Where did her fate lead? Where did her love end? She didn't know, she didn't even dare to know, she couldn't know. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info As a daughter, as a daughter of this era, she can't tell any elders, or even her brothers and sisters, she can't say who she likes, and she can't even mention the word "like". The drama in "The Peony Pavilion", after all, was written by the men and shown to the men, and the daughter in reality was really allowed to do it, but I am afraid that if the thing does not succeed, she will be immersed in the pig cage, right? Even if she is in the horror of being surrounded by thousands of corpses, and she has made a lifelong commitment to others, she only has an illusory hope, and she does not dare and cannot take any action for this.

The reason for her is that Brother Yinchen is so amazingly talented, his hands and eyes are all over the sky, even the court, even the emperor, and even the puppet sect are not in the eyes of the people, who can do these small things well, as long as she obediently raises herself in this cluster of flowers, she will have her own creation in the future, and marry the person she likes in a beautiful way, after all, the words of the matchmaker can sometimes affect the thoughts of her parents, but now she can't count on these at all.

The moment when the Lin family's assets disappeared should have been the moment when her dream was shattered, she didn't know it yet, the moment when Wang Yurou told her the truth about the Wang family's sisters living in the garden was the moment when she woke up like a dream and faced the cruel reality.

She can't get Brother Yinchen, because there is no dowry, the old lady and Mrs. Wang will definitely not let the ugliness of the family spread out, swallowing the wealth of relatives to build a garden, such a scandalous thing, there can be no chance of leakage, so, whether it is silver dust, or gold dust, treasure dust, Tianwang dust, sun dust, from beginning to end, there will be no chance, because the old lady and Mrs. Wang will definitely not hesitate to reject all matchmakers' words, the two of them are the ones who control her destiny, not those matchmakers hired at a high price.

She can't even get the second brother, because she can't really live the united front of the entire Wang family, the Long family, and the Guo family, she has only one person, no support from her parents, no support from her own family, and even God's wife, uncle, it is impossible for her to be such a "sick" weak girl to be the great blessing and control the entire palace, that is unrealistic.

And the dream in her heart, the life she pursues, is more unrealistic than the second brother's Dafujin, what she wants, what she desires, is the real world of two people, is the equality that only the children of the rivers and lakes will pursue, unswerving love, she is willing to do everything for her love, whether life or soul, she is willing to pay, to exchange, but she doesn't want, doesn't want the person she loves, doesn't love her, or only gives her a fraction of love, a fraction of her feelings. Her emotional world is pure and sacred, and the object of her devotion must also be pure and sacred, and she cannot tolerate any form of betrayal, and she is faced with a betrayal that she has not committed to in the first place.

She knew that her second brother would not always love her, would not love her forever, and would not only love her alone for the rest of her life as she expected. Her love is pure and selfish, but only Brother Yinchen can satisfy this pure and selfish love, and only now, no matter how hard she tries, Brother Yinchen will not succeed.

That's it.

She is sorry for Brother Yinchen, she is sorry for her second brother, she is sorry for her parents, she is sorry for all the people who really care about her and cares about her, what is she still alive for? She has no future, since there is no future, then what is the meaning of life?

At this moment, she really wanted to die.

She really began to plan her death, and having made up her mind, she suddenly became apathetic, as if there was nothing in this world worth her nostalgia for.

Lin Xuanchen began to silently plan an action to kill himself, this is not a crime, so that a small temperament can do it, it is not easy for a distraction master to kill himself.

What's more, no matter what the plan, it can't be implemented in the Mangzhong Festival, otherwise, if you go down and become a ghost, you will be looked down upon, right?

Farewell, Brother Yinchen, in fact, Xuanchen, I like you the most.

Since Lin Xuanchen thinks so, she will do it, she is a straightforward person herself. She knew that this was her last mangzhong festival, and she planned to let herself do her filial piety to the old lady and her uncle in less than a year, take a little care of the people who loved her, and then arrange a gorgeous death for herself.

Dying at the spring equinox is what she yearns for the most.

Now that it has been decided, then this last mangzhong festival in my life will be celebrated.

Sister Wang is still waiting outside?

After thinking about it, she used her magic skills slightly, dispelled the cold in her body, and lifted the quilt to get up.

