Chapter 483: Not Anything
"Are you back in Los Angeles? Do you bring me any snacks and gifts?"
"I'm back, yes, I've brought you some preserves. β
"Thanks, when are you free for me? β
"How much do you weigh now?"
"Candied fruit, candied fruit, candied fruit......"
"Answer the question. β
"If it's on the moon, I'm not heavy at all, I can even fly. β
"That's why I bought you some mooncakes!"
"100 pounds. β
"That's 110 pounds, okay, I can give it to you. β
"105 pounds! I'm just bigger than my skeleton. β
"Cartman, you're just a FAT-ASS. β
"I'm just heavier on the bones. β
"I've eaten too much calcium. β
After a text message, Ye Wei and Liz said that they would meet at Hamby Park. He promised her to buy her some Chinese specialties before, but he didn't expect that the first friend he saw when he came back to Los Angeles was this foodie.
Hamby Park is located between the homes of the two Hamby Hills, which is not much hidden, and has been haunted by celebrities and paparazzi for a long time, but a park is as big as it is late in the evening, and it is okay to meet without being followed or ostentatious. Both agreed that they could not lose their freedom because of the paparazzi.
When Ye Wei arrived at the meeting place in the park with the gifts, he saw that Liz was already sitting on the park bench under the big tree and waiting.
She was wearing a goose yellow thin jacket, a white T-shirt and pink denim trousers, her body shape was not fat or thin, her long flowing blonde hair was elegant, and she was a little cute.
"Hey. Liz saw him approaching, smiled and stood up and beckoned.
"Here you go. Ye Wei handed over a heavy bag of food to her, turned around and was about to leave.
"Seriously, it's not black money, is it? Liz stopped Ye Wei, and looked him up and down with gray eyes, "You look good." He sat down on the bench, "I guess so, I'm fine now." Liz praised: "You've done a lot of amazing things, and I've paid attention to them." β
Ye Wei leaned on the bench and looked up at the sky that began to set into the night, "When you are in that kind of environment, when you face that situation, you will too, it's not a big deal." β
"Then I'm not sure. Liz also sat down on the bench, took out a packet of preserved fruits from the Imperial Food Garden from the gift bag, and said while looking at the package, "I won't go to the North Pole, I'm afraid of the cold." β
"Norwegians who are afraid of the cold, interesting. Ye Wei accosted casually.
"The most interesting thing is that I plan to go to Moscow, Russia to study theater. Liz tore open the bag of preserved fruit in her hand, took out an orange fruit and ate it, and immediately said with an intoxicated expression: "Sweet, soft, refreshing, sweet...... It's the best candy I've ever had. She took the preserved fruit and handed it to Ye Wei and asked him if he wanted it.
Ye Wei shook his head and looked at the park visitors in the distance without speaking.
Liz noticed his depression, and immediately thought for a moment, and asked for a while, "Still not good?
"Huh. Ye Wei laughed, "Not yet, but I feel it!" He looked at her seriously, "I'm close, she doesn't hate me so much, I have a chance." β
Liz ate another piece of candied fruit and nodded silently as she tasted it. She knew that it had been three months, a boy as good as Ye Wei, a beautiful magnet, and a proud body, for a girl to be able to do this, the pride was put on the ground, it was difficult to find the second one, and she couldn't find it.
But refusal again and again will also consume his love and this love again and again.
Nothing won't be consumed, unless it's constantly replenished, so love needs to be managed.
She didn't know other people's emotional stories, but she really didn't understand Lily, "If you want to take it", is it really okay? Well, don't be impulsive, otherwise it's embarrassing. In this matter, it's not good to say anything, it's better not to say anything.
"Tell us about your journey?" Liz continued to eat, still preserves.
