Chapter 294: Don't Let Go
Two strange young people, one is a student and the other is a martial arts person, there should have been no intersection, but fate is so wonderful, let the two meet here.
Sometimes, it's as simple as building a friendship between men, maybe it's just opening up, saying something, and then becoming friends.
Ji Feng was pondering, brewing and composing words, and soon, with his sigh, perhaps the memory that had been sealed by him for a long time was once again put on the stage in his heart.
"That's ..... That was two years ago......"
He opened his mouth, in an unpleasant tone, but his voice suddenly became magnetic.
Maybe when a man recalls the past, his tone will become a little heavy and thick.
Sun Chang listened quietly.
It is a good habit to listen silently, which expresses one's own politeness, and it is a basic etiquette to listen while others talk about their past.
Since someone else is willing to tell you what is on his mind, it means that he has no guard against you, and if you are still absent-minded at this time, it is extremely disrespectful to the person who confides in you.
Slowly, as Ji Feng spoke, Sun Changning's mind gradually sketched a picture.
A picture of youth full of vitality and fiery.
Ji Feng's first choice is Zihua, which is not wrong, and what he is talking about is his former girlfriend, and the volunteer she applied for is also Zihua University.
They all had great results, and that's when it all started.
Ji Feng is talking.
Sun Changning was listening.
The two met in high school, and at this young age, naturally, a handsome man and a girl collided with some sparks.
Those fleshy love words have naturally been said.
The girl's grades were not good, so the handsome man naturally tutored her, so her grades got better and better, and finally reached the point where she was able to be admitted to Zihua.
When Sun Changning heard this, he couldn't help but smile, this kind of drama is completely an innocent oriental version of youth love, sparks sparked in high school, and finally when he was admitted to college, he would usher in several turning points.
Either go together or go their separate ways.
The incident happened as Sun Changning expected, and it was almost completely dramatic, and the turning point of everything started here.
When Ji Feng said this, his tone was full of nostalgia, but there was also a trace of bitter smile and helplessness, and at the same time, Sun Changning also keenly felt a trace of hatred hidden in it.
He's hating someone.
"I was unsuccessful, if the first choice can't get my wish, I can only see if there is a place in the second choice, I am very lucky, there is still a place in the second choice, so I entered the medical university, and she was admitted to Zihua, this is nothing, I bless her....."
After a pause, Ji Feng raised his head and sighed, his arm was on the stone table, his face was a little helpless and lonely.
"But then I learned that what was the defeat, it wasn't like that...... Hey, I'm really embarrassed to say this, I was young and frivolous, and I had friction with a rival in love, but, I didn't expect that guy's background was a little big, and he was also admitted to Zihua, and in order to rectify me, I made this drama. ”
"Maybe it's a score, maybe it's something else, but I don't know..."
"Ridiculous life, ridiculous people, but it's all in the past, we still have to face it from the beginning, let him pass the past. ”
Ji Feng shook his head, looked at Sun Changning's calm expression, and couldn't help but touch his chin mockingly.
"Dude, do you think I'm pretty useless, in fact, I thought so at the time, but what can I do about it? Now that I've figured it out, even if I can't get angry with my body, it's still me who gets hurt in the end, and the other party is still laughing. ”
"Instead of living in the shadows all the time, it is better to come out early and face life...... There's no way around it. ”
Sun Changning listened to him, even if the other party was laughing now, and it seemed that those things had been forgotten in that expression, Sun Changning could still know that this incident might have left him with an eternal scar.
An open wound can still be healed, but if a piece of flesh is removed, the damage exceeds the muscle's ability to repair itself, and the remaining wound will always be missing.
Ji Feng said very lightly, saying that that person's background is a bit big, but Sun Changning naturally knows that he can tamper with the score at will, and that person's background is not a little big, but very big.
I'm afraid it's some princelings, or maybe they have something to do with the princelings.
There are obviously a lot of things that have been covered, and it is impossible for people to put them down directly, at the moment when they know that they have failed, for this kind of students with excellent grades, for their own catties, whether they can be admitted, there should be a number.
But Ji Feng didn't say a word about what he thought at that time, he just said that people can't stay in the past, which is enough to show that he has tried, but everything is in vain.
Sun Changning understands his mood, this does not need to be experienced, anyone can feel this mood.
"And then, what happened to that rival and your ex-girlfriend?"
Sun Changning spoke at the right time to ask, Ji Feng was reminiscing, and replied: "What's wrong?" Hey, my girlfriend was naturally admitted to Zihua, and now I have no contact with her for a long time." ”
"Broke up?"
"Well, but I'm a little bit happy, that is, the guy who made me back then still hasn't caught her. ”
Ji Feng smiled, but no matter how Sun Changning looked at it, it was a smile of bitterness.
I lost the other person, and the other also lost the other person, so the smile that comes out is a helpless ridicule, a mockery of myself, and a mockery of that person.
What do you get in the end?
The bamboo basket is empty.
"Everything is like a dream bubble, like dew and electricity, and it should be viewed as such. ”
Sun Changning sighed slowly, Ji Feng muttered two sentences, and smiled: "This is the verse of the Diamond Sutra, what's the matter, buddy, are you studying Buddhism?"
"No, I'm a learner. ”
Sun Changning shook his head, and Ji Feng was surprised: "It's not like learning the Tao, what's there to learn from the Taoist family?"
"Wu Wei, Wu Wei, the Buddha still enlightened me, and the Tao will only tell me not to go. ”
Ji Feng obviously didn't understand, so he naturally spoke in his own tone, while Sun Changning turned his head and looked at him.
"Wu Wei..... Everything. ”
"What is everything?"
"There's nothing you can't do, there's nothing you can't do. ”
"Did the Buddha say let go?"
Sun Changning looked at him, while Ji Feng seemed stunned.
"Then the Word may be saying....
"Don't let go. ”