Under the night sky, Ye Wei was about to get in the car and leave the campus, his mood was very messy, and he just opened the car door when a call came from his private mobile phone. He took it out and looked at it and saw that it was Jill Tavorman, how could it be so coincidental?

"Hello, ma'am. Oh...... Okay, yes, I'll go over it. ”

Tavorman said that he would meet to talk about this matter, Ye Wei should get down, and immediately drove to the meeting place that Tavorman said, which was located in a residence in Beverly Hills.

Not far, less than ten minutes to arrive, it should be Tawoman's property, the environment is very elegant, but the front yard is not like there is often care. Ye Wei parked the car in the courtyard, and saw Tawoman standing by the main entrance of the red-roofed and white-walled one-story house, and he walked over, "Good evening, ma'am." ”

"Good evening. Taverman nodded slightly, and led him to the living room inside, "Coffee or tea?"

"Just clean water. Ye Wei sat down on the fabric sofa and looked at the simple and elegant surroundings, there was a laptop on the coffee table, and a few stacks of papers.

Tavorman walked to the open kitchen and poured a glass of water, handed it to him, and sat down on the couch opposite, "I don't judge you about this, because you don't know what you've done. A cloud of sorrow rose on her still charming middle-aged face, "You are causing Lily to become a mental patient." ”

Ye Wei was stunned, took a sip of the water cup, the cool water seeped into his heart and spleen, and he felt a chill, "I don't think it will, Lily won't......"

"Lily doesn't know about our conversation, don't let her know. Tavorman sighed, "How much do you know about ADHD?"

"ADHD? you mean attention deficit hyperactivity disorder?" Ye Wei frowned, feeling even more bad, "When I was a child, my parents suspected that I had ADHD and took me for a checkup. And the doctor said, 'Take him back, he's not Neo, he's just too naughty.' By the way, I almost demolished that office. When I heard that geniuses have ADHD and my dad heard that I wasn't, he was really disappointed, like 'my son doesn't have ADHD'. ”

His joke didn't make the atmosphere lighter, and Tawoman's sternness remained undiminished, "You're talking about the PHI type, impulsive, hyperactive, and irritable, and the PI type, which is distracted, dazed, and anxious, and the mixed type, which has all kinds of symptoms." If you had been diagnosed by the strict criteria of the DSM-III-R, you would not have ADHD, and if you had been diagnosed by the stringent criteria of today, you would be an ADHD-PHI patient today. ”

"Madam, I don't really understand......" Ye Wei said suspiciously, sarcastic?

"Lily has mixed ADHD since she was four years old. Tawoman's expression could not hide the sadness in his heart.

"What?" Ye Wei was stunned, Lily ADHD couldn't help but say her full name: "Lily has attention deficit hyperactivity disorder?"

Are you kidding? Don't believe it, he is full of ridiculous feelings at this time, like someone said "Godzilla likes meditation the most", it's ridiculous, Lily is the perfect combination of Britain and America, she is elegant, she is cool, she is gentle, she is smart...... It just has nothing to do with ADHD.

"You must be joking, right......" he laughed in amazement, he had never felt and noticed this way himself, how could it be?

"No mom would make such a joke. Taverman's words were full of self-reproach: "Phil and I hurt her, she used to be such a healthy and happy child...... Do you know how old Lily was on the cover of a magazine for the first time?"

Ye Wei shook his head: "I don't know." ”

"Just after birth. Tavorman opened the laptop on the coffee table to prepare for the interview, and she dragged a few times in the mouse area, "Look at it." ”

Ye Wei looked at the computer screen that turned around, only to see a picture open, and suddenly sighed: "It's so cute." ”

This is a warm close-up shot, on the left is the blonde Tavorman, she is dressed in a light blue maternity gown, and on the right is the dark-haired Phil Collins, a light cyan shirt, he is holding Tavorman, and Tavorman is holding a small baby in both hands, so small, being completely held in the crook of the arm by Tavorman, Lily.

She was dressed in the pink and white clothes of a newborn, with a hospital badge tied to her left ankle, her eyes closed as if reluctantly, light eyebrows, and thick black and brown hair.

Taverman grinned happily, and Phil pursed his lips and smiled, looking very happy.

"Lily is so cute. Madam, you were so charming when you were young, how lucky was Phil......" Ye Wei said and stopped, "I haven't seen this photo before." ”

This photo was Phil's idea, and it was criticized by the media at the time, thinking that it was not suitable and did not protect the privacy of the children. "I didn't think much about it at the time, I loved, trusted, adored Phil, his ideas were good ideas, and I didn't mind letting the world see our happiness." ”

She sighed again, "No one has ever asked Lily what she thinks. This is Lily Collins, the daughter of a rock star who, from the day she came into the world, lived in the spotlight and everyone could judge her. Lily, she's been under so much pressure since she was a kid that she's ......"

