When I listen to other people sing, I am very moved. There are male and female singers in our prison, some of them are arrested and imprisoned for murder, and some of them are arrested and imprisoned for being involved in gangsters.

The fact that the police comrades were able to arrest some singers and put them in prison gave us prisoners a blessing.

I'm a prisoner who writes a lot, and when I'm tired of writing, I'll ask the prisoner singer to sing to us boring people, and the prisoner singer is also very face-saving, we're all good friends, he or she starts singing, and I listen to them sing, and I'm very happy.

When I listened to the singers in prison, I was very happy, and I realized that I was a lover of music. I'm three months away from being shot, and it's my luck to hear these singers sing before I'm executed, and I'm really happy to hear them sing.

Someone brought watermelon to us prisoners, the weather was too hot, eat watermelon to relieve the heat. I have developed a new habit, when eating watermelon, I don't spit out the seeds, chew the watermelon seeds and eat them, the food is not easy to come by, I don't want to waste it.

But my friend in prison told me that eating like this is not good for my stomach, and that I am going to die anyway, and I can't care so much, so it's better to eat to death.

It's very warm in prison, only in prison, I have a warm home feeling, if I get out of prison one day, I will miss this home.

In the prison I had something to eat, watermelon to taste, and inmate singers to sing for us, and there were so many happy, happy prisons in the prison.

Some people are afraid of me, they know I'm a murderer, they're afraid of me. I'm a murderer, but I don't want anyone else to be afraid of me, because then I'll live without a challenge, it's too boring.

I kill without blinking, I don't care what others say about me, I need to repeat. I kill without blinking. I kill without blinking. These people in prison also knew my temper and didn't dare to provoke me.

I didn't want to be shot, so I thought of a solution. If I could prove that I was a psychopath, maybe I would have been spared the death penalty. Should I go find a bucket of and eat it to prove I'm a madman? Can the death penalty be abolished?

Some people say that killing pays for life, regardless of whether a person is insane or not, as long as he kills someone, he should be executed. So, I'm dead? No, I still have a glimmer of hope that I'll either prove that I'm schizophrenic or get out of prison. I have two paths.

I recalled my past sinful experiences and felt ashamed in my heart, and I thought about it, write well in prison, and if I have the chance, get out of prison and be a good person.

I want to learn a technology. Once I learned it, I made money with my skills, and I probably worked until I retired. I worked until I retired, and I was determined. I no longer want to live with a hammer in the east and a mallet in the west, I want to stabilize my attitude, I want to correct my attitude towards life, and I will not sin in the future, and I will not do evil in the future. Be a good person, be a good person.

But I don't know if others will treat me as a good person if I have killed others and reformed myself. I've changed everything, will others look at me as a prisoner with colored glasses? I don't want to lie when people ask me about my experience, I'm a person with a lot of criminal records, I've killed people, I've had bad deeds, but I don't kill anymore, I've changed, I want others to treat me like everyone else, not to discriminate against my murderous behavior, not to despise my criminal experience. I want to transform myself, transform myself, transform well, and I want to be a new person.

It's a very happy state to study something hard, like I'm in prison now, I don't have a chance to learn anything, and if I am really shot, I can't even eat.

I often fall into deep self-remorse, I think back to the robbery, I beat a boy on the leg with a thick wooden stick, he was tied to a pillar by me, he scolded me, I beat him with a stick, I robbed him, I kidnapped him, asked for the contact information of his parents.

My robbery was many years ago, but when I think about it, I still remember it vividly, the way he cried, the way he screamed, I felt like it happened yesterday.

I'm so bad to treat a lad like that. Say something happy, in prison, I can not only hear songs, but also see dances, singing and dancing will give people the feeling of singing and dancing, I like to watch dance and listen to songs in prison, but prison is not a nursing home, I came here to reform, we are all here to reform, not to care for the elderly, so singing and dancing, we are not allowed to appreciate too much in prison. We prisoners organized ourselves to sing and dance, and we had to be stopped, and I wanted to listen to the songs and dance, so I secretly found someone to perform.

I don't talk about singing and dancing, I can't watch much singing and dancing in prison, and when I get out of prison, I can go to any theater I want to go to, and I will enjoy whatever I want to see and hear, but in prison, I don't have such freedom.