She got up, it was a little late at this time, Wang Yurou was still outside the door, and said with a smile: "Good sister, get up quickly! What can be so lazy!" She turned a deaf ear, just got up with a stuffy head, Zijuan came up to serve, but she pushed aside the clothes she had appreciated in the palace, and said, "Bring the pink one!" Zijuan didn't understand: "What pink?" But seeing that the little bell had already gone under the bed, she tinkered for a while, took out a pink with flowers, handed it out, and took out a set of shiny jewelry. Zijuan saw that the long skirt with flowers was smashed, the style was simple, the flowers were heavy, and there were many floral patterns embroidered on it, which was actually a strange style that she had never seen before, and when she took it in, she didn't feel that she was secretly gasping for air, and the corners of the original pattern were the "Forbidden Palace Wisdom Patterns" of the holy products in the palace today , It is said that it is the Tao passed down by Queen Linghua herself, the royal show girl in the palace forbidden, not a concubine, but also a nobleman, Pingsuli is also a thousand choices, embroidery craftsmanship is naturally the top in the country, but among thousands of nobles, there are not even five who can embroider such a quality, after all, this kind of pattern, the wrong stitch is wasted, and it has to be dismantled and restarted, and the end is extremely laborious, for which Linghua Niangniang has lost her temper, the forbidden palace wisdom pattern, every time it is just the size of a fist, but it must be the chest, sleeves, and the most conspicuous position on the collar flower can be there, and the usual places are also some ordinary boutique embroidery, where can it be like this skirt in four colors, even the corners and corners are all, as for the embroidery flowers the size of the sea bowl, it is actually made of nine different styles of forbidden palace wisdom patterns, as if spliced together like nine consecutive rings, clouds and mountains fog cover, dense and dense, not to mention embroidery, even the patterns that can be drawn, it is difficult for those people to think of this, this skirt is full of big flowers, actually all of them are the same splicing embroidery method as this number of nine consecutive rings, and no two flowers can be the same, such a skirt for the girl's family, Zijuan is afraid that it will not take two or three hundred to embroider for the nobles of the forbidden palace for three or five months in a row before one can come out？

Zijuan didn't know that the pattern on this skirt had a special name called "Nine Heavens God Forbidden" This technique was extinct as early as the end of the Fifth Dynasty, and now there are such capable people in the whole world, and this skirt is just taken out of the red blood secret realm, and it is quietly and carefully washed and enchanted by the world's only book, I am afraid that it will be difficult to have a second article in this world, and the silver dust is just to make the skirt clean and new, and it has violently threatened no less than 100 palace maids in the palace ban, of course, this is another story, not to mention it for the time being。

Lin Xuanchen wore this skirt, and then put on a transparent veil of the same color that was given by the lady in the palace, and worked slightly to prevent himself from getting sick on such an important day. The magic is about to rise, the pink and purple wind swirls slightly, only to see her generation flying, although she has not washed, even her hair is scattered into a push of silk threads, but it is like a leftover woman descending to earth, what sinking fish and geese, closing the moon and shy flowers, delicate flowers shine on the water, weak willows help the wind, these words describe ordinary women, must be extremely beautiful, but falling on her, it is as unbearable as the most vulgar and vicious curse, there has long been no words and songs, can describe her beauty at this time, that is not at all the cute and soft that can be imagined in the mortal world, clever and well-behaved, the style is wrong, just stand in front of the bronze mirror, not to mention the purple juan, Not to mention that the people in the room were completely stunned as if they had been hit by the magic of permanent petrification, even Wang Yurou outside the window seemed to be attacked by the swastika seal, frozen there motionless, breathing, heartbeat, and looking like that fossil, standing there until the earth is barren, the end of the world, the entire Xiaoxiang Pavilion, there is not even a trace of sound, swallows dare not flutter their wings, finches are silent, cicadas and insects and the like, even crawl is frightened, for fear that this beautiful beauty will be broken, it is really a few lifetimes and calamities can not see the second time！

Lin Xuanchen himself didn't realize it, he only felt that the skirt secretly sent by Yinchen's brother was better than elsewhere, and he didn't know where such a skirt was made, and he bought it, so he would have to get more in the future, one of all colors, and a robe and a cover, but he didn't know if the fur on the fur could also spell out a tweed of this color.