Ye Wei silently listened to Tawoman's narration, she started from Lily's birth, how happy she used to be, how young she was to follow Phil's world tour, guest appearance in "Growing Pains", the darling of the media, and the baby of her parents...... Then like the first act of the movie ends, the turning point is the divorce of the parents.

And it is a very ugly "fax divorce", where loving parents suddenly betray, cheat, and curse each other, and the whole world watches.

"I ......really don't know," Ye Wei muttered, "I haven't found out." He thought that divorce was divorce, and he didn't know much about the process of "fax divorce", and he didn't know how much it hurt Lily.

"You don't need to know how shameless the tabloids at The Sun are. "They wouldn't let Lily go because she was only four years old, and every day, a horde of paparazzi chased her to take pictures and try to make news." I don't know how traumatized Lily was, but she had ADHD because of it. ”

Tavorman covered his red nose and drank water before continuing: "Phil came up with an idea, we will release her official photo ourselves and ask those paparazzi to stop. Work. That time was torture for each of us. But I faxed it to them, and you know why? I'm a mother, and I'll do anything for Lily. ”

Her eyes flashed, "I won't tell you about Dolores's whereabouts, it's not that I'm afraid, I'm for Lily." You should trust me. ”

"......" Ye Wei couldn't say anything.

Taverman continues what he just said, Lily's change from a happy child to a melancholy child, moving to Los Angeles, USA, the difficulty of integrating into a new environment, all the time on the treatment of ADHD, the beginning of adolescence to stop medication, and his relationship, once completely healed, and then broke up, like the end of the second act of the movie.

The third act is a toss-up for nearly a year, with a tentative ending to a recent ADHD relapse.

Tavorman said, displaying some old pictures and materials on his laptop.

Ye Wei didn't interject half a sentence, he listened attentively, the more he listened, the more he felt Lily's distress, and when he heard that Phil was going to divorce again, his heart suddenly shook, and he couldn't help but scold angrily: "Again!? Matthew was only born last year." He's really good enough to ......."

"The 'topic king' Phil Collins has been a bit of a stop in the past few years. Tavorman shook his head and smiled mockingly, and showed Ye Wei a series of pictures, including photos and old news photos, all of which were from Phil Collins's past, before Lily was born, and when she grew up.

A rock superstar is a rock superstar after all, even if "Elvis Presley" is lyrical rock, he is so bohemian and unruly.

Ye Wei looked at the crazy photos of the old man in his youth, such as his shirtless body and middle finger, from being a good gentleman to being scolded by the whole of Britain, "Phil Collins is going back to the UK" has become a proverb like "the wolf is coming", in comparison, he doesn't seem to be a matter today.

Tawoman said sternly: "There is such a father, Lily has seen and experienced too much, she doesn't like and doesn't want to be such a person, but you are pulling her on this track." If this incident gets big and your story with Lily is exposed, you will know what a disaster it is.

One is Phil Collins' daughter, and the other is a movie genius with a girlfriend. Britain, America, all the tabloids will go crazy, and you will see how shameless they are, how disgusting the stories they make, how ugly the words are, and how much trouble and hurt they bring to you, your family, and Lily. Is this what you want?"

"No, it's not. Ye Wei said in a deep voice, and suddenly understood something in his heart, that day, Lily was a little strange that day, and it was fine when she saw her again the next afternoon......

Why didn't you sue me? Not the other day, when you were still in love, why didn't you sue me?

What does it matter?

Lily is a fan. Ye Wei had this feeling for a long time, she just showed him a small part of herself, the longer she dated her, the more she understood her, the more she had a heart, but the more she felt that she didn't know her well enough, her thoughts, her past, Lily was a fan.

"What can I do?" he said, looking at Tavoman.

"That's what I want to ask you. The psychiatrist says the key problem lies with you. Tavorman looked serious, "I don't know your condition, but Lily really can't stand the pain you're giving her now. I don't have an idea, I beg you to think of a way, you sue me, what should I do as a mother?"

Ye Wei took a sip of water and drank it slowly, but his heart became more and more nervous, how could things be like this?

"I want you to get back together, trust me, Lily loves you. Taverman was very sincere: "She wants to be with you so much, that's why her illness has returned." But if you can't give it to her, it's like a manly man leaving, don't hurt the two girls, Lily, and Nina. You're hurting both of them. ”

Ye Wei leaned on the sofa, drank a glass of water, still didn't say half a word, lowered his head, and was a little distracted......

"I can't. He suddenly whispered, clenched the glass of water in both hands, raised his head, and promised earnestly and solemnly: "Ma'am, I will not be in Lily's life again, I have spoken with her before, and we have decided not to associate with each other again. I don't think I'm going to be able to stay in school anymore and they're ready to fire me. ”

"I'm sorry. Tavorman frowned, disappointed and relieved at his choice.

