Chapter 209: Goals
He is now in a dilemma, choose between the life of the person he likes or the life of his benefactor.
He didn't know what to choose, but he already had the answer in his mind. He didn't want to take his loved ones through such danger, so he chose to remain silent just now.
"Where should we go now?" Xiao Suli didn't know where to go, he had been following Li Shenghui since he came to this place.
In the blink of an eye, they have experienced so much.
They have persevered through so many dangers, and now they feel lost about what to do next.
"I don't know, where to go! Winter is coming, let's find a suitable place to spend this winter!" Li Shenghui looked at the sky, the rain in the sky was getting heavier and heavier, and they were now feeling colder and colder.
"Brother, I have something to say to you. Li Yuan, who had been silent all along, suddenly spoke.
Li Shenghui felt a little strange, Li Yuan had always been relatively silent, and suddenly he didn't know what he wanted to do when he talked to him mysteriously.
"What do you want to say?"
Li Yuan took Li Shenghui's hand, and he pulled him to a place.
His eyes were very determined, and his hands were clenched into fists, and it could be seen that he was very nervous.
"Brother, I want to tell you..." Li Yuan was already halfway through the words in his mouth, and he really didn't dare to say the rest of the words.
He was very conflicted in his heart, he wanted to tell Li Shenghui the truth, but he was afraid that he would blame himself.
Li Shenghui felt a little inexplicable, why did he only speak halfway?
"Brother, do you remember the earth, do you remember the person who spent so many years with you?" Li Yuan finally made up his mind and said the words hidden in his heart.
He actually wanted to say this sentence in that tribe, and at that time Xiao Suli was still in a coma, and it was a good time for him to say this. But he was afraid, afraid that he would be abandoned after saying this, so he hesitated at that time.
He wanted to say these words very early on, but he never said them. The longer he didn't say it, the more scared he became, and the more depressed he became.
He's been silent ever since he found out that the person he likes has accepted someone else. He thought he could bless, but he felt he couldn't.
He sometimes wonders, is he going to leave here when he dies?
Could it be that Li Shenghui can find someone who loves him and live here well?
Will anyone know the feeling of watching someone they like fall in love with someone else, that heart-wrenching feeling?
Li Shenghui's lips squirmed a few times, and his heart was even more shocked. He didn't expect that his favorite brother would be a traverser?
And since he knows his past, who is he?
Could it be that person?
Li Shenghui felt that his heart was very chaotic, he remembered the happy life before, and also remembered the pain before.
It was something he had always wanted to force himself to forget, but he couldn't forget it, and the more he tried to forget, the more he couldn't forget it.
At the beginning, he was very unwilling, unwilling to die like this, unwilling that he didn't say those few words of love.
It's just that he never had a chance again, and that car accident left him out of that world and that person as well.
And now his brother will be that person?
They weren't like it at all, the man was proud and powerful. There seems to be nothing in the world that he can't solve, and he will comfort himself when he is sad.
But what about him? He will be spoiled by himself, he will ask himself for help, and he will hold himself for warmth.
Two people with completely different personalities, how can he believe that they are the same person.
"Who the hell are you?" Li Shenghui opened his lips tremblingly and asked this sentence.
"Can't you really remember? I've been by your side for so long, and you haven't noticed me?" Li Yuan's heart said that he was not sad, it was false, he was in pain after Li Shenghui left, and the most he did every day was to go around the street to look for him.
Go the way he likes to walk, read his favorite books, eat what he likes to eat, and pretend he's still by his side.
"It's really you. Li Shenghui looked into his eyes, and the more he looked at it, the more familiar it felt. His eyes gradually moistened, but there was no longer him in his heart.
He couldn't even find the feeling of his heart pounding before, it was just a feeling of family.
It's just that he never confessed, maybe it's all in time.
He can treat him as his favorite brother, and he can also take him to grow up slowly.
"I love you. ”
When Li Yuan's mouth said this, Li Shenghui was stunned, he didn't even know how to react. I could only stay there stunned, like a puppet and not moving.
The affection in Li Yuan's eyes is not fake, and Li Shenghui can't pretend not to see it. But his heart is too small, and he can only pretend to be the next person.
He simply had no way to accept such a deep love, so he could only choose to replace his answer with silence.
"I know you don't like me anymore, but I don't want to give up because I can't bear to lose you again. ”
"I didn't tell you the truth at the beginning because I was afraid that you would blame me for not protecting you. ”
"But not now, I will try to become stronger, I will protect you, and I will be with you for the rest of my life. ”
Li Yuan closed his eyes, he didn't want to see the expression of rejection on his face.
"I'm sorry. Li Shenghui was speechless, he felt that it was like a joke played by God.
