Chapter 4 I will take care of you for the rest of your life
"Are you feeling better?" said Gavin, placing the exquisite dessert on the table and quietly watching Shivana, who was motionless and looking out the window at the blue sky.
It's been nearly two weeks since Shivana moved into the palace. For the previous week, she barely said a word, and spent the rest of her time staring at the sky, wondering what she was thinking, except for sleeping and eating. Only recently when I was alone did I occasionally say a few words to Gavin.
The crack in the seal was about to close, and after a few days of farewell to Lux, Galen rushed to the frontier to set up a line against Noxus. Galen also went with Wing Quinn of Demacia, and Quinn's reason for going made Gavin a little speechless, saying that she was in a bad mood and wanted someone to vent. Uh, I don't know who provoked her again, is it herself?But Gavin has been dealing with official business and taking care of Shivana lately, where did he mess with that black-bellied girl?
"I've always been good. Sivana's voice was good, but it revealed a cold chill, she slowly turned her head, her beautiful face was expressionless, and her strange eyes seemed to be about to absorb people's minds, "Isn't it? ”
"Uh," even a prince like Jiawen felt his scalp tingle in the face of this strange dragon eye.
"I have to hurry up and get used to the pressure from the dragon eyes, otherwise I really won't be able to communicate with her. Jiawen thought to himself.
"Heh," Shivana's face flashed with banter and ridicule as he looked at Gavin's expression, "What's the matter, isn't it comfortable?
"You ········" Jiawen stared at the thin girl in front of him and exhaled helplessly, "Don't say that about yourself. ”
"His Royal Highness the Prince, who has every opportunity to take time out to see me, an inconsequential orphan girl. Looking at the helpless Jiawen, a trace of happiness appeared on Shivana's face, she turned her head away, stopped looking at Jiawen, and said lightly in a cold voice, "I'm fine, Your Royal Highness, you bothered." ”
"Shivana ········" Looking at the thin little girl in front of him, a certain part of Jiawen's heart became soft, and he slowly stepped forward and gently held her in his arms.
She leaned lightly against his broad chest, and for a moment, she felt as if everything had become peaceful. The feeling of being lost for a long time, the feeling that I have completely forgotten for a long time.
There was a hint of warmth in her frozen heart, wasn't this solid arm what she had always wanted?
It would be nice if it could be like this forever.
"What are you going to do?" for a long time, she seemed to realize something, and pushed him away fiercely, "Last time I was killed by you because of prostration········ You Demacians don't have a good thing!"
"Do you hate Demacia?" asked Gavin, looking at Sivana, "Don't forget, you're also from Demacia. ”
"I'm annoying," Shivana unaccustomed to looking down at Garvin, unwilling to look at him, "I don't belong to Demacia, I belong only to myself." ”
"Yourself?" Garvin looked at Sivana with some confusion in his eyes, "What is it that makes you hate Demacia so much?"
"When my mother was mercilessly engulfed in fire," Garvin's question reminded Shivana of a past that suffocated her. The little pale hand was clenched tightly, and her eyes were filled with indelible sadness and pain, "I was there for her at the time, and I couldn't do anything. I could only watch her go away. Do you know what that feels like?"
“......”
"How old I was then?Do you know how hard it was for a little girl who was dependent on her mother?!" Shivana's voice grew louder until the last hysteria, "and from then on, I told myself that I belonged only to myself. I'll never cry anymore because my tears have long since dried up!"
"Shivana ·········" Looking at the pained Sylvana, Gavin's hands clenched tightly together and made a crackling sound. The uncontrollable emotions of the day of the inspection came back to me again.
"After my mother died, I lived alone. Shivana gradually calmed down, but her voice still trembled a little, "Because of my eyes, the children in the town are avoiding me, they say that I am a monster, and the only friend of my childhood, is the blue sky." Orton was right, the people of the town would indeed help me and take care of my food and clothing, but they all treated me like an anomaly, and no one wanted to say a word to me. This was my childhood, my happy childhood!"
“········” Gavin was tempted to say something. But his throat seemed choked by something, and he couldn't say a word.
"Heh," Sivana smiled self-deprecatingly, "What am I telling you all this, you are a noble prince, you have been loved by your parents since you were a child, and you have lived a life of food and clothing since you were a child, how can you know my pain?"
"I," Garvin's somewhat dry voice sounded, "I ········"
"Of course you don't know!" Before Gavin could finish speaking, Sivana interrupted him coldly, "I haven't even seen my own father! I'm a demon, all of you think so!"
.“ I may not understand, but," slowly, slowly, he leaned over and kissed her pale lips. She didn't resist, just didn't move, and the expression on her face didn't know whether it was indifference or consternation. He couldn't help but shudder, and seeing that her eyes were misty and watery, he kissed her shallowly, kissed her softly on the lips, and then, explored deeper. She shuddered lightly, her eyelashes unconsciously wet......
The sudden kiss caught people off guard like a storm, and Shivana's mind went blank, just submissively closing her eyes as if everything was taken for granted. She forgot to think, she didn't want to think, she just instinctively wanted to hug him, tighter, tighter.
In the Royal Palace of Demacia, the bright sunlight shines into a certain room, bringing comfort and warmth to the people in the room.
"Let me protect you for the rest of your life, okay?" said Gavin, stroking Shivana's silky hair.
"Can I leave everything to you?" Shivana leaned lightly against Gavin's warm and broad chest, feeling his breath, her face full of confusion and serenity, and her once scarred heart seemed to be gradually healing.
"Of course. I'm definitely not going to let you get hurt in the slightest. Gavin said solemnly, kissing Shivana's forehead heavily, and said domineeringly, "If anyone dares to bully you, I will kill him." ”
"Do you know why I didn't resist?" Shivana chuckled, the cold image she had cultivated since childhood began to disintegrate.
"Why?" Garvin was a little stunned, obviously not expecting Shivana to ask the question. In fact, he didn't know why Shivana didn't resist, or why he himself did it.
"I don't know, there's always a voice in my heart telling me that you're different from them. "When? When, exactly, did he rescue himself and bring himself back to the palace? Or was it just now? Why? Why? In just a few weeks, he fell in love with him? Was it a long-wounded heart that longed to be appeased? Why was his cold self so vulnerable in front of him? Didn't he once swear to be cold-blooded all the time?
But wouldn't it be nice to be able to do this all the time?
Her heart had been stolen by the hateful man Gavin. She seems to have found someone she can trust with her life. At this time, there is only happiness and love in her heart.
"I believe in you. ”