We weren't allowed to sing and dance in prison, we had to work here for reform, and we needed to run every day. I sat on the bed, except for writing on the bed, I was drawing on the bed, I was drawing on the wall with pebbles, but I was discovered. They said I was destroying the wall, and I confessed. They scolded me, and I wanted to kill them, but I thought about it, and I swore that I would never kill again. If you don't paint, you won't paint, and if you don't paint, you won't die.

I sat alone on the bed and sang, singing to the roof, to the door, to the ground, I sang lonely, hoping to sing the loneliness out of my body.

I miss my wife, I miss my daughter, I miss my brother, these days, I always think of my brother. I'm talking about my cousin, he has a good relationship with me, and we do business together.

My business is very risky. The year before last, I spent 60 million yuan to make many arrangements, just to let me do a good job.

I often say that I am in the drug business, and those medicines are called happiness pills by me, and those happiness pills are sold to many people who want to be happy, and they use that medicine and they are happy.

But if someone arrests them and doesn't let them use the happy medicine, they say that they are abusing drugs, and they say that the happy medicine is poisonous, and those who use the happy medicine will be arrested, and I am in this business, because this kind of business is not allowed to be done, and my financial path will be blocked.

I spent 60 million yuan to make a lot of detailed arrangements, but I still did not escape the fate of being arrested, I was arrested and put in prison, my business is very big, they caught me, very happy, just like a hunter caught a rare prey.

I was caught, I was in the prison I was supposed to go to, I was punished as I deserved, I was a shameful sinner, I confessed my guilt, I accepted a punishment against me.

I kill, I rob, I am a sinner, I ask all the people of the world to come and scold me, throw me with eggs and cabbage, trample on me, I am guilty, I have killed many people, I have robbed many times, I am guilty, I plead guilty.

Writing is one of my pleasures in prison, if I don't write, I just eat, drink, and run every day, it's not interesting, and writing can comfort me.

I was one of the people in prison who didn't like to talk much, and I didn't talk to much people, so I wrote on paper alone, talked alone, and spoke to paper. When I write on paper, I talk to paper.

I am a prisoner, and I am ridiculed, and this kind of ridicule mainly happens outside the prison, when I leave the prison, everyone knows that I am a prisoner, and they all mock me, and I feel that only in the prison, no one mocks me, and in the prison, everyone is a prisoner, and who mocks whom.

On the contrary, when I was released and out of prison, many people mocked me, and I might as well go back to prison, and when I got out of prison, someone mocked me, and I wanted to go back to prison, so I broke the jar and broke it, and I continued to do evil, and I went back to prison as I wished, to a place where no one mocked me.

The Dajia Dynasty makes me very tired of living, I want to go back to ancient times, live that simple life, deep mountains and wild fruits, wild cave couples, and live a very pleasant life away from the world, but this can only become a fantasy of mine, after all, I am now in prison, and I am a person who is about to be shot, my various fantasies, even if it is easy to realize, I have no chance, my life is almost over, I am about to be executed.

Prison and writing, prisoners and writing, were connected by me. I even thought that writing was confession, and that the most deserving of writing, the most talented, the most suitable for writing, I thought were prisoners in prison. Prisoners are good at writing, and prisoners need to write. Write, prisoner, be a writer, prisoner.

Prisoners can be very noble.

Because I was sentenced to death, if I stayed in prison like this, it would be a dead end. Therefore, for me to live and start my life again, I have to break out of prison.

The police were under my impression of majesty, and I could not underestimate their abilities, and I had to escape from prison and prevent being caught by them after I got out.

According to my previous experience of prison breaks, prison escapes have to be quiet, when they come to check the room, come to count the number of people, they will find that I am gone, they can't figure out when and how I disappeared, my prison escape, just to be so quiet.

I've thought about it, when I get out of prison, I'll find my wife and daughter, I'm going to find a job, work hard, I'm going to prove that I'm a hardworking person with my actual actions, I promise, I promise God, I will never kill people in the future, no matter what, I won't kill anyone.

I also want to apologize to my wife, to my daughter, I apologize sincerely, I am sorry for them, I frightened them.

Well, I've decided to escape from prison tomorrow, and tomorrow at dawn, I'm going to escape, and after dawn, when the sun rises, I'll not be in prison. The sun rose for my successful escape. (To be continued......)