Ye Wei thought about something, "I want to move to Norway to live for a while, I will, there will definitely be such a period of time in my life." "Norway is so beautiful, a fairytale feeling," he said. Have you ever seen the Northern Lights?" he sighed after hearing Liz say that he had seen it: "Standing under the Northern Lights is really a dream, and my mind is naturally empty." Norway has this special tranquility. β
In other words, dull. Liz smiled, "Norwegians are a little too far away from strangers, and everyone is like serious scientists, which I don't like." β
"So why I want to stay for a while, but not settle down. Ye Wei shrugged, "I camped in the suburbs of TromsΓΈ, much better than in Los Angeles, I meditated facing the iceberg, and for the first time in my life, I seemed to have entered a state of forgetting things and me." It is...... There is no sense of body, detachment from material and spirit, and return to the origin of nature. β
"Are you really cultivating Buddha?" Liz opened her mouth in shock, "When will you become a monk?"
"I?VIY GOING TO BE A MONK?" Ye Wei looked at Liz, she laughed suddenly, and he also smiled: "No, I don't like to retreat, especially now, Africa has given me a great shock." She hurriedly said, "You haven't said polar bears yet, that's cool." He snorted and said, "That's it." I searched for two days, and when I finally came across them, I went to photograph them. Actually, it wasn't dangerous, it was a jeep and my foot was on the accelerator all the time. β
"Bold enough. Liz gave a thumbs up with her right hand and asked, "Do you have a feeling of "Snow in Kilimanjaro" in Africa?"
"Yes. Ye Wei nodded when he heard this. Liz quipped, "Harry or Helen?" Ye Wei frowned at her and said seriously: "I don't want to joke on this topic, Africa is very serious." Liz sold a cute flat mouth: "I'm sorry, I'm kidding you, not African." β
"Harry, I thought of him when I flew over the Great Rift Valley. Ye Wei looked at the darkening sky and said to her: "Liz, when you go to Africa to see, it will definitely have a huge effect on your life and your performance." I don't know what it is, I can't say it, because it can't be said, it's a mysterious force in Africa and it will work for everyone. β
He remembered something and couldn't help but sigh: "I went to see the crossing of the Mara River that day, and I cried when I saw many animals die. β
"Are you crying?" Liz looked at his sensual eyes, her eyes were slightly red as if she was about to cry, but she felt his manhood, which was strange.
"I wanted to stop it, but I couldn't save a wildebeest. Ye Wei paused, and said in a snarling voice: "I have been completely defeated, and there is nothing left." β
......
Night enveloped Los Angeles, and the Ye family in Brendewood was peaceful. After the warm dinner, Ye Haogen, Gu Qiao and Duoduo watched the TV series in the living room, laughing from time to time.
In the boys' bedroom on the second floor, Ye Weipan sat on the floor practicing meditation, and after chatting with Liz about the journey in the evening, he went to Lev's house to give gifts and chatted for a while and then went home.
I'm going to resume work tomorrow, and I'm going to start the preliminary preparations for "Winter's Bones", and the affairs are quite tense... Did she watch that DVD? What did she think?
Lev's words lingered in his heart: "I have to remind you, Lily seems to have a boyfriend, I heard a little rumor, I also saw her at school the other day and a boy walking very closely...... You're going to have to chase her. β
"Hahaha, I was originally a spare tire. He laughed loudly, not wanting his old friend to see his distraction.
"Dude, don't expect me to comfort you, you've changed more girly friends. Lev said.
Ye Wei shook his head violently, dispelling his messy thoughts. I also have to participate in the sprint promotion of "Soul Surfer", which is more than a month away from its release on October 13, and "Carrie the Witch" also needs a little participation... She should know what I want...... There are a few things that need to be taken care of when it comes to starting a foundation... Does she like it? Polar bears sniffing lilies?
He had called Trist before, how was Lily doing? Trist replied, "I don't know, I really don't know. β
"If you don't like it, you don't like it...... If you want to be considerate of others, then you should respect their wishes first. Stop this, all of this ......"
This trip brought a lot of new feelings to his story of "Winter's Bones", simple, lonely, the cold of the Arctic, the barren danger of Africa, I can't wait to shoot it... Does she like the elephant sniffing the lilies?
"Don't get me wrong. β
Ye Wei suddenly got up and walked to the computer desk and sat down, opening the lovelilyjane net. At the end of the video, the subtitle shows the website, which is all made by him, although it uses IDE software and ready-made code, showing pictures of lilies from the past two months, with the date of upload and a message.
