Chapter 327: The Secret in the Demon King's Heart
"Xin Yuan ......" Qin Yuan's inner battle became even worse, seeing her looking at him with full trust like that, what should he do?
Can he tell her that all this is because of his selfishness? because of his selfishness, she has lived in the dark of the dungeon for more than 500 years, because of his selfishness, she has been living in accusations and guilt against herself......
It was he who was selfish, he didn't expect that his mistake would hurt her and each other.
"Huh?" she replied softly.
"Can you forgive me?" he finally spoke.
"Why do you ask? I won't forgive you," she looked at him earnestly, "because I believe you have nothing to forgive, and everything you do must be for me, for us." ”
She reached out and grabbed his hand and lowered it to her chest.
"Ah" Qin Yuan suddenly raised his head to the sky and roared, and the entire Demon Mountain trembled.
The Peach Blossom Fairy on the other end couldn't help but cast worried glances in their direction.
"Sister Xinyuan, will it ......" The Peach Blossom Fairy looked at Chunfeng Jun anxiously, if the Demon King is demonic......
"Don't worry, he won't hurt her. Chen Haojun said lightly, and continued to look at the direction of Yuetan with a deep expression.
Xin Yuan still looked at the Demon King Qin Yuan quietly, she knew that he was at war with her inner self, and she believed that he would eventually confess to herself.
"Demon Realm ......" Qin Yuan finally began to speak, "It was also very beautiful, there is not much essential difference between demons and immortals except for the difference in field qi, but the demons are more obsessed with their own energy improvement, and the immortals are more concerned about the world." ”
"In the beginning, demons didn't kill for no reason, you know. He looked at her.
Xinyuan nodded, of course she knew all this.
"However, in the past six thousand years, with the gradual turbidity of the field qi in this world, in the heavenly realm, the heavenly dao stone automatically collapsed, and in the demon realm, the demon spirit field has become thinner and thinner, and the spiritual energy that can supply the demons to continuously improve their cultivation has become less and less, and by the millennium ago, more and more demons could only obtain demonic qi cultivation by demagoguery, or even killing and plundering......"
"As the king of the Demon Realm, I can't watch the Demon Realm disappear little by little, so I can only issue an order strictly prohibiting killing for no reason, but I secretly acquiesce to the demons to obtain demonic energy cultivation through demagogy. You already know that......"
He glanced at her obscurably.
"So you've sealed these memories of mine?" Xin Yuan breathed a sigh of relief.
Although she told herself to trust him and that everything he did must be for her good, she still worried that the sealed memories were too bad.
"It's not all ......" Qin Yuan licked his lips again, "You see it in your eyes, but you also understand that this is all a last resort, I know that you feel uncomfortable, but you didn't say anything." Until that day......"
His brow furrowed, and the scene of the day before him reappeared, the scene he wanted to forget all the time.
"Qin Yuan, what are you doing?" Xin Yuan looked at the bloody scene in front of her in disbelief.
Qin Yuan was covered in blood, and there were five or six demon corpses scattered around him that had been drained of blood.
"Qin Yuan, how can you do this!" She was shocked, she knew that now the Demon Spirit Field was getting weaker and weaker, and if he didn't use some external force, his magic power would increase more and more slowly, but how could he use this way!
Once he uses killing to increase his magic power, he becomes an evil demon! Even in the demon world, evil demons are resisted and banned.
Qin Yuan was stunned for a while, his heart was flustered, he didn't do anything at all, they were already like this when he came in, but his body and hands were full of blood, and he didn't even know where the blood came from.
He couldn't explain it at all, so how could Xinyuan believe him?
He had always known that Xin Yuan had thoughts about him acquiescing in the demons' demagogy, and now that she saw such a scene again, what would she think? Will she still listen to her own explanation? And he can explain it clearly?
No, no, he can't take that risk.
"Xinyuan ......" In a panic, he thought of an idea, he forced himself to calm himself, his eyes looked directly at her eyebrows, and a powerful magic instantly grabbed her.
"Qin Yuan......" she was surprised, her eyes full of disbelief.
However, before she could finish her sentence, she collapsed entirely.
He hurried up to catch her.
"I'm sorry, Xinyuan. He whispered softly in her ear. Perhaps this is the safest way to go.
She would no longer question him, nor would she be bothered by the demagogic things of the demons. Let this memory be sealed in the dust within her.
At that moment, he even felt that he had really thought of the perfect solution.
But what he didn't expect was that when she woke up the next morning, she suddenly couldn't smell any demonic energy. He knew it was because although her consciousness was sealed by him, her subconscious was deeply resistant.
He could feel her guilt for him, she thought it was her deepest prejudice against the Demon Realm that caused this strange disease, but he knew that he had misled her subconscious.
He tried in vain to use the most brutal method to escape her doubts and suppress her troubles, but he forgot that all that was suppressed would explode one day.
Perhaps it was precisely because she believed in him too deeply that it was more difficult to accept that "truth", and she broke out, in a way that made him powerless.
He deeply regretted and felt guilty, but he couldn't say anything, and once he did, maybe he would really lose her completely.
He couldn't explain the corpses of the demons and the blood on his body, and he couldn't explain why he sealed her memories.
For more than 500 years, he watched her guilt and pain, he felt more guilty, more painful, and more remorseful, but he couldn't do anything. The only thing he could do was to create a new world for her to live freely.
So he wants to annex the Celestial Realm, and only the Celestial Realm is her safest place to live, so he wants her to return to the Celestial Realm as a supreme identity.
The corners of Demon King Qin Yuan's eyes moistened, he said it, he finally said it, and next, what he had to wait for was her judgment. Will she believe him, and what will she choose?
His heart tightened.
"Xinyuan...... I'm sorry......" What could he say besides "I'm sorry"?" he rested his head on her shoulder and whimpered lowly.
"You ......" Xinyuan finally came back from her stunned stup, and as he spoke, these memories in her mind gradually returned.
How so? Is her seal fading?
She remembered the scene that happened that day, and she also remembered the troubles that had been bothering her, and it turned out that she was really sealed by him.
But how could they have appeared again automatically?
"Qin Yuan," she gently stroked his head, "I believe you......" she sighed lightly. She was shocked that day, she was frightened by what she saw, but if he told her well, she would have believed it......
"I can't explain how the blood on my body came from, maybe even my own memories are messed up, maybe I really ......" He finally said what troubled him, maybe he really sucked their blood out of his unconscious, though he didn't remember it at all.
But otherwise, how can the blood on his body and hands be explained?
"No, Qin Yuan. Xin Yuan broke his head and looked at him, "The Qin Yuan I know is not necessarily a very kind person, but he must be a strong-willed person. You promised me that I wouldn't rely on this evil method to improve your magic, and you will be able to do it. ”
"I believe in you!" she said firmly.