Chapter 76: The Beginning
Am I wrong? Should I really think like this? Whenever in the dead of night, Yan Min always asks herself questions and pushes herself.
But no matter how many times the idea flashed in her heart, Yan Min would veto herself as soon as possible, because the answer he gave himself every time was the same, at least in her opinion, all the efforts came from a kind of kindness, and such a sentence would always flash in her mind to veto all thoughts, no, I didn't think wrong, helping others will also be happy, they shouldn't fall like this day by day, everyone should muster up courage, let alone give up on themselves, they should make great strides towards their own beautiful future, they are right, I am not wrong, there is nothing wrong with helping others, no matter what others think, at least I am happy。
Through continuous observation for many days, Yan Min had to come to the conclusion that everyone can not rule out their own past, but the future is more worthy of our expectations, we need the future, and the future also belongs to us, they are kind-hearted, and they do not think about what their classmates said, they do not do their jobs, they do not learn no skills, but they are temporarily oppressed by the cruel reality of life and their clear thoughts, remembering that at the beginning, they even helped a blind man cross the road, and also coaxed children to be happy, and did many things that could make others happy.
It's just that the good things they have done are not known to others, and it just so happens that all of these things are seen by Yan Min In her eyes, maybe what she thought was not wrong, their hearts were still very kind, but they only remembered that after the two of them did good things, they did not get the praise they deserved, but walked away silently, Yan Min at that time wanted to run forward and ask face to face, but in the end she did not run over, she admitted that she did not have this kind of courage at the beginning, she could only watch the backs of the two people gradually disappearing, and sighed, I never thought that after many years, I would actually stand out for the two of them, and the confrontation was my mother.
Thinking about it, Yan Min laughed out loud, maybe there was no more to make her happy at this time, bursts of laughter aroused the curious side eyes of the people around her, and kept probing him for this inexplicable laughter, maybe she had been infected by her, at that time, I thought that I was indeed very simple, and I didn't notice the expressions of the people around me, I only noticed that I was on the way back, and at the same time fell into an embarrassing situation.
Yan Min had asked herself more than once, for some reason, in her opinion, maybe this had already become her responsibility, and she was full of only such a question, through repeated thinking, but it gave her a lot of confidence and courage, maybe it was the most relaxed when she was thinking, so that when she got up the next day, she just opened her eyes, unconsciously showed a smile, facing everything in front of her, as if she could see two people again.
Alas, Yan Min vaguely remembered that at that time, she seemed to have thought of a way, that is, in that weather, it was her happiest day, and she could finally help others unconditionally as she wished.
Let's talk about it when I go to school, Yan Min said a word of encouragement to herself, and then rushed towards the school, the road was very smooth, everything was so smooth and comfortable, and I came to the school after a while.
But when she entered the class, what she never expected was that she came very early, but her classmates had already arrived one step ahead of her, but she was the only one who was late.
Standing at the door, she quietly observed the classroom, indeed she was not mistaken, today is really strange, but it is too late to think about it, in the crowd, she is eager to find, but after looking for a long time, she did not find the two people she wants to see the most, and at the same time she can't help but worry in her heart, only disappointed to return to her seat, at the same time, she found that everyone's face is filled with a bright smile, as if in Christmas, everyone is jumping and jumping, it seems that she did not notice her arrival at this moment, all immersed in the happy atmosphere, looking at the scene in front of her, had to make her suspicious。
Why did everyone seem so happy? There was only one answer that kept coming to her heart, and she knew she couldn't face it, and she didn't dare to think about it.
Yan Min: this, this, come here.
At this moment, a crisp voice interrupted her thoughts, and she came back to her senses a little, and saw her classmate Li Shanshan not far away waving to her.
Li Shanshan was mixed in the crowd, dancing and cheering, for some reason, Yan Min felt a kind of heaviness, and she didn't know where to run for a while with a hopeful mood in the morning.
Looking at Li Shanshan with a smile on her face, Yan Min reluctantly squeezed out a little smile from her face, but it was fleeting, she didn't notice it, and it disappeared in an instant.