He didn't want to check the access logs of the website, so he slid the mouse wheel a little bit, looked at the long web page, laughed at himself and felt a sense of accomplishment, quite romantic, didn't it.
It's not just that. He clicked on the short film file on his desktop, called All-The-World-Is-Lily, and looked at it.
With the light guitar music, the short film with a duration of 3:56 begins, and the music is Always-With-Me, the theme song of "Spirited Away" that he plays on the guitar, and of course no royalties are paid, haha. He wants to play the ocarina + piano the most, which is even more ethereal, but unfortunately he can't.
To the music, a paper airplane flies leisurely in the sky on the top of the mountains of Svalbard.
"Legend has it that there is one of the most beautiful flowers in the world, and the whole world is looking for her and competing for her. The gentle boy's voiceover sounds, three polar bears, large and small, walking across the ice in the distance in the distance, and a herd of wildebeest galloping past on the African savannah in the long shot, "They are searching." β
"And them. "A herd of elephants walked by with their noses wagged, a few hares grazing, their ears twisting; Countless colorful koi fish swim in the pond of Yuexiu Park, "And them!" A small herd of porcupines by the Prairie River was drinking water; A group of lions walked slowly; "In the three shots of the North Pole, Africa and China, a flock of birds flew by in the clear blue sky.
"Why are they looking for her?" the voiceover asks. In the video, a giraffe eating leaves suddenly turns its head to look.
The rhythm of the guitar is faster, a quick montage, and there are origami lilies blooming everywhere on the Arctic islands, on the savannah.
"It's... It's ......" exclaims the voiceover. The image shows a series of close-up shots of fresh lilies, white, pink, purple, orange and yellow, gently swaying with the breeze, when all the lilies of all colors are in one shot, faint away, but they appear in the polar sky of the island, the dream night sky with the Northern Lights, the sunrise and sunset of the grassland, and the bright night sky.
A video taken in 2004 shows a girl with thick eyebrows in white and long hair on the beach in Santa Monica smiling, pouting and kissing the camera, and then smiling.
"I see, that flower is called Lily. "Polar bears beat the windows of the car ferociously, wildebeest herds rushed straight at them, elephants raised their long trunks, a hippopotamus in the river opened its mouth, a lion roared with its mouth open, koi fish frantically fought for food, and birds flew down.
"Oh, I see. The voiceover sighed, "Because getting her is equivalent to getting the whole world, more than that." Lily is Lily, and the whole world ......"
In front of the U-shaped skatepark, three children are holding paper lilies, raising them, holding them in both hands, dancing lightly, and shouting with bright smiles: "The whole world is a lily!"
In the soft and happy sound of Britney's Ill-Never-Stop-Loving-You played in guitar + whistle, the screen showed lines of text in the image of the savannah scenery taken by the car: "All life in the world has lived happily and peacefully together since then, because Lily is so generous, she has shown her beauty to the world." For more information, please visit www_lovelilyjane_com to check out the website, which is all built by someone. β
There is no end credits, but there is an easter egg at the end of the short film, where a glancia sticks out its tongue and makes a grimace.
"Hahaha!" Ye Wei smirked when he saw it, yes, it's really good! Is there a girl who doesn't like it?
He looked at the website for a while before closing it. It's past 9 o'clock in the evening, has she seen it?
Get up and fumble around the room, play guitar, juggle soccer, punch sandbags, beep at the 1:1 R2-D2 in the corner, lie on the bed, press your phone, and get up...... After some time, the mobile phone on the bedside table suddenly clicked like a fairy music.
Ye Wei hurriedly went to take a look, Lily's text message! He grinned, held his breath, and opened the text message:
"I've seen it, thank you. Can I shut down that website? It's a problem for the media to find out. β
The smile faded, and he pursed his mouth, stroked his forehead, and let out a long breath. Finger pressed and replied, "OK." He blinked, didn't know where to focus, walked back to the computer desk and sat down, deleted all the website's data, source code, etc., and then deleted the domain name resolution.
Looking at the blank backstage of the web page on the screen, he suddenly grabbed the copy of "Dummies-101:Html" on the table and threw it out, slamming the textbook against the wall with a muffled sound.
