The wounds brought to Meng Hai's soul by the unfriendly rivers and lakes are indelible, and Meng Hai's feelings will always fluctuate accordingly due to various things in the world.

The mood is either low or high-pitched, and there is no benefit to the ups and downs of the feelings, which brings people a sense of instability, and if the heart rises and falls for a long time, people will yearn for peace, and peace is not easy to come, so people will pursue peace, and calm will become a bright light in the distance.

Meng Hai has a state of mind, which is almost calm, not overly happy, not overly sad, and in a good mood, which is really called no joy and no sorrow.

The ground was muddy, Meng Hai had just come out of school, he had to go home, he had to pass through this dirt road, he was still young, he had only learned a little bit of magic, and he was at a loss in the face of the world. He didn't know that he would be able to roam in famous mountains such as Zhuhun Mountain and Yuanfang Mountain in the future, he didn't know that he would become a master of spells in the future, he didn't know that he would serve the big manor in the future, and he didn't know that he would become a hero to save mankind in the future.

The road was muddy, the sky was dark, the wind and rain were combined, and it was very difficult to go home, the road was difficult to walk, the mud was all on the feet, and the bicycle to go home was also filled with mud, and it was very difficult to walk a single step. Meng Hai was tired of the top of his head, angry at the car, there was no power, angry at the road, full of dirt, easy to loosen. Meng Hai scolded the land, scolded the land, scolded the wind and rain against the sky, scolded the car at the car, and when Meng Hai scolded with a long mouth, the wind and rain poured into his mouth. He was still young, and he didn't know that he would ride the flying stone in the future, and he didn't know that he would be the movement of the sand dunes in the future.

Walking with Meng Hai was a person from the same village, who was more optimistic than Meng Hai. Say that the ground is muddy, it doesn't matter, you can go back slowly. Meng Hai doesn't have a chronic son like him, he can't wait to go home, just to go back and eat scrambled eggs with tomatoes, put some spicy green peppers, it's so delicious, he is very greedy, he wants to go back immediately, and he can't wait to fly back. But he couldn't fly. He wanted to fly. But he couldn't fly. What should I do? Meng Hai complained, constantly complaining in the wind and rain.

It was on this dirt road that when Meng Hai looked down and complained, he found something that was an earring. These earrings are made of gold. Meng Hai had never seen gold. The earrings were the first gold he had ever seen. Meng Hai picked it up, wiped it, and put it in his pocket. Meng Hai spent a lot of effort. Finally walked through that difficult road, came home, handed the earrings to grandma, he asked grandma to wear earrings, although there was only one, it didn't matter, he asked grandma to wear earrings. Later, my grandmother wore these earrings. Meng Hai hasn't seen his grandmother for a long time, I don't know how my grandmother is, and now the world is in chaos, in the troubled times, people are weak, the world is unpredictable, people are panicked, and many things are not easy to say. I have the impression that my grandmother is still wearing those earrings.

Meng Hai looked at the distant mountain scenery and reminisced about his youth, the past has long been fragmented, but the pictures presented by those fragments are so clear. For those bad fragments, unpleasant events that make him feel unpleasant, Meng Hai wants to forget about jì, just let the fragments become more broken, those good times, beautiful fragments, Meng Hai wants to keep. In essence, those memories are easy to fade away, and many things cannot be recalled. In the end, the joyful things are forgotten, the sad things are forgotten, and the things that have happened are as if they had never happened.

Meng Hai, Huzi, and Bai Xing were resting on the rocks, and there was a tree next to them, covered with turquoise leaves, and when the wind blew, the sound of the leaves was very good, and it could make that sound, that kind of pleasant sound, it was really a happy tree. Meng Hai liked this happy tree, called it the Tree of Worry, when the wind blew the tree, the leaves turned desperately, and the sound of the leaves was like flowing water, like the melody of beauty that none of them had ever heard.

