Chapter Seventy-Five: I Must Go

Izawa jumped up from the bed suddenly, his heart beating violently and rapidly, although everything just now was like a dream, but Izawa clearly knew that it was not a dream!

Taking a light breath, he moved his numb body, he didn't know how long he had been asleep, and after dressing as fast as he could, he walked out with heavy steps, each step extremely firm.

I'm going to find Ahri, and I don't know where she is, but I have to go, I have to find her. And...... I can't marry Lux, I'm sorry, Lux...... I owe Ahri so much, and the suffering and sin she has suffered for me makes it impossible for me not to go to her, and we need an ending. I can't let go of my guilt and ...... for Ahri Love, can't stay out of it, I'm sorry...... I can't let her suffer anymore, more than that, I love her.

Several generations and several fates, the bond has been there. Ahri has waited for me for several lifetimes, and she has seen me good and evil, rich me and poor, cowardly me and poor, and I who loves her and I who doesn't. She doesn't mind how much I am, he can accept all of me, all of Ize...... Me too, and I can accept all of her too. No matter what others say, even if I am notorious, this time I must go, even if I am the enemy of the whole of Demacia, I must go.

Before he knew it, Ize had come to the front of Lux's room, he sighed deeply, his face was a little ugly, he raised his hand lightly and was about to knock on the door, but a crisp call from behind him made him stop.

"Ize?" said Lux, who stepped forward quickly, her smile on her face with joy, and she quickly wrapped her hands around Ize's waist, pressed her small face against his not-so-wide back, and whispered.

Ize was stunned for a moment, then turned around as he gently broke free from Lux's embrace.

"Do you have anything to do with me, Izawa?" the girl was very beautiful today, wearing a pure white dress and a clean makeup, giving people the feeling that they could only be seen from a distance, "Hey, what's wrong with you? ”

As she spoke, Lux, with concern on her face, naturally reached out and wanted to caress Izawa's pale face.

Seeing the small white hand reaching in, Izawa took a step back, and with some embarrassment turned his paler-looking face, he pressed the clear, burning pink mark from Ahri on his left hand, and the corners of his eyes drooped.

"What's wrong with you, Ize?" Lux glanced at Ize, blushing and withdrawing her small hand that was stuck in the air, looking at Ize, who was a little confused and a little anxious.

"Lux......" After a long time, Ize took a deep breath again and held the right hand that was about to touch the girl's head subconsciously. In the face of the innocent and unadulterated Lux, he really didn't know how to speak, he had to leave Demacia if he wanted to find Ahri, which would mean canceling the wedding that Lux was looking forward to. Lux is going to get hurt...... These days, Lux's smile was the sweetest and happiest Izawa had ever seen, he knew how much anticipation and happiness this girl had, and he also knew that Gavin, Ryze, Galen and others sincerely blessed and cared for them, but he had to leave, he couldn't let go of Ahri, and he couldn't help thinking about her he cared about.

In the past, he lost a memory, only half of his soul, and at that time, he really fell in love with Lux, who had always been treated as his own sister, and now he has all his memories, and he has all his souls, and he is told by the memories that he has always loved Ahri...... At first, he is very conflicted and confused, but in the end, he decides to follow the command of the deepest part of his heart - to find Ahri first.

Then you're going to give up on Lux? A sudden question flashed through his head. I...... Reluctantly, but, Ahri has suffered for several lifetimes for love, for me, in this life, I will not let her wait any longer, I must give her a response, and, if it is really as Zoe said...... In that life, Ahri and I must have a result.

No matter what the world thinks of me, I, Ezreal, like Lux and Ahri, and if I can, I want to live with them, and I want to be there for them all the time. This is the truest thought in my heart.

"Are you anxious, Izawa?" Ize, who stopped talking after only calling "Lux", made Lux's heart worry and fear, in her heart, a bad premonition suddenly rose, she pursed her lips, and continued, "Also, our wedding is indeed a bit abrupt, if you really can't get used to it, then let's postpone the wedding, right?" ”

She wanted to take Izawa's hand, but she didn't do it. Today's Ize brought her a strange appearance, she always had a shallow feeling, Ize, this man who was about to marry herself, this man who made her fall in love seemed to have something buried in her heart, seemed to have something to hide from herself, she was very uncomfortable, although she didn't care about the secrets of the man she was about to entrust her with for the rest of her life, but she still felt uncomfortable, he hated the strangeness and alienation that Ize brought her.