"Ahh
It's just a little unhappy, because it's really all done by yourself, human nature......
The website doesn't like it, what about the short film?
Should the short film be okay?
Ye Wei picked up the mobile phone and called Lily, the beeping sound rang one after another, and it was finally connected after six or seven sounds, he wanted to chuckle, but his voice was very low: "Hi." β
"Hi ......," Lily's soft voice came from her phone.
The conversation was silent for a long time, and he was already in an embarrassing silence, he didn't know what to say, he had too many things to say, but he didn't know what to say: "Do you still like that short film?"
Lily's words paused, "I, thank you, it's interesting." But, however, it also makes me uncomfortable......" She said the first half of the sentence insincerely, and the last "Uncomfortable" is the truth, I want to vomit. Ye Wei felt pain and numbness in his heart, and said, "Oh, it's okay. I've shut down the site, don't worry. β
"Don't you think... Are we weird? Her voice grew colder, "What is this? This is strange! Am I a target for you?"
"I'm sorry. Ye Wei didn't know if he was blushing, but he was suddenly overwhelmed by embarrassment, embarrassment, embarrassment, and helplessness, only her reprimand would make him like this.
Actually, it's not that I don't understand, but I just don't want to admit it.
Lily's feelings and thoughts about him are probably the same as he feels and thoughts about Amber Heard. Three months ago, he told Amber that it was over, but Amber has not accepted the end unilaterally, and has now texted him every few days, saying "I will always be your secret lover." "He pulled her through the blacklist and released her, and she was very pitiful.
It's not that he hates her, Amber has her strengths, but he doesn't want to be seriously in love with her, married or something...... Because, he can't love Amber, just can't, he doesn't love her type, like Harry to Helen, like Lily to him......
It's not that he doesn't understand that love can be personal, love is mutual, and love is the light that two people share and reflect each other.
He loves her, she doesn't love him, she doesn't do it anymore. It's just that I don't want to admit it, and as soon as I admit it, it's over.
In an instant, the scenes of the past three months came to mind, and Ye Wei once again saw his selfishness and a lot of awkwardness.
Of course, he loves her, but unconsciously, he seems to be tied to the redemption of himself and the recovery of Lily, and unconsciously this broken love is just more pure. With self-redemption, fanaticism, and making up for regrets...... All kinds of impurities, like she said: is this a goal?
Ye Wei asked himself, I don't know. Can the pursuit of love be a goal?
Now, he has completed his own redemption, really, this feeling is completely and clearly, in Africa, in China, in this short journey of feeling, he has redeemed himself. "How is Ye Wei?" He didn't need to ask anyone, he could answer by himself: "Anyway, it's not a bad person." β
Maybe because of this, he saw more clearly, more calmly, it shouldn't be like this, he loves Lily, but it shouldn't be like this anymore.
I don't know. Don't hurt her anymore anyway......
"Lily, I don't know if you're a target, certainly not only. I'm so sorry. Ye Wei tried his best to keep his tone calm and gentle, like the end of peace: "I understand." Actually, I've always understood, you know, that I'm a person who sometimes makes stupid mistakes. I've been very selfish for these three months, you don't like it, you're not single, I'm still crazy pestering you, making you annoyed again and again, I'm very selfish. β
"But... You're an idiot......" Lily scolded.
"Yes, I'm a fool. Ye Wei took a deep breath, grabbed his hair, and said with difficulty: "But I can already look at all this more comprehensively, this is not right." I'll stop here! I'll listen to you, let's live a good life. β
He laughed, his heart, which was numb in pain, seemed to be relaxed again, what was being lost, it had been pressing on his heart, it was not a big stone, it was a very, very important thing, probably the most important, if it was lost, it would be "relaxed"......
It's all over, he has to face and admit a change, Ye Wei is no longer that Ye Wei, Lily is no longer that Lili, it's over.
"Thank you, I have a lot to thank you all the time. Ye Wei smiled and said, "You have given me great strength these days, thank you very much." β
Lily was silent. And he said, "That's it! He chuckled a few times, "Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, oh who am I, I won't be a monk, haha." He didn't know what he was talking about, "That's it." Thank you, Lily...... So that's it? Are we alright?"
