it wasn't for my own will, we would be a good partner.
"Litian can't die... "It's Ush's voice.
"You ... "My father's hands trembled.
"Litian can't die... "Ush also stood in my way.
"I deserve it, and it has nothing to do with you both... I tried to persuade them to get out of the way: "You two get out of the way!"
"No... No... You can't say that ... You are not a sinner ... You are not a sinner ... Ush burst into tears, and just as he looked at me, he suddenly turned to his people.
I screamed badly, but it was too late.
"Actually, Litian did the same... Ush cried out with tears in his voice.
"Shut up!" I interrupted Ush in the usual loudest and harshest voice.
I have been rebellious since I was a child, I have never been at peace in my heart, but I also know that the righteousness and virtue, although our race lives on an unknown planet in the universe, but there have been many disasters for thousands of years, God has already predicted, destruction is also the beginning of a new life, this disaster is indeed caused by me, I know that it is the beast god who is angry, I just want to calm down as soon as possible, and give the people peace, only my death can do it, so I can't let Ush continue to talk.
"I have broken my oath and I am willing to bear all that I am doing, and I am willing to die to appease the wrath of the beast gods... ”
I'm saying from my heart, I'm sorry for my people.
"Do you think that death can solve everything? Do you think that death can quell the disaster?" was Yu Si's voice, like a slap in the head: "Everything is the destiny of heaven, you are just the belonging of the destiny of heaven." ”
I couldn't understand Yusi's words, it seemed familiar, but it couldn't dispel the idea of seeing death as home, not to mention that this was also a chance for my own redemption.
"Do you really want to slash your own son with blood?" Yu Si's words turned to his father: "Don't forget that your sword is used to defend your homeland, and the invasion of foreign races in the region has made meritorious contributions, even if you kill your relatives in righteousness, you can't change the peace of your clan... ”
My father wept, and this was the first time in my life that I saw my father cry, and it also fell to my heart, and I knew that my father didn't really want to kill me.
"Litian, do you know it's wrong?" Yu Si's words were like a needle prick.
I bowed my head, my heart twisting like a knife.
"Everything is a cycle of cause and effect, today's difficulties have long been doomed, no one can change them, it is God's arrangement, we are powerless to resist... ”
Aside from the Elders, Yusi has the greatest authority in us, and no one will question Yusi's words, including me, although I don't understand them.
"Unless... Unless anything, Yu Si didn't say anything, but a strange look flashed in Yu Si's eyes, I seemed familiar, and I couldn't remember.
"You're an adult ... A loud bang pierced the sky, as if everyone had hope.
The sound is like a bell, coming from the sky, everyone is paying attention, I can hear it, it is an elder, although I have only heard it once, but I remember it in my heart and will never forget it.
Everyone stared at each other, yes, it was the voice of the elder, the elder is the existence of God in our place, no one does not worship the elder, the appearance of the elder, indicating that things have reached the point of being out of control, at this moment it seems that even the wind is still, only the sound of the heartbeat is rattling.
"Litian should be an adult, and from now on I declare Litian to be our adult... ”
It happened so suddenly, no one including me reacted, and the shock in my heart was definitely no less than any other time, and I believe that everyone was the same, the elder's words, no one dared not listen, no one dared to question, but at this critical moment, the elder said such a sentence, obviously protecting me, and how could I receive such a favor?
My father's body trembled slightly, as if he was enduring something, I knew the sourness in my father's heart, although he didn't say anything, but I knew that my father had been waiting for this day for a long time.
I didn't expect that my adult journey would be completed in such a situation, and my feelings were also complicated.
In fact, the elder did not show up, but everyone was convinced, and the shocking voice came again, which was extremely clear: " This stone house is the essence of heaven and earth, set the five elements of gossip, irradiated by ten thousand suns, built, enough to resist any disaster, you are the follow-up force I selected in the clan, the future will also resist the invasion of foreign races, everything is fate, although Litian is young, but there is the courage of ten thousand people, is a rare genius for thousands of years, but has not yet been developed, needs to be experienced, given time, it will become a great weapon, Litian has become an adult, the past right and not investigated, from now on, there is a responsibility to shoulder the mission, save my clan, save the common people... ”
I felt a kind of confusion that I had never felt before, although I didn't understand the words of the elder, but I knew that the elder had high hopes for me, and knew what else I could do next? I felt a kind of confusion that I had never felt before, as if I was in the middle of the sea, and I was a small fish, although the eyes of the people looked at me had changed, and I was not embarrassed by it, but the disaster in front of me was not solved, because of it, I could not sit still, and since I was an adult, I should do what a man should do.
Time is too late, since death can't solve the problem, only bravely face the past, determined, I know I can't wait any longer, I took one last look at the clansmen, and ran out of the house like an arrow.
I'm sorry for my father, but someone needs to bear today's mistakes, I am an adult, and I am no longer a child.
I have responsibilities and obligations, and this is the best gift I can give myself as an adult.
"Don't... "It's Wushi and Wei Fei, and almost at the same time I heard my father's heartbreak.
There was a white light in front of me, I couldn't open anything, suddenly the cold wind was like a knife cut, the cold penetrated my body, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't open my eyes, my body was ruthlessly thrown into the air, the sky was spinning, my ears were booming, and my body was already on the verge of tearing.
The strange thing is that at this moment I felt a kind of relief that I had never felt before, as if a stone had finally fallen to the ground, and I knew that I had touched the Grim Reaper, and goodbye all my loved ones, and if there was an afterlife, I would be an obedient person.
The wind roared, roared, the billowing smoke rolled up thousands of feet high, I was like a grain of dust rolling with the wind, I only remember that the sky was spinning, the whole body was in severe pain, and finally I was thrown out of a hundred meters away, my head fell to the ground heavily, my body was like Mount Tai pressed on the top, covered by a hundred feet of cold snow, and I lost consciousness in an instant.