The loss on her face that was hard to hide, but still forced a smile, touched the softness of Izawa's heart. He, silent, again. If you leave, you're bound to get Lux out of harm's way...... But as soon as he remembered Ahri's voice, and remembered the pain she had suffered without herself, Izawa was once again firm in his choice, and he took another deep breath, his eyes like torches, flashing with a light as vast as the sea.

I'm sorry, Lux......

"Lux," he whispered again, and the next moment, he slowly stepped forward to take the wide-eyed Luxe into his arms, this time, Izawa did not carry the previous love, but instead apologized for disappointing the long-awaited beautiful little girl and the reluctance to leave her.

"Ize......" Of course, Lux didn't know the emotion in Ize's embrace, she slowly closed her eyes, and buried her cute little face with a blush into Ize's chest with peace of mind. She didn't want to think about what secrets Izawa was hiding in her heart, and she didn't bother to think about it, in the arms of the man she loved, she didn't want to care about anything, as long as he was there, everything was enough.

But...... What Ize said next made Lux's heart fluctuate again, and this time, Lux's heart was really chaotic.

"I'm sorry, I'm leaving Demacia, I'm going to find someone, I owe her so much...... So I'm afraid I won't be able to marry you......" A voice with deep apologies sounded slowly, and almost at the same time, Izawa gently let go of Lux, he lowered his head, not daring to look at Lux, nor to face Lux.

Hearing Izawa say this, Lux fell silent in a daze. Doubts appeared in her eyes, but she only opened her mouth, and no sound came out of her throat, and her face was full of thought, and gradually, her pupils full of doubts and thoughts cleared.

"Have you already decided?" After a while, Lux looked at Ize and said lightly, her calm made Ize a little scared, "It's the sister who saved us in God's Silence, right? From your reaction when I saw her, I almost felt that you might know her." ”

With that, Lux glanced at the pink mark on Izawa's left hand.

"We've known each other, and we've known each other for a long time. Izawa nodded lightly, and when he remembered the memories of his previous lives in his mind, Ize's heart really hurt.

"Really?" Lux nodded, her face still calm, and she asked tentatively, "So, when are you going to come back?" When she finished asking, Lux's sweaty little hands on her back kept wringing, and her back was wet.

"I'm sorry, I can't guarantee that. Izawa's words shattered the last bit of hope that remained in Lux's heart, and although her face remained calm, her dark blue eyes darkened, and her teeth unconsciously embedded deep in her lips.

"Well, then you go. I guess you're in a hurry, right? Don't worry about the wedding, I'll take care of it. It didn't take long for Lux to bow slightly, take a light breath, and grin slightly at the corners of her mouth, revealing a simple smile that was not mixed with any impurities. This time, Ize was really scared because Lux was too calm. This seemingly weak, but in fact the heart of the tenacious kind girl has been like this since she was a child, no matter how many grievances, her first approach will never be to find someone to cry about, she always buries the grievances in her heart, and shows the best side to others, not to let the people who care about her worry about herself; no matter what happens, she always thinks of others first, and always puts herself in the last place. Lux's kindness and consideration for others made Izawa feel deeply guilty.

"Lux...... I...... I'm sorry. Seeing Lux's appearance, deep self-reproach filled Ize's heart, and the calm pupils made him heartache and pity.

It was really uncomfortable, but I had to.

"It's fine. Lux took a step back, her eyes not showing too much emotion, and after a while, she smiled, "It must be important to you, right?" so you don't have to worry about me, and you don't have to worry about Demacia, I'll help you explain it on my brother's side, so, Ize, do what you think is important." ”

Izawa sighed, took a deep look at the calm-eyed Lux, and quickly left in silence. Ahri's matter is very important to me, and I must make a decision, so Lux, I'm sorry, it's me who owes you, and I owe you, but I can't guarantee the words of repayment, but I have to go.

Silently watching Ize fade away, Lux's face was still calm, she stared at the distant back without blinking, and the disguise slowly dissipated. Her heart was aching, so painful that she couldn't breathe. Izawa's back was blurred, as tears had already covered her eyes and she had lost her vision.

The man she's been expecting is gone, and the head won't be, so determined......

Lux cried, helpless and desperate, her whole body trembled, the crystal tears left a zigzag line on her delicate face, she crouched down helplessly and painfully, her face buried deep in her arms, she cried for a long time, without a sound, until her dress was soaked.

Not far away, Zoe sat quietly on the eaves, licking the lollipop while saying indifferently: "Ize is really, let Sister Lux cry so fiercely...... But it's really exciting......"

As she spoke, Zoe grinned, revealing her white teeth, and the next moment, a not-so-bright light flickered on her hand?

"It's time to watch the next one......