"Alright... I'm glad you understand, it's important to me. Lily said.
"Well, goodbye. Ye Wei said.
"Goodbye and take care of yourself. Lily said.
Ye Wei pressed the end call button of the mobile phone, put down the mobile phone, took the mouse to delete the entire "All-The-World-Is-Lily" folder, and cleaned up the recycle bin.
Determination and calmness did not come, some only sadness and confusion.
He remembered the crossing of the Mara River and wanted to do something, but could not do anything.
β»β»
"Hi. β
"Hi ......"
"Do you still like that short film?"
The moonlight was hazy, Brentwood, and in the spacious and elegant girl's bedroom, the sound of mobile phone conversation rang.
Lily sat at the computer desk, refreshed the web page, and couldn't open it, her heart was like a blank, and it was like a countless people who didn't know anything. I don't know what to say, but my words can't help but be messy: "I, I'm very grateful! But I also felt a little uncomfortable, as if ......"
"It seems like I want to vomit, don't you?" Ye Wei's sneer came from the mobile phone, "It's okay, I've closed the website, and no one else will know about the short video, don't worry." β
"But!" Lily suddenly cried out anxiously, "I'm not... I mean, we're in a weird state, I don't understand. She looked at the postcards on the table, the top one from Longyearbyen, Svalbard, that read, "Sincere greetings from the North Pole, August 16." β
She stroked the reindeer stamp of the postcard with her left index finger, and her voice almost trembled: "All this, what is this? It's like a strange competition, I keep thinking, have I become a target for you?"
Ye Wei was silent for a while before saying, "I'm not a bad person, you have always thought that I am a shameless bad person! I hurt you before, I'm sorry! Lily... I'm stupid sometimes, but I'm not as boring as trying to chase you back and hurt you. I won't pester you anymore, that's selfish, you really don't like it, I see. β
"You don't get it, you idiot!" Lily scolded him.
"Yes, I'm a fool, hehe. Ye Wei took a deep breath and laughed, "Ridiculous fool." I'll stop here, it's over! β
"You're always... Lily didn't know what she was talking about, maybe she didn't say anything, maybe she was yelling, "What do I like? What do I like? You make a mess of everything, I don't have an answer!"......
Ye Wei smiled in his bad boy tone and said, "Thank you, thank you for putting up with me in the past few months and giving me a lot of strength." Who knows in the future, but I'm definitely not going to be a monk, haha! There are many other fish in the sea, there is always one that likes me, you don't have to worry. That's it. β
But why do you want to...... Isn't it fun?" Lily said.
"I won't bother you anymore, really, goodbye. Ye Wei said.
"Wait!" Lily said.
A beep hung up, and she looked at the postcards, her heart hurting as if it were cracking. "I will always be your secret lover. "He pulled her through the blacklist and released her, and she was very pitiful.
It's not that he hates her, Amber has her strengths, but he doesn't want to be seriously in love with her, married or something...... Because, he can't love Amber, just can't, he doesn't love her type, like Harry to Helen, like Lily to him......
It's not that he doesn't understand that love can be personal, love is mutual, and love is the light that two people share and reflect each other.
He loves her, she doesn't love him, she doesn't do it anymore. It's just that I don't want to admit it, and as soon as I admit it, it's over.
In an instant, the scenes of the past three months came to mind, and Ye Wei once again saw his selfishness and a lot of awkwardness.
Of course, he loves her, but unconsciously, he seems to be tied to the redemption of himself and the recovery of Lily, and unconsciously this broken love is just more pure. With self-redemption, fanaticism, and making up for regrets...... All kinds of impurities, like she said: is this a goal?
Ye Wei asked himself, I don't know. Can the pursuit of love be a goal?
Now, he has completed his own redemption, really, this feeling is completely and clearly, in Africa, in China, in this short journey of feeling, he has redeemed himself. "How is Ye Wei?" He didn't need to ask anyone, he could answer by himself: "Anyway, it's not a bad person." β
Maybe because of this, he saw more clearly, more calmly, it shouldn't be like this, he loves Lily, but it shouldn't be like this anymore.
