At this moment, Yi Shan's heart was filled with shame, regret, and self-blame, with mixed feelings.

She clearly remembered that she had said to Li Xiaodong more than once: I am your female boss, not your girlfriend, don't be too casual in front of me!

She still remembers, and she has said more than once: People like you have no potential, I sympathize with you and pity you, but I hate you!

She remembered even more, and said to Li Xiaodong: Don't use secondary school behavior to attract me, I will never look down on you!

However, on the contrary, she found out that she was the second secondary patient, but in fact, she was the only one who was the most pitiful.

Li Xiaodong is Chairman Li, he doesn't look down on himself at all, in his eyes, he is just a clown who jumps off the beam.

For a moment, tears rolled in her eyes, and her heart was full of remorse and sorrow.

Yu Qiuyang next to her saw it in her eyes, knowing that her heart must be uncomfortable, so she intimately invited her to go for a walk outside the box.

Li Xiaodong glanced at it, without any expression, he gently poured a cup of tea and continued to chat with the enthusiastic old man Zhang.

In his world, a woman like Yishan is like a fallen leaf that floats by, and it is not worth his attention at all.

After eating lunch, it was already half past one o'clock at noon.

Li Xiaodong and Wang Shuangquan, under the respect of the old man Zhang, who hated to see each other late, everyone drank several glasses, and the faces of the three of them were a little red at this time.

And Yi Shan and Yu Qiuyang have not come back since they left the box, and they haven't even eaten a bite of food.

Needless to say, under the shame in her heart, she has been whimpering and crying, and Yu Qiuyang looks helpless and always accompanies her.

Ding Ding Ding, Ding Ding Ding, in the box, Wang Shuangquan's mobile phone rang.

He took out his phone and looked at it, but it didn't get through in time.

He smiled and said to Li Xiaodong, "It's Ma Xiang's call." I guess they waited in the airport for so long, and they never waited for you, the chairman, to show up, and they were a little anxious. ”

Old man Zhang said with a smile: "Chairman Li, my old man really convinced you, and deceived us up and down one by one, especially Ma Xiang, don't you know, since he voted, this guy is so proud, in and out of a group of people around, I was thinking, this is not officially the president is so majestic, if you really want to become the president, then don't you your tail to the sky?"

Li Xiaodong knew that he couldn't get used to seeing Ma Xiang, so he smiled and didn't comment.

Wang Shuangquan pointed to his mobile phone and asked, "Chairman Li, Ma Xiang called, how should I reply, do you want to tell him ......?"

Li Xiaodong took a bite of food and said, "Leave him alone, it's almost two o'clock anyway, and they have to rush back for a meeting." ”

"Yes, it's okay to ignore him, I don't know, what should I say to him on the phone......"

Wang Shuangquan directly pressed the phone, threw it aside, and then picked up the wine glass, accompanied Li Xiaodong and Old Man Zhang, and drank two more glasses.

After eating, I should go back to the company for a meeting.

After Yishan cried for a long time, her mood had gradually calmed down.

She originally wanted to take Mr. Zhang's car back to the company, but as a female director, she realized that she came by car with Mr. Wang, Yu Qiuyang and Li Xiaodong.

In addition to this concern, she quietly glanced at Li Xiaodong, who was walking in the front, and had an inexplicable impulse, wanting to follow him, maybe he would talk to her and talk about something.

A woman is really a strange animal, when she was crying just now, she actually had resentment, she felt that Li Xiaodong should not hide her identity, as if he deceived her, hurt her, and played with her feelings.

However, at this moment, she couldn't help but want to be by his side, hoping to talk to him, if she could, she hoped that Li Xiaodong would care about her and comfort her, after all, she was a weak woman, and she cried because of him just now.

When a few people came to the parking lot, Old Man Zhang said hello and drove away first.

Yu Qiuyang took out the car key in time, pointed forward, the Audi beeped twice, and the door opened automatically.

"Xiaoyi, you and Chairman Li sit in the back row, and chat with Chairman Li on the way. I promised you to introduce you to Chairman Li, and I did it for you. As for Xie Wenjiu and leather shoes, don't take it to heart, it's a joke, I just hope you and Li Dong can talk speculatively. ”

Wang Shuangquan's eyes are very sharp, he has already seen it, Yishan's eyes are red, there are tears on his face, he must have been crying for a long time when he hid outside just now, he is more or less sympathetic, and he also hopes that she can talk speculatively with Li Xiaodong, but this kind of emotional matter between men and women, he also knows that he can't be forced.

He couldn't help but shake his head in his heart and said: I, the matchmaker, have fulfilled my obligations, and the next thing is to depend on fate.

He didn't say anything more, walked straight to the front of the car, and sat in the passenger seat.

Yi Shan hurriedly stepped forward and opened the rear door for Li Xiaodong, then blushed, lowered his eyes and said, "Li Dong, please." ”

Li Xiaodong nodded, his eyes did not look at her, he sat in the back row, gently hugged his arms to his chest, closed his eyes and rested.

Seeing that he closed his eyes as soon as he got in the car, obviously not wanting to communicate with himself, Yishan's heart once again gave birth to a deep sadness.

She was well aware that she had missed her chance.

I actually had a good relationship with him at the beginning, and it was very likely that I would have become a couple with him.

Especially when she was drunk and unwell, when she was in a hotel with him, when he took care of her with all his heart, if on that lonely night she followed her inner self and allowed the slightest feeling for him to sublimate into a feeling, she was very likely to touch his heart and become his woman.

It's just a pity that she deliberately suppressed the feeling in her heart at that time, and repeatedly reminded herself that he was just a small employee struggling for life, ordinary, not worthy of her, she could sympathize with him and take care of him, but she must not like him.

It was because she looked down on him at the time, felt that his social status was low and his material conditions were poor, so she killed the hazy feelings for him with her own hands, which was equivalent to burying the perfect love she dreamed of with her own hands.

'Yishan, I hope you understand that you are a woman first, and then a female director and leader......

'Yishan, remember my words, sometimes what you see and believe is not necessarily the truth......

The words of that night were vivid in her ears, and Yi Shan recalled the scene of that night, her heart became more and more sour, and gradually tears welled up in her eyes.

Why didn't you understand his hints at the time?

Why is it that I am becoming less and less like a woman, but only like a leader?

Why do you take material conditions so seriously and your inner feelings so lightly?

He is obviously so good, why did he make mistakes again and again and end up missing him?

The matter has come to this, and the tears are long.

There was only regret in her heart, and a deep sadness.

(End of chapter)