Chapter Ninety-Eight: First Love, Fifteen and Sixteen
"Lily, there's one thing I want to tell you, it's a very strict and serious thing, it has nothing to do with movies, it's not a dream, it's about our relationship. ”
"What are ours...... What's wrong?"
The hazy scene, that handsome face showed a helpless smile, "It's time to end, let's break up." ”
"What are you talking about! Aren't we happy, why? It doesn't make sense, don't make such a bad joke!"
"Don't be like that, be mature, it's not a joke, it's changed. Lily, every relationship changes, stage by stage, just like the four seasons of the year, when we first met, it was spring, and then we decided on the relationship, and entered the period of love, it was summer, and then our enthusiasm fell, and we became less and less interested in each other, autumn, and finally there was no feeling at all, winter. Now we're winter, it's time to end. ”
"No, no...... However, I feel like we're still in the summer...... Isn't it good?"
"I'm sorry girl, but I don't feel good about you anymore, goodbye. ”
Ye Wei waved his hand, no matter what she shouted, he turned around and left, and suddenly another girl held his hand, and he couldn't see who it was, they talked and laughed, and gradually walked away......
"No, only ......!"
Suddenly, Lily woke up, her eyes were dark, her heart was beating fast, she opened her eyes and saw that she was sleeping in her bedroom at home.
It was, a nightmare, just a funny nightmare!
Hell yes, really, how can he have such a nightmare, he still talks like a philosopher, what the hell all year round......
Lily muttered and turned around, wanting to continue sleeping, but she was already fully awake, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, those messy thoughts were constantly churning, thinking about not to think about it, but naturally thinking, the more she thought about it, the more energetic she became......
Gradually, she looked at the ceiling with wide eyes, and reached for her phone on the bedside dresser to see that it was February 13th, 4:12am, and it was still a long time before dawn.
She flipped through the address book, looked at Ye Wei's name, and a confused voice sounded in her heart: Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and then Wei Wei will ......
"Don't think about it, go to sleep. Lily put down her phone, turned over and pulled the quilt to cover her head, and after a while, she suddenly came out again, her eyes blinking, "Just check it for a while!"
She got up and got out of bed, put on a coat, sat down at the computer desk by the balcony, turned it on, and soon opened the web page, Google and Yahoo were all open.
The bright eyes turned to look at the No. 6 red and black jersey hanging on the wall, and the slender white hands on the keyboard tapped and searched for "first-1ove", and his face jumped a little, as if he was expecting to see something.
Millions of results came out, she dragged the mouse and looked at the front row of results on the screen: "Why is your first love so unforgettable", "No matter what it feels like, first love is never true love", "21 things that first love teaches us", "Top 10 do's and don'ts for first love", "When should first love say 'I love you'......
It feels like opening a Pandora's box, Lily's heart is a little uneasy, a little curious, some want to laugh, it's funny, isn't it, people are like poets for their first love, as Shelley said, hunger and love rule the world.
She bit her lip, hesitated for a while, and finally clicked on a "Why do people's first loves always fail?"
Teenagers are more receptive to each other, B1ah-B1ah-B1ah, as both parties become adults, their life concepts will become different, they will meet more friends, and you will meet people who are more suitable for you and like more, B1ah-B1ah-B1ah, if you fall in love too early, you will often become friends because you are too familiar......
"First love is like a roller coaster, it will make every moment of life so exciting and beautiful, every detail will make you have a new experience, open the door to love in your heart, but it will always get tired quickly, and then fall to the bottom. Cherish the time of first love and good luck. ”
Those two sassy thick eyebrows furrowed, it's not 1oo%, right?
I closed the webpage, clicked again, and opened a forum post "Why can't I forget my first love?"
The post is about a middle-aged woman who said that she had her first love when she was a teenager, that the boy was confident, excellent, and successful, and that they had an incredibly good year, because they went to different high schools, and their relationship faded until he proposed to break up.
Many years later, the two of them have their own families, but the woman just can't forget him, saying that she has never loved so much since then, and no one can make her love as much as he does, but she knows that they can no longer be together, the woman is very confused, and hopes that everyone can give her some help.
"It's like that for first love, because that's the first time you've loved a stranger outside of your family, and maybe the last. "What you miss is only youth, not that person, even if you get together again, you won't feel that way anymore." "I regret to tell you that those memories will stay with you for a lifetime, until you are too old to walk, and you will still be thinking about that year, this is the meaning of first love. ”......
“shooT。 After watching it for a while, Lily suddenly broke a foul word, closed the post, and returned to Google's results page, but there were more, this is not a rare story, but a high probability of first love and results.
But it's not 1oo%, there's something else, right......?
Suddenly, what memories surged in my heart, "I love you", "I love you too", Mom and Dad sweetly told each other, and then ......
She cupped her cheeks, what did she want to find? some comfort, some courage, some good aspects? What kind of happy story of a first love couple who finally got married and had children?
Startled by the thought of herself, Lily shook her head in dismay, no, it was too far away, just wondering how spring and summer could last longer......
At least, high school, college, at least then you can worry about yourself and his future.