I don't know. Don't hurt her anymore anyway......
"Lily, I don't know if you're a target, certainly not only. I'm so sorry. Ye Wei tried his best to keep his tone calm and gentle, like the end of peace: "I understand." Actually, I've always understood, you know, that I'm a person who sometimes makes stupid mistakes. I've been very selfish for these three months, you don't like it, you're not single, I'm still crazy pestering you, making you annoyed again and again, I'm very selfish. β
"But... You're an idiot......" Lily scolded.
"Yes, I'm a fool. Ye Wei took a deep breath, grabbed his hair, and said with difficulty: "But I can already look at all this more comprehensively, this is not right." I'll stop here! I'll listen to you, let's live a good life. β
He laughed, his heart, which was numb in pain, seemed to be relaxed again, what was being lost, it had been pressing on his heart, it was not a big stone, it was a very, very important thing, probably the most important, if it was lost, it would be "relaxed"......
It's all over, he has to face and admit a change, Ye Wei is no longer that Ye Wei, Lily is no longer that Lili, it's over.
"Thank you, I have a lot to thank you all the time. Ye Wei smiled and said, "You have given me great strength these days, thank you very much." β
Lily was silent. And he said, "That's it! He chuckled a few times, "Don't worry about me, I'll be fine, oh who am I, I won't be a monk, haha." He didn't know what he was talking about, "That's it." Thank you, Lily...... So that's it? Are we alright?"
"Alright... I'm glad you understand, it's important to me. Lily said.
"Well, goodbye. Ye Wei said.
"Goodbye and take care of yourself. Lily said.
Ye Wei pressed the end call button of the mobile phone, put down the mobile phone, took the mouse to delete the entire "All-The-World-Is-Lily" folder, and cleaned up the recycle bin.
Determination and calmness did not come, some only sadness and confusion.
He remembered the crossing of the Mara River and wanted to do something, but could not do anything.
β»β»
"Hi. β
"Hi ......"
"Do you still like that short film?"
The moonlight was hazy, Brentwood, and in the spacious and elegant girl's bedroom, the sound of mobile phone conversation rang.
Lily sat at the computer desk, refreshed the web page, and couldn't open it, her heart was like a blank, and it was like a countless people who didn't know anything. I don't know what to say, but my words can't help but be messy: "I, I'm very grateful! But I also felt a little uncomfortable, as if ......"
"It seems like I want to vomit, don't you?" Ye Wei's sneer came from the mobile phone, "It's okay, I've closed the website, and no one else will know about the short video, don't worry." β
"But!" Lily suddenly cried out anxiously, "I'm not... I mean, we're in a weird state, I don't understand. She looked at the postcards on the table, the top one from Longyearbyen, Svalbard, that read, "Sincere greetings from the North Pole, August 16." β
She stroked the reindeer stamp of the postcard with her left index finger, and her voice almost trembled: "All this, what is this? It's like a strange competition, I keep thinking, have I become a target for you?"
Ye Wei was silent for a while before saying, "I'm not a bad person, you have always thought that I am a shameless bad person! I hurt you before, I'm sorry! Lily... I'm stupid sometimes, but I'm not as boring as trying to chase you back and hurt you. I won't pester you anymore, that's selfish, you really don't like it, I see. β
"You don't get it, you idiot!" Lily scolded him.
"Yes, I'm a fool, hehe. Ye Wei took a deep breath and laughed, "Ridiculous fool." I'll stop here, it's over! β
"You're always... Lily didn't know what she was talking about, maybe she didn't say anything, maybe she was yelling, "What do I like? What do I like? You make a mess of everything, I don't have an answer!"......
Ye Wei smiled in his bad boy tone and said, "Thank you, thank you for putting up with me in the past few months and giving me a lot of strength." Who knows in the future, but I'm definitely not going to be a monk, haha! There are many other fish in the sea, there is always one that likes me, you don't have to worry. That's it. β
But why do you want to...... Isn't it fun?" Lily said.
"I won't bother you anymore, really, goodbye. Ye Wei said.
"Wait!" Lily said.
A beep hung up, and she looked at the postcards, her heart hurting as if it were cracking.