"I also promised to settle out of court, let this matter be over soon. Ye Wei slowly put the water cup back on the coffee table, "There is no one in this world who can't do without me, Lily will be fine without me." But Ms. Tawoman, you are Lily's hero, always have been!

You taught Lily to be strong, confident, independent, and you raised her to be such a good girl! Maybe she doesn't express it in front of you, but she always says that she is proud of you. ”

Tawoman nodded, tears welling up in his eyes.

"So during this period, no matter how busy you are, you must spend time with her more, and it will be fine to sue her for a while. Her ADHD won't be a problem because she's so strong for a girl. Ye Wei paused, and then said: "If there is anything you need my help with, you call me, and I will try my best to help at any time." ”

"Young man, I'll give you a Jianyì too. "Think about what you think." ”

Ye Wei's eyes flickered and nodded: "I will." ”

......

Leaving Tawoman's other house, Ye Wei drove back home, and he didn't know how many foul words he scolded along the way, and he didn't know what he was scolding.

The grounding continued, the night light filtering through the window, making the bedroom unlit hazy, and he sat cross-legged on the floor, facing the black slate against the wall, thinking.

After a long time, he picked up the phone next to him and called Alice Sieberd, the author of "Lovely Bones".

In the past few days, things have made new progress, and in the second interview before, he further impressed Alice, but there are still disagreements and considerations between the two sides on some issues, and he is involved in a number of big studio projects, and TLB's side is a bit stagnant.

Today's events seemed to Alice, who didn't know what was going on, and she must have been very shocked, violent, or violent against a woman. If he was 100 points before, now it should be a negative score.

After a few beeps, the phone was connected.

"Good evening, Alice, do you know about my beating today?"

Alice's voice came from the phone in disbelief and disappointment: "I see, you can tell me why this happened? ”

Ye Wei looked at the black slate, and said heartily in the dark haze:

"There have been many rumors in the media about my beating, but none of them are true.

Alice, I used to be in love with a girl and we were really, really good...... I've been in love many times before her, but the first time I really tasted love, it was she who gave it, and that feeling was to be with her, holding her hand, and you had the whole world. Seeing her smile, the whole world was bright.

I lost her last summer. Directly related to that woman, Doloris Palak, one of her thieves led us to break up because of a misunderstanding.

It's not her, she doesn't know, it's me who misunderstood her, she didn't do anything wrong, it was me who screwed up.

Everyone has their own Susie, I'm Ray, she's my Susie, and that woman is Mr. Harvey.

A while ago, I found out the truth of the matter, how innocently my Susie was hurt, how angry I was? That woman was Mr. Harvey! I came to her today, and I asked her to apologize to my Susie, and she was like, 'No, you fool, you have no proof, what can you do with me?'

Then, I gave her a punch. All the emotions are what I will do when I meet Mr. Harvey, I will hit him, nothing else, I will hit him.

I was thinking about it just now, and the more I think about it, the more I understand why you arranged for Susie's father to chase the murderer but was mistaken for a criminal and turned disabled, that is the reality, why did you arrange for Mr. Harvey to die like that, that is a beautiful wish.

There are too many Mr. Harvey in this world, but there are also too many Mr. Harvey who are at large, they live well, but the bad people are like good people and only get rewards, and the good people are like bad people, suffering from injustice, misunderstanding and accusation from others. Not to mention bringing those bad guys to justice, not even asking for an apology, this is the world.

I wish that woman would suffer retribution, that she didn't need to die, that there was just a retribution for evil.

But I knew it wouldn't, I knew before today it wouldn't, God doesn't care. Religion tells us that God cares and that there will be cause and effect, but we understand that no, God doesn't care about you, and God doesn't care about me, and God doesn't care if the world is destroyed. Paradise? not here.

I gave the woman a punch, and my Susie called me an idiot, an idiot is an idiot, and I just want to sue her, God doesn't care, but I do!

She knows now, and I care. I sued her that I could give up a qiē for her, she wasn't sure before, she now knows. When she remembered about us, when she was faced with this problem again, when she met another Mr. Harvey......

She will understand that you don't need to count on God, you don't need to count on cause and effect, you can punch yourself, and someone will punch for you, and you will be willing to do a qiē.

That man was an ordinary human being, an ordinary person with his seven emotions and six desires, his confusion and contradictions, his reason and irrationality.

Today, almost everybody says to me, 'You're a genius!!' 'How can you do that?', 'Are you going to be a rock star?', 'You can have a better way, a smarter way!', 'Are you crazy?', 'It's a critical time for your career!'

What are they thinking? It's like it's a business, it's a game, a machine, you set the parameters, and whatever will run like that. them!

The fact is, it's not about maturity or naivety, it's not about genius or stupidity, it's not about right or wrong.