After a little half a moment, Zijuan came back to her senses, and hurriedly took a set of jewelry from the bell and put it on her own lady, she thought that it was shiny, transparent and translucent, it should be crystal jewelry, but when she got it in her hand, she was so frightened that her heart and liver jumped out of her stomach, it turned out that it was not a crystal, it was a diamond!

Diamonds are a kind of thing, there are very few on the wind source continent, I don't know how the reserves are, but it is very difficult to mine, a mine has worked hard for decades, and it may not be possible to have a handful of harvests, so it is also a rare plaything in the palace ban, and now Lin Xuanchen is wearing it, but a complete set, made of platinum leftovers, made out of the base, inlaid with large and small, strings and rows, or spelled into colors, not to mention how to find so many crystal diamonds, that is, on the crystal diamonds, there is no variegation, dazzling, pure and clear, and no matter the size, they are all general shapes, even the edges are full of the same, I'm afraid that I can't find three or five things under the pressure of today's harem, not to mention a complete set of earrings, rings, necklaces, bracelets, anklets, and even, a thin belt of diamond pattern platinum!

These things, of course, are also in the secret realm, God knows whether the relics of the fourth or fifth dynasty, I am afraid that they are all things brought by the princess, and they were found by the silver dust, and they were all enchanted with "Remnant Soul Sound", but they were not re-refined with dark alchemy, and they finally did not become one treasure after another, otherwise, a delicate little Lori was wearing treasured holy weapons for decades, and she didn't have to look out of the gate of Xiaoxiang Pavilion.

Originally, these skirts, burqas, and diamond jewelry could add a lot of color to the ordinary beauty, even if it was worn by Wang Yurou like this, but when they were worn on Lin Xuanchen's body, as if they were stained with Lin Xuanchen's light, they were all brighter than usual, but they couldn't cover her own beauty at all。

Lin Xuanchen was dressed, and she didn't bother to put on makeup, so she ordered Zijuan to coil her hair, Zijuan combed her hair, only to feel that her hands and feet were trembling, her waist and legs were going to be weak, and her heart was beating suddenly, and it took twice as long as usual to finally straighten out the young lady's long thick hair, but she couldn't find any hairpins to match, she didn't have any diamond hairpins, ordinary gold and silver jewelry, with this body, which is also the Forbidden Palace Hui pattern, platinum corners, and such a conspicuous and important place on the head, doesn't it make people laugh？

In the end, she could only straighten out her hair and hang it down naturally, but she couldn't think of any headdress. Lin Xuanchen didn't care that she had such long hair fluttering, and she also showed her girlish demeanor, so she didn't care about going out to send the flower god.

She came out, participated in many memorials and the like, and accompanied the old lady to watch the three big plays and six small plays arranged by the opera team, and ate with the female guests, she was originally a person who ate thin food and little meals, did not like meat and greasy, and had been in a sad mood since last night, and her mind was depressed, so her interest was very shallow, and she ate a few bites casually, and she didn't even taste the taste, she was full, but she didn't dare to leave the table rashly, since she was so beautiful that the world imagined, she naturally sat in the banquet, and was concerned by many female guests, she was a person who likes to be quiet, and she doesn't want to talk much, many introductions and introductions are done by Mrs. Zhen herself, she is just on the flowing water seat, played a song lightly, using the old piano from previous years, by no means the luminous piano hanging on the wall in the middle of the room, of unknown origin. At the end of the song, there was no singing lyrics, and it was an ordinary track, but it was enough to surprise the four seats, and the world called it a goddess, and even inquired about the age of marriage, and even asked about the appointment letter on the spot, but was rejected by the old lady: "There is a family in the horizontal vertical, and after waiting for the eighteenth birthday, I will pass through the door, guests, there are still a few girls in our house, and I can see the big one, you are all sisters and sisters, why don't you take care of it?" Saying this, he couldn't help the madness of the female guests, seeing that the male guests over there were rushing towards this side, each preparing handkerchiefs and sachets, and temporarily tracing small paintings of calligraphy, which became more and more unbearable, so he let the Lin family girl go to rest and relax on the grounds that the girl of the Lin family was weak, and she became the first to leave.