He loved someone with all his heart and soul for so long, and died before he could reply.
And now he has chosen to forget, but that person appeared in front of him.
"Are you finished?" Xiao Suli's face was full of anger, and his expression was also very cold.
He now clearly knew why Li Yuan had been against him, but why did he fight with him as a little orc now?
From a young age, he knew that as long as he wanted it, he would get it no matter what it took.
Li Shenghui didn't know what to say, and at this moment, Xiao Suli walked in front of Li Yuan, and the two of them looked angry, which frightened him.
"Actually, I hate you very much, I hate that you don't know how to cherish at all. Li Yuan looked at Xiao Suli with some mockery, what he hated most was Xiao Suli's commanding appearance, and his appearance of hurting Li Shenghui.
"You hate me, that's your business, it's none of my business. Xiao Suli's brows furrowed, although he didn't know what was going on between them, what she knew was that he was the one who owned Li Shenghui now.
Although Li Yuan was already very angry, he didn't know what to do.
He can't beat the person in front of him, and he can't scold him, how can he fight with him for Li Shenghui.
"I wish you could leave him, because I grew up with him and I was the one who knew him best. Li Yuan craned his neck hard, trying to make himself more imposing.
"Ridiculous, why should I leave him, I already have a partnership contract with him, and he is mine now. Although Xiao Suli said this, he still looked at Li Shenghui from time to time.
"So what? The contract can be solved, but do you know him? Do you know what he likes?"
"We've been together for so long, how could I not know him?" Xiao Suli smiled a little contemptuously, he didn't think that the little orc in front of him could do anything else at all.
In fact, he was a little lucky, Li Yuan was just a little orc, even if he wanted to chase Li Shenghui, he would have to wait until he became an adult.
"Even if you know him, when have you taken care of him, even when you're barbecuing it, you're just watching. ”
Li Yuan felt a little angry when he said this, he was reluctant to let Li Shenghui cook before, for fear of hurting his hands.
Even if he wants to cook, he will accompany him, and even help him sometimes.
And what about Xiao Suli? He will just sit on the sidelines and wait to eat.
"But he doesn't have anything to be unhappy about!" Xiao Suli remembered that every time he sat next to Li Shenghui, Li Shenghui would be happy.
Li Shenghui listened from the sidelines, and his head was already full of black lines.
Although these two people were jealous of him, he didn't mean to be happy at all.
Because these two people were arguing and suddenly asked him to make barbecue to eat, but now there is no meat, where can he roast it?
Li Shenghui felt that he didn't understand the brain circuits of these two people, it was obviously a matter of jealousy, why did it suddenly become a matter of eating?
But he didn't say anything, because he felt hungry.
Winter is here, and the hungry beasts are even more dangerous.
They walked through the cold woods, looking at the withered grass and trees in the woods, and the food they could eat was gone.
They didn't see any wild beasts along the way, they felt hungry and tired, and they were not in the mood to go on.
No matter how strong they are, they simply can't show their strength without beasts.
Li Shenghui also felt extremely embarrassed at this time, he didn't expect that his crush would follow him here and become his younger brother.
"Where should we go now?" Li Yuan broke his peace first, although he was very young now, his mental age was indeed about the same as theirs.
He understands Li Shenghui's psychology very well, and he also knows that after he says this, Li Shenghui may not be as good to him as before.
But he couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't watch the person he liked belong to someone else.
"Let's look for any food. Li Shenghui calmly looked at the mountain forest in front of him, and he felt that something was wrong with this mountain forest.
At this time, winter has just arrived, and the weather is very cold, so there should be enough food in the forest.
But there will definitely be wild beasts coming out in search of food, but they have been walking for so long and not a single beast has been seen, which is obviously wrong.
After they had walked a few steps, suddenly there was a sound of footsteps behind them, and although the sound was very small, they could hear it clearly.
Li Shenghui hurriedly turned around and looked back, and found that there was actually a group of orcs behind him, all of whom were carrying some stone knives.
Li Shenghui was a little panicked, no matter how stupid he was, he knew that the target of this group of orcs might be them.
Facing the pressing of these orcs, Li Yuan hurriedly stood in front of Li Shenghui and looked at the group of orcs without showing weakness and provocation.
"Who the hell are you, what do you want to do?"
"This is the holiest place in our tribe, you have trespassed on the holiest place in our tribe, and we are going to arrest you back. A black-faced orc walked out, his mouth open, and a foul smell wafted out.
Li Shenghui felt very disgusted, and then he turned around.
However, Xiao Suli didn't have any expression, he had long been used to such a smell.
In the blink of an eye, the orcs struck, some with knives in their hands, some with some wooden vines from behind them.
However, it may be because of the fear of accidental injury, so no orcs have turned into beast forms.