Haven't you ever tried to lose your mind? Then I don't understand you. I will. I'm not saying that everybody should or will choose to throw punches, but I will, sometimes I won't, sometimes I will. If someone hurts my family and causes irreparable tragedy, I won't just punch it.

But I understand them and appreciate them at the same time, they just care about me, they don't know how I feel, they just forget that I'm really just an ordinary person.

Not to mention it, in everything, I'm not a person who can't be wrong, I'm not a perfect person.

I don't want to be that kind of person, that kind of person is not a person, a shell that has lost a qiē and only has fame and fortune.

However, I didn't do it well, and tonight I realized that I just continued to hurt my Susie, which is the reason why I feel guilty. Also, my family and my school are disappointed and worried about me, which is why I feel very sorry.

Yes, having said all that, you should understand, I myself understand, understand too much, I love her, I love her very, very much.

But you know, I have a girlfriend, so I hurt another girl as well, Nina, I love her.

How can a man love two people? I don't know! That's when I understood Hemingway's words: 'How I wish I had died when I loved her alone.' ’

That's a quote from his horse's bastard, Hemingway was a bastard, and I'm also a bastard, a damn bastard.

I know, I know there's only one love, and maybe when I'm old, I'll be like Hemingway and say to an old girl, 'I screwed up.'" ’

I just don't know...... I can't! I can't...... Sometimes I'm too young, too strict, and too contradictory.

But if Hemingway was going to be old and dying, how could I?

I think I'll lose Nina too. I'll tell her all, I know her, she's simple, she won't forgive me. I'll try to get her to forgive me because I love her because I don't want to mess up anymore because I'm worried about her and she's not like my Susie...... Again, she did nothing wrong.

It's all my fault, I messed up......

In any case, they will be fine, so will I, regrets will last a lifetime, the pain will not last forever, and new bones will grow. Life is always like this, and we can only keep moving forward with good wishes. As Susie said, 'I wish you all a long and happy life. Sue her, God doesn't care, but I do!

She knows now, and I care. I sued her that I could give up a qiē for her, she wasn't sure before, she now knows. When she remembered about us, when she was faced with this problem again, when she met another Mr. Harvey......

She will understand that you don't need to count on God, you don't need to count on cause and effect, you can punch yourself, and someone will punch for you, and you will be willing to do a qiē.

That man was an ordinary human being, an ordinary person with his seven emotions and six desires, his confusion and contradictions, his reason and irrationality.

Today, almost everybody says to me, 'You're a genius!!' 'How can you do that?', 'Are you going to be a rock star?', 'You can have a better way, a smarter way!', 'Are you crazy?', 'It's a critical time for your career!'

What are they thinking? It's like it's a business, it's a game, a machine, you set the parameters, and whatever will run like that. them!

The fact is, it's not about maturity or naivety, it's not about genius or stupidity, it's not about right or wrong.

Haven't you ever tried to lose your mind? Then I don't understand you. I will. I'm not saying that everybody should or will choose to throw punches, but I will, sometimes I won't, sometimes I will. If someone hurts my family and causes irreparable tragedy, I won't just punch it.

But I understand them and appreciate them at the same time, they just care about me, they don't know how I feel, they just forget that I'm really just an ordinary person.

Not to mention it, in everything, I'm not a person who can't be wrong, I'm not a perfect person.

I don't want to be that kind of person, that kind of person is not a person, a shell that has lost a qiē and only has fame and fortune.

However, I didn't do it well, and tonight I realized that I just continued to hurt my Susie, which is the reason why I feel guilty. Also, my family and my school are disappointed and worried about me, which is why I feel very sorry.

Yes, having said all that, you should understand, I myself understand, understand too much, I love her, I love her very, very much.

But you know, I have a girlfriend, so I hurt another girl as well, Nina, I love her.

How can a man love two people? I don't know! That's when I understood Hemingway's words: 'How I wish I had died when I loved her alone.' ’

That's a quote from his horse's bastard, Hemingway was a bastard, and I'm also a bastard, a damn bastard.

I know, I know there's only one love, and maybe when I'm old, I'll be like Hemingway and say to an old girl, 'I screwed up.'" ’

I just don't know...... I can't! I can't...... Sometimes I'm too young, too strict, and too contradictory.

But if Hemingway was going to be old and dying, how could I?

I think I'll lose Nina too. I'll tell her all, I know her, she's simple, she won't forgive me. I'll try to get her to forgive me because I love her because I don't want to mess up anymore because I'm worried about her and she's not like my Susie...... Again, she did nothing wrong.

It's all my fault, I messed up......

In any case, they will be fine, so will I, regrets will last a lifetime, the pain will not last forever, and new bones will grow. Life is always like this, and we can only keep moving forward with good wishes. As Susie said, 'I wish you all a long and happy life. ’”