Meng Hai: "Yesterday Huzi cooked, the kind of cake you made, very bitten, very chewy, very chewy, and the kind of long bread you made, inlaid with melon seeds, it tastes very fragrant, Huzi looks like a two hundred and five, the food made, but it is so delicate and flavorful." It seems that the ancients were right when they said that people should not be good-looking. ”

Huzi: "You say I'm two hundred and five, and I admit that sometimes people really think I'm a hateful demon with my teeth and claws. I used to fantasize about being very quiet and responsible, and I still can't imagine it, because it's different from what I am now. At that time, I imagined that I was a boiler worker, I was burning the boiler in the boiler room, it was the middle of winter outside, it was icy and snowy, I sat comfortably in a comfortable chair in the boiler room, the red fire was burning in the boiler, the fire was able to give people warmth, in this winter, I could stay in the boiler room in this safe little world, avoid the invasion of wind and snow, what a happy thing, I was able to sit on the chair and watch the red fire that shined on people's cheeks, how happy. Yes, I used to define happiness in terms of the situation in the boiler room, of course, I never worked as a boilermaker, and that happiness only appeared in my imagination. ”

Shirahoshi: "From what you just said, I can see that you are a person with a delicate heart and a wild appearance. I've heard you tell you that you used to like a woman, what makes you feel depressed is that she already has a boyfriend, one day, you unexpectedly find that this woman with a boyfriend is married, she is a married woman, but she is still looking for a boyfriend outside, she is an indecent woman, but even so you still like her, you like her so much, you are already obsessed, she is really a heartthrob, she poses in front of you, every pose makes you ecstatic, she is so attracted to you, but she doesn't like you, you go to pursue her, she ignores you, you are very depressed, you are very angry, very depressed, very boring, you go out to fight, try to get her attention, but unfortunately, the more you are like that, the more she dislikes you, the more she stays away from you, and you have said that you are a sad person. Saying this, I just want to say that you are a person with a story, and a lot of times, you appear to be very cynical, in essence to get the attention of others, and you desire to be noticed. Are you saying I'm right?"

Huzi: "Those things make me crazy, I don't want to have that kind of crazy love, just like Meng Hai said, try to make the heart calm, make the heart warm, make the heart happy, don't be overly happy, don't be overly sad, this should be a good state." ”

People have always eaten delicious things, but also seen beautiful things, people often eat, often look at things, but can not guarantee that every time they eat or see things are their favorite to eat and the most to see, so people often eat things they don't like to eat, often see things they don't like to see, so people are often unhappy, people are often unhappy, happiness is a state that people are very attached to, then people pursue happiness. Bai Xing, Huzi, and Meng Hai, they can't escape this law, they are also often unhappy people, and they often pursue happiness.

If there is an apple in the world, and those who eat this happy apple can be happy, then there must be people in the world who are lucky. When that lucky person eats this happy apple, he is happy, and it is destined that many other people do not eat the happy apple, then they are unhappy. In many fields and in many situations, there are happy apples, and not everyone can eat happy apples, so there are often people who are unhappy because they can't get something.

Slowly, Huzi doesn't have high requirements for himself, and he doesn't want any happiness, as long as it's not so painful, in the past, Huzi killed people in an attempt to find happiness, but the more he killed, the more unhappy he was. He has killed many happy people, and he thinks to himself, they are happy, I am not happy, if I kill them, they will not be happy, although I am still unhappy, but I can't see happy people dangling in front of me. Because of this mentality, Huzi went to the street with a knife to cut people, he used to cut people, he would cut people miserably, he thought that in this way, he could destroy the happiness of others. There is a saying that there is no poverty and inequality, and this is probably the reason why Huzi went to the street with a knife to cut people. But this is all in the past, and Huzi regrets his past actions, because since he did that, he has become a wicked person, a wicked person, and has a bad reputation.

Huzi thinks he is a person with status, he cares a lot about his reputation, although he said that he has killed people, but he doesn't want others to call him a bad person, he wants to have a good reputation, because of this psychology, Huzi often helps his grandmother cross the road, often sends lost children home, in this way, in the mouth of some people, Huzi has become a particularly kind person, saying that Huzi is a helpful person, the spirit of helping others is touching, that is, Huzi touched others. Huzi is the person who touches the water polo, Huzi is a kind person, and Huzi is a kind person who has killed people. Huzi killed people and did charity, so that Huzi put on a gorgeous dress.

If the tiger has a bad reputation, his heart will be uneasy, and then his heart will not be at peace, and it will not be a state where there is no joy or sorrow, and the tiger must do charity, and he must wear beautiful clothes.

To Zhuhun Mountain, the joy, anger and sorrow are all in Zhuhun Mountain, Huzi comes to the distant mountain, the joy, anger and sorrow are all in the distant mountain, people's mood is very related to the geographical location, and people's feelings are also changed in a certain space, although Huzi has killed people, but because he often helps people who love to talk, his reputation is not bad, so Huzi lives very peacefully, and his heart is calm. Calm is also calm in the distant mountains. (To be continued......)