I came across a million words and suddenly wanted to say something.

First of all, it's an apology.,I'm giving a testimonial.,The single chapter is basically an apology.,Most of it is because of the update time.,This time it's a half-dead state from the eleventh to the present.。

Logically, I have a lot of reasons to say, but I still think it's all excuses. After all, I ate what I said, and the single chapter that said that tomorrow was not deleted, I used it as a pillar of shame, and I was the one who nailed it.

Sometimes emotions are like water bursting embankments, once there is a little gap, it is a general trend. Sometimes the update is like this, the first four thousand words are updated every day, and I can't write six thousand words, I really want to be a eunuch at that time, not to give up on myself, but to feel that it is not worth it, after all, it is a hobby, a handy work, and a novice's work.

But in the end, he did not give up. Maybe it's because there are still book friends signing in the book review area every few days.,There are book friends who are stealing tickets.,Blue Soul book friends are still rewarding.,There are book friends who are chasing orders.,Really,I just think the story is only a third.,Even if you speed up.,The end is better than giving up directly.,Right,In today's world where piracy is so rampant.,There are still people insisting on subscription support.,I shouldn't give up.,It's not good after all, right?。

Fortunately, there is no interruption, because I am really afraid, once there is a day of interruption, basically I can't pick it up, this is my true thought in my heart at that time, I haven't touched the book review area for more than half a month, that is, today, school is about to start, and it will recover little by little.

I always thought that I was distracted a lot when I went to school, and finally I was ready to study, high math, line generation almost drove me crazy, lengthy professional knowledge, some of the unmemorized content about finance, and the calculation of economic law, all of which were enough to add to the code word to make me collapse, plus the weather in Jinan in early July, sinking in the old campus without air conditioning, what could be more fucked up than this.

In fact, there is, maybe it's the powerlessness of family affairs, which makes me see more painful than memorizing and vomiting, and thinking that I have to fail the course.

I'm really sorry, this kind of thing, I don't fight, once there are a little external factors, there is no self-control, according to the opening curriculum, the update is likely to be two or four thousand words a day, because there are a lot of exams to pass in the new school year, and it takes a lot of energy.

It's all bad.

This book is a million words, in fact, I have made all the mistakes that novices can make, three chapters must be abandoned, the long line is weak, the main line is unknown, the world has many loopholes, the cool point is stiff, the cool point is insufficient, the writing is average, the reading is not smooth, the story has a single one, the abbreviated place, I don't know the abbreviation, the climax that can be extended does not know the extension, there are all kinds of things, I don't know how many.

But this book is a million words after all, as the first book is also likely to be the last, I will insist on writing it, if it was for the sake of grades, it should have been cut a long time ago, so you don't have to worry too much, you will fight to death in the street, and I don't support my family, so I still have capricious capital.

In fact, it will be good to open a new book, no matter from the world structure, story preparation, it is the simplest dialogue, the writing will be a little better, but it will still insist, this is the story I want to write after all, maybe there is no profound content, no transcribed paragraphs, no blood-pumping fight descriptions, but after all, it is my choice.

From the immaturity at the beginning, to the maturity now, I have finally witnessed the growth of this book, and I have made different friends because of it.

Millions of words, no ambition, more gossip. Thank you for your understanding.

ps: I haven't fixed it, I have something to do tomorrow, so I'm going to go to bed early. (^_^)/~~