Section C Chapter 112: The Meaning of Smiling (Beverly)

The two refer to similar childhood identities, that is, orphans. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

The reason why this can be called not a minority? is because there were too many orphans in those war years.

Recall that only a quarter of the people who can grow up with their parents are at most.

Naturally, many regions are still in constant war. And the war has once again given birth to more orphans.

No one to take care of ...... Or like Salander, he was raised in an orphanage.

Or steal chickens and dogs in the slums like Beverly, doing all the dirty stuff to survive.

...... Either way, it's deformed. Growing up without anyone loving is not a good experience.

...... Especially in the cruel and dirty slums. Originally, women could have survived more easily, but Beverly was unwilling to sell her body so easily, she wanted to prove that she was not an ordinary woman.

The path chosen for this purpose is not at all easy. In fact, it is beyond reproach what kind of life you choose, after all, they are all despised by people who do the moral high ground, live in the shadows, and finally become afraid of the sun.

Of course, Beverly, who didn't admit defeat in her heart, still walked out. She managed to get out of the slum at the age of sixteen, thinking she could wash her hands of gold. However, the implementation is not at all what she wants: a rat from the gutter is always discriminated against. In the end, you can only choose to do the dirty business.

Naturally, this dirty work began to slowly get bloody. However, unlike Ceresya, Beverly is not at all interested in killing. I quickly got bored.

She is more interested in stealing.

Before she met Nairavos, Beverly was such a person. In her childhood and youth, she had always done dishonorable things, and that was her own choice—when she was forced to do so.

The situation was very simple, there were not many shops for an apprentice like Beverly - after all, there were so many orphans that no one bothered to take care of them. The thieves will be fine until they are caught, but if they don't learn to do this kind of thing after that, they will only become a little prostitute. Beverly was unwilling to accept this fate, so she chose an other, perhaps even more despicable fate.

She never felt that there was anything wrong with her choice, and she never thought that her choice was right.

Just let anyone who prides himself on morality go and see the deplorable state of the ghetto, and he's guaranteed to shut up. In such a place where there is no justice or law, anyone's sense of morality will be dimmed, and the cry will become weak and pale, like a stone sinking into the sea, without a single echo.

Every city has a dark side to hide, but the slums of all cities are dark places that don't need to be hidden at all. That's where the light is hidden.

Only a small fraction of those who crawl out of the slums are vulnerable to discrimination. Beverly never hides her birthplace, and is naturally accustomed to the disdainful expressions of those "noble" people. But after all, she is the personal maid of Lord Nairavos, and Beverly has never been looked down upon by anyone.

For the above reasons, Beverly hates war. She felt that this would only leave behind many children who had no one to care for, and let them grow up without childhood like herself.

So......

Beverly felt that the disgraceful political tactic of assassination was the best for the children.

There won't be many soldiers and civilians killed, and not too many children will lose their parents.

............ She knew that her idea was just one of many fallacies, but she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with thinking so.

So far, Beverly has done a lot of things under Nairavos to end the war.

Very disgraceful, quite insidious...... And it is this despicable practice that makes Beverly silently feel a little gratified: I am protecting the childhood of many children. A dark childhood can ruin someone's life.

In the eyes of many, this is a distorted idea that is not worth promoting. In fact, there is a certain degree of this.

Beverly also vaguely felt that what she was doing might just be very irresponsible self-satisfaction, but she felt that it didn't matter. Because she doesn't want anyone's thanks and praise, she just wants to see the children grow up in a normal family in the shadows, instead of being alone.

However, what she has always felt guilty about is the person she killed. They also have families of their own.

For the sake of the happiness of the other children, break up this family...... No matter how large the numbers may seem, there is no justification for doing so. Happiness and life are not directly contrasted with size and size.

"By the way, Miss Beverly, you...... Always laughing. Breaking the dreary atmosphere, Salander said with a red face.

"Isn't that weird?" Beverly still smiled.

"No, that...... Miss, you look good when you smile. It's very pleasant to look at...... It's as if the body is calm. Although sometimes it's scary. ”

"I just heard something rude," Beverly chuckled, and somehow looked terrifying: like she wanted to stab you to death the next second.

"Hey, no, that's not what I mean...... Aya's expression seemed a little embarrassed, "Really...... How do you keep smiling?"

"Because I promised somebody to do it. Beverly's smile suddenly filled with memories: "Don't you feel that a smile can make the viewer feel good? ”

"That's true. Salander seemed to be in a daze, and after a moment he was embarrassed: "Miss, you haven't said anything about your childhood." And who's that guy you're talking to?"

"Do you want to hear it? There's not much to say. Beverly thought about it for a while, and felt that there wasn't much to talk about now: "It doesn't seem appropriate to talk about this now." ”

"It's nothing to tell me. Salander seemed immensely disappointed.

"We can talk about it again before we go to bed. Beverly smiled and reached out and touched Salander's head again, "Who is someone I promised...... That's a good idea. It's Lord Nairavos, oh, and that's my master. ”

"Master...... Salander's expression was somehow not surprised at all: "Hmm...... But what's the point of agreeing to such a thing?"

"Absolutely. The smile on Beverly's face suddenly disappeared, revealing a calm expression: "Just the most basic things can be explained - my main duty is not to be a dragon hunter or an assassin, but a private maid...... In the service industry, the demand for a smile is very high. ”