She took a deep breath, tapped the keyboard with both hands, and searched for phrases: "How long can first love last", "How long is the hot love period", "How to make the hot love period longer", "Dating for three months, is it okay to determine the relationship?", "The difference between boyfriend, girlfriend and dating", "First love, breakup, reasons"......
Time is gradually passing, the sky outside the window is changing, a little light, and it is 5:oo.
Lily suddenly closed all the more than a dozen web pages in annoyance, and then cleared the history browsing history, as if she had just done some ulterior secret, and as if she didn't want to have happened just now.
She looked at the screen expressionlessly, looked at the photo of them going out together, thought about it while watching, thought about it for a long time, and the more she thought about it, the more disturbed she became...... Bad boy's summer, it's short, right?
Don't think about it, don't think about it, live in the moment!
said so to herself in her heart, but she opened the web page in her hand and searched for "reunion after the breakup of first love".
......
On the other side of Brentwood, Ye Weizheng was lying on the bed in a big shape, and the quilt was almost completely kicked to the ground, and Toto fell asleep on his side.
At this time, he turned around, scratched his thigh, and muttered in his dream: "Because I like Chinese food, Chinese food is nutritious......"
......
Lily stayed at the computer desk until nearly six o'clock, and the result was that she was caught by her mother and reprimanded, so she didn't have to go to school?
She couldn't explain it, but emphasized that she really wasn't playing all night and had just gotten up.
"Just now?" Tavorman touched the hot computer console and stiffened his face: "Do you think your mother doesn't understand computers?
"No, where do you think. "Lily doesn't have many games on her computer, except for the occasional Need for Speed Heat Tracking 2.
"Mom, I want to ask you a question. She hesitated, but still shook her head: "Forget it, don't take it to heart......"
Tavorman sensed that something was wrong, and his expression and tone softened, "Lily, you can tell Mommy. ”
"No, that's weird. Lily shook her head, "You can't sue me." ”
In the end, she didn't say anything, turned off the computer, and went to wash.
When the sky outside was all bright, Lily, who was dressed in a light red tracksuit, went out for a morning jog and ran to the "old place" on Sunset Avenue, which has been like this every day recently, she and Ye Wei met there, met, stayed for a while, and ran home separately.
The morning air was fresh, and the squirrels stood in rows at the top of the trees, ready to come out to feed, wary of the residents who ran by in the streets.
The ponytail swayed, and when Lily turned an intersection, she could already see Ye Wei in a jersey standing far away.
"Hey!" Ye Wei also saw her, running up, her steps were full of strength, her whole person was refreshed, and since the matter was settled, she slept really steadily.
When he came to her, he looked at his watch and snorted, "How can I punish you for being three minutes late today?"
"Come on, I didn't punish you for being five minutes late yesterday. Lily smiled and rolled her eyes.
"But I don't have your kindness, look at the trick!" Ye Wei pounced on her with her teeth and claws, but she just smiled and pushed away, not making a fuss as usual. He shrugged his shoulders and ran east, and she followed.
The two ran for a while, until they were a little out of breath, and then slowed down and chatted.
"Tomorrow is ...... On Saturday, after school, where are we going to play?" asked Lily tentatively, web pages flying around her mind.
Ye Wei looked at her, felt that she was looking forward to it, and said with a smile: "Tomorrow is a big day, so after school, we will meet directly at the school, and then go to Santa Monica to play together, eat dinner, and continue to play until 11 o'clock in the evening and then go home, how about it?"
"Ok......" Lily responded, expectant, and even more apprehensive, the thought kept flashing, and she couldn't help but say, "I want to live a more ordinary life tomorrow." ”
"It's good to be normal. Ye Wei nodded, "I also like to celebrate the festival in ordinary ways now." "The main thing is that I don't have any money, so I can't give 999 roses or something like that, so let's send 9!
Did he hear my hints? Lily's heart tightened, not knowing what to say, "I mean, very ordinary, ordinary, as usual." ”
"Understood, no problem!" Ye Wei patted his chest, don't make a big scene, don't be like the kind of confession in front of the audience and TV viewers during the halftime of a sports game, okay, then wait until after school, only the romantic moment of the two of them.
He thought and said, "Lily, are we going to the movies in the evening, or what? If I do, I'll have to pick a good one, and I can't just do that, haha." ”
"It's really ordinary, you know...... In fact, tomorrow is an ordinary day. ”
"Are you trying to say something?"
"No, I'm just a little scared you're too grand...... I hope it's like usual. ”
"Roger. Ye Wei is really a little strange, he firmly believes that there is no girl who doesn't like romance, it should be that she is worried that he is wasting money, good girl! He smiled: "No, if it is grand, my car money will be gone, and we can only ride a bicycle for a ride." ”
Lily was still talking, "Ordinary means ......"
"Got it, as you wish!" Ye Wei looked at his watch and exclaimed, "We have to go back, otherwise we won't be able to catch the school bus and wait for the meeting." So saying, he ran back.
"Only, it's just ...... Don't ......" Lily stood where she was, her voice soft, and she hung her head and sighed as she watched him run away.
Immediately, she puffed up her face again and raised her eyebrows, don't be like this, don't think so much, it's enough......
Like Connie said, it's just nervousness, and then there won't be any of these nonsense thoughts, yes, just nervousness.
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